Dangerous (4 page)

Sebastian hated the fog, yet he knew it might be his natural element.
Or his ultimate fate
.

His boot heels rang with a hollow echo on the sidewalk. Cold tendrils of mist ebbed and flowed around him, threatening to trap him forever in an endless gray void. He knew what waited for him in that vast emptiness. It would be a place where there was no sensation at all, not even the feeling of unrelenting cold.

On occasion lately he thought he had caught glimpses of that emptiness waiting behind the icy barrier he had created to protect himself.

He had recognized it as the same gray nothingness that had been waiting for him four years ago at dawn in the mountains of Saragstan.

A small, scraping sound emanating from a nearby alley brought Sebastian’s attention instantly back to the present. He paused, listening carefully. His fingers curled around the pistol in his pocket. His instinct for survival was still strong, he noted wryly, in spite of the strange mood that plagued him more and more of late.

The soft, scurrying noise faded quickly. A rat or perhaps a cat, Sebastian thought. He walked on toward the waiting carriage.

It was a dangerous night to be abroad. But then, all nights were times of great risk.

Miss Prudence Merryweather had braved the danger and the darkness to see him, Sebastian reflected. He smiled faintly. She was, indeed, made of sturdy stuff.

Sebastian opened the door of his carriage himself. “To my club,” he said to the coachman.

“Aye, m’lord.”

The carriage rolled forward. Sebastian leaned back against the cushions, gazed out into the fog, and contemplated Prudence.

She was more than brave; she was headstrong. A decidedly difficult trait in a female. He suspected that not many men could deal with her. She was too intelligent, too fearless, too bold, and too curious for the majority of males. She was also full of lively spirit and a staunch, rather naive faith in the basic goodness of others.

The fact that Prudence was twenty-five and still unmarried was a strong indication that the men she had encountered thus far had either failed to comprehend the subtle
feminine challenge she offered or chosen to ignore it. The men must have been blind, Sebastian decided.

Either that or they had been put off by the spectacles which Prudence wore like a battle shield. Sebastian gazed out at the darkened streets and thought about the eyes behind the spectacles. Fantastic eyes. Deep, clear pools of an indescribable shade of green. Intelligent eyes. The eyes of an honest woman, a woman of deep, unshakable integrity. Such eyes made her very much a novelty in Sebastian’s world.

There was, he realized, an earnest, thoroughly wholesome quality about Prudence that he found inexplicably enthralling. He thirsted for a taste of her refreshing, invigorating goodness even as he mocked it.

Sitting there in his library lecturing him about his responsibilities, she had made him feel every heavy ounce of the darkness that weighed down his soul. Prudence was a creature of the sunlight and she made him very conscious of the fact that he was a man who dwelt in the deepest shadows of the night.

They were opposites, yet he had wanted her from the moment he was introduced to her. It made no sense. Sebastian wondered why he found himself so captivated by Prudence. For captivated he was.

She was pretty enough, he supposed, although not a great beauty. What physical attributes she possessed, however, were effectively concealed by the effects of what appeared to be a total absence of a sense of style.

Sebastian had been amused by the fawn-colored gown she had worn earlier that evening. The pale brown shade had been distinctly unflattering on Prudence. It had failed to bring out the brilliance of her emerald eyes and it had dulled her honey-colored hair. The demure cut of the high neckline and the brown roses that decorated the skirts had marked the gown as having been sewn up in the country. No fashionable London modiste would have dressed a client in such a countrified style.

Prudence had evidently found her fan to be a nuisance. Instead of wielding it in the fine art of flirtation, it had dangled uselessly from her wrist. Her spectacles had, of course, only added to the spectacularly unstylish effect she had managed to achieve.

But Sebastian had seen beneath the surface of Prudence’s outlandish facade. His father had been an explorer, a skilled observer of the customs of distant peoples and of the terrain of foreign lands. He had taken his family with him on his travels and he had trained Sebastian well in the science and art of observation.

It is in the details that one sees the truth
, Jonathan Fleetwood had often explained to his son.
Learn to look for them
.

Tonight Sebastian had seen that Prudence’s hair was richly threaded with gold. He had observed that she had a generous, laughing mouth and an amusing little nose. There was a firm, assertive quality to her catlike chin that he found intriguing. And he had looked deep into the bottomless green pools of her eyes.

He knew that compared to the great beauties of the
ton
her looks could only be called passable. She was not a diamond of the first water, yet she had been the only woman he had been aware of in that ballroom tonight.

Sebastian allowed his thoughts to drift to the rest of Prudence, mentally skimming a hand over her as if he were about to undress her and take her to bed. She was slender, but gracefully rounded in all the right places. He had seen enough of her in her modest ball gown to know that her breasts would be shaped like small, ripe, exotic fruit, perfectly suited to his palm and to his mouth. The scent of her, a mixture of fresh flowers and natural womanly fragrance, still lingered in the carriage, filling his head.

He would kiss her again soon. If he had any decency he would resist the impulse, but no one expected decency from the Fallen Angel. Just as well. He was not certain how much he possessed, himself.

What he had in abundance was a deepening sense of the gray, formless cold that threatened to engulf him from the inside out. The only way to forget about it for even a short while was to occupy himself with his amusing little hobby. He must take it up again, and soon.

First, however, there was the matter of Prudence’s brother.

The carriage came to a halt at the front door of the club Sebastian favored. He had memberships at most of the best establishments, but this was the one where he always felt most comfortable. Probably because it was not one of his cousin’s preferred haunts.

He got out, went up the steps, and into the warmth of the well-appointed masculine retreat. Several heads turned as he walked into the card room. A ripple of interest passed through the large crowd gathered about the gaming tables. Sebastian knew that gossip of the impending duel had probably reached every club in St. James.

A tall, thin blond man detached himself from a game of whist and strolled across the room to join Sebastian.

Sebastian watched him closely and was quietly relieved to see that Garrick Sutton’s gaze was clear again tonight. Sutton appeared to be overcoming his practice of losing himself in strong spirits, a habit he had brought back with him from the war.

“What’s this, Angelstone? I thought you were spending the rest of the night at home preparing yourself for your dawn appointment.”

“I’ve changed my mind, Sutton. There will be no dawn engagement. I want you, as one of my seconds, to convey my most abject apologies to Mr. Trevor Merryweather.”

Garrick’s mouth fell open in dumbfounded amazement. Sebastian smiled. It was worth apologizing to young Merryweather just to see the amusing effect it would have on everyone.

Garrick was one of a very small handful of people Sebastian
called friend. Sebastian included Garrick in the select group because he was one of the few people who had accepted Sebastian without reservation two years ago.

After a lifetime spent abroad, Sebastian had at last been obliged to come to England. His ever-expanding business investments had made it necessary to establish his headquarters in London, the very center of the social world that had once turned its back on his parents.

His financial power had brought him in contact with any number of people who were anxious to claim friendship. But he knew that behind his back they called him the Fleetwood bastard. They had gossiped with relish about his father’s scandalous affair with an actress all those years ago. They had talked of how the title would eventually go to Sebastian’s cousin, Jeremy, because of Jonathan Fleetwood’s unsavory and irresponsible connection with a cheap lightskirt.

During that time Garrick had been one of the few people who did not want anything from Sebastian except friendship. He had also been one of the few who had no interest in the old scandal or in the legitimacy of Sebastian’s birth.

Garrick had been carrying deep, invisible scars from the war. He had felt an instinctive bond with Sebastian, who, he must have sensed, carried scars of his own. Neither man spoke much of the past. It was not necessary.

“Are you serious?” Garrick demanded. “The Merryweather boy challenged you over a mere trifle. You did nothing except dance with his sister.”

“I am aware of that,” Sebastian said quietly.

“Are you telling me you’re going to let him get away with that?”

“I have it on excellent authority the young man is hotheaded and not very wise in the ways of the world.”

Garrick snorted. “Then you may as well teach him his first lessons.”

“I am inclined to leave that task to someone else.”

“I don’t understand this.” Garrick grabbed a bottle of
port and dashed some of the contents into a glass. “Not like you to let an upstart young pup get away with this kind of thing. What’s going on, Angelstone?”

“I’ve changed my mind, that’s all. There’s nothing more to it than that. Tell Mr. Merryweather that I have no interest in meeting him at dawn.”

Garrick eyed the port he had just poured as if surprised to find it in his hand. He carefully put the glass down again without tasting the contents. He looked at Sebastian. “I know damn well you aren’t afraid to meet him. You’re bound to best him in the encounter. The boy has no experience in this sort of thing.”

Sebastian smiled thinly. “Which makes the whole event something of a bore, don’t you think?”

Garrick’s brows rose. “No doubt. But what’s going to happen the next time you elect to dance with the Original? And I know there will be a next time, Angelstone. I saw the look in your eye tonight when you spotted her in the crowd. Haven’t seen you react that way to a female before.”

“If Merryweather sees fit to issue another challenge—”

“Which he will, especially when he sees how quickly you apologized after this one.”

“Then I shall simply convey another apology,” Sebastian concluded easily.

Garrick’s blue eyes widened. “Damnation, man. You’d give him a second apology?”

“And another after that, if necessary. I have discovered to my astonishment what appears to be an inexhaustible supply of gentlemanly remorse, Sutton. I do believe I can continue to apologize as long as Merryweather can continue to issue a challenge.”

“Good God.” Understanding dawned in Garrick’s eyes. He started to grin. “In other words, you’re going to amuse yourself with his sister as long as you please and Merryweather will be helpless to force a duel because you will simply apologize every time he issues a challenge.”

“That’s the plan.”

“Incredible.” Garrick shook his head in admiration. “No one will believe for a single instant that you’re actually afraid to meet the boy, of course. Your reputation is too well known. People will say you are merely amusing yourself again, Merryweather will become a laughingstock.”

“Perhaps. That’s not my problem.”

“The club betting books will fill up with wagers on when you’ll finally get tired of the game and put a bullet in him,” Garrick said.

“What goes down on the betting books is not my concern, either.” Sebastian helped himself to a small swallow of Garrick’s untouched port. “In the meantime you’ll see that my apologies are conveyed to my worthy opponent?”

“If you insist. This is a first for you, though, Angelstone. And not in your usual style.”

“Who knows? Perhaps I’m changing my ways. It’s just barely possible that I am becoming more responsible as I advance into my mature years.”

Garrick eyed him with some concern. “You’re in a strange mood tonight, my friend. Mayhap it’s time you indulged yourself again in your little hobby. It’s been a while since the last occasion, I believe.”

“Perhaps you’re right. Then again, perhaps I’m in a strange mood because it’s been a rather strange night.”

“And getting stranger,” Garrick muttered. His gaze shifted to a point behind Sebastian’s left shoulder. “Your cousin just walked into the room. Odd. He rarely visits this particular club.”

“Only because he knows I can frequently be found here.”

“Precisely. So what, one might ask, is Fleetwood doing here tonight?”

“That’s easy enough to guess.” Sebastian set down his glass. “He has no doubt come to wish me luck on the field of honor.”

“Not bloody likely.” Garrick frowned. “The opposite, no
doubt. Fleetwood would not weep any tears if someone were to put a bullet in you, Angelstone, and everyone knows it. As far as he’s concerned, you usurped the title, and he’s never forgiven you. He and his overbearing mama both assumed for years that he was next in line.”

Sebastian shrugged. “As did everyone else in the family.”

Garrick fell silent as Jeremy Fleetwood came up behind Sebastian.

“Angelstone.” Jeremy’s voice held the raw, brittle tone of a young man who knows he is facing an older, more powerful male. It was a tone balanced between fear and bravado.

Sebastian ignored the interested hush that tell over the crowd at the nearest gaming tables. He knew everyone in the room was straining to hear the confrontation without appearing to do so. The entire
ton
was aware of the icy feud between Sebastian and his relatives.

It was highly unusual for either side to even speak to the other. The fact that young Fleetwood was here in Sebastian’s favorite club and had actually addressed his cousin by name would no doubt fascinate the gossips every bit as much as the rumor of a duel.