COVET: Deceptive Desires (8 page)

“Jonathan Junior,” he interjected, not one to call his son by a middle name. “Our son’s determined to see Raven Shaw!”

“Well, if he’s anything like
you
, then he’ll have a good time with
la salope
–the bitch–and move on. We just have to make sure Pierre doesn’t find out about it.” Elise stood sharply, tossing her linen napkin onto her plate. Going off in French, stiletto heels that echoed off the marble floor, as she left Jonathan to his own nightmares of failing as a father.

~~~

A sense of urgency overcame him as Liam surveyed the grounds for Raven. The tennis and basketball courts were empty.
Did she leave?

He needed a golf cart just to canvass the west portion of the land. He could breathe again when he noticed long black hair swaying in the wind. She was in the rose garden. The cobblestone path that led there was covered by a rambling archway of roses. In the center of the garden was a three-tier water fountain. He found Raven seated on a wrought-iron bench.

“I’m ready to go when you are.” Raven gazed at blue jays, chirping in the water.

“I apologize for my mom.” Liam took a seat next to her.

Raven stared at her twiddling fingers. The emotion had been extracted from her voice as she said, “Your mother hates me. Always has, always will.”

“Elise doesn’t hate you. She just doesn’t…know you.” They’d known each other since being toddlers, so the excuse was weak at best. He smiled and caressed her cheek. Since they'd made love at the historical Paris-inspired museum, Raven had been rich with life.
What had his mom said? Elise cannot mention too much about my future duties
…or
at least Liam assumed as much.

When Raven didn’t respond to his touch, he took her hands in his. The only way he knew to comfort her would be through kisses. He chose not to go that route as he looked into jaded eyes.

Slipping her hand from his, Raven whispered, “What we’re doing now… This isn’t going to work.”

The words suffocated him. The way out smothered him. Leaving her was inevitable in order to become the legacy his grandfather Pierre sought.

Raven and Grand-père Pierre. She’d been his obsession. The years Liam spent in France gave him another ally. The latter was blood, family. There’d be no disappointing Pierre.

“Look, Liam we should either just be friends or…”

Liam didn’t let Raven finish the sentence. Hell no, they weren’t meant to be
just
friends. Taking her face in his hands, he rubbed her cheeks with his thumbs and kissed her lips. To his pleasure, her tongue twined around him, just as eager. His hand clasped her cheek, deepening the kiss. God, he could fuck her right here and now.

He pulled away. “I have something that may brighten your day.”

Raven smiled. “What?”

Liam pulled a plastic lunch bag out of his pocket. Inside it was an Afro pick.

“Look, even when you were a baby, people loved your thick, curly hair, being half Creole and all. But you’re not that
ethnic
…” Raven chuckled.

Smiling, Liam shook his head. “I know Alvin said he wasn’t your dad. I’m not convinced he was telling the truth.”

“But you just can’t go stealing from people.”

“It’s a plastic hair pick. He’s had the same hairstyle since the ’80s. If he wants his Afro not to be all lopsided, then he better go get a new one. I’m going to take this to a friend, Gabby, to have it checked for DNA.”

 “Oh,” was her soft reply.

The friend Liam referred to was a graduate from Brinton Academy a year earlier. Gabby Chow was a class ahead of him. They fooled around a few times after football games, and always did favors for each other. Liam was certain that she would have the right connections to test Alvin and Raven’s DNA for a possible match.

“We’ll see if he’s your father. Either way, he’s keeping a secret about something.” Liam would part the Atlantic if it meant helping Raven find answers. Knowing had to bring her joy. Right?

CHAPTER 13

“Your grandfather suffers from pneumonia brought on by a weak immune system. He’s been diagnosed with acute myelogenous leukemia. In simple terms, his blood cells are working overtime.” The oncologist spoke softly, but the news just kept getting worse. Every word was accompanied with white noise, and seemed so very far away. “Because Otis has pneumonia, he’s a high-risk patient and needs a bone marrow transplant–where he will need stem cells from a genetically similar donor.”

Liam was Raven’s rock when the waves were crashing to the shore in her life. Though numbness consumed Raven, she leaned into him as he rubbed her back.
How would I have managed if Liam never came back into my life?

“Raven, we tested your grandmother Annette, and his brother, Oscar Shaw. They’re not a match. With your consent, we would like to test you,” the doctor said. He thoroughly explained how painful donor extraction was. “I’m checking daily on a database system for donors. It would be best if we were permitted to test any direct offspring of your grandfather…”

With pursed lips, she thought
how could Charlene be so selfish?
Being “abandoned,” as Elise had mentioned, began to sink into Raven’s mindset.

~~~

Later that evening, as Raven and Liam stood alone in the living room, she said, “I’m going to find my mother.”

“When? How?” Liam noticed a fresh look of determination on her face, which unsettled him.

“This weekend. I still haven’t finished paying for my prom dress. I’ll use that money–”

“And go where?” He didn’t want Raven to go. In some instances, knowledge was equivalent to pain, and he always felt her pain.

As if knowing Liam would be the voice of reason, Raven said, “Thanks for helping me through…all of this today, but I have to come up with a plan. You should probably go home.”

“No can do. You are not allowed to push me away.” Pulling up her chin to look her in the eyes, Liam asked, “I know you like the back of my hand. If you’re as reckless and crazy as you were as a kid, then you already have it set in that little pea brain of yours. Tell me your plan.” When Raven gave no sign of complying, he added, “Or should I call Granny?”

“You wouldn’t!” Raven folded her arms.

“I would,” Liam pulled his cell phone out of the pocket in his leather jacket and held it over her head.

On her tippy toes, Raven tried to grab the phone, but he held it just out of reach. Frowning in defeat, she said, “
Okay
! Olivia’s Safe Haven, an orphanage in Iowa. I don’t know how my mother got there, but I found a baby Bible with my name in it and that location. I’ll start there.” Raven felt shorter by the minute.
Does he think I’m crazy? Or am I just grasping at straws?
She had no idea where to begin, but it certainly wouldn’t start in Bellwood.

 “Can’t you just wait for the DNA test with Alvin? If he’s your father and we can prove it, maybe he’ll be more helpful. He might know where Charlene is. Then we can call and tell her about Otis.”

“No. If he doesn’t want to claim me as his child, to hell with him! I’m leaving this weekend. When I find Charlene, her ass is getting dragged back here, if need be. She’s going to get tested for a match.” Raven sunk into the couch.

“What about those final projects you’re working on? You won’t graduate without completing them.”

She rolled her eyes at his valid point. The way he stood there, challenging her, annoyed Raven enough to retort without thinking. “The weekend after that.”

“Prom weekend?” His eyebrow arched. “Annette’s going to know you’re gone. Won’t she be with you all day? I thought it was a female ritual, where you spend all day trying to get pretty?”

He was correct once more. Right now the prom didn’t seem all that important, but Raven relented. “Okay. The following Saturday. So stop testing me. I’m going!”

“I’m going with you.”

~~~

There was something calming about completing major reports that have an impact on graduation. Raven had just turned in her projects. Maybe not perfect “A” work, but she’d handed them over on time, which was all that mattered. She loved when Liam picked her up from school on his motorcycle. Raven was the center of attention–the center of his world. Yesterday, she’d found out she wasn’t a donor match for Otis after a full week of anxiously waiting.

Adrenaline was still rushing through Raven’s body as the motorcycle stopped in front of her home that evening. Getting off the bike, Raven felt invigorated, mind cleared. She didn’t have to think about being abandoned by Charlene or the way Chris had made her feel or Otis’s fight with leukemia, or how Granny tried to hide her grief when she was home–
if
she came home.

Taking Liam's hand in hers, she led him into the house. As she started for the stairs, he stopped.

Her eyebrow rose.

“You're trying to have me executed,” he half-joked, though there was truth in it.

“Annette didn’t come home last night. She might stay at the hospital again.” Raven tugged his hand, but Liam didn’t budge. If anyone should ever doubt the boy went to France and lost his Southern charm, they’d be astounded by this teenage reluctance to bed her under her own home, given the opportunity.

“I'll allow you to take me upstairs, Raven,” he consented. “Try something. I'm telling.”

She chuckled, feeling his gaze skim over her ass. Voice husky with desire she joshed, “If you don't wanna be taken against your will, keep your eyes up.”

“Good advice, albeit exactly what I'm currently doing. And may I add, I've traveled far and wide in my life, but the current sight is fucking amazing.”

She rounded the landing, eyes narrowed though smiling. “I'll tell Granny you're cussing.”

“Will you?” His voice had lowered somewhat as they walked into her room. Before she could sashay to her bed, Liam's hand scoured across her abdomen, pulling her to him. He pinned her to the wall.

“I need a stepping stool down here,” she joked. Yet he knew something wasn't quite right. Not between the two. No, their love had become invincible. With the sickness of her grandfather, there was no way on God’s green earth that Liam would leave Raven after high school. He'd gotten into Pierre and George’s alma mater, and even his dad's, here in the States.

She was like his rare pearl, to be cherished, kept safe.

“Everything will be okay, Raven,” he murmured, warm breath whispering across her forehead.

Raven glanced upward, eyes glossy. The melancholy look always broke his heart more than she'd ever know. She stood up on her toes, high as she could. Liam bent his head down and claimed her giving mouth as his own.

The warmth of his hands against her ribs made her moan against him. Liam again murmured promises to her.

With her legs around his waist, he carried her to the bed. A bed he'd grown up playing on as Annette or Otis popped their head in every once in a while. He'd been the only boy allowed in her room.

Liam had already taken her innocence, yet a bit of purity still resided here. And he'd own that too, this evening.

His hand touched her chest, applying just enough pressure for Raven to lie back on the cloud of pillows. Her heart drummed wildly into his palm, giving him a newfound delight. Though they'd had sex every time they'd crossed paths since the museum in Raleigh, there was still so much Raven had to learn. Yet her turquoise eyes sparkled as if ready for anything.

He tugged down her pants, knuckles skimming over the contours of her hips as he traveled downward. Raven leaned up, nibbling softly on his neck, and his cock became harder than he ever thought was possible. Liam scooted down in the bed.

“What are you doing?” Raven clamped her knees shut.

As his thumb caressed softly over her left knee, Liam felt her leg begin to tremor. “Open up, Re.”

“Come here,” she gasped, that gaze ever-confused. “I want you so badly, Liam. Come to me.”

He chuckled as Raven became her usual impatient self. “Open up,” he repeated again, more assertive.

Their eyes connected, and it seemed her pupils dilated so swiftly they just might pop. “Oh…” The rest of her words were inaudible as her legs parted. Before his eyes was the most beautiful sight, a rose, blossoming for him. Each silky pink petal softly sprinkled with desire. His thumb pressed softly between her slit, not inserted but caressing, teasing, coaxing her nectar.

“Fuck,” Raven gasped. “Liam, I need you!”

He chuckled and then reached down in order for his tongue to twirl around her soft bulb. His moan vibrated into her skin, making her wetter. Removing his thumb, in its place, his tongue surged along the sides of her lips before the tip of it sunk into her core.

“Liam,” her voice peeled through the air as he licked the sweet goodness of her. In the past week, he’d stopped himself from fully feasting on her body. Today, Liam was just as attuned with her body, as her hands clamped at her sides.

“Don’t tense up, baby, you taste so fucking sweet,” he murmured, breath teasing her pussy walls to continue.

Her back instinctively arched for him, opening wider, all for him. His thick, pink lips felt the
quivering of her second set of lips.  Lips that were silky, soft, inviting. There was delicateness to Raven’s breathing. Impatience had faded, leaving her bare, vulnerable, and aching for him.

Liam climbed back up to the headboard. His hand claimed her cheek. A questioning gasp barely escaped Raven’s lips before his crashed down onto hers. Clasping her hip, Liam’s manhood edged its way into the tight, ocean of the love of his life.

Every stroke was tender as he held her closely. The deeper he went, the more she bucked against him and moaned, to which he stole a kiss from a mouth he knew all too well. Knew and loved, every corner, every bit of saccharine that her lips offered. Raven bit her lip as his seed exploded inside of her body.  This was a first, since she’d started birth control. Her eyes fluttered closed, and she felt even more connected to him.

Liam sunk onto her, all heavy weight. He started to roll onto his side, but she held him there, clung to him. Their hearts beat wildly, lying chest to chest. As her adrenaline began to fade, Raven opened her mouth to beg for him again.

“Papaya?” Liam asked, eyes dreamy.

“What?” Raven opened her eyes, giddy smile as she looked into his handsome face.

“Your hair smells so sweet, like papaya,” he said. Then they both closed their eyes.

Raven dosed off in his arms, to be awakened by her cell phone. With a glance at the screen, she was reluctant to answer Monica’s call, but Monica had taken her to get birth control and been there when Raven needed her. Trying not to feel like she’d used Monica just to go to a clinic out of town, Raven answered.

“Hey, Raven. What’re you doing? Is Liam still over there?”

“He’s on his way home.” One look at the alarm clock warned that it was later than she predicted. She promised that they would get together after school tomorrow and ended the call.

It was way past midnight, and Raven didn't want to take the chance that Annette might return.

“Wake up, baby.” Raven cajoled him awake with her melodic voice.