Courting Darkness (4 page)

Frustration rolled through him and he fisted his hand in Olivia’s hair, holding her down. With deliberate effort, he turned off his emotions. Steeling his black heart against the flood of desire and other feelings she provoked in him, he raised his hand, preparing to strike the truth from the stubborn female. “Dammit, Olivia! Where is Liam?”

She tensed beneath him and squeezed her eyes shut, preparing to take the blow. Tears ran freely, disappearing into the silky jet-black hair at her temples.
Fuck…
He couldn’t do it. Fingers curling into his palm, he drove his fist into the wood floor beside her head. The oak boards cracked beneath the force, splinters cutting into his knuckles.

Startled by the crash, she flinched, her terrified yelp piercing his heart, ripping a frustrated snarl from his throat.

“Whoever this Liam is…Wherever he is… He’s gone!” she cried.

At that moment, Haden wasn’t sure who he hated more, Liam, for leaving her vulnerable to him like this, or himself for being the bastard who’d hurt her. Rolling off Olivia, he came to his feet in one swift, fluid motion. “He’ll be back.”

She could deny it all she wanted, but one thing he was absolutely certain of, there was no way in hell that warrior was letting this female go without a fight.

Chapter Three

He sounded so sure, she almost believed him. Instead of leaving her sprawled on the floor, the demon grabbed her wrist and, none-too-gently, jerked her to her feet. Olivia put on her brakes to keep from crashing into him. She’d had quite enough up close and personal time with the guy—too much, actually. When she’d felt his erection digging intimately against her bottom, she was certain he’d intended to take more than information from her.

The way he watched her, even now, sent a surge of dread rippling up her spine. Although his handsome face remained expressionless, a melee of emotions seemed to pass through those haunting sea-green eyes, each unable to bank the smoldering undercurrent of desire. She didn’t need to know him to see there was a startling depth in those windows to the soul—a depth born from years of pain and sorrow, and a coldness that left Olivia unsure if he intended to rape her, comfort her, or kill her—perhaps all of the above.

Snarling a foul oath, he spun away from her. “Don’t look at me like that,” he snapped. “If I intended to fuck you, I’ve have done it long before now. God knows I’ve had plenty of opportunities.”

Was that declaration intended to comfort her?—and a poor attempt, at that. The way he used her name with such familiarity told her this demon knew her far better than she wanted him to. Heat infused her cheeks at his vulgar words. She cast her eyes to the floor, embarrassed to meet his heated gaze. Given the inclination, he’d looked as if he could pounce on her at any moment. And considering the way he’d taken her down a few minutes ago, there wouldn’t be anything she could do to stop him.

He seemed to be waiting for something—or someone. She glanced up to see him dragging his fingers through his tawny hair. It stood on end in a boyish disarray, deceptively softening his harsh, handsome features. He made a restless prowl from the living room to the foyer. Dare she hope he’d keep on walking? No such luck. He spun back around and gave her a surly glare as he advanced on her like a predator stalking its prey.

“Seriously?” he growled.

“Seriously, what? If you’re waiting for this Liam to magically appear, you’re going to be sorely disappointed. I don’t know where your precious stone is or why you’re so convinced that I do. And if that’s the reason Liam took my memory, then he sure as hell isn’t going to tell you either.”

It was only a guess, and an unlikely one at that, considering what Tate had told her. But it sounded like a convincing enough argument right now—and just where was Tate, anyway? Great guardian he was turning out to be.

Haden stopped in front of her and gave her a sweeping glance. “You’d be surprised what he’ll do once I’ve touched his circumstances.”

Why did that sound like a threat? Oh, right, because it was.

He chucked her under the chin with his knuckle in a patronizing display of affection and said, “Let’s just hope it doesn’t get to that.”

Then, seeming to drop his guard, he studied her a moment. His hand lifted a little higher to cradle the side of her face. His touch was surprisingly gentle, almost tender, which made her head spin with confusion at the Jekyll and Hyde reaction she seemed to invoke in him. His thumb brushed her cheek, sweeping dangerously close to her bottom lip. Her breath sawed past her parted lips, chest heaving as she fought against the panic rising up inside her.

When Haden spoke, his voice was husky, intimately gentle. “You know, Olivia, I don’t want to be the bad guy here. But I will, if that’s the way we’re gonna play this out. If Liam forces my hand, I will hurt you to get what I want. Nothing will stop me from getting my revenge. But, not to fret, little one. Your angel loves you too much to let you die.”

Dropping his hand, he turned and walked away. Thank God, this time he didn’t stop when he reached the door.

Olivia’s heart was still pounding, her hands shaking, when a few minutes later Ashley blew in like the hurricane she was.

“There you are! Why aren’t you answering your phone? I’ve been worried sick.” Kicking the door shut, she dropped her purse and keys on the floor and charged over to her. “Why didn’t you show for coffee? Oh… Hey, you don’t look so hot. You feelin’ all right, Liv?”

Bless her best friend’s heart, but Olivia didn’t think she had it in her to deal with Ashley right now. Not when she was barely holding herself together. “Actually, I’ve felt better. I had my phone off when I went in for my therapy appointment this afternoon. I must have forgotten to turn it back on. I’m sorry I worried you.”

“How was therapy?”

“Enlightening.”

Ashley gave her a wary look. “Are you starting to remember?”

Maybe it was the paranoia setting in again, but she didn’t exactly portray the excitement one’s best friend should. “Not really. It’s just… I’m starting to think I’m wasting my time. Maybe I don’t have amnesia after all.”

“Well, you can’t remember shit. If it’s not amnesia, I don’t know what else you’d call it.”

Mind fuck sounded pretty accurate. “Ashley, do I have a stone of any significance or value?”

Her friend shrugged and dropped her gaze. She’d always been a terrible liar. “I don’t know,” she answered blithely. “Why do you ask?”

Wariness infected her friend’s voice. For a brief moment, Olivia considered telling her about the demon that had just broken into her house, assaulted her, and ruthlessly threatened to kill her if she didn’t give him the stone he was convinced she had. But then she’d sound crazier than she already felt.

Ashley hesitated to reply, a contemplative scowl settling on her face.

“Look, Ash, you’ve been avoiding my questions for weeks. I know you know more than you’re telling me. I just don’t know why you’re keeping my past a secret. You’re my best friend. I’ve always told you everything—”

Sighing, Ashley cut in, “I promised your parents, Olivia.”

“My parents? What do my parents have to do with this?”

“They asked me not to talk about him—Liam. They said you’ve had your heart broken by him once, and that was enough. They thought maybe it was better if you just didn’t remember.”

The sting of betrayal lashed her heart like a whip. How could her parents do this to her? How could she trust them, knowing they held lies of omission and kept secrets from her, manipulating her memories? “That wasn’t their decision to make,” she replied with more calm than she felt.

“Olivia, your parents love you. They just want you to be happy. You don’t remember what it was like when he left. You were miserable.”

“I’m miserable now! My heart aches for someone I can’t even remember. And now I’ve got this creep threatening me over some stone he thinks I have!”

Ashley’s hazel eyes locked on her sharply. “Who’s threatening you?”

“How in the hell would I know? I can’t remember shit!”

Her friend appeared thoughtful a moment before hesitantly answering, “You have a necklace. It’s a heart-shaped stone. You never took it off. You were wearing it the last time I saw you, but when you came home, it was gone. Maybe that’s what you’re talking about.”

“Where did I get it?”

“Liam gave it to you for your eighteenth birthday.”

Liam gave it to her? Then perhaps there was something special about this stone. But the more concerning question was, where was it now? “Tell me about Liam.”

Ashley broke her stare, casting a sheepish glance to the floor. Olivia crossed her arms over her chest, cocking her chin defiantly. “If you won’t help me with something as important as regaining my memory, then you clearly aren’t the friend I thought you were. I think I need to rethink this friendship if this is how it’s going to be.”

Her best friend gasped, looking mortified that she’d dare say such a thing. Arrowing her with an indignant glare, Ashley snapped, “That’s low, Olivia. I made a promise. But if you insist on putting yourself through more heartache, then fine. I’ll tell you what I know. But you better sit down first, and I suggest you open a bottle of wine. Lord knows, I could use it.”

Olivia expected to feel more relieved than she did at discovering she wasn’t crazy. Then again, learning she could see angels and demons was a less than favorable alternative. Given the choice, she’d pick nuts any day of the week—at least there was medication for that. Aside from poking her eyes out with a stick, she was pretty much screwed.

If she’d doubted Tate’s claim to her abilities, Ashley had confirmed them—all of them. Turns out, her friend was a wealth of knowledge, and after a bottle of wine, she was singing like a canary. She told Olivia that Liam was her guardian angel—had been since she was a child. Until a little over three years ago, she’d never known he existed. Toward the end of her senior year in high school, she’d met and fallen for a guy who wasn’t what he’d seemed.

To save her life, Liam had put his own on the line by coming to Earth to win her heart away from a fallen angel who was trying to kill her. According to Ashley’s flair for dramatics, she and Liam quickly fell madly in love, but Olivia knew herself and suspected it hadn’t been that sweet and instantaneous. In the end, despite Liam’s feelings for her, he’d gone back to where he came from. It seemed too janky, too unbelievable, to say Heaven, though she supposed that’s where he lived—where he was right now.

It had broken her heart when he’d left. Three years, a ton of despair and a heartbreak worthy of a novel later, she’d agreed to marry Mitch—a guy who’d worked very hard to win her heart, though it was beyond Olivia’s comprehension why he’d want her. According to Ash, she’d never really stopped loving Liam, and out of desperation to purge her broken heart, she’d agreed to marry the guy. Liam had other ideas, and minutes before she was to walk down the aisle, he abducted her. She’d gone missing for almost two weeks. There had been some sort of an accident no one knew the details of, and Liam had saved her life—again. When she came to, he was gone and so was her memory. That, in a nutshell, caught her up to where they were right now, getting piss-ass drunk in her parents’ kitchen.

Now she understood why her soul ached so. At times over the last few months, the loss had been nearly unbearable. What she’d chalked up to stress-induced melancholy was truly a broken heart. As hard as she’d fought to remember Liam, remember what had happened two months ago, she couldn’t seem to break through the veil shrouding her memory. She mourned a ghost—a ghost who’d left her and taken her past with him.

Why? Why would he do this to her if, indeed, he loved her as much as Ashley and the demon claimed?
Liam…
She rolled the name over and over in her head, trying to drum up an image of the angel who’d apparently stolen her heart—among other things. Nothing came to mind. Betrayal licked her wounds like a flame set to wood, flaring brightly before settling into a slow, hot burn—powerful—consuming...

How could he do this to her?

She wanted answers—needed them—no, demanded them! Olivia vowed she wouldn’t rest until the pieces of her broken life were put back together again. According to the demon, she had something he wanted. Well…now,
he
had something
she
wanted—the truth. He claimed he’d helped save her life once, which meant he probably knew what had happened to her back in Minnesota.

That she was even considering seeking answers from a demon was proof positive she’d had too much to drink. Tipping back another glass of liquid courage, she pressed Ashley in a new line of questioning. “So…this Haden. Do you know how I can find him?”

“No. And why would you even want to? You don’t find Haden, he finds you, and God help you when he does. Good or bad, you don’t want to be on his radar. No doubt, the result will be the same.”

“I think he has answers I need, Ashley. And I think if he wanted me dead, he would have killed me tonight.”