Authors: Andrew Ball
cement pilings. Smaller vessels were thrown
aside like children’s toys.
Daniel tried to get up. His foot caught in
the wood. He hit the deck on his chest. He
scrambled on his hands and knees for inches
as his impending doom roared closer.
He pushed power into his hands and
legs together. It felt like scraping the bottom
of a barrel. His fingers and knees flickered
with an unsteady white light.
He jumped off the ground like a frog,
pushing with all four limbs together. He
blasted into the air as the boat ripped through
where he’d just been sitting.
Sea salt wind rushed through his hair as
he cleared the docks and flew over the
parking lot behind the marina. He waved his
arms in circles as he tried to keep himself
upright.
He charged his shoes with power and
landed on the asphalt, but he had so little left
he couldn’t take the whole blow. He rolled
hard, caught in the tin can of his armor, limbs
flapping and banging as he flipped and
skidded to a stop.
The boat impacted the edge of the
parking lot. The sheer momentum forced it
up. The breaking metal sounded like the cry
of a dying whale.
And then it crashed back down,
slamming into the asphalt. Chunks of
pavement smashed through the cars nearby.
A dozen car alarms went off at once.
The ship finally groaned to a halt.
Daniel stared at it, catching his breath. He
half expected it to get up and start again.
He checked himself over. A few
bruises, maybe. But he was alright. He was
lucky. That last landing could have broken
something.
He came to the realization that the man
he’d knocked out might not have lived. He
didn’t feel all that sorry. They were all
complicit in ruining lives to make a living.
Pete was proof of that. Just turned out that the
harbor got an extra corpse.
The faint wail of an emergency siren
grew in the distance. Daniel decided that
he’d had enough for one night. The rest had
given him his wind back. He powered up a
jump and beat a retreat onto the rooftops.
Chapter Six
Secrets
"And tonight’s top story continues to
unravel. Janet?"
The common room television cut to a
scene of the wrecked marina. Her blonde
hair flipped in the wind off the harbor as she
gestured at the wreckage of the boat, still
propped on the shoreline. "Thank you, Harry.
As you can see, cleanup of the accident is
still continuing. Unfortunately, they’ll have to
take it apart over the next few weeks; the hull
is too damaged for them to float it back in the
water. Police are now saying that the cocaine
recovered from the ship and from the
warehouse on the opposite shore are
approaching a wholesale value of over 3
million dollars."
Mark whistled from his seat on the
couch. "That’s a lot of blow."
"Man," Jack said. He leaned over the
cushions. "Look at the hole in that thing. It
must have hit the parking lot full speed."
"Yeah," Daniel said. "Must have."
The screen split in two, showing the
anchor in the newsroom on the left. "You say
3 million wholesale?"
"That’s correct, Harry. The cocaine
would have been cut before distribution to
buyers—the process by which drug dealers
put additives that look like white powder
into the cocaine. That’s things like baby
powder, corn starch, even packets of vitamin
C. That allows them to control the
concentration of the drug when it’s sold and
stretch their supply. The estimated street
value here would be anywhere from 15 to 20
million dollars."
Mark sighed. "What a waste."
"Yeah, because you snort cocaine on
weekends," Jack said.
"Hey man. You don’t know me."
"I know you’re a faggot," Jensen said.
"Gee, that one must have taken you
weeks. Are you always this clever?"
"Only on Tuesdays."
"No wonder Eleanor slapped you."
"Look, this is how I’ve got it figured,"
Jensen said. "It’s all about the stages of
love."
"Come again?"
"It’s like a romantic comedy," Jensen
said. "First comes the hate. And then, from
circumstances forcing us together, she’ll
come to see past the thin veneer of my rugged
arrogance and learn that I have a heart of
gold."
Mark folded his arms and nodded. "So
what you’re saying is, you’ll forcibly wave
your dick at her until she bends over."
Jensen waved him off. "Just wait and
see."
"You’re delusional," Jack said.
"Shh, Jack," Mark said. "Just let him
be."
"I stand by my assessment of your
faggotry," Jensen said.
"You’re going to get your ass beat by
her bodyguards."
"You two argue like a married couple,"
Daniel said.
"Correction," Jack said. "They argue
like a divorced couple."
"Who knows," Mark said. "Maybe
Jensen was gay in a past life."
"Maybe you suck cock."
"Is that what you tell all your butt
buddies?"
"Just you, Mark."
"I’m gonna go voice chat with my
brother," Daniel said. He looked at Jack.
"Let me know when they come out of the
closet."
Daniel went back to his room. In a few
moments, he had his laptop up and running. It
was a little early, but it was Saturday, so
Felix would be off from school.
He clicked the dial button on the
program and waited. A beeping ring droned
from his speakers a few times, and then
Felix’s face appeared on screen. "Hey
Danny!"
"Hey Felix." Daniel inspected his
brother for a Vorid. He was clean. "How are
things?"
"Pretty good. I got an A on my math test.
Thanks for helping last time."
"No problem. Let me know if you need
help again. Times tables are tough."
"Are your classes good?"
"Yep, no problems. I think first semester
will be a cakewalk."
"Hey, you made friends, right?" Felix
asked. "Are you friends with Jack now?"
"…yeah. I am."
"Don’t get too excited about it." Daniel
flinched. Jack was leaning over his shoulder.
"Where did you come from?" Daniel
asked.
"I was getting tired of the lovebirds,"
Jack said. "Hey, Felix. What’s up?"
"Hey Jack!"
"We’ve made a bunch of friends," Jack
said. "Things are going really good. You’ll
have to come up and hang out some time."
"No, you should come here!"
"Hey, hey, ask before you invite people
over." On screen, James popped into the
living room from the kitchen. "Hey, guys."
"Hi Mr. Fitzgerald."
"Hey dad."
Jack left Daniel’s shoulder and sat on
his side of the room. James took up the
laptop from Felix. "…so…classes good?"
James asked.
"Yeah," Daniel said.
"Any tests?"
"Pre-calc. I got a 105."
"Oh, good." James scratched his temple.
"That’s great."
"Yep."
"Well, keep studying hard."
"I will."
"Think you’ll be back soon?"
Daniel shrugged. "Next weekend,
probably. I’ll take a bus."
"Right. Good."
"…how’s work?"
"Oh…" James waved vaguely. "…about
the same. You know. Good."
"Yeah."
"Hey, gimme the camera back!" Felix
said. The laptop shook, and Felix took center
stage again.
James leaned forward slightly. "Well,
I’ve got to make sure dinner doesn’t burn,
so…"
"Talk to you in a bit," Daniel said.
"Yeah. Ok."
James retreated into the kitchen. Daniel
sighed. Felix picked up right where he’d left
off, energetic and animated. After a few
more minutes, they decided to call it quits.
Daniel clicked the red button and ended the
call. He sat there for a moment, watching his
desktop.
"…your dad is kinda awkward," Jack
said.
"He doesn’t know what to say to me."
"What happened?" Jack asked.
"…I told you about how my mom died."
"Yeah."
"My dad…he became really depressed.
He left me and Felix to get along by
ourselves. I had to raise my brother for two
years without any help. I had to explain to
him why our mother wasn’t coming back."
Daniel looked out the window. Their tiny
glass hole-in-the-wall offered a sliver of a
view into the grassy square outside the dorm.
"He can’t really make up for that."
Jack nodded. "No. He really can’t. So
you don’t want to forgive him?"
"No. I don’t."
Jack nodded. "…gotcha."
Daniel looked at him. There was a
reason he didn’t tell people his life story.
He’d been expecting the usual bullshit. Don’t
hold a grudge. Learn to forgive. He’s only
beyond redemption if you believe he is. "…
what," Daniel said, "no lecture?"
Jack shrugged. "Not from me. I know
what it’s like to have a shitty parent. We
don’t need them. Took me a while to realize
that. I put my mom out of my life before I
came here." He smiled. "You don’t like your dad? Fine. Forget him."
"…is your mom divorced, too?" Daniel
asked.
"No," Jack said, "she never married.
She got knocked up when she was just getting
started in her career. The only thing she told
me about him was that he was a mistake. But
snooped into it a few times. She doesn’t
really know anything either. It was a one-
night stand."
"Yeah."
"So, there you go," Jack said. "Screw
them. They aren’t who you are. They can’t
limit who you’ll become."
Daniel was surprised—the Jack he
knew wasn’t this forward. Or maybe he
really was getting more confident. Hell, at
this rate, he’d outpace Daniel.
Outpace him. It was like they were in a
race for something. Identity? Purpose? Who
knew.
But his advice didn’t quite sit right.
Daniel wasn’t sure if he could bring himself
to cut James off. Cutting off his dad would be
like cutting off part of his half-brother.
"Yeah," Daniel said eventually. "Maybe you’re right."
Jack nodded, satisfied, and turned to his
own computer. "By the way, Jensen and
Mark said they’d be doing some Wing Blade
Commander pre-gaming tomorrow before
that frat party. The new one just came out.
You coming?"
"Sorry," Daniel said, "but I’ve got a
date."
Jack swiveled in his chair. "What?
Really? With who?"
"Rachel Ashworth."
"Oh yeah, Eleanor’s pet friend."
"She’s not Eleanor’s pet."
Jack looked at him.
"They’re just really close."
"Uh-huh." Jack turned back. "Just…you
know. Play defensive."
"…maybe I will."
****
Daniel was waiting at the entrance to the
theater when Rachel arrived. The sight of her
scurrying down the crosswalk made him
grin. A poofy little hat was set on her head.
The sharp blue looked nice on her hair.
"Sorry I’m late!" She stopped in front of
him, slightly red from her speedwalking.
"Did I make you wait long?"
Daniel had been waiting for 15 minutes.
He shook his head. "Not at all, Miss
Ashworth." He took her hand and walked her
inside. "Already got tickets, though."
"Oh," she said. "You didn’t have to pay for mine."
"That’s alright. You can pay for ice
cream after."
Rachel gave him a sly look. "You’re
assuming there’ll be an after, Mr.
Fitzgerald."
"Yep."
"I guess we’ll see."
Like a lot of things in Boston, the theater
was small. The city was old, and the
cramped buildings tended to lean in on each
other. In contrast to the aging front, the inside
was all clean red carpets and black leather
seats.
They peered around for a place to sit.
"This might sound weird," Daniel said, "but I like the third row back from the front. Or is
that too close?"
"My god," Rachel said, "someone who
understands me!"
"I know. Larger than life, right?"
"Yeah, but third back you can still see
the whole screen."
"Exactly." They walked into the third
row and sat in the middle. "Those plebeians
in the back don’t know what they’re
missing."
"I almost feel bad for them."
"Almost."
Daniel sipped a bit from his soda, then
settled himself back into his seat and draped
an arm around Rachel. She snuggled into the
crook of his shoulder. He threw a self-
congratulatory party inside his head.
The movie came on. It was a generic
action flick, which let them watch it without
paying much attention. Daniel kept himself
conservative, occasionally rubbing her
shoulder or exchanging a glance with her
when the plot took a swerve. He earned a
few smiles for the trouble.