Confessor (60 page)

“While Magda Searus was on that journey to hide
Secrets of a War Wizard’s Power,
Baraccus killed himself.”

Kahlan was astonished to hear this news. “But why would he do such a thing? If he loved Magda Searus, why would he do that and leave her all alone?”

Richard looked over in the flickering firelight. “I think that he had just seen so much pain and suffering in the war, as well as treason and betrayal, to say nothing of the experience of traveling through the underworld, that he just couldn’t stand it any longer.” His eyes looked haunted. “I’ve been through the veil. I can understand what he did.”

Kahlan rested her chin on her knees. “After spending time in the Order’s camp, I guess I know how disheartened
a person can get about everything.” She looked over at him. “So, you need this book to help stop the Imperial Order?”

“I do. I found it, but I had to hide it again when I was taken to the Order’s camp.”

To rescue her. “Don’t tell me, the book is in Tamarang.”

He smiled. “Why else would we be going there?”

Kahlan sighed. Now she could see why it was so important. She stared into the flames, thinking about Baraccus.

“Do you know what ever happened to Magda Searus?”

Richard used a stick to drag a wrapped fish out of the fire. He opened it and tested it with his knife. When he saw that it was flaky and done, he set it beside her.

“Careful, it’s hot.” He dragged out the other baking bundle. “Well, Magda Searus was heartbroken. After the war they needed to get the truth out of Lothain, the traitor who had betrayed them. A wizard at the time, Merritt, came up with a way to do that.”

Richard stared into the flames for a moment before he went on. “He created a Confessor to get the truth.”

Kahlan paused at nibbling at the fish. “Really? That was where the Confessors came from?” When he nodded, she asked, “Do you know who she was?”

“Magda Searus. She was so heartbroken about her husband being dead that she volunteered for the experiment. It was extremely dangerous, but it worked. The Confessors were created. She was the first. Eventually she fell in love with Merritt and they married.”

Being a Confessor was the only part of her past to which Kahlan felt connected. Now she knew where Confessors had come from. They had come from a woman who had lost the man she loved.

Richard picked up a fat piece of wood and was about to toss it into the fire, but instead he paused and held it in a hand, turning it around, staring at it. He finally set it aside and tossed a different piece in the fire.

“You’d better get some sleep,” he said when they’d finished. “I want to be out of here as soon as it’s light enough to see.”

Kahlan could tell that he was more exhausted than she was, but she could also tell that something was deeply troubling him, so she didn’t argue. She wrapped herself in her blanket close enough to the fire to stay warm.

As she glanced up at Richard, she saw him still sitting before the fire, staring at the piece of firewood he’d set beside before. She had thought that he would be more interested in looking at his sword now that he finally had it back.

Kahlan woke softly. It was a good feeling not to wake the way she had the day before with Samuel on top of her. She rubbed her eyes and saw that Richard was still sitting before the fire. He looked terrible. She couldn’t imagine what must be going through his head with the responsibilities on his shoulders, with all the people depending on him.

“I have something I’d like to give you,” he said in a quiet voice that felt so soothing to hear when she first woke.

Kahlan sat up, stretching for a moment. She saw that there was just a hint of light in the sky. They would need to be on their way soon.

“What is it?” she asked as she folded her blanket and set it aside.

“You don’t have to take it, but it would mean a great deal to me if you would.”

He finally looked away from the flames and into her eyes. “I know that you don’t know what’s going on, or even who you are, much less what you’re doing here with me. I wish more than anything in the world that I could explain it all to you. You’ve been through a nightmare and you deserve to know everything, but I just can’t tell you right now. I’m asking you to trust me.”

She looked away from his eyes. She couldn’t bear to look into those eyes of his.

“In the meantime, I’d like you to have something.”

Kahlan swallowed. “What is it?”

Richard reached around on the other side of him and pulled something out. He held it out to her in the dim firelight.

It was the statue she had before, the statue she had left in the Garden of Life when she had taken the boxes for the Sisters.

It was a carving of a woman with her back arched, her head thrown back, and her hands fisted at her sides. It was the embodiment of the spirit of defiance against forces that would subdue her. It was a carving of nobility and strength.

It was the statue she had before. It had been the most precious thing she had, and she’d had to leave it behind. This was not the same one, yet it was. She remembered every curve and turn of that one. This one was the same, but a little smaller.

She saw then the wood shavings all over the ground. He had spent the night carving it for her.

“It’s called
Spirit,
” he said in a voice that broke with emotion. “Would you accept it from me?”

Kahlan reverently lifted it from his hands and clutched it to her heart as she broke down in tears.

“Before we start a war,” Richard said in a near whisper, “I need to get into the place where I hid the book. I have to get it back first, in case anything goes wrong.”

Kahlan let out a breath as she appraised the look of determination in his eyes. “All right, but I don’t like it. It just feels like a trap. Once we get in there we’re liable to be snared. We may have to fight a war to get out.”

“If we have to, we will.”

Kahlan remembered the way Richard fought with a sword—or with a broc, for that matter. But this was different.

“And if we get caught in here do you think that sword of yours is going to be any good against a witch woman who could be lurking anywhere?”

He looked away from her eyes to check the hallway again. “The world is about to end for a great many good people who love life and just want to live it. That includes you, and me. I don’t have any choice. I have to get that book.”

He leaned out to check the other direction down the dimly lit hallway. Kahlan could hear the approaching echo of boots as soldiers patrolled. So far they had been able to
evade a number of them. Richard was very good at moving in dark passages and hiding in plain sight.

They pressed back into the shallow shadow of the recessed doorway, trying to make themselves as flat as possible. The four guards, talking about the women in town, rounded the nearby corner and strolled by, too eager to brag about their conquests to notice Richard and Kahlan hiding in the dark doorway. Kahlan, holding her breath, could hardly believe that they hadn’t been spotted. She kept a tight grip on the handle of her knife. As soon as the guards turned the far corner Richard grabbed her hand and pulled her after him into the hallway.

Down another dark corridor he came to an abrupt halt before a heavy door. The hasp had a lock in it.

Richard, his sword already in his hand, slipped the blade through the bar. Pressing his lips tight, he strained to twist the sword. With a muffled metallic pop the lock broke. Pieces of steel bounced across the stone floor. Kahlan winced at the sound, sure that it would bring guards running. They heard nothing.

Richard slipped in through the doorway.

“Zedd!” she heard him call in a loud whisper.

Kahlan stuck her head into the room. There were three people inside the small stone cell: an old man with disheveled white hair, a big blond-headed man, and a woman with her blond hair in the single braid of a Mord-Sith.

“Richard!” the old man shouted. “Dear spirits—you’re alive!”

Richard crossed his lips with a finger as he pulled Kahlan in behind him. He quietly shut the door. The three people looked tired and bedraggled. It looked to have been a harsh confinement.

“Keep your voice down,” Richard whispered. “There are guards all over this place.”

“How in the world did you know we were here?” the old man asked.

“I didn’t,” Richard said.

“Well, I can tell you, my boy, that we have a great many things to—”

“Zedd, be quiet and listen to me.”

The old man’s mouth snapped shut. Then he pointed. “How did you get your sword back?”

“Kahlan gave it back to me.”

Zedd’s bushy brow drew down. “You saw her?”

Richard nodded. He held out his sword. “Put your hand around the hilt.”

Zedd’s frown grew. “Why? Richard, there are a great many more important—”

“Do it!” Richard growled.

Zedd blinked at the command. He straightened and he did as Richard had told him to do.

Zedd’s gaze shot to Kahlan. A light seemed to come on in his hazel eyes as they went wide.

“Dear spirits…Kahlan.”

As Zedd stood frozen in shock, Richard held the sword out to the woman. She touched the handle. Recognition dawned in her eyes as she stared at Kahlan, who had just suddenly seemed to magically appear before her. The big man, when he touched the hilt, was no less astonished.

“I know you,” Zedd said to her. “I can see you.”

“Do you remember me?” Kahlan asked.

Zedd shook his head. “No. The sword must interrupt the ongoing nature of the Chainfire event. It can’t restore my lost memory—that’s gone—but it stops the ongoing effect. I can see you. I recognize who you are. I don’t recall you, but I know you. It’s rather like seeing a face you know but not being able to place it.”

“Same with me,” the big man said.

The woman nodded her agreement.

Zedd grabbed Richard’s sleeve. “We have to get out of here. Six will be back. We dare not get caught here and have to tangle with her. She’s more than a handful.”

Richard started across the room. “I have to get something first.”

“The book?” Zedd asked.

Richard stopped and turned back. “You saw it?”

“I should say I did. Where in the world did you ever come across such a thing?”

Richard climbed up on the chair and pulled down a pack stuffed up behind a beam. “First Wizard Baraccus—”

“From the great war? That Baraccus?”

“That’s right.” Richard hopped down from the chair. “He wrote the book and then had it hidden for me to find. He is responsible for me being born with both sides of the gift, so he wanted to help me with my abilities. He had his wife, Magda Searus, hide it after he came back from the Temple of the Winds. It’s a long story, but the book has been waiting for me for three thousand years.”

Zedd appeared dumbfounded. They gathered around the table as Richard dug around in the pack until he found the book and pulled it out. He held up the book for Zedd to see.

“The problem was, at the time I was cut off from my gift, so I couldn’t read it. It just looked like blank pages. I don’t know what Baraccus wanted to tell me about my ability.”

Zedd shared a look with the other two captives. “Richard, I need to talk to you about what Baraccus left for you.”

“Yes, in a moment.”

A frown grew on Richard’s face as he thumbed through the book. “It’s still blank.” He looked up in confusion. “Zedd, it’s still blank. The block on my gift was broken—I know it was. Why would this still appear blank to me?”

Zedd laid a hand on Richard’s shoulder. “Because it is blank.”

“To me. But you can read it.” He held the book open before the old man. “What does it say?”

“It’s blank,” Zedd repeated. “There is no writing at all in the book—only the title on the cover.”

Richard puzzled at the old man. “What do you mean it’s blank? It can’t be blank. It’s supposed to be the
Secrets of a War Wizard’s Power
.”

“It is,” Zedd said in a grave tone.

Richard looked heartbroken, angry, and puzzled all at once. “I don’t understand.”

“Wizard Baraccus left you a wizard’s rule.”

“What wizard’s rule?”

“The rule of all rules. The rule unwritten. The rule unspoken since the dawn of history.”

Richard ran his fingers back through his hair. “We don’t have time for riddles. What did he want me to know? What is the rule!”

Zedd shrugged. “I don’t know. It’s never been spoken, and has never been written.

“But Baraccus wanted you to know that it’s the secret to using a war wizard’s power. The only way to express it, to make sure that you would grasp what he was intending to tell you, was to give you a book unwritten to signify the rule unwritten.”

“How am I supposed to use it if I don’t know what it is?”

“That’s a question for yourself, Richard. If you are the one Baraccus thought you were, then you will know how to use what he left for you. He obviously thought it was exceptionally important and worth all the trouble he went to, so I would say that it must be what you need.”

Richard took a deep breath to steady himself. Kahlan felt so sorry for him. He looked at his wits’ end. He looked on the verge of tears.

“My, my, my,” came a voice from behind.

They all spun around.

A reed-thin woman in black smiled a sly smile. Her hair was a tangled nest of black. Her bloodless flesh and blanched eyes made her look cadaverous.

“Six…” Zedd said.

“What do you know, if it isn’t the Mother Confessor. And won’t the emperor be pleased when I bring him Lord Rahl as well, all tied up in a nice bundle.”

Kahlan saw Zedd press his hands to his head, in obvious pain. He staggered back and crumpled to the ground. Richard’s sword made a ringing sound as he drew it. He charged the woman but was stopped short and driven back by forces Kahlan couldn’t see. His sword clattered across the stone floor.

The woman held out a thin finger toward Kahlan. “Not a good idea, Mother Confessor. Not that I care if you fry your own brain trying to turn mine to mush, but you are much more valuable to me alive.”

Kahlan felt the pain of the unseen power forcing her back, just as Richard had been forced back. The debilitating agony was something like the pain from the collar, but sharper, deeper down in her ears. It made the back of her jaw hurt so much that she had to open her mouth. All five of them were cringing back, holding their ears with the pain of it.

“This is going to make things so much easier,” Six said in a self-satisfied manner as she glided toward them, like death itself.

“Six,” a stern voice called from the doorway.

Six spun to a voice she obviously recognized. The pain lifted from Kahlan’s head. She saw the others recovering as well.

“Mother…?” Six said in emotional confusion.

“You have disappointed me, Six,” the old woman said as she stepped forward into the room. “Disappointed me greatly.”

She was slender, much like Six, but stooped with age. Her black hair flared out from her face in much the same way, but it was streaked with white. Her eyes, too, were a blanched blue.

Six backed up a couple of steps. “But I, I…”

“You what?” the old woman demanded in a venomous tone of displeasure. This woman was a commanding presence who feared nothing, least of all Six.

Six cowered back a step. “I don’t understand…”

Kahlan’s jaw dropped as she saw the tight, pale flesh of Six’s face and hands begin to move, as if bubbling from beneath.

Six started screaming in pain, her bony hands groping the crawling flesh of her face.

“Mother, what do you want!”

“It’s quite simple,” the old woman said, stepping closer yet to the witch woman as she shrank away. “I want you to die.”

At that, Six’s whole body jerked about violently as her skin convulsed and churned, looking like it was separating from the turbulent muscle and sinew beneath. She almost looked like she was boiling from within.

The old woman grabbed the suddenly slack skin at the back of Six’s neck. As Six began to crumple downward the old woman gave a mighty pull.

The skin, mostly in one piece, pulled right off the stricken witch woman. She collapsed, a bloody, unrecognizable mess barely contained by the sack of a black dress, to the stone floor. It was about as sickening a sight as Kahlan could imagine.

The old woman, holding the sagging remains of Six’s skin, smiled at them.

They all stood frozen in shock as the old woman seemed to shimmer, her appearance wavering and flickering. Kahlan stared in astonishment. The old woman was no longer old,
but young and beautiful, with long, wavy, auburn hair. Her variegated gray dress did little to conceal her sensuous figure. Points of the airy fabric floated as if in a gentle breeze.

“Shota…” Richard said, a grin splitting his face.

She dropped the bloody hide in a sloppy pile, then smiled a coy, teasing smile as she stepped forward and tenderly cupped his cheek with her other hand. Kahlan could feel her own face going red.

“Shota, what are you doing here?” Richard asked.

“Saving your hide, obviously.” She smiled even wider as she glanced down to the remains in the black dress. “I guess it cost Six hers.”

“But, but I don’t understand.”

“Neither did Six,” Shota said. “She expected me to scurry away with my tail between my legs to forever hide in trembling fear that she might find me, so she never expected a visit from her mother. Such a thing was not among her otherwise considerable talents, or her limited imagination, since she had no comprehension of the value of a mother and no empathy with those who do. She could not imagine the power and meaning of such a bond, so such a thing blinded her. Her connection to her mother was loathing schooled by fear.”

Kahlan could feel her face heating even more as she watched Shota run a long lacquered fingernail down the front of Richard’s shirt.

“I don’t like it when someone takes what I have worked for and created,” Shota said to Richard in an intimate voice. “She had no right to what is mine. It took me a great deal of time and effort to reverse all that she had done to sink her treacherous tentacles into my domain, but I did.”

“I think there was more to it, Shota. I think you wanted to help us all.”

Shota stepped away, flicking a hand in acknowledgment as she turned her back on Richard. “The boxes are in play.
If the Sisters of the Dark open them a great many people who have done no wrong will die. I, too, will be cast to the Keeper like a scrap of meat.”

Richard could only nod at the truth of that. He bent and picked up his sword. He held the hilt out. “Here.”

“My dear boy, I’ve no need for a sword.”

Kahlan didn’t know how anyone could have such a beautiful, silken voice. Shota didn’t act like she even knew that there was anyone else in the room. Except when she cast a brief, warning glare at Zedd, her almond eyes rarely left Richard.

“Just humor me and touch it.”

Her whole face softened with a flirtatious smile. “If you say so.”

Her graceful fingers curled around the hilt. Her eyes suddenly turned to see Kahlan standing right there beside him.

“The sword interrupts the ongoing effect of the Chainfire spell,” Richard explained. “It doesn’t reverse it, but it enables you to now see what is before you.”

Her gaze lingered a moment before returning to Richard. “So it does.” Her voice turned serious. “Right now, though, all of us in this room are about to be taken by the power of Orden and given over for all eternity to the Keeper of the dead in the underworld.” Her fingers touched the side of Richard’s face. “As I’ve told you before, you need to stop that from happening.”