Colton's Dilemma (Shadow Breeds) (8 page)

She wouldn’t budge, “Uh-uh,” she mumbled, the sound vibrating through his cock.
“But, but, I’m gonna,Oh God, Tess, I can’t hold back much longer,” he said through clenched teeth.

She stopped and smiled at him, but only long enough to whisper, “Then don’t,” then her mouth closed down on him again and that was it – he cried out and arched his back, shoving his cock into the back of her throat as it began pumping his juices down her throat.  He could feel her throat constricting as she matched every one of his pumps with a swallow
.  Her mouth milked every last drop out of him, and then her tongue cleaned off any that she missed – but there wasn’t much.

Colton growled as he sat up then in one swift move, he spun Tess around to her back and positioned his head between her legs.  She groaned and took a handful of sheets into both hands.  His mouth sucked in each lip one at a time, then moved up the center of her slit until it reached her now throbbing clit
.  He flicked the swollen nub with his tongue then sucked it into his mouth.

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Oh my God, she thought she was going to come out of her skin.    His teeth closed gently around her nub and then flicked it back and forth.  “Holy fuck,” she screamed, not caring who heard her.  He released her throbbing clit and moved down her wet slit to the eager hole that
waited.  He plunged his tongue deep inside and he could feel her muscles constricting already as she teetered on the brink.  He removed his tongue and plunged a finger deep inside while pressing a thumb on her clit. “Yes, yes,” she screamed as she moved closer and closer to the edge.  “Tess, look at me,” he said to her.  With great effort she managed to lift her head.  As his hand expertly worked her, bringing her to the edge of the precipice but not quite allowing her to go over, he kissed the inside of her thigh.  Then he smiled at her, his eyes changed to black, his fangs dropped and he gently pierced her thigh. “Oh fuck yes!  God, please let me come Colton.  Now.  I need to come now,” she moaned.

His fangs pulled out of her skin, much sooner than he wanted them to, as he whispered, “Your wish is my command, my lady.”

His finger continued to swirl on her engorged nub as his tongue replaced his finger in her hole.  He wanted to taste her pleasure just as much as he had wanted to taste her blood.  He needed to drink her in.  She arched her back and cried out as her orgasm finally hit.  Her juices flowed into his mouth as her muscles squeezed his tongue and tried to pull him in deeper.  Pulsing, pulsing, she wasn’t sure that this one was ever going to stop.

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*********************** He groaned and almost spilled another load onto the bed when he tasted her blood for the first time, but this, the juices of her complete pleasure made it almost impossible to hold back.  He waited though, until every last quiver from her sex was done, he waited.  His cock throbbed and dripped pre-cum onto the comforter, but still he waited.  She lay gasping on the bed, little spasms occasionally coursing through her body while he lapped up the remainder of her juices as they slowly oozed out of her hole.  He smiled when she sat up and growled, “Colton Renner, if you don’t get up here and ram your cock into me right now, I won’t be held responsible for my actions.”

“Far be it from me to force you to violence,” he said as he began crawling up the bed towards her.   Her legs caught on his shoulders and as he moved to push them off, she said, “Leave them.”

He stopped for a moment. “But Tess.  That’ll be too deep.  I don’t want to hurt you.”

She smiled at him, “Colton, just shut the hell up and fuck me.”

He did, plunging in deep.  Holy shit, she was so tight….and wet.  She groaned as he plunged into her, “yes, yes,” she moaned. She shifted her legs so that they wrapped around his legs, then she drove him wild by scraping her fingernails down his back and grabbed onto his butt cheeks, squeezing with all of her might.  He almost lost it right then, but he’d be damned if he came before she did.  He brought his knees up underneath him so he could continue thrusting into her with a free hand – a hand that began squeezing her nub between his fingers.  “Yes, yes,” she groaned then she opened her eyes and looked at him.  His neck muscles were straining as he held back.  She rolled her head to the side and pushed her hair out of the way, “Bite me, Colton.  Bite me when I come,” she growled in a low throaty voice that that almost put him over the edge.  Thankfully he felt her orgasm begin pulsing around his cock.  He exploded and dropped forward, sinking his fangs into her neck.  Their climaxes fused together as one and he could taste it in her blood.  He didn’t want to weaken her though, so he released his fangs and licked the wounds clean – they would close in a few hours.  He continued thrusting into her, slowing as her pulses slowed.  Then he collapsed on top of her, enjoying the little aftershocks of pleasure that kept coursing through her and squeezing his cock.

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She was light-headed, she was dizzy and she was so incredibly satisfied.  Oh, and most of her memory had come back.  She still couldn’t remember that night – but she could remember everything else about her life, including where she lived…..but she wasn’t ready to tell him that – because she was afraid that he would make her leave and that was something that she definitely didn’t want.  She had finally managed to catch her breath so she began extricating herself from him.  She gently unwrapped her legs, being careful to not hurt her ankle then she reluctantly unwrapped her arms – and what she saw made her gasp.  She knew she had scraped her fingernails down his back – but she didn’t realize that she had done it so hard that she drew blood.  But there it was, glistening brightly on the tips of her fingers – and a large drop started running down the middle finger of her left hand, sparkling at her, inviting her, saying ‘taste me’.  She was so curious.  She already tasted his salty, sweet semen – she would put money that his blood would taste just as good – even though she’d never been one to like the taste of blood before.   She felt like Alice in Wonderland here – but something about his blood just screamed ‘drink me’.  Her tongue came out of her mouth as her finger moved closer.  Everything in her body began tingling in anticipation but just before her finger and tongue made contact, Colton grabbed her wrist and whispered, “Don’t.”

It was one tiny word but it was filled with so much sadness and heartache, such complete devastation.

Then he licked the blood off of her fingers and sat up on the edge of the bed with his back to her, his shoulder slumped and his head down.  She was afraid to move – but she was also afraid not to.  She watched him for a moment, fascinated, as the scratches on his back simply disappeared.   She leaned up on one elbow and reached her hand out to touch his arm.  He bristled and hissed as if her fingers were hot pokers but then he relaxed slightly as her fingers lightly caressed his arm.  “Colton?” she whispered.

“I’m not ready to talk about it,” he whispered.

“Did, did I do something wrong?” she stammered.

His head whipped around and he cupped his hand to her cheek, “No!  Absolutely not.  Please don’t think that.   It’s just that what you did reminded me of a very difficult time in my life.  And you can’t mess around with vampire blood.  It’s very dangerous stuff for humans.  You take the high that junkies get from the strongest drugs on earth – heroin, opiates, pain killers, anything – roll them all into one and multiply the high times a hundred and maybe you’d come close to the powerful effects vampire blood has on a human – and that’s just
one
drop.  You don’t want to drink this stuff unless you’re serious – unless you’re going to be turned – otherwise the addiction will consume you.  I know, I’ve seen it happen.”

******************************************He wasn’t ready to talk about it.  Shit, it had been almost
eighty years since it happened.  When exactly did he think that he’d actually be
ready
to talk about it?  He’d never be ready, but she deserved to know that his freak out had nothing to do with her.  He lay down on his back, covered his bottom half with the sheet and his eyes with his arm – he knew he couldn’t make eye contact with her when he told her.  He wouldn’t be able to handle the pity or the sadness in them.  And he knew it would be there, it should be there, but he couldn’t handle seeing it there.   He smiled slightly as she began caressing her fingers over his stomach. “The last time I made love to a woman was, well, it was a long time ago.”

“How long, Colton?” she whispered.

“You don’t want to know,” he said, smiling.

She sounded way to serious as she said, “Yes, I do.”

He dropped his arm and looked at her, “No secrets?” he said and she nodded and then swallowed hard.

His arm moved back up and covered his eyes again.  “Okay, no secrets.  I haven’t made love to a woman in
seventy eight years.”

Her fingers hesitated slightly on his stomach then resumed caressing.  “You haven’t had sex in almost
eighty years and you still performed the way you did for me?  That’s freaking impressive, Colton.”

“I didn’t say I hadn’t had sex.  I said that I hadn’t made love,” he whispered.

“Oh,” she said then she took a deep breath, “Okay, tell me what happened.”

“Her name was, L, L, Lisette.  She was beautiful, spontaneous, fun, full of life – she was the sunshine in my dark existence.  She knew what I was and yet she still loved me with all of her heart.  We were together for almost two years, we were engaged to be married, and she was ready to go through the change so that we could be together forever.  I was so happy.  I was so in love.  And then the night before we were going to turn her, she asked to taste my blood when we were making love.  At first I told her no, but she argued and begged.  “Let me see just one time
what it feels like when I’m human.  Tomorrow I’ll be vampire and then it won’t matter,” she told me.  I gave in, how could I not?  I loved her.  I gave her a small taste from my wrist – just a few drops - and I thought she was fine – she seemed fine.  But the next morning, when I returned from feeding, she was gone.  The addiction had such a strong hold on her already that she had run off and gone underground.”

“
Gone underground?”

“That what we call the darkest part of vampire society.  She roamed the seediest alleys and the dirtiest clubs searching for vampires
who would feed her addiction.  And she would do anything to get it.  I found her several times but she always fought me and ran away.  She went back to the whoring, the blow jobs, the sex – all for vampire blood.  She was killed a few months later by a rogue vampire who got too rough during sex – he broke her neck…..so I broke his, right before I tore his head off.”

He felt her shiver slightly at his last statement – she should, it was only natural for a human.  But then she rolled closer to him to hug him and kiss his chest, “I’m so sorry, Colton.  I’m so sorry you had to go through that.”

Colton hugged her and kissed the top of her head,  “You’re the only one who knows that story, Tess.  I want you to know that.”

“Hansen doesn’t know?”

“No.  Hansen saw it happen but I was never able to tell him the whole story, he just knew that she ran off and left me, he never really knew why – and I haven’t been able to talk about it.”

She la
id her head back on his chest and just lazily caressed it for a few minutes.  He thought he might doze off until she whispered, “Colton?”

“Yes, Tess?”

“No secrets, right?”

He tensed slightly, “Right.  Why?”

She lifted her head up and rested her chin on her closed fist on his chest, “Because I kind of got most of my memory back,” she said, and then he saw her cringe, almost like she was afraid that he would be mad at her.  Why the hell would she be afraid of that?

“What do you mean ‘most’ of it?  And when did you get it back?”

“Well, it kind of all came back with that last orgasm you gave me and….”

“You’re welcome,” he said, grinning from ear to ear.

She smiled and continued, “And by most of it I mean I remember my life, my work, where I live.  But I don’t remember that night, yet.”

“Why did you wait until now to tell me?” he said.

She leaned her ear back on his chest to listen to the strong thump, thump of his heart rather than looking him in the eye, “I don’t want to tell you that,” she mumbled.

******************************************His fingers cradled her chin and brought her face up to his – but like a stubborn child, she had her eyes squeezed shut – and she was blushing from head to toe – and her heart, Dear God, her heart was racing.

“Tess, open your eyes.  Look at me, Tess,” he said in his best ‘I’m a sexy vampire and you have to do what I want’ voice.

“Colton, I’m afraid to tell you,” she whispered and, fuck, her heart was pounding so hard she was afraid she was going to bounce off the bed.

He looked at her like a stern father, “Tess – why would you be afraid to tell me that you got your memory back?”

“
B,b,because I don’t want you to send me home, okay?  I’m not ready to.  I don’t want to go.  But that sounds so pathetic and needy and fucking clingy and I can’t believe I just said it.”

He laughed and wrapped his arms tightly around her, “Tess, you are not going anywhere,” he said.