Cold Revenge (2015) (18 page)

She was feeling unusually nervous. No one had ever given her any information about her father and now, well, she didn’t believe in God, but it was like some form of Providence, some kind of Fate, had intervened. Whatever happened it would be life-changing.

He checked the contents of the bag he’d packed. He was nothing if not methodical. Latex gloves, four pairs. He’d double glove his hands to minimize the risk of them splitting. Rubber S&M mask. This was one of the simpler designs, like a ski mask made of black latex. Some of the ones he’d seen were extraordinary, looking like pilot’s oxygen masks or thirties-style military anti-gas hoods, complete with arcane, mysterious attachments. In his view, they went a step too far. You can gild the lily too much.

Then the choke chain and lead. Last of all, his iPod, the song ‘D.I.S.C.O.’ cued and ready. He hummed the chorus to himself and executed a couple of the moves he’d use later. He was a great dancer, all the practice his mother had forced upon him was coming in useful.

Six thirty, that’s when Dame Elizabeth Saunders would arrive. Seven o’clock, that’s when she would depart.

Dame Elizabeth looked around her with approval. When she’d been an undergraduate at Girton College in Cambridge, she’d been appalled by the show-off techniques in tutorials, the one-to-one, or small-group time, that dons had with their students.

She hated the faux Brideshead fetishism, the emphasis of eccentricity over professionalism. There was the tutor with a pronounced hygiene problem, who would lie theatrically on a chaise longue, another whose room was full of cats, another who would insist on a sherry break. Lots of sherry breaks, judging by the state of his nose. At his funeral he’d been described as convivial. Yeah, right, thought Dame Elizabeth, in the same way that George Best or Oliver Reed suffered from conviviality.

The lack of respect shown to students who had worked extremely hard to get there, and the unbridled egomania, disgusted her. Dining at High Table was the worst. It would have been amusing, the high regard in which the dons valued their intellectual abilities if it hadn’t been so risible. Did knowledge of the Saffavid dynasty, for example, qualify you to hold forth on the state of the British economy in the twenty-first century? No.

Dame Elizabeth was far from left wing, but something about the smugness of the lecturers brought out the revolutionary in her and she would have liked to herd them, Cambodian Pol Pot style, out into the flat fenland fields around Cambridge for forcible re-education.

The small auditorium was the antithesis of the cosy tutor’s room. It was her reaction to the closeted Oxbridge world. Marking her work here, in full view of anyone who happened to poke their head in, was Dame Elizabeth’s way of saying, we work at this university. This is what we do and I’m in charge, I’m accountable, the buck stops here.

She was a very visible head of department.

She was grading essays at the moment, or at least going through the motions. Her mind was mainly full of Hanlon and Hanlon’s father. She had dreamed about him last night, his unnervingly intense grey eyes, his superb body, his arrogant grace. Jann Hanlon. His daughter seemed to have inherited these traits, but not his charm. Admittedly, she didn’t know her well, but Hanlon seemed noticeably deficient in this quality.

If you Googled Dame Elizabeth, you would find she’d written about twenty books on philosophy and philosophers and meta-ethics. There were nearly a hundred articles cited. If you searched for Jann Hanlon it would get you nowhere.

He was supposed to be writing, or have written, the defining work on the philosophy of art. She’d never seen it. His lazy brilliance might never have been. It was as if he had never existed.

It was as if he had left no trace whatsoever on history, other than his daughter.

To redress the balance, she’d written Hanlon a letter, a memoir of the man she’d known. Writing was easier for Dame Elizabeth than speech. It was short, about five pages, and was in a buff envelope, together with some photographs she had found of Jann. It contained everything she could think of that Hanlon might want to know about her father. She had just finished rereading it. She was pleased with what she’d written.

When she saved the document on her PC, she labelled the file
Accounts Due
. That more or less summed up how she felt about Jann.

She’d written
DCI Hanlon
on the envelope; she realized she didn’t know Hanlon’s first name.

And what, she wondered, would Jann have made of his daughter? He would have been a terrible father, no doubt about it. Leopards don’t change their spots, thought Dame Elizabeth, somewhat unphilosophically. He wouldn’t have changed nappies or done any of the school runs. He’d have been out at parties. He wouldn’t have done any housework. No nanny or au pair, no attractive mother at playgroup would have been safe from his attentions, from his charm. He had that inner glow particular to men who women find attractive. Women certainly loved him, and the daughter would have too. She’d have forgiven him his affairs. Jann was beloved.

Maybe, she thought, he wasn’t meant to make old bones. Jann defined himself enormously through his physical attractiveness and that’s not a quality that lasts. Maybe an old Jann would have been dreadful to behold.

She looked at the clock on the wall to her right. Ten to seven. Hanlon would be here soon, she wasn’t the kind of person to be late.

The auditorium was in semi-darkness; only the lights above the small stage provided for the lecturer were switched on. There was a door to the left of the stage where the lecturer could exit. Stairs ran down the raked seating, twelve rows, seating for sixty, dividing it in two.

She felt stupidly nervous and to settle her mind she typed
Jann Hanlon: Born Dublin 1939
–Died Berlin 1979
on the keyboard, then pressed return, and the words flashed up on the interactive whiteboard behind her. It was as good a way to start as any.

Dame Elizabeth had always been able to hold an audience. She’d begin with that, hold Hanlon’s attention, give her the letter to read and then a Q&A session. Perfect. She had a lesson plan.

She saved it and clicked on the menu icon. The screen was now blank, apart from the toolbars.

There was a sudden bright glow as the auditorium door opened and when she looked up, a figure was outlined in the light. Hanlon had arrived, she thought.

Hanlon reversed her car in a perfect arc into a tight parking space off Gower Street. A car to Hanlon was like an extension of her own skin; she had complete spatial awareness. She grinned suddenly to herself at memories of Enver parking, the worried frown of concentration, the more or less random movements of the steering wheel. The way he would drive to the furthest end of a car park to have a bay free on either side, and then when he did finally stop the car it would invariably be parked at some strange angle, or with the bonnet or boot poking out.

The entrance to the staff car park had been dug up by workmen and coned off, meaning that she had to go round in a tortuous loop because of the one-way system. This had added a lot more time to her journey than she had anticipated.

She took her phone and texted Dame Elizabeth to say she’d be ten minutes late.

He stood looking at her, across the desk. His eyes were slightly unfocused, dreamy almost. She wondered momentarily if he’d been drinking.

‘What are you doing here?’ she asked curiously.

‘Oh, I just wanted to run something past you,’ he said. He unzipped a small rucksack he had with him and took out a plastic wallet with a small, battered black book inside. He put it on the desk between them.

She looked closely at it.

Die fröliche Wissenschaft; The Gay Science, the title read. By Friedrich Nietzsche.

He pulled on a pair of latex gloves. ‘It’s a first edition,’ he said. ‘From1883. The first English translation. I promised the library I’d be very careful with it.’ He indicated the gloves. ‘I’ll just slip these on. They don’t want it damaged. It’s so easy to damage or break things. I just wanted your opinion on this.’ He opened the book to a passage near the beginning.

She looked up at the clock. Five past seven. ‘If you’re quick.’ She was thinking of Hanlon; she wasn’t the kind of woman who’d be late.

‘Oh, I will be,’ he promised.

Hanlon walked across the deserted square to the main university building and banged on the glass door, until the security guard at reception ambled over and let her in. She showed her student pass, explained she was here to see Dame Elizabeth and he signed her in. It took a while. English wasn’t his first language. He logged the time, 19.05.

He opened the book and stood behind her. ‘Could you read this?’ he said, indicating the relevant passage. She cleared her throat and started to read aloud.

‘One holds that what is called good preserves the species, while what is called evil harms the species. In truth, however, the evil instincts are expedient, species-preserving, and indispensable to as high a degree as the good ones; their function is merely different.’

As she finished reading, she became aware of what sounded like the tinny noise of the repetitive beat of a dance song, leaking out from an iPod’s earphones. She wondered what he could be doing. She turned her head.

Looking down at her was not his face but a featureless, black leather mask through which she could just see his eyes. His head swayed to the beat. She opened her mouth incredulously. She’d never seen anything like it in her life. It was a mix of the terrifying, like an executioner’s hood, and disgusting. Something that belonged in a nightmarish, perverted sex game.

She wondered what on earth he thought he was playing at. It was like some sick practical joke.

Her lips started to form the circular shape of the syllable ‘Wh—’ but before she was able to finish forming the final ‘—at’ of the word, his left, latexed hand, with terrible speed, was around her throat, crushing her windpipe. She fought for breath, but no air could enter her screaming lungs.

His hand forced her backwards, against her chair. Her eyes bulged, the small blood vessels starting to rupture as the pressure rose, then she could see in front of her the glint of metal, as he slipped the choke chain over her head.

Her hands clawed ineffectually at the metal links, as he stood behind her, one knee braced on the back of her chair while he sang along to the song. ‘D.I.S.C.O.’

With every letter he uttered he yanked back savagely on the chain and then relaxed it slightly. D. Yank. I. Yank. S. Yank. C. Yank. O. Yank. Each time he did that, her head flew backwards and then forwards, so it looked as if she were nodding along with the infectious beat, like he was. The word was repeated twice in the intro. He hummed along in ecstasy.

The chain had completely crushed her trachea and her hands had fallen away from her throat to hang by her sides. Her neck muscles were now completely slack and her head lolled forward.

He let go of the chain, did a little shimmy, spun round gracefully in a complete circle and laced his gloved fingers into her thick, white hair. Dancing was such a liberating experience. He rocked her head from side to side with the music as he sang along.

The music in his ears swelled and reached a crescendo before the infectious chorus kicked in. It was a tune he’d learned to move to, as a kid, in his dance class.

At this point, he slammed her head forward as hard as he could into the desk in front of him. Skin broke, bone cracked, her face was now a bloody wreck. He pulled her inert head back up in time with the beat.

‘Dee, dee, dee dee

She is Ohhhh, ohhh, ohhhh D.I.S.
’ Slam again of the head into the blood-spattered wooden surface. ‘
C.O.
’

The sound of her head striking the desk was loud and percussive. Blood stained its surface.

The door at the top of the auditorium opened.

Hanlon had arrived.

As soon as she opened the door that led into the lecture room, heavy and resistant on its hinges, Hanlon saw, far below her, the bloodsoaked face of Dame Elizabeth. Standing directly behind her at the desk was the masked figure of a man.

Hanlon didn’t stop or hesitate. She started running down the steps towards them.

‘Police!’ she shouted. The tight dress hampered her movements, as did her shoes. She kicked these off as she ran and, keeping her eyes on the masked man, reached into her handbag for the knife that she habitually carried.

For a second, the man didn’t move. Then he did. He pushed Dame Elizabeth away from him, scooped up a small red rucksack with one hand and the beige envelope with the other. The name on the letter meant nothing to him, but any letter for the police was not going to be left lying around.

Dame Elizabeth’s head fell heavily on to the computer keyboard, pressing several keys as it struck, and the lines of Hanlon’s father’s birth and death dates flashed up on the whiteboard screen.

Hanlon paused momentarily on the stairs. It disconcerted her seeing her father’s name there and the dates of his life. Her swift mind made the connections instantly. Dame Elizabeth obviously knew her father well and this knowledge, so tantalizingly about to be imparted, had died with her.

For Hanlon this was a graphic reminder of what she would now never know. She gave a cry of pure rage like the howl of an animal.

She sprinted down the stairs.

The man had disappeared through the door to the left of the stage. Hanlon stopped momentarily to check on the professor. The elderly woman’s eyes were half-open, staring glassily into nothingness. Hanlon pressed down on the neck, searching for a pulse in the carotid artery, but there was nothing. Hanlon didn’t have time to do any more but she’d have been amazed if there’d been any life left.

Throwing her bag to the floor, she took out her knife and chased after the masked man. She depressed the switch to release the blade, which sprang out silently on its well-oiled mechanism. She stopped momentarily to slash open the fabric of the skirt of the dress, so her legs could move. That was so much better. She could run properly now instead of hobble.