Authors: Charles Benoit
“Well,” Ms. Owens said, really smiling for the first time. “Either you're all a bunch of liars, or you're dumb as posts. Which is it?”
A girl named Sandra sat up. “I don't like being called a liar.”
“And I don't like being lied to. And for the record, you could have picked being called dumb.” She rolled the TV cart out of the way and pulled up a chair. “Honestly, do any of you really think it's going to be that easy for you to go back to your school? That all it's going to take is one five-minute talk with a school counselor and everything is going to be fine? That the kids you bullied are going to forgive you? Ever? Their parents can still press chargesâyou know that, don't you?”
“I thought that this programâ”
“
This?
Girl, please. This is a waste of your time, my time, Rick's time”âshe nodded to the security guardâ“taxpayer dollars, and the gas it took to drive you here.”
Greg shook his head. “Then why are we here?”
“Because you
have
to be here. Your principals identified you as bullies, and in this county that means you have to attend this workshop and watch these videosâwhich
somebody
bought two years ago, sight unseen, and now we're stuck with them. And you were stuck watching them.”
“If the program's no good, then why don't they do something better?”
“You don't deserve anything better, that's why. At least from their point of view. Remember,
you
are the problem,” Ms. Owens said, making eye contact with each of them as she said it. “
You
are the bullies.
You
are the ones that ruin a school's reputation and lead to bad rankings on statewide lists. All this program does is remind you of who is really in charge. And it ain't you.”
“Great,” Annalise said, laughing. “So when I go back to school next Mondayâ”
“You're
still
the problem. And nothing's going to suddenly change, either. Your parents still won't trust you, your teachers will still assume you're a disciplinary issue, the good kids will still talk behind your back, the truly bad kids will laugh in your face. And the kids you picked on? Don't go trying to apologize to them. They don't want to hear it. In fact, they don't want you anywhere near them. And it's not just you, Annalise. That goes for all of you. Times are different. In my day, you'd get a night's detention maybe, and that'd be it. A week later, it was like it never happened, everybody movin' on. Now? It's going to stick to you like white on rice.”
Eric tried not to smile. Yeah, there'd be some comments, but it wasn't like he knifed the kid or anything. Already his parents were softening up and his teachers were so worried about the next round of test scores that they'd welcome his curve-shifting average back to class. A quick glance at the others told him that they weren't buying it either. Well, except for Cody.
“Now, there's still hope for you,” Ms. Owens said, building up for her big finish. “That's because you're still here. Aren't you curious what happened to the others? We started off with twenty, but you're the only ones left. Eight of you. That's all.”
Cody raised his hand. “They didn't want to come here on a Sunday?”
“No one does. But that's not why they aren't here. Remember that essay you had to do yesterday? What you wrote told me whether or not you passed this course. That's it. Somebody writes about how
they
were the victim, that the school was just out to get them or that what they did wasn't so bad? I call my supervisor, tell her the kid was disruptive, she calls their parents, and that kid finds himself in a
different
program that's not nearly as much fun. You're here because you admitted the truth and took responsibility for what you did. And I think that's a good first step.”
Greg smiled. “How do you know it wasn't just bullshit?”
“I don't. But I like to give people the benefit of the doubt. If you'd prefer, I can go back and reread what you wroteâ”
“No, it's cool. I'm good.”
“We'll see.” She handed Fatima a stack of papers. “Now, these are what we send to your school to prove that you completed the program. Fill in your nameâdirectory style, Miss Annaliseâand the other information on all five sheets, then pass them back to me to sign off on and we'll be done here.”
It took a few minutes for everyone to find or borrow a pen, then it got quiet as they filled in the form. Off to the side of the room, Ms. Owens had the security guard laughing as she recounted what some of the missing students had written in their essays. It was impossible not to listen in.
“. . . claimed it was his twin brother who, by the way, is two years older . . .”
“. . . said she didn't remember it, so it didn't count anymore . . .”
“. . . part of a community-service project to raise awareness about bullying . . .”
“. . . said a strange voice had called her at nightâ”
Eric's head snapped up. Eyes wide, he held his breath, waiting for more, but Ms. Owens had moved on to other unbelievable excuses.
That's when he noticed the goth girl staring at him.
He looked across the circle and stared right back.
She didn't look away.
Her eyes stayed locked on his, her expression hardening with each heartbeat.
He blinked, then rubbed his chin and returned to the blank spaces on the form.
When he glanced up a minute later, she was still watching him.
She nodded onceâslowlyâthen flipped a page and went back to writing.
E
RIC WAS PUSHING OPEN THE DOOR AT THE END OF THE
hall when he felt a tug on his sleeve. He looked down at the hand gripping his sweatshirt. Silver rings with skulls and stars and sharp points, stubby black fingernails. Then up the black sleeve of her hoodie, past the black-on-black band patches to that mass of purple-black hair. Then at her dark eyes, made darker by her makeup and the way she was glaring at him.
“I
said
hello.”
It wasn't a friendly look. He was ready to say hello, and then goodbye and walk off, when she said, “We need to talk.”
“I'm pretty much talked out today,” Eric said, easing his sweatshirt from her grip and starting down the stairs. But she stayed with him.
“
Listen
to me. We know someone in common,” she said.
He turned and looked at her again and got the same icy stare. He shook his head. “I seriously doubt it.”
“Well, you're wrong. We do. And that's why we need to talk.
Right now.
” She grabbed for his sleeve, he stopped short, and she bumped into him. He matched her expression.
“Look, I don't know youâ”
“I'm Shelly Meyer, you're Eric Hamilton. We've been sitting in the same room together for two days.”
“Great. And now it's over. Goodbye.”
He jumped the last steps and headed toward the parking lot. She watched from the top of the stairs, waiting until he had crossed the bus lane, then she drew in a deep breath and cupped her hands around her mouth to target her shout.
“It's about your secret.”
Eric stopped midstride, stumbling forward, then spun around, his body reacting to the words his mind was still processing.
“The caller knows,” Shelly said, still way too loud, Eric sprinting back at her, “and if we don't do something, so willâ”
He leaped up the stairs, teeth clenched. “What the hell are you doing?”
She dropped her hands and lowered her voice. “Getting your attention.”
He looked aroundâno one watching themâthen stepped in close. “All right, let's talk.”
She gave a flat smile. “I thought you were all talked out.” He narrowed his eyes at that, so she continued. “I saw your reaction back in the room. Somebody called you, said they knew your secret and made you punk that kid.”
“How'd youâ”
“Duh. Obviously I'm getting the same calls. That's why I'm here too.” She watched his expression, waiting for the doubt to disappear. “The voice is altered, right? And the caller tells you
exactly
what to do and when to do it?”
He raised an eyebrow.
Shelly leaned forward. “Including the mac and cheese.”
“How do you know that?”
“You are not listening,”
she said, her voice rising as she tapped the side of his head. “I got the same calls.”
He ignored the tapping and looked into her eyes. “You got a call telling you toâ”
“To pick on a
specific
girl on
specific
days, and that I was supposed to dump a plate of macaroni and cheese on her head at noon next Thursday and post it on YouTube, yes.”
“So you have some sort of secret.”
“We all do. But the caller knows mine. And apparently yours, too.”
Eric looked away. “I don't know what you're talking about.”
Shelly laughed. “A little late for that, don't you think? Listen, I don't want to know your secret, and I'm certainly not going to tell you mine. But if we work together, we can figure out who's behind this and stop it before it gets worse.”
“Why don't you figure it out yourself?”
“I could,” she said, the sarcasm close to the surface. “But I'm running out of time. And so are you. That's why you have to help.”
He looked down at his sneakers, scuffing them against the concrete step, thinking, then looked back up at her dark, determined eyes.
“No, thanks,” he said, and started back toward the parking lot.
Shelly stood motionless, not breathing, as she watched him cut around an idling Escape, watched him wave as Greg rode by in a parent-driven SUV, watched him pull his car keys out of his jeans pocket and head toward a faded blue Toyota. Then she ran after him.
“What do you mean,
no?
”
“You don't have to shout,” Eric said, pointing the key chain and unlocking the car door. “I'm right here.”
“You
have
to help.”
“I don't have to do anything,” he said. “Besides, it's over.”
“Over?” Shelly made a noise that could have been a laugh. “It hasn't even
started
yet.”
“Stop shouting,” he said. Then he sighed and ran a hand over his face. “Look. I know you're mad. I'm mad too. We got played, it sucks, life goes on.”
She took a step closer and lowered her voice. “Really?”
“We can't do anything about it now anyway.”
“Yes. We. Can.”
Eric pulled the car door open. “First of all, we don't even know who this guy is.”
“First of all, it's a girl.”
Eric stopped and looked at her.
“The voice is altered, right?”
“Yeah,” he said. “But it's real deep, like he thinks he's Darth Vader or something.”
“When she calls you. When she calls me, it's high pitched, like she's sucked helium.”
“How does that prove it's a girl?”
“If it was a guy, he'd use a deep voice on both of us.”
“And you know this because . . . ?”
“Because a guy doesn't think like a girl.”
Eric smiled at that. “But a girl can think like a guy?”
“In this case, yes,” Shelly said. “Pretend you got the same call, but this time it was from a girl. You wouldn't take her seriously.”
Eric shrugged.
“For a guy, it's got to be a deep male voice. But you try that with a girl, threatening her with a voice like that? No way. She's going to be too scared to move or she's going to call the cops. That's why it's a girl. She knows that she has to make it scary, but not too scary. A deep voice for you, a high-pitched one for me.”
He let the door swing shut, then leaned against it, arms folded across his chest. “All right, fine, maybe it's a girl. We still don't know who it is.”
“But we can figure it out.
It's gotta be somebody we both know or who knows both of us. All we have to do is figure out what we have in common and take it from there.”
“Keep it down,” Eric said. “As for your plan, that could take forever.”
“Impossible. I don't know that many people.”
“We wouldn't even know where to start.”
“Yes, we would,”
she said, her voice rising again, her hands chopping the air. “We'd start with the obvious stuff. School, sports, churchâ”
“I don't go to church.”
“Great. That's one less area we have to check.” She paused to catch her breath. “We can
so
do this.”
Eric looked into her brown eyes, nothing like the sky blue he saw in April's. He started to say something, paused, chuckled to himself, and then said, “I don't want to know who it is.”
“What?”
“I said I don't want to know.” He kicked at the yellow line of the parking space. “It's no big deal.”
Her eyes went wide, her mouth dropping open. At first she couldn't get the words out of her head, then they wouldn't stop.
“You . . . I . . . but . . . she . . . she's
blackmailing
you, you
idiot.
She's gonna
destroy
you. How can you say you don't want to know? You
have
to know, you have to
stop
herâ
we
have to stop her. No big deal?
No big deal?
My god, she . . . she's gonna
tell
people. She's . . . she's
evil.
Don't you see it? You can't just let her do that to us.”
Eric watched as she jabbed her fingers through her hair, grabbing a fistful in each hand, holding it as she squeezed her eyes shut and breathed through her nose in big, gulping breaths. He was easing the car door open when she looked back up at him, her eyes narrowed and cold.