Authors: Paulo Lins,Cara Shores
The murderer's spirit waged battle with itself, but he didn't allow himself to consider stopping his undertaking. He felt the pleasure of revenge and laughed just thinking about his wife's reaction. He didn't know who he hated more, the baby or his wife. His actions were automatic, as if he were grease, sucked in by the force of a set of gears.
Revenge determined the crime and the crime would bear, by its very nature, the mark of a red-blooded man's wounded pride.
He had a hard time getting through the bone, so he grabbed the hammer under the kitchen sink and, with two blows on the knife, finished the first scene of his act. The severed arm did not fall from the table; it stayed there within eyeshot of the avenger. The baby kicked as much as it could, its cries a voiceless prayer without a God to hear them. Then it could cry out loud no longer, and its only reaction was a contorted face, the bright red that threatened to spring from its pores, and the kicking of its tiny legs. He cut the other arm slowly. That little white shit had to feel lots of pain. It occurred to him not to use the hammer any more â the baby would suffer more if he cut the hardest parts slowly. The sound of the knife severing the bone was soft music to his ears. The baby floundered in its slow death. Its two legs were cut off with a little more work and the help of the hammer. The murderer raised the knife above his head to bring it down and split its defenceless heart in two. He knew that if he went to prison his cellmates would inevitably give it to him up the arse, because inmates loathe child murderers. But he wouldn't let anyone near his arsehole. He could die, but become a faggot, never. That would be redemption for the traitor, and she only deserved eternal torment. No, he couldn't let that happen, he wouldn't be unlucky enough to get caught â he'd take off right away for some backwater.
He put together the body parts as if solving a jigsaw puzzle, put everything in a shoebox and with unsteady steps headed for his mother-in-law's house. He pressed one of his palms to the left side of his chest to try to calm his furiously thumping heart. Contrary to what he had always done, he clapped his hands at the gate. His youngest sister-in-law came to the door and immediately called his wife. She had gone to her mother's place, two
blocks from home, to get some fennel to make tea for the baby, who seemed to have colic. The murderer felt avenged; there were only a few minutes left before he'd see that woman suffering like a cow in a slaughterhouse, because that's what she was. He couldn't accept that his child was white, since he was black and so was his fucking wife. She came quickly, thinking about the baby; it was breastfeeding time. As she came over she asked where it was. Instead of answering, he waited for her to arrive, took the lid off the box and said:
âGive it to your child's father. You think you were gonna pull the wool over my eyes forever?'
In an impulsive gesture, the woman pulled one of the baby's arms out of the box. A mere trickle of blood connected it to the rest of the body. The woman fainted, the man fled. He was arrested a few days later.
Over in the Rec, a man lay in wait behind the club. At around 10 p.m., he'd told his wife he was going to a friend's to lend him a mallet and large knife, but he'd had a drink or two and there he was, alone, after midnight, preparing to defend his honour.
Two days earlier, he'd followed his wife when she left work. He'd been suspicious of her for a long time. He felt relieved when he saw that she went straight to the bus stop, but even so, he took a taxi to follow the bus, like a detective in a TV film. Instead of getting off at her usual stop, his wife rang the bell at The Flats. As she got off, she glanced around without noticing her husband inside the taxi, and hugged a man who was always passing in front of their house on his way to The Other Side of the River. She gave him a kiss on the lips and, holding hands, they went into a block of flats.
âI bet they're gonna screw at some friend's place,' he thought.
He went home to wait for his wife. She arrived, complaining
that she was tired, and begged off doing anything that night because her boss had worked her hard that day, making her stay back late. He agreed. The next day he went to the corner to see what time the guy passed. The bastard went past at two o'clock in the morning and even had the nerve to greet him.
Loverboy should have crossed the Rec bridge by now. The betrayed husband was crying by the time he saw a man appear on the corner by the Leão supermarket. He let the man draw closer to be sure it was really the guy that was fucking his wife. He adjusted his grip on the knife in his right hand, the mallet in his left, and crouched down, waiting for him to pass. He tiptoed after him and, with several blows, decapitated him. He took a plastic bag from his pocket, put the bloody head with bulging eyes in it, went home and threw it into the adulteress's lap.
Over at the motel, Pipsqueak walked down the second-floor corridor looking for victims. He wanted to rob, maim or kill someone â it didn't matter who. The guests, frightened by the shots, locked their doors. Pipsqueak broke down the first, the second, and stormed the third after shooting the lock, like the heroes in American films. A couple awoke to discover they were being shot at, although the bullets only grazed them. He cleaned them out. He broke into another room. The man tried to resist and got a bullet in the arm. He was trying to break into more rooms when he heard police sirens. He threw himself out of the window head-first, did a somersault in the air and landed on the ground ready to run.
He was happy as he ran into the bush, for he had actively taken part in the hold-up. That's why he had faked the arrival of the police. He couldn't stand hanging around outside where time didn't pass, with everything going on inside. He'd hoped that a couple would turn up at the motel, because then he wouldn't
have to simulate a situation in order to get involved, but nothing had happened for real; not the police, nor more guests.
Hellraiser, Black Carlos, Pelé and Shorty came to a halt in the bush. It was time to sort things out and split the loot, even though they hadn't yet counted the money or checked the value of the jewels, because if the police appeared and one of them was caught with all the goods, everything would be lost.
âPipsqueak must've got caught. I didn't want to bring that kid,' said Hellraiser, mopping the sweat from his face. âNow the shit's hit the fan, I reckon we'd better head back to City of God,' he continued.
âNo way, man! Let's get on over to Salgueiro 'cos we might â¦'
âYou wanna take a car now, with the pigs after us?' broke in Hellraiser in an authoritative voice. They walked on through the bush for a time in silence. After passing the Dread pitch, Hellraiser said they'd have to set aside Pipsqueak's share and, if he'd been caught, they'd send him the money in prison. They stopped at the foot of the haunted fig tree to divide the money five ways. Hellraiser bemoaned the arrival of the police.
âIf the cops hadn't shown up, we would've got ourselves a nice little bundle! We would've hit the jackpot!'
âWhat if Pipsqueak grasses?' asked Carlos.
âThe kid can be trusted, man. He won't grass.'
The mosquitoes stopped them from hanging about for long. They headed for Block Thirteen to have a beer, smoke a joint and play pool. They went around the lake and crossed the State Water Department bridge in a hurry. As they turned into the first alley of Block Thirteen, they heard Detective Beelzebub's voice:
âIf you guys touch your shooters or run for it, I'll take you down right where you are!'
Ignoring the threat, they tore off down the alleys. A random
dope head came along with a lit joint and, when he saw everyone running, took off too, but his steps didn't take him very far. A spray of bullets from Beelzebub's machine gun perforated his head. The man writhed in the burbling water of a blocked drain. Beelzebub ignored the others and went doggedly after Hellraiser, who reached the edge of the river, zigzagging back and forth. Before he'd got to the end of the first block, he turned into someone's yard and jumped the back fence into Middle Street. Boss of Us All was lying in ambush on the corner and joined the chase. As he ran he told the detective to leave it to him. Beelzebub begrudgingly went after Black Carlos, Pelé and Shorty again. Hellraiser, hearing only fire from a .38, figured that Beelzebub was no longer chasing him and decided to return fire. As he rounded corners, he waited for his pursuer to appear at the other end, then pulled his trigger. He wouldn't have done this had his enemy been carrying a machine gun, but in the case of a .38 against a .38, the smartest would win. Boss of Us All swore, saying there'd be no escaping this time. They passed Batman's Bar, rhythmically exchanging fire.
Mango and Green Eyes got rid of a roach and took off running when they heard the gunshots. Boss of Us All spotted another two police officers in Main Square and fired several shots to alert them. They joined the chase. In desperation Hellraiser invaded a house with the intention of taking a child hostage, but he was unsuccessful; there was no one at home. His breathless thinking reminded him that he had to jump walls, fences, and climb onto rooftops to see where his enemies were and where they were heading. He thought it best to run for The Plots. His legs were slow to obey his head's commands. He decided to climb the first leafy tree he saw so he could recollect himself.
Down Below, Black Carlos, Pelé and Shorty were exchanging fire with Beelzebub and Officer Baldie. Furious with a defect in
his machine gun, Beelzebub didn't want to catch the gangsters â he wanted to send them off to the pits of hell. Pelé and Shorty went wherever Carlos went, which irritated him. He decided to lose them.
âHey, I'm gonna double round and shoot him in the arse.'
He went around the block, took aim at the detective, fired and hotfooted it out of there. The shot grazed Officer Baldie. Beelzebub's ire took on a new proportion. He strode out into the gunfire and the gangsters retreated to The Flats with Beelzebub on their heels.
Hellraiser had been up an almond tree for more than half an hour. Boss of Us All had seen him cross the street and head towards The Plots. The police officers figured that he couldn't have got very far. They decided to split up, and whoever found him first would fire a shot to warn the others. When he noticed Boss of Us All heading his way, Hellraiser moved in order to jump and take off running again. For a second he thought he should stay where he was. No, it would be better to jump and get out of there. His hesitation lost him time. There was no way he could keep running without getting hit. He knew Boss of Us All was a good shot. He settled back on his branch and bided his time. He visualised his
pombagira
. Now everything depended on her.
Boss of Us All searched the bush high and low. He remembered the torch he hadn't brought as he took one last drag on his filterless Continental and tossed it away. Then he crouched down to pick up the butt and lit a joint. He imagined Hellraiser would be far away by then. He might as well relax, since everything had gone wrong. He strolled along slowly, decided to sit under the tree where Hellraiser was and pulled on the joint.
He lit another cigarette, took off his cap, loosened his bootlaces and placed his revolver on an exposed root of the almond
tree. Hellraiser tried to change position so he could shoot him in the backside and silently cursed the wasp flying around his head.
âFuckin' hell! Why did the little bastard have to appear now?'
Pelé and Shorty arrived at The Flats along with Beelzebub's bullets. To their surprise, Silva, Cosme and Biriba, gangsters from The Flats, were also exchanging fire with other civil policemen. The cops retreated when they arrived. But Beelzebub shouted:
âLet's kill the bastards!'
After stopping to catch his breath, he took aim at Pelé's neck and fired. One of the gangsters from The Flats passed in front of him. He fell to the ground writhing and a pool of blood formed around his head. A thin trickle filled the holes in the ground where Stringy and Rocket had played marbles that morning.
Cosme and Silva joined Shorty and Pelé, crossed Gabinal Road and hid in one of the haunted mansions. Detective Beelzebub checked the dead man's documents. He laughed when he noticed that his gun was one of many that he'd given his friend Armando to sell. (Armando was a Military Police officer dismissed from the force for having killed his wife and her lover when he found them fucking in his bed.) He took the documents; they might be useful for forging something in the event that the guy didn't have a record.
Hellraiser let the wasp sting him. On his branch it was hard to find a position to shoot from. Boss of Us All leaned his head against the tree trunk. Tiredness made his eyes unsteady. The desire to sleep forced him up to go look for the other police officers. A little further along he stopped to adjust his boot and heard the sound of someone getting a beating. They had caught three teenagers smoking a joint and drinking wine, while one of them played a guitar.
âYou catch the bastard?' asked Boss of Us All.
âNo, but we caught these dope heads here.'
âGot any money on you?'
âYeah, here, take the lot!'
âNow run and don't look back!' said Boss of Us All.
Up in the tree, Hellraiser had got rid of the wasp, changed position and was furious for not having managed to kill Boss Of Us All. He stared at the distant police officers, who were dividing up the kids' money. He climbed down and made sure the money and jewels were secure. He walked swiftly through the night, crossed the river and took shelter at Nasty Jorge's place.
At the street market, talk of the previous night's shootout frightened housewives, who made sure their children didn't leave their yards.
Out Front, Mango and Jackfruit were listening to Acerola who said there had been more than twenty Civil and Military Police officers patrolling the estate the night before. He said that as well as the murders, a motel on Bandeirantes Motorway and two bakeries in Freguesia had been held up, an Army colonel's house on Pau Ferro Road had been broken into and two pharmacies in Taquara had been robbed. He finished by saying that it was a bad idea to get high anywhere in the estate because the pigs wouldn't leave anyone in peace until they caught someone.