Chasing Lyrics (Music & Lyrics #1) (10 page)

Chapter
19

‘The
simple thought of you ignites my body’

Lyrics –

     I can’t believe I am
actually in Germany! This bed is so comfortable, I really just want to lie here
all day and write a song, but I have shopping to do. As I sit up, the replay of
Jennifer rolls through my head. What a skanky girl! I wonder how many times she
has hit on my Tanner already. I don’t think it’s jealousy but I really don’t like
her. What I do like is the way I never knew how dominant Tanner is in bed. He
never mentioned that to me and I thought he told me everything. Just thinking
about it makes me want to lick him. In all my whopping three sex partners, none
of them had taken control like Tanner. I have never even considered this during
sex, but I am considering it now. I know nothing about submissive sex. Am I
just supposed to let him do whatever he wants? Will he hurt me? Shit, I’m freaking
out!

     I open up his laptop and
Google dominant/submissive. Holy shit! I find a website that is chock full of
discussions. Over two million people are on this site. I am almost thirty years
old and to my knowledge have not met one person into this lifestyle. I am so
nervous just looking on here. I see a discussion called, “Newbies” so I click
on it. First thing I see is about spankings. My eyebrow raises and I read on. The
way they are speaking is turning me on and turning my stomach at the same time.
This one person comments that the redder her ass is, the better the orgasm. Another
comment says, “Laying her over my lap, bare ass facing me, and smacking it
until her cheeks are bright red…nothing better.”

     I want to ask questions
but have no idea where to start. I read other newbie’s questions and then post
one of my own. “I am very new to this. What three toys would you suggest we
start with?” Within five minutes, I have ten comments.

      The first one says, “I
would suggest you start with a leather spanking paddle, handcuffs, and a collar
with a chain attached.” The next one says, “Whip, handcuffs, and blindfold.” The
third comment was the one that freaked me out! “I suggest you get some rope and
let him tie your arms behind your back, get a spreader bar so you are wide open
for him, and anal beads.” I keep reading but everybody is pretty much
suggesting the same items.

      I ask another question. “What
type of clothing would you suggest?” Immediate answers flow in. This time they
post pictures of men and woman. Wow, that was a whole lot easier than I thought
it would be. I tell them thank you, pull my hair back, get dressed, and head
out to go shopping.

     I get the address of a
fetish shop in Frankfurt and grab a taxi to the restaurant down the street from
it…I don’t want him to drop me off at the sex shop! I truly feel like an idiot
walking into this store. There are neon lights flashing purple, red lights
blinking bright, and some patrons that look like they could be doctors, moms,
lawyers… I look like a deer in the headlights staring at all these gadgets. There
are dildos in every shape and size. Chains, whips, leather outfits galore,
electric shock wands, and things that I don’t know what the hell they are! I am
seriously scared now! Really, what is an electric shock wand? The saleswoman
can see that I am clueless. She approaches me with a smile. I smile back and
say, “Good morning.”

     With broken English she
replies, “American. How I help you? What you looking for?” When I processed her
questions I shrugged my shoulders and gave her the I don’t fucking know look. “You
new to this? What you like to do?” When zero words come out of my mouth, she leads
me to a section that has box sets, kind of like a beginner’s kit. She hands me
a box that has handcuffs, a blindfold, leather whip, butt plug, and two
vibrators with pieces that make me clench my butt cheeks. I awkwardly smile and
tell her thank you. If I get this big box, I am sure Tanner and I can select
what to play with. Next…the outfit! I start thinking about what would drive
Tanner crazy and a devilish smile comes over my face.  He has spoken about
black panties driving him insane, ever since he started having sex. The
mannequin is dressed in a black leather bustier, lace black panties, thigh high
stocking’s with the straps connected to the bustier, and super high hooker
heels. This is it, the perfect outfit. Just thinking about Tanner’s gorgeous
face is getting me impatient between my legs! As I approach the cashier, she
smiles and I swear she gives me a naughty eyebrow raise. Makes me feel like a
badass! Thank God, Tanner is making a load of money because this shit is
expensive!

     Carrying this bag full of strange
toys while walking down this unfamiliar street, in this unfamiliar land, brings
out a feeling of freedom and confidence that I have never experienced. Tanner
told me to shop, so I am going to listen to him. After all, apparently he is an
alpha male. After all these years, I can’t believe I never saw this side of him.
Considering it is only during sex that he is so dominant, I guess it makes
sense that I never saw this side of him. Even when he would torture me with
every detail of his sexual rendezvous, dominance never came up. Maybe he didn’t
want me to know that side of him? I’m not sure if this is what I really want or
if I just want to please him. He has slept with so many girls and they were
shameless. Sometimes I get worried that I am too vanilla for him.

      There are so many awesome
stores here. I shop for another two hours, buying Tanner some fun gadgets,
clothes, yummy desserts, and German souvenirs. I manage to find a few things
for myself as well because I know he will throw a tizzy if I don’t! I am so excited
to get back to the room and get ready for Tanner! I flag a taxi down and head
back. When I open the door to the room, there is a magnificent bouquet of
flowers on the table. My heart practically melts as I read the note.

     “Lyrics, thank you for being
my best friend, my lover, and my future. I love you more than all the sand on
the beach! All my Love, Tanner.”

     I can’t help but to feel
like the luckiest girl in the world. I get to love my best friend in the world.
He knows almost everything about me, and I know almost everything about him. Certain
things neither of us want to know. I snap myself out of this daydream and begin
to plan for his arrival. I open up the box of craziness and spread it out on
the bed. Instinctively, I would like to remove a few items but I decide to let
him pick whatever he wants to play with. I spread each item out on the bed so
he can have his pick.

     It is about four p.m. so I
text Tanner. “Hello gorgeous! What time do you think you will be back in my
arms? Thank you for the amazing flowers!”

      About twenty-five minutes
pass and I get a text. “I am trying to hurry, but Jennifer is being a pain. She
knows I want to get back to you so she is delaying everything! You’re welcome
for the flowers!”

     I sneer and text, “Smile,
you have a very special treat waiting for you upon your arrival. Some may even
say it is a dripping wet surprise.”

     Immediate text back! “I
will be there in an hour. If she isn’t done, I am walking back!”

      A Texas-size smile consumes
my face. “No babe, you will need your energy!”

      He replies, “Damn girl,
you are driving me crazy. I will be there as soon as possible.”

     I decide to braid my hair,
one big braid on each side of my head. I put a little bit of make-up on and top
it off with vibrant red lipstick. As I’m putting on this sticky, sexy outfit, I
get a text. “I will be there in fifteen minutes. Please tell me there’s still a
dripping wet treat waiting for me!”

      I feel myself and text
back, “Still wet, still waiting, still yours!” Never in a million years did I
picture myself as a leather type of woman, however, I don’t think I have ever
felt sexier than I feel right now. Tanner is going to crap his pants. The
sexual diva I have become is taking me by surprise. I can’t imagine what he must
be thinking! I slip on the black stilettos and I look like a giant! A sexy,
long legged giant! I scoot the toys over on the bed and lie down with my legs
spread wide. It feels like it is taking forever for him to get up here. Finally,
I hear the key insert into the door. Instantly, I become nervous and feel like
I went too far. Tanner is going to think I lost my mind. He never actually told
me he is into all this. Hell, I don’t even think I am!

Chapter
20

‘With
my dark desires, let me take you over the edge’

Tanner –

     When I walk into the
bedroom, I’m sure my heart actually stops beating! Lyrics is the sexiest woman
I have ever seen…I mean EVER! I can’t take my eyes off her. As I walk up closer
to her, I notice a plethora of sex toys on the bed. I look at her and she has a
nervous look on her face. I lean into her and take her face into my hands. “You
are so beautiful. Sexiest woman I have ever met.”

     She says, “I am yours to
do with whatever you desire.” I look at her and a strange sadness overcomes me.
My dick is saying one thing, but my heart says something entirely different. I
take her by the hand and ask her to stand up. I can’t help but laugh when her
monstrous heels almost tumble her over. It hits me that she thinks I need all
this crap to satisfy me. As I take her hand, she asks, “What’s wrong, you don’t
like this?”

     I say, “It’s not about
liking it. The thing is, Lyrics, I am completely in love with you. The girl I
grew up with, my best friend. I love you for exactly who you are. I don’t need
any of this shit with you. You don’t need to do any of this for me. I want to
experience everything with you, not just sex; I mean everything. You need to
know that I have never been more satisfied sexually, emotionally, and wholly. Dylan,
look at me.”

     Standing there in her
extremely sexy outfit, she looks at me and sighs with relief. She smiles and
says, “You are so much more experienced than me, I didn’t want you to get bored.
These toys scare the shit out of me!”

     We both laugh. “I haven’t
been bored with you since we were fourteen years old and now I get to have sex
with you! Bored? Hell no!” I sit her on the bed and take off her heels. I look
at her and say, “You can leave the outfit on though.” She gives me a big smile.
I tell her, “If you want to experiment with toys, we can, but we don’t have to.”

     Lyrics says, “I thought
you liked the whole dominant thing.”

     I look at her confused. “What
dominant thing?”

      She says, “You being in complete
control sexually.”

      I say, “Oh, I do like to
be in control most of the time, but we don’t have to name it. Does it make you
feel uncomfortable?”

      She shakes her head, “It
turns me on like crazy! I just thought you wanted the whole shebang. I was
trying to be your perfect submissive.”

      I see the sincerity in
her eyes and say, “You are perfect. We don’t need to title each other, I mean
let’s just enjoy ourselves.” The relief is visible on her face, which makes her
even more beautiful.

     “Let’s write.” I kiss her
lips and she nods her head while smiling at me. Lyrics changes her clothes and
we sit on the bed and begin to banter back and forth until we come up with a
song. It’s as if we are fourteen again. After hours of writing and singing, we
decide on our song. I want it to be a duet, but Lyrics is adamant about
remaining just the writer.

♫
The
simple thought of you ignites my body

With my
dark desires, let me take you over the edge

Touch
me now, burn into my soul

So much
more than my heart you stole

Who is
this in my reflection staring back at me?

Unrecognizable
from who I used to be

When
past and present collide into one

The
future screams, look what you’ve done!

Chorus
–

Take my
heart, my body, and soul

You
have it all, with you, I am whole

Take me
now, hold me forever

Kiss me
always, release me never.

Warmth
and desire, as I’ve never known

Noises
and movements, I never have shown

Home
for me is wherever you are

Engraved
on my heart is a You-shaped scar.

Chorus
–

Take my
heart, my body, and soul

You
have it all, with you, I am whole

Take me
now, hold me forever

Kiss me
always, release me never.

Feeling
lost and found all at the same time

Coming
and going, learning how to shine.

In
front of me always but just out of reach

Together
we learn, each other we teach.

Chorus
–

Take my
heart, my body, and soul

You
have it all, with you, I am whole

Take me
now, hold me forever

Kiss me
always, release me never.
♫

     Lyrics says to me, “Holy
shit, Tan, we need to get that on stage like now!”

      I tell her, “I wish I was
going home with you. I really don’t want to be here when you leave.”

      She tackles me backwards
and says, “I still have seven more days here. Let’s just enjoy them. We can
whine when I’m gone.”

      I flip her over and say,
“Who’s whining? You are gonna be the one whining in a minute.”

      She laughs, “Sure! Why
would I whine?” I pin her down and start to tickle her. Lyrics squeals, “Okay,
okay. Stop!”

     I say, “Who’s the whiner?”
She tries to flip me over and doesn’t budge me at all. I repeat as I am
tickling her more, “Say it. Tell me who the whiner is!”

      She says, “I am the
whiner!” I let her up and she screams, “Just kidding, it’s you! Tanner is the
whiner!”

      I smirk at her as she
runs past me. “We’ll see!” She peaks her head into the doorway and raises her
eyebrows. I look at the clock and say, “Two hours until your birthday! Thirty
years old. My Dylan is turning thirty!”

     She rolls her eyes and
says sarcastically, “Woo hoo, I am old now!”

      I grab her and tell her,
“You are beautiful, talented, smart, funny, sexy as hell, and mine! Old? No way,
that would make me old too, and I am not old! I already told Chip that I could
only shoot for a few hours. You and I have a big date planned!”

      Lyrics looks at me with
tired eyes and asks, “What should I wear?”

      I smile and say, “We will
discover that on our shopping spree.”

      She laughs and says,
“Holy shit, you are coming shopping with me?”

      I place my hands on her
face and say, “Babe, look what happened when I let you out on your own! You
came back all Sara the Submissive!” She puts her hands on my chest and shoves me
backwards. “Oh, I guess not so submissive after all!”

     Lyrics straddles me,
brings her head close to my ear, which sends shocks straight down to my balls. She
whispers, “Wanna see my dominant side?” Holy fuck balls! Instantly my cock
stands at attention ready to march forward. I am speechless. Our eyes lock and
she gently starts grinding on my boner. A slight growl escapes my throat and my
eyes roll back from pure ecstasy. She takes my bottom lip in between her teeth
and pulls on it just hard enough to drive me crazy. Rocking back and forth,
rubbing her pussy harder and harder on my throbbing cock. I need to be inside
of her! I thread my hand through her hair and pull her into my kiss. Her tongue
is so wet and soft.

     In one smooth motion, I
flip her over and lift her up. As I bring her into the room, I see the toys
still scattered on the bed. My eyes grow wild and an animalistic urge comes
over me. I lay her on the bed and inconspicuously grab the blindfold that is
begging me to use it. I lock her lips with mine and slide the blindfold over
her eyes. She releases a sigh that either tells me she is excited or petrified.
I tie a knot in the blindfold and begin nibbling on her neck. Her hips begin to
buck, telling me she wants more. Her breast rising and falling with
anticipation, hard nipples pressing against her t-shirt have my mouth watering
and craving her taste. I lift her shirt locking her hands above her head. Teasing
her hard buds with my tongue, she is moaning and bucking up at me. I whisper,
“Do you want more?”

      She says is a breathless,
begging tone, “Please, Tanner.”

     My name coming off her
lips brings me to a point of arousal like never before. I pull off her pants
and see that her underwear are soaking wet. As I slide my finger in between her
folds, she releases whimpers that brings the sexual beast in me to the surface.
I spread her thighs open wide and lick her pussy, landing on her hard clit. The
more I flick and suck her, the louder and deeper her growls become. I slide my
hand over the bedspread and find the vibrator she bought. It has a thick shaft
with ridges and an extra part that goes in her ass. I adjust my body so that I
can continue to lick her and without notice, I plunge this big vibrator into
her tight hole. Once it is deep, I turn is on and she begins to go crazy. I pull
my head back and watch as I fuck her with this toy. I dribble some saliva that
drops perfectly on her puckered asshole. She is dripping wet from the toy and
when I take it deep, the ass part enters her hole. She begins to resist so I
spread her lips and lick her clit while fucking her in both holes.

      She grabs my hair and
yells, “Fuck me! Oh, baby, fuck. Make me cum, please!” She is matching my
rhythm; I feel her body tensing up. She begins to growl loudly, “Oh shit. Oh
God! Here I cum baby.” I began lapping up her juices, not wasting a single drop.
I throw the toy aside and as quickly as I can, slide my pants off. With her
eyes still concealed, I rub my cock on her lips. She automatically opens her
mouth and thrusts around my head. She lifts her body to take me deeper inside
her mouth. Her mouth is so warm and wet. I am unsure how long I can hold out. As
she grows more aggressive, taking all of me, I reach behind and start dragging
my fingers between her wet lips. Her warmth sends shivers throughout my body. Her
tongue is wrapping around my shaft taking ownership. I yank free from her
mouth, press her legs open with my knees, and plunge my throbbing hard cock all
the way inside of her. Pumping hard and slow, she is panting with pleasure. Her
tight wetness is too much for me to take. I grab her hips, slam balls deep in
her, and growl as my cum squirts all over her insides. I remain inside of her
as I catch my breath. She takes off the blindfold and her eyes glaze from a mixture
of exhaustion and pleasure.

      We both smile at one another
and she says, “Wow, what would Mom say?” What a weird fucking question!

      I say, “Um, she would
probably want to poke her eyes out and swallow her tongue if she knew what we
just did!” We both start hysterically laughing. I check the clock and it is
12:20 am. “Happy birthday, my Lyrics!”