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Authors: Elizabeth Lowell

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There was a picture of a young divorcee who had worked her way through school waiting tables while caring for her young child. All that had stood between her and a Ph.D. in psychology had been enough time off to write her dissertation. Anthea had supported the young woman until the dissertation was finished and accepted.

Susie’s picture went next to the most recent of Anthea’s successfully concluded “projects,“ a man and wife who had saved money all their lives in order to open a small restaurant, only to see their savings vanish when their accountant stepped on a plane to Rio with his mistress on one arm and a satchel full of money on the other. Anthea had replaced their stolen savings to the penny.

“Do you think their restaurant will be a success?“ Mandy asked.

Anthea made a dismissive gesture with one hand. “Whether it is or isn’t, the important thing is that they had the gumption to go after what they wanted. Most people don’t. They’re either too lazy or too frightened to reach for their dreams.“

Carefully looking only at the picture, Mandy bit her lip and prayed that the heat rising in her face wouldn’t show. She knew that Anthea’s words hadn’t been meant for her, but Mandy also knew that she was among the people who were too frightened to reach for their dreams.

Water still terrified her. She was better about water than she had been since the accident. Two months ago, for instance, she had managed to take a bath rather than a shower for the first time in nearly two years. Granted, the water had been only inches deep and it had taken her so long to screw up her courage and get into the tub that the water had been cold, but it had been progress all the same. Now she could step into a tub that had four inches of water in it without having to wrestle with fear while the bathwater went cold. She had tried six and then eight and then ten inches of water in the tub, only to panic at the feel of water climbing above her waist. It had taken her until last week to work back up to five inches of bathwater.

Some progress,
she told herself derisively.
At this rate you’ll be seventy before you ever get your face in water again.

The thought of having her face covered by a cold, clutching, killing liquid made white replace Mandy’s bright flush. She was more afraid of water than she was ashamed of being afraid. The source of her fear was as real as death. If she spent the rest of her life taking shallow baths or showers, so be it. She was alive, she had found a way to make a living that didn’t involve water in any way, and she was able to sleep through the night without seeing the ocean surge up to claim the small plane – water rising slowly, slowly over the fuselage windows while she struggled to free herself and her husband, and then the endless black slide down into ocean’s depths that had once fascinated and now repelled her.

Mandy blinked and realized that Anthea was looking at her as though expecting an answer to a question that had been asked.

“Are you all right?“ Anthea repeated. “You look as though you’ve seen a ghost.“

“Really?“ asked Mandy, rallying. “Quick, give me a mirror. I’ve always wanted to see what kind of ditsy broad went around looking for ghosts.“

Anthea’s eyes narrowed. She started to say something, paused and finally turned back toward her gallery without a word. Seeing the faces of the individuals she had helped always made her feel as though life were more than an unremitting battle against poverty, greed and indifference. Somewhere out there, scattered across the face of the earth, were people who smiled more often because Anthea had smoothed one of the razor edges off their lives. She smiled more often, as well, taking pleasure from the pleasure she had brought.

Feeling anticipation of her next projects fizz softly in her blood, Anthea looked affectionately from picture to picture. With luck and a little arm-twisting in the right places, Mandy soon would be up there with the others, smiling. Unfortunately, Sutter wouldn’t be among the glad of heart. But then, Sutter rarely was glad about anything.

Even knowing her nephew as well as Anthea did, however, she was a bit taken aback at just how much he
disliked
the plan when she bearded her tawny tiger in his own quarters a few hours later.

“You did what?“ Sutter demanded.

With an equanimity that few people could have mustered, Anthea faced the man looming over her. D. M. Sutter was always impressive, but with a brassy beard stubble, stone-green eyes, and eyebrows sun-bleached to a metallic gold – and teeth bared in what only an optimist would call a smile – Sutter looked frankly dangerous. The fact that he was wearing jungle-stained khaki shorts and no shirt at all did nothing to make him appear less malevolent. The lean, hard-muscled length of the man wasn’t precisely soothing, either. It tended to remind people that the deceptively graceful tiger routinely dined upon the much bulkier, more obviously muscled water buffalo.

“I entered you in the OCC charity auction tomorrow night,“ Anthea said with outward calm. “Actually, you’ll be the centerpiece. A surprise offering, as it were. A piece de resistance.“

It sounded more like a coup de grace to Sutter. He muttered in fragments of languages Anthea was quite happy not to understand. He glared down at her. She was standing in front of him with her customary regal poise, serene in the lightness of what she was doing.

“Aunt Ant, you are my favorite person, living or dead, and – “

“Butter won’t get it done, my boy,“ she interrupted with relish, stealing one of his favorite phrases. “You have been nominated and elected by acclamation and that, as they say, is that!“

“Anthea,“ Sutter said softly, knowing that yelling at the little tyrant wouldn’t budge her, “what in God’s name gives you the idea that I will stand around with my thumb in my, er,
ear,
while a pack of overwealthy, overwrought divorcees bid on what they hope will be my…services?“

“Three weeks of vacation.“

He blinked. “Say what?“

“Three weeks at the location of your choice, during which time you do absolutely nothing you don’t want to do. By definition, a vacation.“

“Axe you serious?“

“Very.“

Sutter’s cool green eyes assessed the woman in front of him. Although his aunt wore four-inch heels, she was still nineteen inches shorter than he was and weighed less than half what he did. He knew that the disparity in their sizes no more worried her than a wolverine worried about taking on a grizzly over a choice morsel of meat. Anthea knew, and Sutter had learned, that in most situations temperament counts for more than muscle. Sutter might be a nasty piece of business for the rest of the world to confront, but for the woman who had taken in a surly, near-violent teenager and had taught him the meaning of constructive discipline, intelligent dreams and clear-eyed affection, for this woman Sutter had only love.

And frequent bouts of exasperation.

This particular bout was right up against the precipice of true anger, however. Anthea had never interfered in Sutter’s private life before. It had been an unwritten law between them; she didn’t choose his women and he didn’t choose her men. He could hardly believe that she had casually chosen to rearrange their mutual relationship at this late date.

“Anthea.“

The word was hard-edged, the tone whiplike. He was tired, hungry, jet-lagged and as close to losing his temper as he had been since a wealthy Brazilian had offered to rent him a pair of eight-year-old twin girls for a night of casual recreation. Sutter had purchased the girls in thin-lipped silence, taken them to a Catholic convent, and then he had returned for a very brief, no-holds-barred chat with the man.

Closing his eyes, Sutter took in and released a long breath. What Anthea had done was aggravating, exasperating, irritating, maddening and presumptuous; but it wasn’t evil. She didn’t deserve the razor edge of a tongue honed in some of the world’s most brutal places. Slowly he counted to ten in a language that had no numeral system. As an abstract intellectual exercise in controlling unruly emotions, it had few peers.

“Someday you’ll push me too far,“ Sutter said finally, softly. “I don’t know who will be sorrier when that happens – you or me.“

Anthea let out a hidden breath and smiled very gently at the man who had become the son she had never borne. “I hope I’ll never truly anger you, Damon. You’re the center of my heart, you know.“

Sutter’s long, callused fingers touched her cheek lightly. “Without you, I wouldn’t have had a heart.“ He grimaced. “All right, Ant. I’ll be your damned sacrificial goat for the Our Children’s Children bachelor auction. Once. Please don’t ask me to do it again.“

“I won’t That’s a promise, Damon.“

He smiled crookedly at the nickname she rarely used, just as he rarely called her Ant anymore. He bent and brushed his lips over both of her soft, faintly powdered cheeks.

“I’ll make the travel arrangements tonight,“ Sutter said, straightening and stretching at the same time. “I hope whoever buys me doesn’t expect a romantic tour of jet-set ports of call. What I have in mind for my holiday is less cloying.“

“Let me make all the arrangements, dear. You look as though you would welcome a few hours of sleep.“

Sutter’s lips shifted into a hard curve. “I’ll sleep better if / make the arrangements. If you know where I’m going, you’ll have a full schedule of work set out for me when I arrive. That’s not my idea of time off.“

Anthea managed to look hurt and amused at the same time. “Not this time. It will be a true vacation for you.“

“I know. But you don’t. That’s why it will be a true vacation.“

Anthea’s pale green eyes shifted focus for a moment as she considered ways of overcoming her nephew’s stubbornness. None came immediately to mind, so she gave in gracefully. After all, there were many routes to any goal.

“Whatever you say, dear. Do get some sleep. You look grim rather than dashing. Any rational woman would think twice about bidding for you.“

Sutter’s eyes narrowed while he watched Anthea exit his condominium as unexpectedly as she had arrived. He didn’t know what had lit a fire under her thin, aristocratic rear, but he sensed that she wasn’t finished with him quite yet.

Chapter 2

 

 

Mandy looked quickly around the crowd, seeking Anthea. The movement made the thousands of tiny black bugle beads on her dress shimmer. Bias-cut, long-sleeved, high-necked, utterly backless and slit to the thigh, the dress nonetheless managed to look sensuously elegant rather than sexually provocative. But then, at the price the designer was asking for it, the dress had to do something more than just glitter. Mandy frowned as she remembered the cost. For the tenth time that evening she wondered how she had allowed Anthea to talk her into modeling Sharai’s exclusive, cozy creation.

Simple,
Mandy told herself dryly.
You took one look at the dress and fell in love. The fact that Sharai is one of Anthea’s former projects simply made the offer more impossible to refuse.

A subtle flash of blue caught Mandy’s eye. That would be Alice, one of the two receptionist candidates. Sharai had decreed that Alice wear a slinky cerulean dress that made her look like a blue candle flame burning in the crowd. The other candidate – Jessica – was breathtaking in red silk pants and a beaded strapless top. Apparently Anthea hadn’t been able to decide which of the two women to employ, so she had hired both. Jessi was working as receptionist while Alice was learning the basics of Mandy’s job. When Mandy had pointed out that soon she would have nothing to do, Anthea had laughed and said that the more quickly Alice could take over routine office duties, the more quickly Mandy would be freed to work with Anthea on her various personal and OCC projects.

Suddenly Mandy stopped scanning the crowd. Her abrupt stillness wasn’t the result of a conscious choice to stop looking for Anthea; it was simply that Sutter was impossible to catalog and pass over in a single glance, even though he was seated in the shadows of the orchestra pit a few rows away. He wore a black suit coat, a dress shirt of a linen so fine that its surface was smoother than summer silk, and a rich black tie. The midnight color of his suit served to intensify the blondness of his thick, sun-cured hair, which in turn made his tanned skin seem very dark by contrast. Instead of making him appear civilized, the expensive clothes served only to heighten the aura of primal, barely leashed masculinity Mandy had sensed in Sutter the first time she had seen his picture on Anthea’s desk.

OCC left Sutter out in that Brazilian jungle too long. I wonder if those cold green eyes can see in the dark.

Mandy forced herself to continue scanning the crowd, then sat down as swiftly as she could, feeling as though Sutter had been staring at her and at the same time telling herself that she was being foolish. Sutter was hardly likely to stare at her. She had spoken perhaps twenty words to him since he had returned, those words consisting of “yes, sir,“ “yes, sir,“ and “yes, sir,“ repeat as necessary.

A flurry of anticipation rippled through the crowd as the lights dimmed and the auctioneer stepped onto the stage to introduce the first of the bachelors who had volunteered to be auctioned off in the name of Our Children’s Children. As though pulled by invisible strings, the crowd leaned forward for a better view of the stage. Jewels flashed and glittered in the low light, plush foldout chairs creaked, and conversations died throughout the large auditorium. The auctioneer was wearing another of Sharai’s creations. Every movement of the auctioneer’s body sent exotic tongues of luminescence licking through rich green fabric, defining the curves beneath without actually revealing their precise proportions. As a bit of seductive witchery, it was stunning.

“Good evening, ladies and gentlemen,“ the auctioneer said. “I have a mirror at home, so I know those gasps of admiration aren’t for me. The gown I’m wearing is by Sharai. As some of you may know, Sharai gives ten percent of her profits each year to OCC. In return, OCC does its best to send clients her way. Several of the OCC staff are also wearing Sharai’s creations tonight, compliments of the designer.“

That was the cue for Mandy and five other women throughout the crowd to stand up and pirouette slowly in the prearranged spotlights. The dresses displayed the range of Sharai’s elegant evening creations while the auctioneer gave a few facts as to price and availability of each costume. Silently Mandy kept telling herself that she needn’t be shy – the audience certainly would be looking at the flashier dresses worn by the other women rather than at the relatively demure black dress she herself had chosen to wear.

Mandy repeated the comforting thought to herself for half of the required pirouette, then shivered involuntarily to a stop when she saw Sutter watching her from the shadows of the orchestra pit. Suddenly she felt naked, stripped of defenses, clothed only in a transparent shaft of light. The feeling was so unnerving that she swayed like a dark orchid in a sultry breeze. The movements sent networks of black lightning over the dress with each shivering breath she took. There was a flurry of appreciative applause from people who thought that the seductive swaying had been planned rather than involuntary. Mandy forced a stiff smile to her lips and prayed for the spotlight to black out before she did.

The spotlights snapped off, leaving only the auctioneer visible. There was a round of applause for the dresses. Mandy was so relieved to be invisible again that it was all she could do not to fall. She sat down in a rush, her face flaming and her heart beating far too fast.

“Gowns by Sharai!“ the auctioneer said enthusiastically, leading a final round of applause. When silence came again, the auctioneer began speaking in a clear, trained contralto that carried easily to every corner of the music hall. “I’m sure you’ll be as generous in your bidding as you were in your applause, so let’s lead the first lamb to the altar.“

There was scattered laughter.

“As you know,“ the auctioneer continued, “OCC, Our Children’s Children, is a nonprofit foundation dedicated to promoting rational national policies of resource use, policies that will result in decent lives for our children and for our children’s children. OCC was founded and funded by Jason Charles Sutter and Alicia Jean Sutter, the parents of Anthea Jean Sutter, who is the present administrator of OCC’s diverse global projects. Foremost among those projects is what the press calls a ‘think tank’ located amid the redwoods in northern California. At present, the OCC retreat houses thirty-one academic, political, artistic and business leaders whose sole task is to…think. If that sounds easy, you’re welcome to apply for the next opening. At last count there were more than one hundred applicants for each vacancy.“

Mandy felt her heartbeat slow and the trembling in her body subside as the auctioneer’s voice and the blessed darkness concealed her from Sutter’s view. The man unnerved her. There was no explanation for it and no way to get around it. Even looking at his picture made her uneasy. He was precisely the kind of man that her husband Andrew had been – powerful, impatient, both scholar and man of action – only Andrew had worked for a university rather than for a charity. He had been an oceanographer renowned for his incisive intelligence and lofty academic principles.

What a pity Andrew’s principles didn’t preclude adultery. Maybe then I wouldn‘t have spent a night of horror adrift on a cold sea. Maybe then I would have had a child to laugh with rather than the company of nightmares.

Maybe.

And maybe it all would have happened anyway. Maybe it wasn‘t a lack of principles that sent Andrew on the prowl. Maybe it was the simple fact that his student-bride didn’t know how to please a man. Maybe if I’d been better in bed none of this would have happened.

Maybe. Oh, God, maybe….

Mandy shuddered violently but didn’t try to suppress or deny the churning of her thoughts. She had learned the hard way that whatever she suppressed during the day returned to haunt her in the darkness of her dreams. Once she had understood that, she had begun to grapple more successfully with her emotions. All that remained now was for her to accept the fact that there was more than enough blame to go around in life and much too little joy. Andrew had failed her and she had probably failed Andrew and she had certainly failed their unborn child. Having acknowledged that, she had nothing left to do but live the rest of her life as best she could.

A wave of laughter called Mandy from her bleak thoughts. Her head snapped up as the auctioneer waved her index finger from side to side at the audience, imitating a parent chastising a child.

“Naughty, naughty,“ the woman murmured. “What I meant to say is that a good man is hard to find, rather than vice versa. The first of our hard – that is,
good
– men is Dr. Anthony Streano. He is Tony to his friends and has been known to respond to other names on rather more intimate occasions. I leave it to the lucky last bidder to discover what names and which occasions!“

The crowd laughed again while a man of middle age and height walked onto the stage. He smiled briefly before he took a seat at center stage in a pool of white light. Silence descended again while the auctioneer recited his “vital statistics“ in a sultry contralto that found double meanings in the most innocent phrases. As the last of the appreciative laughter died down, she described the “date“ Dr. Streano had donated – a star-studded gala film opening in Hollywood.

“Remember,“ concluded the auctioneer, “the money you bid goes directly to OCC. Each bachelor pays all costs for his proposed outing, just as he would on a more traditional date. There is no limit to the number of dates you may acquire, so bid often, and bid high! Your children’s children will thank you.“

The auditorium’s lights came up again so that the bidders could be spotted. The auction opened at one hundred dollars and rose quickly to one thousand. Finally a blushing, beaming woman not quite old enough to be the good doctor’s mother walked up onstage to claim him. The doctor smiled, introduced himself and murmured something that made the woman glow. Grinning, laughing and attempting to ignore the occasional risqué comment from the audience, the pair exited the stage.

For the next half hour the bidding went briskly, as everything from a VIP tour of Disneyland to a Malibu barbecue to a ski weekend at Vail was auctioned. The men took the auctioneer’s spicy teasing in good humor, plainly both gratified and chagrined to be in the position of seller rather than buyer in the dating game. The women, for their part, enthusiastically exploited the opportunity to see men on the sexual auction block for a change.

Mandy watched man after man walk onstage, sit down and smile while his attributes were numbered and his “favors“ were auctioned off like a glorified box lunch. Some of the men were four-year veterans of the auction, but most had never before participated. Fully one-third of the purchased dates resulted in long-lasting relationships, a fact that tended to seriously deplete the pool of available bachelors OCC could call upon.

“Our final bachelor before we break for a champagne intermission is Jeremy Stanhope, owner of Stanhope Electronics and patent holder of a nifty little process that allows our computers to work ten times as fast as they used to. Jeremy is a newcomer to our auction, so let’s make him very welcome.“

A tall, thin, obviously shy man walked slowly onstage while the audience applauded. He looked uncomfortable in his black tie and shifted restlessly from side to side while the auctioneer read his vital statistics. He was offering a week-long cruise on one of the “Loveboats“ that plied the waters between Washington and Alaska. As the “date“ was described, an appreciative murmur went through the crowd, followed by an enthusiastic hand. Because the costs of the excursion would be borne by the bachelor rather than by OCC, and the bids tended to reflect the cost of the date itself, the electronics tycoon’s cruise amounted to a generous, if indirect, donation to OCC’s coffers.

The bidding began at six hundred dollars and went rapidly higher. As had been the case with the previous auctions, the women who were too shy to bid outright had conned friends and family into bidding for them. Mothers bid for their daughters’ birthday gifts and vice versa. The OCC auction was only in its fourth year, but already it was the most popular and lucrative of the many events on OCC’s fund-raising calendar. The fact that the event had been preceded by a free champagne and caviar reception increased both the attendance and the generosity of the ultimate bids.

After the intermission, during which more champagne and canapés were consumed, the bidding intensified. In the second half of the auction, the “dates“ offered were uniformly expensive vacations that often were unusual and always hotly contested among the bidders. As the bidding became more spirited, so did the innuendos. The comments from the audience went from flirtatious to nearly salacious. Good taste was skirted but never breached, and the men took the sexy teasing with comic-opera leers that brought laughter from the audience.

When the auctioneer introduced the last bachelor listed on the program, a former tight end for the Rams, by saying that this was one man who matched his job description, the audience shouted with laughter. Variations on the sporting theme – holding penalties, game-winning touchdowns, incomplete passes, hands-on scrimmages and punting for distance – were all explored by the auctioneer and the audience. The man himself was both huge and beautifully proportioned. He was offering a ten-day surfing safari to Hawaii. The bidding was a machine-gun blur of numbers that finally resolved into a three-cornered war among a trim matron, a blond society girl and Sharai.

Ten minutes later the bidding was over. Five thousand dollars poorer, Sharai walked onstage in a dress that looked like water flowing over her, giving the impression that with the next step, or the next, some of the feminine secrets lying beneath the cloth would be revealed. They never were, but the dress kept every man hoping. The former jock took one look at Sharai’s near six feet of height and generously proportioned body, joined the wild applause and then casually scooped up the designer and carried her offstage in his arms. The look of surprise and then pleasure on Sharai’s face made it clear that she believed her money well spent.

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