Cat and Mouse (20 page)

This could never happen in Germany. The government would simply arrest him. But in this country the government are too feeble, they're afraid to try. Anyway it would be too difficult.

Werner smiled to himself as he imagined half a dozen policemen trying to push their way through the crowd and arrest Carson here. The idea was ludicrous. In a town like this, the crowd would wrench their limbs apart in seconds, and feed their fingers to the seagulls.

The smile stiffened on Werner's face, and his spine crawled as though a spider was on it. He remembered the three sailors von Falkenhayn was sending to meet him in Belfast ten days from now. I must have been drunk when I wrote that plan, he thought. It was a bad idea. I'll just turn the sailors round and tell them to go home.

If Carson were arrested or kidnapped, what tremendous, uncontrollable fury would be awakened! The whole province would run around like a bear with its eyes put out, smashing and rending anything it could find.

Including — and especially — the British Army.

There would be civil war.

Definitely. No question.

I don't want to have anything to do with this, Werner thought. I wish I'd never thought of it. It's impossible and far too dangerous and bound to go wrong. I'll stay here for a few weeks and then write another report to Falkenhayn. It's a bad idea that couldn't possibly work.

And I shall never become a Colonel.

I'll go back to Germany and become a small town reporter for the rest of my life. Much safer. Let the British organise their own civil war . . .

It's only the impossible that's really worth trying for, Werner's father had once said, when he was trying to encourage his son. Werner had scorned such talk then. After all, if it hadn't been for his father's foolish ambitions he might have had a sound arm and a full army career.

But if I fail . . .

There's that bastard on the horse over there, smiling calmly as though he owns the world. Charles Cavendish. He'll have beaten me again.

He watched as Carson got back into his coach, to loud music from the band and cheers from the crowd. As the coach left the square, the crowd began to follow, and Werner went with them, walking light-headedly, without seeing where he was going. He laughed, and the people around him smiled back, thinking he was as elated by the speech as they were. But his mind was far away.

There's only one good thing about an idea like mine, he thought.

No one would ever expect anyone to try it.

O
N THE ferry, Deborah Cavendish leaned on the rail, staring out into the night. The ship was just beginning to rock slightly, as it came out of the shelter of the Belfast Lough and headed east across the Irish Sea, but it was not a rough night and she had come up onto the deck for a breath of fresh air.

She thought about Rankin, making a similar journey from Dublin to Holyhead the morning after she had left him. Had he stood on the deck like this and thought about her at all? Or was he glad to be rid of her? She had heard nothing from him since then, not even a single letter to tell her his address. Even if she looked for him in London it was not at all certain that she would find him.

But first she would have to visit Sarah, if she could. She wondered if she would be welcome. They had been close as children, but always on Sarah's terms and, in the past few years they had seen each other less. Sarah had become obsessed with the suffrage movement, and though Deborah sympathised with the aim, the methods of the militants terrified her. She could not imagine herself speaking in public, being barraged with tomatoes, starving herself in prison. But if her sister's health was in danger, Deborah had to help.

That was how they had always been, since childhood. Sarah would try to jump her pony over some impossible wall, and Deborah would bandage the bruises.

She wondered how long she would be away. She had said nothing to Charles about this, and he had not seemed to want to know. He himself was used to being away for months, even years on end — probably he imagined this as a separation of at most a few weeks or a month, scarcely worth talking about. And yet how could she ever come back, with the baby beginning to show? She could never face that.

She thought of Tom leaving her that morning at school, and wondered if she would ever see him again. The memory was slightly blurred because there had been a film of tears in her eyes at the time. None in his, of course. He had been in a crowd of other boys, all eager to swap stories of their hols, desperate to be rid of the embarrassment of their mothers. He had endured her final, brief kiss on the forehead with a polite, pitying expression, and had waved perfunctorily as Simon drove her away. By the time she had looked back from the main gates, he was gone — just one amongst a horde of gawky, chattering, scuffling boys. All without mothers until halfterm.

If I go and live with Rankin now, that's the end, she thought. Charles will never allow me to see Tom again. But then, if I stay and he finds out I'm pregnant it will be the same. I've lost my son whatever happens . . .

She looked out over the dark sea towards the lights on the shore. That must be Holywood, behind them there — and Bangor, close at hand. The hills behind were black, silent, empty. This place is my home, she thought, but it gives me nothing. Not now. I have a husband who has spent half his life on the other side of the globe and yet is prepared to fight and even die for Ulster, but he cares nothing about me. He even seemed glad to see me go. Can he really have a mistress? I felt so sure this morning, with that odious young Simon Fletcher smirking at me, except that it's so hard to imagine Charles unbending with any woman. He's so prim, so correct, so cold. When I go to touch him he shies away as though I have some plague. Lord knows I don't expect him to be a wonderful sensitive lover like James but he is a handsome man for all that, and he is my husband. He ought to make love to me if only out of a sense of duty.

What's wrong with the man?

Perhaps Sarah's husband, Jonathan, will be able to help me.

At least he's a man who can talk. But that's foolish, he won't have time to think about me. Not with Sarah starving herself in prison until she can hardly walk. I used to think those two were so lucky, but now it seems there's tension there too. Oh, the world is full of miserable marriages.

The wind was quite strong now, as the ferry came out of the shelter of Belfast Lough, and turned south-east towards Liverpool. Deborah lifted her head to let her hair blow out behind her in the cold, damp breeze of the night. The coast was a distant, dark line, receding under the stars.

London will be a place of decision, she thought. What to do about Rankin, Sarah, Charles — most of all about the baby. I couldn't make any of these decisions here in Glenfee, alone. I wouldn't need to come back here ever again, if it wasn't for Tom.

I hope someone needs me in London. If I'm not wanted there, where on earth is there left for me to go?

Charles Cavendish rode his bay horse at a slow walk up the drive towards Glenfee. It was dark, but the animal knew its way, and whickered softly with pleasure. There was a gas light spluttering dimly at the corner of the stables. Harry the stable boy would be there, ready to rub the horse down and give it a warm bran mash and fresh hay.

No doubt cook will have a meal for me, too, Charles thought, but there will be no Tom. He had enjoyed his son's company over the past two weeks much more than he had expected. The boy was becoming a person at last — an identifiable individual with a taste for riding and cricket and the ability to maintain a conversation and listen to his father's stories. I will miss him, Charles thought. Deborah was right, I should make the effort to visit him at his school more often.

He thought how Tom would have enjoyed the parade at Carson's speech earlier that day. It had gone off well — his predecessor had drilled the UVF unit to an efficient, disciplined body of men, they had done him credit. And if only the guns could be landed safely from Germany, they would be well armed.

He had spent the last part of the day at a tempestuous, anxious meeting of senior staff, discussing the landing of the guns. The ship carrying them, the
Fanny
, had been spotted leaving Bremerhaven two weeks ago, but since then it had disappeared. Frantic messengers had been sent east across England, and north to Scotland, to make contact with it, so far without success. Several officers had argued that a message should be sent to Crawford, the man in charge of the ship, to abandon the mission because it was too dangerous, but Charles and a number of others had argued forcefully that they should go ahead. And, thank God, Carson had supported them.

Without that man, Charles thought, we would be lost; and without guns, we can do nothing.

And if the Union is lost, the heart of the British Empire will be destroyed.

He thought back to the argument he had had with Deborah earlier that day, and realised that she would be on the ferry now, crossing the Irish Sea. It was unusual for her to be so determined — her sister's imprisonment must have affected her more than he had thought.

It was even more unusual for her to defy him openly. She was usually so quiet, compliant. Unlike her termagant sister.

As the horse picked its way past the windows of the great house and lengthened its stride towards the stables, Deborah's words came back to him clearly.

I don't give a fig for your Union
.

Whatever could have possessed the woman?

The freshening wind drove Deborah in from the deck at last, but she couldn't sleep. Her cabin was small, comfortable, intimate; the rocking and creaking of the walls exciting. It was like being in a treehouse, she thought, as a child — or under the canvas awning of a small boat they had had once, on holiday. Places you could hide in, while voices searched for you, far away. Places that were safe for secrets.

She didn't want to go to bed. She sat in a chair in her cabin, enjoying the ship's motion. She watched the oil lamp overhead sway to and fro. The yellow light from the lamp moved on the wall opposite. Up and down, up . . . and down. It was pleasant, restful, dreamlike.

For a while she tried to think about Sarah, alone in her prison cell. Deborah had never been in a prison, but she imagined that, even there, Sarah would make her presence felt. Deborah had great respect for Sarah's forceful, impulsive character. Often it could solve problems, though equally often it could create them. As children, Sarah would always shout and try to bully their parents into giving her something because it was her right; whereas Deborah would smile and snuggle up to their father and try to wheedle things out of him because he loved her.

Which has got me into even worse trouble than her, Deborah thought. If only people knew, they might pity me, instead of always talking about my virago of a sister.

No, they wouldn't. They'd despise me as a whore.

She took a letter out of her bag.

Sarah was a poor correspondent, but Jonathan, her husband, wrote to Deborah several times a year. In part this was due to the increasing interest of the political events which both were on the fringes of, in their different ways, either side of the Irish Sea; but it was also, sadly, to do with a loneliness they had both come to feel. Deborah's husband was frequently abroad; Jonathan, it seemed, had a wife in whom it was sometimes hard to confide. So he wrote to her sister instead.

The letter had been written several weeks ago, long before Sarah had been arrested again. Part of it was about a debate Jonathan had attended in Parliament after the debacle of the Curragh Mutiny. Deborah only remembered those events vaguely. Charles had just returned home, and she had been at the height of her misery about Rankin. The British Army had been ordered to move into Ulster in force, occupying all major barracks and public buildings, in an attempt to overawe the UVF. The First Lord of the Admiralty, Winston Churchill, had sent ships of the channel fleet steaming north to Belfast to support the soldiers and the government was rumoured to have signed warrants for the arrest of 200 leading members of the UVF — Charles undoubtedly among them.

The operation had been meant to be secret, but Sir Edward Carson had learnt of it somehow. After denouncing the government in the Commons, he had hurried to Belfast, where Charles had been among those detailed to meet him at the docks and escort him to Craigavon. For three days Charles had been away, and Deborah had been almost sure he would be arrested. Then the news had broken that the British Army officers in the Curragh, near Dublin, had refused to obey orders, and offered to resign rather than act against the UVF. The Minister of War and several senior generals had resigned, and the operation had blown up in the government's face.

Charles had returned home, triumphant, and Deborah had scarcely known whether to laugh or cry. Of course she was glad that Charles was safe, but she took no joy in the UVF's triumph. Neither, it seemed, did Jonathan.

My dear Debbie,

What in the world has your husband been up to? You will not be surprised to hear that the UVF has been the talk of the town these past few days, the more so since Churchill's speech in Bradford when he called Carson and the UVF ‘treacherous conspirators’. There was uproar in the House after that, as you can imagine — I couldn't hear a word that was said, sometimes for five minutes at a go! But all the time, Debbie, I was thinking of what all this must have been like for you. Alarums in the night, no doubt, and no knowing when Charles would be home at all, or indeed I f. . .

That was true enough, Deborah thought. But she had cared little about it. She had been glad, in fact, that Charles was so busy. She skimmed down the letter, seeking the paragraphs she had found most interesting. The letter had been written after Sarah had been released from her second term in prison, and was supposedly convalescing at home, under constant danger of rearrest under the Cat and Mouse Act.

Like you I seem to be saddled with a marriage partner who is obsessed with something higher than her duty towards me. Your sister has talked and thought of nothing else, I believe, but the women's suffrage movement this past two years. If she is not actually in prison, starving herself, there are always meetings to attend, newspapers to sell, garlands and ribbons to adorn their stalls— the Good Lord alone knows what she does with her time! She is constantly with these women who seem to take a delight in excluding men. I know I can say this to you, but there is no contact any longer, none at all!