Carnal Sin (3 page)

Moira left the house and set off on her jog at a brisk, steady pace, pushing aside Anthony's animosity, her growing and unwanted feelings for Rafe, and her confusion over her most recent vision. She focused on running, breathing, one foot ahead of the other. As she ran, her head began to clear.

She loved to run through the early morning fog, the cold, damp sea air burning and cleansing her lungs as if she were running through purgatory, pain and pleasure. She'd been staying at Skye and Anthony's for two weeks now and knew the cliffs along the shore almost as well as she knew the paths at Olivet, where she'd lived for more than a year.

But even now, she couldn't think of herself as a demon hunter, because the only reason she'd been trained to banish demons from Earth was to clear the field to pursue her mother, the evil witch who used demons and magic to protect herself from St. Michael's Order. Moira, in turn, had to be able to protect herself from whatever her mother--or her half sister--tossed her way so she could live to battle them again.

As she ran she realized she was heading north, toward the ruins two miles away where it had all started. Two weeks ago Fiona had cracked open the gates of Hell long enough to release the Seven Deadly Sins, incarnate demons who should never have been allowed to escape the bowels of the underworld.

Moira had been to the ruins only once after she'd found Rafe hiding in a nearby cabin, though she knew Anthony often ventured out here alone. But he didn't see what she saw; he didn't feel the evil slithering over every cell in his body like she did when she neared the ruins.

She felt as if she were drowning in evil, sinking lower and lower until demons could grab her soul and torture her until the end of time. It was enough to drive most people crazy. Maybe only the truly deranged would endlessly fight demons in a losing battle. Normal people--sane people--certainly didn't seek out incarnate evil.

As Moira neared the ruins, she saw evergreen bushes that had turned black, and the cypress trees that dotted the central coast going from canopies of dark winter green to shriveled, leafless, gnarled wood. There were no birds chirping, no animals scurrying under the dead bushes. Three dead seagulls lay rotting near the edge of where the coven's circle had been cast. Had they flown too close to the evil that still radiated from the ground? Were they thrown off course, or dragged down against their will?

Moira realized one thing about her visions: they almost always led her back
here
, to the ruins. She'd been fighting them for two weeks, but this morning's vision had brought her here. There was something she could learn from the scorched earth.

While the residual dark magic had all but disappeared, due largely to Anthony's daily prayers over this spot, evil remained. Here, the gateway to Hell could be opened without much effort. And not just here--there was a new gateway at the former Good Shepherd Church, courtesy of Matthew Walker. Santa Louisa was becoming a beacon for evil. Moira wouldn't be surprised if some trickster demon changed the welcome sign on the highway:

W
ELCOME TO
S
ATAN'S
L
OUISA
H
OME OF THE
S
EVEN
D
EADLY
S
INS

All remnants of the coven's circle were gone. No more hexagram, no more spells, no more candles or herbs. But Moira knew where the center had been and avoided it, as if she could be dragged down into the pit right then and there.

Here, the Seven Deadly Sins had been released from Hell and if not for Rafe, they would have been trapped in the
arca
, a flesh-and-blood person who Fiona was happy to sacrifice to the underworld for her own selfish plans for immortality. As long as Fiona O'Donnell lived forever, everyone else could die.

"I'll find you, Fiona," Moira whispered into the still fog. "I'll find you and kill you."

She breathed deeply, focusing all her senses the way Rico had taught her. Looking within and around, not calling on supernatural forces for answers, because the price was always higher than any human should have to pay; instead, she relaxed, Psalm 23 running quietly, automatically, through her mind. Natural forces surrounded her, trying to provide answers when Moira didn't even know the right question to ask.

As I walk through the dark valley ...

Of course she had plenty of questions.
Where is Fiona? Where is her coven? Why can't I find her?

Moira walked around the edge of where the circle had been, focusing all internal thought, her whole senses, into her vision from this morning. Her visions always related to Fiona. At least, until two weeks ago, they'd always led her to where Fiona
had
been.

Her mother must have been involved in whatever demonic ritual resulted in that dark-haired woman being possessed in her vision. While Moira's visions scared her, they were invariably grounded in what was happening on Earth and she could use them to seek answers. The vision this morning felt more intense, as if she were a participant and not just an observer.

Could it be her visions were less about Fiona and more about the demons that Fiona brought forth? This morning she'd been looking through the eyes of the demon. She'd been terrified and tried to avoid seeing anything, but it was there in the back of her mind.

Do not be afraid
.

She heard Father Philip's quiet, deep voice as if the priest were standing beside her. She blinked back sudden tears. Father wouldn't want her wallowing in self-pity and fear; he'd expect her to suck it up and do what needed to be done. Right now that meant analyzing her vision, focusing on what she'd seen but failed to process because of her fear.

She'd seen what the demon saw. The dark-haired woman. Where was she? In a business. There were other people around. No one Moira could see clearly, but she felt the voices--music--vibrating in the background. Voices ... people ... dancing ... drinking. A club. A place where people went to see and be seen, to find a one-night stand when they lied to themselves that they were looking for true love.

Moira never lied to herself. She'd found her one true love and now he was dead. One-night stands had been all that had kept her physically connected to the rest of humanity, fortunate souls who didn't live their lives wrapped in guilt and the terrifying knowledge of things Moira wished she'd never known. That monsters--demons--were real; that ghosts were lost souls and some were out for revenge; that magic came from Hell and no matter what your intentions, you had to pay the piper in blood. The piper's name was Satan.

The hair on the back of her neck rose and her skin tingled. She might have believed it was a chill from standing still too long after running, but she knew better.

Someone was watching her. Approaching her. Getting closer.

She opened her eyes, pulled her knife from her pocket, and whirled around.

Rico Cortese grabbed her wrist as she was about to cut him. "I thought you'd forgotten everything I taught you."

"I would have pulled back in time." She hoped.

"I know." The Olivet instructor assessed her with a half smile. "At least you're still in one piece, kid."

"So are you," she replied.

He wore all black and looked more like a Mafia thug than a man of God. His dark Italian complexion was marred by a scar across his temple, and he was built like a Marine. Moira supposed it was to be expected, since Rico led St. Michael's version of Special Forces. Not so much an army for God as an army against Satan.

Rico gave her a tight hug, then kissed her on the cheek. "It's good to see you. I've been worried."

"Like you said, I'm in one piece."

She'd forgotten how much she loved Rico, even if she'd wanted to kill him--often--during training. He'd forced her to work harder, think deeper, and feel far too much, all to break her apart and mold her into a warrior. In the end, when she thought she'd been torn apart one too many times and would never be anything but a pawn in a game she didn't understand, he showed her that she was stronger than she'd believed possible.

But it was hugely different, and ten times harder, being in the actual battle than training for a hypothetical one. People didn't die during training, and now there were no second chances.

He stepped back and she asked, "How did you know I was here?"

"I didn't. I came here first so I could see the ruins firsthand."

"And what are your conclusions?"

He looked around the cliffs. "I know you're standing outside where the circle was cast by Fiona's coven. I saw where the plants began to die. I know there were demons here--powerful demons--by the evidence. The corruption of the soil, the dead earth. But"--he stared at her gravely--"I don't sense Hell. I don't feel the heat or see the rivers of fire. I'm aware of the evil because of what I see--it's overwhelming if you know the signs--but that is nothing compared to what
you
feel."

"How do you know what I feel?" she whispered.

"Before he was killed, Father Philip told me everything. There are no secrets. All I have to do is look at you and see the fear in your eyes."

Her hands clenched and unclenched as she shifted her weight from the right to the left foot. Rico watched her fidget, himself standing still as a statue. It always made her nervous how Rico saw deeper inside her than she wanted. "Fear is your worst enemy, Moira. You need to take control of your emotions."

"I can't." She gritted her teeth. "You weren't there."

He hadn't been talking about the ruins and neither was she. One mention of Father Philip and she was mentally transported back to their battle against the demon Envy.

"You're not the first person to have faced an incarnate demon."

"Well, that takes away the warm fuzzies. I no longer feel special."

"You forget I know you."

"I haven't forgotten." He knew her weaknesses and doubts, what made her cry and what made her angry. She hated that.

"Show me your arm," he demanded.

She put her hand on her hip. "No
please?
Where are your manners?"

He stared. Without humor, he said, "Please."

Her heart was racing. Why did she care if he saw the scar? Why did she care what he thought, or if she'd screwed up? He might banish her, he might hate her, but he wouldn't kill her. At least she didn't think he'd kill her.

She angrily took off her jacket and dropped it to the ground. In the cold salt air, goose bumps rose from her sweaty skin. She held out her arm and Rico took her hand, turned it so he could inspect her injury. Considering the ferocity of the attack, it was amazing that there were only two small, round scars; one on her wrist and one near the inside of her elbow, where the demon's jagged teeth had punctured deep into her flesh. The marks were faded as if she'd hurt herself as a kid--not been bitten by a rabid demon dog just two weeks ago.

"Tell me what happened."

"I told you--"

He squeezed her wrist. "Everything."

She jerked her arm away. "I did my research and figured out where Fiona was keeping Rafe. I found him in a double demon trap--Rafe was locked in a circle to protect him from the demon dog, and the demon was trapped in the room circling him, to prevent Rafe from leaving."

"What did the demon look like?"

"Ugly as sin. Like a Cerberus, but with one head. Four legs, but his tail wasn't wagging. It was spiked, like a stumpy dragon tail with thorns. I ran through his domain and into the trap with Rafe. I had to get Rafe out before Fiona returned. Not to mention that Fiona and her band of merry magicians were setting up their own ritual to regain control of the Seven. I stabbed the beast with a poison dart. He croaked, but not before the hellion bit me."

"What happened to your arm at that point?"

"It hurt like it was being burned in the fucking flames of Hell. What else?" Her breathing quickened as Rico drew out her anger. Meanwhile, he was a damn emotional iceberg. He had to be. He'd tried to train her to be just as cool but failed in that regard. She'd never learned to perfect the hard, uncaring exterior that most Olivet graduates maintained.

He didn't respond. She closed her eyes, picturing herself back in the middle of that round room that had reeked of sulphur and rot. "It bit me as I plunged the poison dart into its chest. It convulsed and died in the corner. And no matter what Anthony says, it was dead, not just unconscious. And don't ask me why it didn't turn to ash or disappear into the underworld--I don't know, and at the time I didn't think about it because we had more pressing issues."

"Your arm?"

"It hurt, it bled, it bubbled like acid. I wrapped it in a shirt, then Rafe and I got the hell out of Dodge. When I took the shirt off, it was--well, the little teeth marks were mostly gone, and
poof!
I had these two deep red punctures. By the next day they were scars, and now they're like this."

There was an awkward silence as he fully concentrated.

"Show me your hand."

"Hand?"

"Don't be obtuse. The hand that Raphael cut open and stuffed in the demon Envy's gut."

She felt the blood drain from her face. Rico Cortese was watching her, observant as a hawk. She held out her left hand and he took firm hold of her wrist.

Rafe hadn't cut through any tendons and the throbbing pain had disappeared, but she'd have a scar for life--unlike the scars on her arm, which would soon completely vanish.

He stared for a long minute. Moira snapped, "Take a fucking picture."

Rico dropped her hand, removed a small box from his inside jacket pocket, and handed it to her. "Open it."

She did. Inside was a syringe and vial. Before she quite knew what he intended to do, Rico took a rubber tie from his pocket.

"What?" Moira began, looking from the syringe to Rico, then back again. "You--want my blood?"

"Please make a fist."

Moira didn't want to comply. Tears burned in her eyes. "What's going on?" she demanded. Rico tied the rubber around her upper arm, tapped her vein, rubbed an alcohol wipe over the spot, and inserted the needle. Blood flowed into a vial.