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Authors: Allen Drury

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“Oh, no,” Orrin said, “of course not. I had my moment”—he smiled—“of thinking one could, but you talked me out of it. What I regret about it is not the danger to you or to me—or to Ted, say, if somebody on our side gets unbalanced enough to go after him—but the fact that Americans can get in such a state of mind about each other at all. That we could have the really terrifying things that have occurred at this convention. That out of this seemingly decent land could come such monstrous subversions of decency. That rational people—leave aside the kooks and the oddballs, that
rational
people—who begin with reasoned argument can end with the sort of ghastly sincerity that could produce death for their opponents.…You expect it in other countries, but somehow it always surprises you here, even though the record certainly has its examples.…It’s still hard to believe.”

The President gave him a somber look.

“We have a job ahead, to calm this situation down—to fight a campaign and win it—to maintain what we believe best in foreign policy—and still not let the country be torn apart any further. Can we do it?”

“We’ve got to,” the Secretary said simply. “And the first step, I think, is not to yield one inch on what we honestly believe to be best for the country and the world: not an inch. If we believe in patient firmness, then patient firmness is what we’ve got to preserve, regardless of what Ted may say or anyone else may do. It’s the only way to survive, I think.”

“Patient and
unafraid
firmness,” the President said softly. “Don’t forget the
unafraid.
It can’t be timorous or static. That would be fatal, too.”

The Secretary nodded as they stood up.

“Exactly.…So, I shall see you in Washington, then. What time will you get in?”

The President glanced at his watch.

“Around eight, I think—five o’clock out here. When are you coming on?”

“I had thought I’d go right now, but I think maybe Beth and I will stay around a day or two with Hal and Crystal, just to make sure everything’s coming along all right. I’m going to move them down to Carmel this afternoon. I’ll go to the airport with you and see you off, of course. Then I’ll come along a little later—unless you need me sooner?”

The President shook his head.

“Oh, no. Get a rest. And give the children my love. It’s very rough for them to have to take all this.”

“They’re standing it well,” Orrin said.

“You’re right to be proud of them,” the President said. He held out his hand.

“Well, old friend, let’s see how it goes.”

“Whatever I can do,” Orrin said very quietly, “I will do.”

“I do not think,” the President said with a smile that broke the emotion a little, “that our labors will go entirely unrewarded—as long as we have no illusions about what we face.”

“None whatsoever,” the Secretary said with an answering smile. “I’ve never felt so un-illusioned in my life.”

Then there was a knock on the door, the moment ended. Surrounded by Secret Service men, preceded by a group of frantically shouting newspapermen and photographers running and jostling ahead of them down the corridor, the two principal members of the convention left the hotel and prepared to depart the golden city where they had won the golden prize—or at least the chance to try for it. Not they, nor anyone, had truly won it yet.

***

Chapter 10

Sometimes he read. Sometimes he dozed. But mostly, as Air Force One moved swiftly back across the land through a cloudless summer day, the President thought. Not particularly profound or major thoughts, he was too tired and too emotionally exhausted for that, but just the rather wandering, musing thoughts of a gentle man still surprised by his own capacity for deviousness, his own surrender to anger and retaliation, his own grim pursuit of the power he had once thought himself too mild and generous ever to need or want.

He had meant it when he said he would not run; crisis and those who produced the screaming headlines and the hurtful news stories and the suave, damaging broadcasts had changed all that. (PRESIDENT FORCES BITTER CONVENTION TO TAKE KNOX, they said now; JASON MAY LAUNCH THIRD PARTY IN CAUSE OF PEACE.)

He had meant it when he said he would not dictate the choice of Vice President; Ted himself, and the cynical souls behind him, had changed all that.

He had meant it, years ago, when he thought that all he wanted out of life was a loving family, a good home, a peaceful life.

The strange ways of power and politics in a strange and complex country had changed all that.

So here he was, plan-changer, word-breaker, grasper after power as avid as his fellows: Harley M. Hudson, President and candidate, learner with the rest that certain roads of power, once started upon, sometimes cannot be turned away from.

Nor should they be, he thought as the giant craft passed into Maryland and he wondered idly who would be there to meet him when he landed, providing a man believed that he could see a road that led at last, through whatever dark forest, toward some ultimate benefit for the United States. If a man saw somewhere ahead some shining upland where the puzzled, unhappy, beloved Republic might rest at last, if history had given him the chance to lead her to it, then he had a right to seek for power, a right to get it if he could, a right to hold and use it as the Lord gave him strength to do.

Most things were justified by this … for Presidents in pursuit of their fearful duty, he was finally beginning to believe, all things.

Much had been made of honor at the convention, as his opponent had said in his agonized speech. And so there had, and each of them had been forced to come to terms with it in his own way, as best he could. For himself, the President felt he had done what the imperatives of history required him to do. So, no doubt, had all the rest, from Ted to Walter and back again. He was satisfied in his own conscience: let them make what bargains they could with theirs. There came a point where a man could not worry about the peace of mind of others. His own was problem enough.

He closed his eyes, his plain, pleasant face slipping into repose. He wished Lucille were with him. He wished Orrin were, too. For the last time on his journey home, he slept.

“There it is!” cried the
New York Times
at Andrews Air Force Base in nearby Maryland, just outside the District of Columbia. “It’s a bird—it’s a man—”

“It’s Fearless Peerless,” the
Chicago Daily News
said dryly, “so cut the disrespectful, irreverent, God-damned chatter.”

“Shall we kneel down and touch our heads to the ground?” the
Post
inquired.

“Better lie down in a line and let him use us for a rug to walk to the White House helicopter, hadn’t we?” the
Washington Evening Star
suggested. “That might be more fitting, under the circumstances.”

They all laughed, somewhat ruefully but dauntless still; not noticing in the flurry and excitement and sudden bustling all about that in the jostling, police-held crowd pressed up against the fence just behind them, one other, gifted by a sometimes puzzling Almighty with the gift to change the world, laughed too.

In Gorotoland at that moment, at Mbuele in the highlands. Prince Obifumatta Ajkaje and his stern-faced Communist advisers were even then rejecting, for the twenty-seventh time, the cautious peace-feelers put out by Britain through the circuitous route of Ceylon, Nigeria, and Guyana; while in dusty Molobangwe on the plains, his cousin Prince Terry was reviewing the latest detachment of U.S. troops, whose arrival, as yet unannounced, would lift the formal American commitment to one hundred thousand men.

In Panama, Felix Labaiya, standing alone as he liked to do on the terrace of “Suerte,” staring down the long valley that led from Chiriqui to the sea, was calculating what his brother-in-law’s humiliation might drive him to do, and on the basis of what he thought he understood of that brilliant, ambitious mind, was deciding with a renewed determination to order his forces to fight on.

At the UN, the Soviet Union, Yugoslavia, Cuba, and nine Afro-Asian nations were preparing yet another resolution demanding United States withdrawal from around the globe, agreeing that they would reintroduce it regularly each month from now on so that the United States, if she so desired, might keep on affronting the world with her hated and inexcusable vetoes.

In San Francisco, the disgruntled, the hopeful, the idealistic, the subversive, the believers in Ted Jason and the Right Position, and his friends of Walter’s world, were beginning to drift into the ballroom of the Hilton, where cameras, lights, and microphones were already, an hour ahead of time, in place for the opening of the organizing session that would prepare the rump convention.

And at Andrews Air Force base, the Mayor and City Council of Washington, the members of the Cabinet, the members of Congress, the members of the diplomatic corps, the public, the reporters, and one other, waited.

Gracefully the giant craft glided toward the runway, ten miles from the great white city on the Potomac where the hopes and dreams, the triumphs and failures, the pasts and futures of so many men and causes were centered, while all around the lovely rolling green countryside drowsed in the peaceful heat of a soft, exhausted twilight, late in the month of July.

December 1964-December 1965

***

Appendix

***

On Being Famous and What It Lets You Do

Allen Drury speech to Pennsylvania State Library Association, York, PA, Oct. 2, 1959

Many strange and wonderful things happen when you write a book.

You find yourself engaged in bizarre and unexpected activities such as riding down Broadway with a famous producer in a $24,000 white Rolls Royce convertible—never having known before that Rolls Royce even
made
a convertible, let alone white, and let alone, as its owner tells you the moment you step aboard, for $24,000.

You find yourself appearing on radio and television shows that range from something called “Bright and Early” in San Francisco, where you are sandwiched between a recipe for shrimp creole and a lady in black tights doing calisthenics, to “The Last Word” with Bergen Evans in New York, where the recipe calls for wit, and the calisthenics are mental.

You find yourself acquiring a whole new range of perspective on professional critics, most of whom are flattering, but some of whom, you find it a little difficult not to feel, should be speedily put out to pasture.

And you get letters.

You get them from a young lady in a small Pennsylvania town who tells you how lonely she is, how proud she is of your accomplishments, and adds that “all I have is a degree and a good figure, neither of which has brought me anything up to now.” You learn to decide without a moment’s hesitation that with correspondence of this type, they aren’t going to bring her anything this time, either.

You get them from a spiteful lady in Maine who informs you that thousands of Americans are going to be shocked and horrified by your portrait of a President of the United States who is an actual, practical responsible politician instead of a godhead draped in cloth of gold; and you find that it is no problem at all for you to forget the manners of a lifetime and tell her by return mail that she has made the stupidest and most unperceptive comment of any you have seen yet.

You get them from politicians, and from colleagues of the press and from influential men, telling you how they approve of what you have done.

But mostly, almost 99 to 1, you get them from average readers all over the country who tell you with genuine emotion how much they have liked your book, and how much it means to them, not only as readers who enjoy being entertained, but as Americans who have found in your writing something valid and hopeful and true about the country.

“Now I understand much better what goes on in Washington,” they write, “and I am not so worried about it.” “You have contributed greatly to our understanding of democracy,” they say, “and you make us feel more hopeful.” And over and over again, so that it becomes the dominant theme of their correspondence, they use the words “heartened and encouraged.”

And presently you realize—and it is, believe me, a very humbling thought—that they mean it, and that somehow you seem to have given a good many of your countrymen a light to see by in a twilit age, that the clear intention in your mind should indeed, through all the perils of composition and publication, have managed to come at least somewhere reasonably close to achieving it.

To that subject I should like to return before I conclude, for it seems to me that this response from readers throughout the country has a most direct and illuminating bearing upon the condition of America in this tense mid-century. It seems to me also that it perhaps has some bearing upon your own theme of “Building Upon The Past.”

There is, in my view, much in the past of this nation, and in its present which even as we live it becomes the past, upon which to build in facing the tasks that confront us in a world whose tragic problems are really not much changed simply because a sinister little visitor who desires our death has learned how to say “O.K.”

First, however, a little something about the novel, how it came to be written, the mechanics of it, and the like. Each writer, I suppose, has his own source of inspiration and his own ways of proceeding; and since it is the book which brings me here, and it is the book, basically, that you are interested in, I thought I might tell you something about it before I return to the broader subject which engages us here tonight.

The genesis of a novel, any novel, I suspect, lies in some one insistent theme that rises out of the writer’s general observation, living and experience. In the case of
Advise and Consent
, that one theme was, of course, the America democracy and how it operates.

One gradually arrives, after covering the government of the United States at its heart for sixteen years, at some sort of philosophy about Congress, about America, and about the American people, in relation to themselves, to their times and to each other.

There are some, I think in the minority, who have arrived at a philosophy of angry and ironic contempt. There are others, I hope in the majority, who have arrived at about what I have arrived at—a realization of America’s weaknesses, and appreciation of her strengths, and a balance that comes down, even as it looks some quite hard facts in the eye on the side of hope.

I do not contend in this book, nor I think can any honest man contend, that this government or this country or this people are perfect; for they are not. On the other hand, neither do I accept the glib and too-ready appraisal of some native critics that they are completely imperfect; for they are not. They are human institutions and human beings, rather more idealistic and good-hearted and well-meaning than most on this globe, in my estimation; and while they are sometimes venal, sometimes weak, sometimes shortsighted and sometimes corrupt, they also possess a fundamental duality which permits them to be on other occasions, and sometimes at the very same time, noble and generous and forward-looking and kindly and decent and good.

Their strengths, as their weaknesses, it seems to me, are attributable entirely and exclusively to what they are, a free people of many backgrounds, living in a free country and doing what they please as they deem best.

This is a very wonderful thing, and never has it been more wonderful than in this sick age when too many states and peoples are taking the coward’s way out and abandoning the difficult method of freedom to place their destinies in the hands of some one man or little group of men who will silence their doubts, and kill their freedom, and tell them what to do.

This American duality, which I think the facts will support, is too much for some of our more vocal citizens and they spend their time and their energies nagging at the country’s shortcomings without ever once conceding, or indeed ever understanding her strengths. Those of you that have read it are aware that there are in this book many somber things about America, for she is seen, I hope, through an honest glass; yet the end result, as I said before, comes down on the side of hope. To Bob Munson of Michigan, the Majority Leader, to whom I have given quite a few of my own thoughts to express, I have given this one, too, as he sits in the Senate toward the end of
Advise and Consent
awaiting the final vote on Bob Leffingwell:

“Surveying all these men, and thinking about them and about this old Senate which he had known so long and loved so much, the senior Senator from Michigan could not find it in his heart to be so concerned about his country, when all was said and done. The system had its problems, and it wasn’t exactly perfect, and there was at times much to be desired, and yet—on balance, admitting all its bad points and assessing all its good, where there was a vigor and a vitality and a strength that nothing, he suspected, could ever quite overcome, however evil and crafty it might be. There was in this system the enormous vitality of free men, running their own government in their own way. If they were weak, at times, it was because they had the freedom to be weak; if they were strong, upon occasion, it was because they had the freedom to be strong; if they were indomitable, when the chips were down, it was because freedom made them so. He said a little prayer of thankfulness, sitting there at his desk in the United States Senate, to all the men and women back over the centuries who by their dreaming their striving and their working and their dying had made it possible for their heirs to take with them into so dark and fearful a future, so great and wonderful a gift and so strong and invincible an army.

(There follows a brief history of the novel; this same story is recounted in more detail in the Appendix to our new edition of
Advise and Consent
.)

But a novel, as I say, is not a finished act. The multitudinous and sometimes conflicting interpretations of the critics confirm for an author the observation he has already made on the basis of the reactions of those who have seen his product in its early stages. A book is in the mind of the reader, and each reader brings to it his own ideas and his own emotions and hopes and fears and prejudices, so that it becomes changed and transformed, sometimes into shapes that quite surprise the author.

The book takes on its own life, becomes a thing apart; and even as it is changing your life, you realize that it is living in ever-widening life of its own that will affect many minds and many hearts unknown to you, growing far beyond words typed on paper purchased at the Senate Stationery Store, in a house on the banks of the Potomac River.

It is in the spontaneous letters of readers around the country, as I said at the outset, in which this fact is brought home to you most forcefully; and it is in them that you hear the authentic voice of the country speaking. It is a troubled voice, an uneasy voice, a voice uncertain and bewildered by the challenge of great events; yet from it you get the feeling that the heart of the country is still good and that the people, if they can but be given a minimum of effective leadership to show them the way, are of a strength sufficient to meet whatever may be required of them.

Constantly recurring throughout these communications, as I noted, are the words “heartened and encouraged,” and they express a feeling that the heritage of America is still around, that it is still the source of the nation’s hope and strength; that the present, if you like, should indeed be built upon the past, and that only by such a careful building can the structure be kept in shape and fit to withstand the howling tempests of the times.

These are the ways of American government, American politics and American society which you have shown them; and with a pleased recognition they tell you they are glad to see them, to know that they are still there, to feel that they are, for all their sometime weaknesses and shortcomings, still around. The letters indicate that the country is hungry for affirmation in its literature, that readers are pleased to come across a writer once again who says, “Yes, this land has it faults, but let us not forget its greatness.”

They are grateful for that, and the warmth of the gratitude is the measure of how much they have hungered for it, and how much it has been lacking in recent American writing.

I do not mean by this, of course, that there is a requirement upon anyone to approach the nation in a mood of Pollyanna; God knows she has her faults, and much useful purpose can be served by exposing them. But it should be done, I submit, with judgment and with balance and with common sense. It should be done, if you please, with maturity. And maturity, I suggest has been sadly lacking from American literature for quite a long while.

No one is calling for rose-colored glasses or the rose-colored treatment. This is not a nation or a society which needs to be gilded to bring out their strong points. Paint them as they are, and the strengths shine through, for they are there. A candid view and a fair appraisal are sufficient to the task of restoring the country’s faith in itself; and in one author’s mail, at least, there is ample evidence that the restoration is greatly desired by the nation’s people.

So we come finally, and they too have a bearing upon your theme it seems to me, to those queries with which an author is often faced, “What kind of a writer do you want to be?” and “What do you want to accomplish with your writing?” For this writer, and I would hope for a good many others, the answers are fairly clear.

The kind of writer I would like to be is the kind of writer who says something a little valid about the human experience, insofar as it is given him to see it, and who illuminates also something of his times so that his contemporaries and those who come after may find their understanding a little better for what he has done. If I can do those two things, I shall be quite content.

As for the allied pomposity of, “What do you want to do with your writing?” There too, I think, the answer is plain.

And that is to say a little something honest, in a phony time, about a country who needs all our understanding and all our help and all our love if she is to come safely through the fearful perils which beset her.

We live, it seems to me, in an era in which America seems to have gotten lost from herself, somehow, hidden away and submerged and obscured by the more clamorous of her clever, clever citizens. This false coin of her detractors has its other side in the false coin of her adulators. They have given us an era in which slogans are substituted for reality, in which false values have behind them all the force of organized advertising and promotion, in which an unfounded optimism is offered as a counterfeit for sober bravery; in which everything is slightly out of focus, so that nothing shows clear and it is hard to remember and recapture and hold fast to the things that make our Republic, and us as a people, what we once were and should be again, a beacon for mankind.

It is an era, to reduce it to absurdities which are not, unfortunately, as completely absurd as they should be, in which the folk-tunes of a nation celebrate its premium beer and its acid indigestion; the virile chanteys of its stalwart men pay tribute to cigarettes and automobiles; and the golden mean of its society is summed up by
Fortune
Magazine, which knows about such things, as “the creative conformist.”

Somewhere under all this phoniness, God knows, there still lives a great nation and a great people; and it is to them that I, and I would hope most thoughtful writers, should like to be true in whatever I may write. For I suspect that when the last television program is snapped off, the last urgent advertisement is laid aside, and the last hearty admonition from the hidden and not-so-hidden persuaders dies out upon the quivering air, the great majority of us in this country are still creative non-conformists—skeptical and down-to-earth and, for the most part, level-headed; quite confused by what we face and sometimes quite scared by it, but on the whole valiant and sound, possessed of a goodly land and a heritage that warrants hope.

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