Camber of Culdi (18 page)

“Then, how—?”

“That is not your concern!” Imre snapped. “I shall deal with this myself. Where is the parchment?”

Coel glanced at the writing in his hand, then brought it to Imre. Without the batting of a royal eye, Imre consigned it to the flames, watching until there was nothing left but ash. He poked the ash to powder with a piece of kindling, then threw that into the fire.

“That no longer exists,” Imre whispered, as the flames leaped up again. “Who else knew of it?”

“Only the watchman and his fellow, Sire. I was apparently clearheaded enough to order them to keep it secret.”

“Very well. You will obliterate their memories of it. Use whatever means you must, though I would have you spare their lives, if at all possible. It was not their fault they saw what they ought not.”

“I shall execute your orders myself, Sire,” Coel replied with a slight bow, glad that Imre could not see his face.

“And you are to mention this to no one.”

“My lips are sealed, Sire.”

“You may go.”

“Your Grace,” Coel murmured, bowing against his staff and turning to leave.

“And one last thing,” the king's voice added, when Coel had nearly reached the door.

“My Liege?”

“I wish you to send a messenger requesting Cathan's presence here in my chambers before the feast tonight.”

Coel turned as fast as his wounded leg would permit.
“Here
, Sire?”

“You have heard my command. Now, go!” Imre choked.

As Coel slipped through the doorway and closed the door behind him, he could hear faint sobs coming from within.

The summons was relayed to Cathan. Obedient to the king's command, he presented himself at the castle at the appointed time, garbed in the prescribed tunic, robe, and cloak of winter white.

It was dark outside already, and had been snowing steadily since mid-afternoon. Looking up at the bleak façade of the castle keep, Cathan found himself wishing he were somewhere else—anywhere but here. He could not explain the feeling; he had never felt it about Imre before. He put it from his mind as the door was opened and he climbed from his litter.

He was given admittance by an under-steward, who took his outer cloak and cap without ceremony and then entrusted him to a young page bearing a torch.

The page lighted him through a series of narrow passageways and vaulted chambers, finally leading him up the steep, spiral staircase to the royal apartments. The lad's knock brought one of Imre's own white-liveried squires to the door, and the young man bowed correct welcome before ushering Cathan into an austere presence chamber. There was no word of explanation.

As soon as Cathan was alone, he turned to survey the room. He had been here many times before, but that had always been in summertime, at the intimate little supper gatherings Imre loved—his closest friends and advisors, and perhaps a few musicians or bards. But Cathan had never been here alone before, and never in winter. The room—floored, walled, and ceiled in white marble and alabaster—was cold and drafty, despite the fire burning on the hearth—and it was darker than he remembered it, though there were lighted candle sconces spaced around the walls. He supposed it seemed so because the room was empty.

He started toward the fire, but then his eye was caught by a door standing slightly ajar, a gleam of brighter light streaming from within the adjoining room. Drawn by the light, he wandered over to it and peered in.

It was a tiny, private chantry, hardly more than a closet, also totally lined in white marble and ablaze with candles. Even the kneeling cushion before the tiny altar was covered in pale, silvery damask. The place reminded Cathan of nothing so much as a tomb. Now, why had he thought that? he wondered, as he folded his arms across his chest against the chill. In summer, this chamber had always been a cool refuge from the noonday heat, banked with flowers and rushlights, the scent of sweet spices and rosemary mingling on the air. How else should it be in winter, except cold and bleak, especially when its master—

No, he would not dwell on that. He knew what made the room so bleak, what laid the weight of winter on his soul. Imre would come—else, why had he called him here? But it would never be the way it was in the old days, before the murder of a corrupt and debauched Deryni had rent their friendship for the sake of human lives. Accept it, Cathan: the world is not what it was.

He bowed his head and breathed a silent prayer at that, then crossed himself and turned to go back to the fire in the presence chambers but was startled to discover Imre standing beside the closed outer door, leaning against it with his hands behind him. Cathan froze and stared. He had not heard the king enter.

“So solemn for Yule Court?” Imre said, slowly crossing the distance separating them.

He was garbed from chin to toes in a sweep of ice-white velvet, furred at hem and sleeves and throat with bands of white fox. A belt of gem-set silver plaques bound the fullness of the robe into deep folds which scarcely stirred as he walked. A heavy silver chain encircled his neck and hung almost to his waist. His head was bare, the chestnut hair spread shining and loose on his shoulders. His face was still, guarded, as he gazed across at Cathan.

Cathan dropped to his knees and kissed the hand which was extended. “Pardon, Sire. I was not certain of the reception I should receive.”

“Have you any reason to be fearful?” Imre inquired, clasping his hands behind him once more and moving to the chantry doorway.

Cathan blinked and scrambled to his feet, to stand awkwardly a few feet behind his king.

“I know of no reason, Sire. If I have offended in some way of which I am not aware, I pray you to tell me how, so that I may make amends. Surely the King knows me to be his good and faithful servant. At one time, he did me the honor to call me friend.”

Imre glanced at the floor at that, then leaned his hands along either side of the chantry doorjamb with a sigh. A sheathed, silver-chased dagger was thrust through the back of his belt; it had not been apparent before beneath the wide, fur-lined sleeves. He did not turn his head as he spoke again.

“Aye, you are that, Cathan,” he said quietly. “You must forgive me if I am but poor company tonight. I have just learned of the death of a friend.”

Cathan controlled the urge to breathe a sigh of relief. Perhaps he was not the source of Imre's moodiness after all.

“I'm sorry, Sire.”

“Don't you even want to know who it was?” Imre said, half turning to gauge Cathan's reaction. “It was Earl Maldred.”

Cathan's lips made a silent O of surprise.

“He was struck down by a hired assassin,” Imre added, watching Cathan's face change to an expression of shock. “Garrotted. In fact, I thought you might be praying for him when I came in—but of course, you couldn't have known.”

“No, I …”

Cathan turned his face away and tried to compose himself, aware of Imre's eyes on him, searching out his reaction.

Maldred dead! And struck down by a hired assassin! But there must be more to it than that. There was a tension in Imre, an anticipation. Imre was waiting for him to say something. But what? That he was sorry? He dared not lie. He had never lied to Imre—never, in all their years.

“If you mourn, then I am sorry,” Cathan said carefully.

“You're sorry because I mourn—but not because Maldred is dead.” Imre laughed bitterly. “Well, I suppose that's sufficient. I know you had no great love for him. He killed your peasants, after all. By your reckoning, he deserved his fate.”

“I—”

Cathan glanced at the floor in confusion, not understanding the direction the conversation was taking—then fearing that he did.

“Sire, if you suggest that I would have wished this upon Earl Maldred, I beg you to put it from your mind. Perhaps Maldred did carry out his orders with more zeal than was necessary. In fact, I am almost certain he did,” he added, almost under his breath. “But I cannot fault him for doing his duty.”

“But you fault
me
, don't you?” Imre snapped, whirling on Cathan to look him in the eye.
“I
gave the orders for the executions, Cathan. I am the king. The law is the law. Do you dare rebuke me for carrying out that law?”

“Sire, I never said—”

“Of course, you never said!” Imre shouted. “Even
you
would not have dared to presume upon our friendship to that extent. But you thought it, didn't you? Ah, Cathan, I had thought to be better served than this from
you
, of all people!”

Cathan shook his head in disbelief, no longer certain he was following Imre's logic. Or that there
was
logic. “I never blamed you personally, Sire. I swear it! If there was bitterness in my heart, it was for your office, your crown, not the man who must stand and sometimes bend under the weight of it.”

As he raised his gaze to meet Imre's, there were tears in his eyes. Imre saw and looked away, into the chantry, his arms clasped tightly against his chest.

“You never, in thought or deed, held me to blame for the deaths of those peasants?”

Cathan dropped to both knees, lifting his hands in supplication. “As God is my witness, I swear it, Imre,” he whispered.

A long silence followed, broken only by the sounds of their breathing, and then Imre reached slowly to the chantry door and pulled it closed. He stood in the presence chamber with his back to Cathan for a long time, hands resting loosely on the latch, then turned and leaned against the door once more.

“Well, perhaps the Willimites killed Maldred, then,” he said calmly. “That's who they say killed Rannulf, you know. Get up, get up.”

Cathan obeyed, standing awkwardly before the now subdued Imre, but the king would not look him in the eye. He seemed as ill at ease as Cathan felt, and Cathan had the feeling that he should say something—anything—but the words would not come. Silently, he watched as Imre wandered idly over to one of the candle sconces and gazed up at the candle flames, touched his finger to a rivulet of hot wax. What could he say? What could Imre say?

“There are other rumors afoot about Rannulf's murder, Cathan. Did you know that?”

“Other—rumors, Sire?” Cathan said, swallowing uneasily.

“There are those who would like to implicate you in some way.”

“Me?”

“Yes. Preposterous, isn't it?” Imre said. The lips were smiling as Imre turned, but the eyes were cold as flint. “They postulate that the reason you were so distressed at the executions is that you could have saved those people, that you were a Willimite sympathizer, and countenanced Rannulf's murder. That's specious, of course, but you and he did have words more than once, didn't you?”

“Sire, he was a cruel, sadistic man,” Cathan said defensively. “Deryni or no, I did not permit him on our lands, nor did my father. Everyone knew that. I did not countenance his murder—but I cannot, in conscience, say that I was sorry to hear of it.”

“Even when you learned that he died a common traitor's death? He was noble, Cathan,
noble.”

“His murderers apparently thought he deserved it,” Cathan said enigmatically.

Imre started at that, turning his head away and closing his eyes in pain, though Cathan could not see that.

“Noble
traitors face the headsman's ax or the sword, not the gibbet and knives, the horrible agonies which Rannulf suffered.”

“And nobility is not necessarily a thing conferred by birth, Sire,” Cathan said softly. “If a man be without it, all the laurels and diadems and crowns in the world cannot make him so.”

“No,” Imre breathed. “Nor can the meanest death take it away.”

He stared down at his hands, turning them front and back dazedly, as though he did not really see them, then schooled his face to a gentler mien.

“But, we digress,” he said, turning to walk slowly toward Cathan, his hand outstretched. “And the hour of Court draws near. Come, my friend. We must seem to be merry, though in our hearts we mourn.”

He reached out as though to embrace Cathan, his lips smiling even as his heart twisted itself in his breast. But as his arm encircled Cathan's shoulder, and Cathan smiled with relief, Imre's other hand was moving to the hilt of the dagger he wore in the hollow of his back. A deft shift of weight, a flick of the wrist, and it was done, the dagger driving upward beneath the ribs, piercing arteries and nerves and pounding heart in one fatal stab.

Cathan died as he collapsed in Imre's arms, his handsome face guileless, astonished, as innocent as a child's.

Imre, when he saw what he had done, sank slowly to the floor with the dead Cathan in his arms; cradled his beloved friend wordlessly, mindlessly, Cathan's blood clotting on the bold robe of winter white and silver which he wore.

It was thus that Coel Howell found them a quarter-hour later, after repeated inquiries of Imre's squires had revealed only that the king was still alone with Lord Cathan and did not wish to be disturbed.

Coel accepted that excuse at first, toying with the head of his staff in annoyance as the minutes dragged on. Finally, when he could stand it no longer, he limped to the door and knocked—then knocked again, louder. When there was no response, he eased the door open a crack and peered in, froze, then slipped inside and closed the door securely behind him, his breath catching in his throat.

Imre, his back to the door, was slouched motionless over a still, white-garbed form, a dark smear of blood staining the tiled floor beside him. The king did not move as Coel made his way haltingly across the polished marble, and for just an instant Coel wondered if all the blood was Cathan's.

“Sire? Your Grace, are you all right?”

Imre still did not respond, though by now Coel could see that he was breathing. The king held Cathan's lifeless body loosely in his arms, the tawny head laid close against his chest, Imre's dark hair tumbling down to hide his face. There was blood on Imre's hands and on a silver-chased dagger lying by his knee.