He shuddered and suddenly there was a rhythm, a fierce urgency that blotted out the sea and the sky and the night. She heard his voice against her mouth, but she was climbing, climbing, climbing…
There was a sharp explosion of heat that caught her unawares. She clung and stiffened, aware of desperate motion, a harsh cry and the convulsive shuddering of the body so intimately joined to her own. And then, slowly, the world came back into focus.
She lay beneath him, exhausted with pleasure, too shaken to move, fighting to get her breath.
“As first times go,” she managed to say unsteadily, “and on a scale of ten, that was at least a twenty.”
“Even as experience goes, that was a twenty,” he breathed at her ear. “Are you all right? It isn’t too bad?”
“It isn’t bad at all.” She moved against him, glorying in his nudity and her own, at the feel of him so close. “Are you going to roll over and go to sleep now?”
“Yes, and so are you.” He chuckled.
He got up, lifting her, and carried her to bed. He slid her under the covers, pulled her gently into his arms and turned off the light. “Try to get some rest,” he whispered. “You’re going to need it in the morning.”
She laughed delightedly, resting her cheek on his chest with exquisite delight.
“Shelly.”
“Hmmmm?”
“You haven’t said you love me.”
“Yes, I have,” she murmured drowsily. “I’ve said it a hundred times, but you haven’t heard it. I love you madly. I always will.”
He smiled and brushed his lips against her forehead.
“I’m glad. Because you’re my life now.”
She sighed, stretching as she snuggled closer. “Faulkner.”
“Hmmmm?”
“We’ll always have Paris.”
He chuckled. Just before he closed his eyes, he felt a twinge of sorrow for that fictional character who’d walked away with only a gendarme for consolation. He had something much, much sweeter. He had Shelly…and Ben…and a future full of love.
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Chapter One
Knoxville, Tennessee, May 1994
T
HE CROWD WAS DENSE
, but he stood out. He was taller than most of the other spectators and looked elegant in his expensive, tailored gray-vested suit. He had a lean, dark face, faintly scarred, with large, almond-shaped black eyes and short eyelashes. His mouth was wide and thin-lipped, his chin stubbornly jutted. His thick, jet-black hair was gathered into a neat ponytail that fell almost to his waist in back. Several other men in the stands wore their hair that way. But they were white. Cortez was Comanche. He had the background to wear the unconventional hairstyle. On him, it looked sensual and wild and even a little dangerous.
Another ponytailed man, a redhead with a receding hairline and thick glasses, grinned and gave him the victory sign. Cortez shrugged, unimpressed, and turned his attention toward the graduation ceremonies. He was here against his will and the last thing he felt like was being friendly. If he’d followed his instincts, he’d still be in Washington
going over a backlog of federal cases he was due to prosecute in court.
The dean of the university was announcing the names of the graduates. He’d reached the K’s, and on the program, Phoebe Margaret Keller was the second name under that heading.
It was a beautiful spring day at the University of Tennessee at Knoxville, so the commencement ceremony was being held outside. Phoebe was recognizable by the long platinum blond braid trailing the back of her dark gown as she accepted her diploma with one hand and shook hands with the dean with the other. She moved past the podium and switched her tassel to the other side of her cap. Cortez could see the grin from where he was standing.
He’d met Phoebe a year earlier, while he was investigating some environmental sabotage in Charleston, South Carolina. Phoebe, an anthropology major, had helped him track down a toxic waste site. He’d found her more than attractive, despite her tomboyish appearance, but time and work pressure had been against them. He’d promised to come and see her graduate, and here he was. But the age difference was still pretty formidable, because he was thirty-six and she was twenty-three. He did know Phoebe’s aunt Derrie, from having worked with her during the Kane Lombard pollution case. If he needed a reason for showing up at the graduation, Phoebe was Derrie’s late brother’s child and he was almost a friend of the family.
The dean’s voice droned on, and graduate after graduate accepted a diploma. In no time at all, the exercises were over and whoops of joy and congratulations rang in the clear Tennessee air.
No longer drawing attention as the exuberant crowd moved toward the graduates, Cortez hung back, watching. His black eyes narrowed as a thought occurred to him. Phoebe wasn’t one for crowds. Like himself, she was a loner.
If she was going to work her way around the people to find her aunt Derrie, she’d do it away from the crowd. So he started looking for alternate routes from the stadium to the parking lot. Minutes later, he found her, easing around the side of the building, almost losing her balance as she struggled with the too-long gown, muttering to herself about people who couldn’t measure people properly for gowns.
“Still talking to yourself, I see,” he mused, leaning against the wall with his arms folded across his chest.
She looked up and saw him. With no time to prepare, her delight swept over her even features with a radiance that took his breath. Her pale blue eyes sparkled and her mouth, devoid of lipstick, opened on a sharply indrawn breath.
“Cortez!” she exclaimed.
She looked as if she’d run straight into his arms with the least invitation, and he smiled indulgently as he gave it to her. He levered away from the wall and opened his arms.
She went into them without any hesitation whatsoever, nestling close as he enfolded her tightly.
“You came,” she murmured happily into his shoulder.
“I said I would,” he reminded her. He chuckled at her unbridled enthusiasm. One lean hand tilted up her chin so that he could search her eyes. “Four years of hard work paid off, I see.”
“So it did. I’m a graduate,” she said, grinning.
“Certifiable,” he agreed. His gaze fell to her soft pink mouth and darkened. He wanted to bend those few inches and kiss her, but there were too many reasons why he shouldn’t. His hand was on her upper arm and, because he was fighting his instincts so hard, his grip began to tighten.
She tugged against his hold. “You’re crushing me,” she protested gently.
“Sorry.” He let her go with an apologetic smile. “That training at Quantico dies hard,” he added on a light note, alluding to his service with the FBI.
“No kiss, huh?” she chided with a loud sigh, searching his dark eyes.
One eye narrowed amusedly. “You’re an anthropology major. Tell me why I won’t kiss you,” he challenged.
“Native Americans,” she began smugly, “especially Native American men, rarely show their feelings in public. Kissing me in a crowd would be as distasteful to you as undressing in front of it.”
His eyes softened as they searched her face. “Whoever taught you anthropology did a very good job.”
She sighed. “Too good. What am I going to use it for in Charleston? I’ll end up teaching…”
“No, you won’t,” he corrected. “One of the reasons I came was to tell you about a job opportunity.”
Her eyes widened, brightened. “A job?!”
“In D.C.,” he added. “Interested?”
“Am I ever!” A movement caught her eye. “Oh, there’s Aunt Derrie!” she said, and called to her aunt. “Aunt Derrie! Look, I graduated, I have proof!” She held up her diploma as she ran to hug her aunt and then shake hands with U.S. Senator Clayton Seymour, who’d been her aunt’s boss for years before they became engaged.
“We’re both very happy for you,” Derrie said warmly. “Hi, Cortez!” she beamed. “You know Clayton, don’t you?”
“Not directly,” Cortez said, but he shook hands anyway.
Clayton’s firm lips tugged into a smile. “I’ve heard a lot about you from my brother-in-law, Kane Lombard. He and my sister Nikki wanted to come today, but their twins were sick. If you’re going to be in town tonight, we’d love to have you join us for supper,” he told Cortez. “We’re taking Phoebe out for a graduation celebration.”
“I wish I had time,” he said quietly. “I have to go back tonight.”
“Of course. Then we’ll see you again sometime, in D.C.,”
Derrie said, puzzled by the strong vibes she sensed between her niece and Cortez.
“I’ve got something to discuss with Phoebe,” he said, turning to Derrie and Clayton. “I need to borrow her for an hour or so.”
“Go right ahead,” Derrie said. “We’ll go back to the hotel and have coffee and pie and rest until about six. Then we’ll pick you up for supper, Phoebe.”
“Thanks,” she said. “Oh, my cap and gown…!” She stripped it off, along with her hat, and handed them to Derrie.
“Wait, Phoebe, weren’t the honor graduates invited to a luncheon at the dean’s house?” Derrie protested suddenly.
Phoebe didn’t hesitate. “They’ll never miss me,” she said, and waved as she joined Cortez.
“An honor graduate, too,” he mused as they walked back through the crowd toward his rental car. “Why doesn’t that surprise me?”
“Anthropology is my life,” she said simply, pausing to exchange congratulations with one of her friends on the way. She was so happy that she was walking on air.
“Nice touch, Phoebe,” the girl’s companion murmured with a dry glance at Cortez as they moved along, “bringing your anthropology homework along to graduation.”
“Bill!” the girl cried, hitting him.
Phoebe had to stifle a giggle. Cortez wasn’t smiling. On the other hand, he didn’t explode, either. He gave Phoebe a stern look.
“Sorry,” she murmured. “It’s sort of a squirrelly day.”
He shrugged. “No need to apologize. I remember what it’s like on graduation day.”
“Your degree would be in law, right?”
He nodded.
“Did your family come to your graduation?” she asked curiously.
He didn’t answer her. It was a deliberate snub, and it should have made her uncomfortable, but she never held back with him.
“Another case of instant foot-in-mouth disease,” she said immediately. “And I thought I was cured!”
He chuckled reluctantly. “You’re as incorrigible as I remember you.”
“I’m amazed that you did remember me, or that you took the trouble to find out when and where I was graduating so that you could be here,” she said. “I couldn’t send you an invitation,” she added sheepishly, “because I didn’t have your address. I didn’t really expect you, either. We only spent an hour or two together last year.”
“They were memorable ones. I don’t like women very much,” he said as they reached the unobtrusive rental car, a gray American-made car of recent vintage. He turned and looked down at her solemnly. “In fact,” he added evenly, “I don’t like being in public display very much.”
She lifted both eyebrows. “Then why are you here?”
He stuck his hands deep into his pockets. “Because I like you,” he said. His dark eyes narrowed. “And I don’t want to.”
“Thanks a lot!” she said, exasperated.
He stared at her. “I like honesty in a relationship.”
“Are we having one?” she asked innocently. “I didn’t notice.”
His mouth pulled down at one corner. “If we were, you’d know,” he said softly. “But I came because I promised that I would. And the offer of the job opportunity is genuine.
Although,” he added, “it’s rather an unorthodox one.”
“I’m not being asked to take over the archives at the Smithsonian, then? What a disappointment!”
Laughter bubbled out of his throat. “Funny girl.” He opened the passenger door with exaggerated patience and smiled faintly. “You bubble, don’t you?” he remarked. “I’ve never known anyone so animated.”
“Yes, well, that’s because you’re suffering from sensory deprivation resulting from too much time spent with your long nose stuck in law books. Dull, dry, boring things.”
“The law is not boring,” he returned.
“It depends which side you’re sitting on.” She frowned. “This job you’re telling me about wouldn’t have to do with anything legal, would it? Because I only had one course in government and a few hours of history, but…”
“I don’t need a law clerk,” he returned.
“Then what do you need?”
“You wouldn’t be working for me,” he corrected. “I have ties to a group that fights for sovereignty for the Native American tribes. They have a staff of attorneys. I thought you might fit in very well, with your background in anthropology. I’ve pulled some strings to get you an interview.”
She didn’t speak for a minute. “I think you’re forgetting something. My major is anthropology. Most of it is forensic anthropology. Bones.”
He glanced at her. “You wouldn’t be doing that for them.”
“What would I be doing?”
“It’s a desk job,” he admitted. “But a good one.”
“I appreciate your thinking of me,” she said carefully. “But I can’t give up fieldwork. That’s why I’ve applied at the Smithsonian for a position with the anthropology section.”
He was quiet for a long moment. “Do you know how indigenous people feel about archaeology? We don’t like having people dig up our sacred sites and our relatives, however old they are.”
“I just graduated,” she reminded him. “Of course I do. But there’s a lot more to archaeology than digging up skeletons!”
His eyes were cold. “And it doesn’t stop you from wanting to get a job doing something that resembles grave-digging?”
She gasped. “It is not grave-digging! For heaven’s sake…”
He held up a hand. “We can agree to disagree, Phoebe,” he told her. “You won’t change my mind any more than I’ll
change yours. I’m sorry about the job, though. You’d have been an asset to them.”
She unbent a little. “Thanks for recommending me, but I don’t want a desk job. Besides, I may go on to graduate school after I’ve had a few months to get over the past four years. They’ve been pretty hectic.”