By Schism Rent Asunder (44 page)

Merlin looked at the archbishop for endless seconds. And then, finally, he nodded once. He didn't say a single word. He didn't have to.

The others let his silence linger for a time. Then Cayleb cleared his throat.

“For what it's worth, Merlin, I agree with Maikel. Maybe it's just as well—no, it
is
just as well—you didn't try to explain all of that to me aboard
Dreadnought
before Darcos Sound. But it's like I told you that day in King's Harbor, when you killed the krakens. You may be able to conceal
what
you are, but you can't hide
who
you are, what you feel. I'm sorry, but you're just not very
good
at it.”

“Gosh, thanks,” Merlin said wryly.

“Don't mention it.” Cayleb grinned at him. “On the other hand, it's going to be quite some time, I imagine, before I really manage to come to grips with all of this. It's going to change a lot of my assumptions.”

“I'm sure it is,” Merlin acknowledged. “Still, it's not really going to change most of the constraints we face. There's still that kinetic bombardment system, floating up there in orbit. And there are still those power sources under the Temple I haven't been able to identify. Between the two of them, I think they constitute a
damned
good argument in favor of maintaining the secret just the way the Brethren have been maintaining it for the last four centuries. I, for one, have absolutely no desire to turn Charis into a second Armageddon Reef.”

“Granted.” Cayleb nodded. “But from what you've said, there's an enormous number of things you can teach us, show us.”

“Yes and no.” Merlin took another sip of wine, then set his glass aside and leaned forward in his chair, resting his folded forearms on the table.

“I can teach you, but I can't just hand you the knowledge. For a lot of reasons, including concealment from the Church and whatever remote sensors might be reporting to those power sources under the Temple. But even if I wasn't worried about that particular aspect of it, I couldn't just replace the Church as the source of all authority. People all over Safehold have to learn to do what you already do here in Charis, Cayleb. They have to learn to
think
. To reject the automatic acceptance of dogma and restrictions simply because someone else—whether it's the Church of God Awaiting or some all-knowing oracle from the lost past—tells them they
must
accept them. We have to transform Safehold into a world of people who
want
to understand the physical universe around them. People who are
comfortable
innovating, thinking of new ways to do new things
on their own
. That's one reason—the main reason, in a lot of ways—I've made suggestions, pointed out possibilities, and then stood back and let people like Baron Seamount, Ehdwyrd Howsmyn, and Rhaiyan Mychail figure out how to apply them.

“And”—he looked Cayleb straight in the eye—“it's equally important for
everyone
on Safehold, even Charis' enemies, to do the same thing.”

Cayleb frowned, and Merlin shook his head.

“Think about it, Cayleb. Who's your real enemy? Hektor of Corisande? Or the Inquisition?”

“At the moment,” Cayleb said after a thoughtful pause, “I'm rather more focused on Hektor. I hope you won't find that too difficult to understand.” He smiled thinly. “On the other hand, I understand the point you're making. If it weren't Hektor, Clyntahn and the Group of Four would have found someone else to use as their tool.”

“Exactly. And how will you defeat the Church? Can you do it with navies and armies?”

“No,” Cayleb said slowly.

“Of course not,” Merlin said simply. “Your true enemy is a belief system, a doctrine, a way of thinking. You can't kill ideas with a sword, and you can't sink belief structures with a broadside. You defeat them by making them
change
, and the Church has only two options for confronting the challenge you and Charis present. Either they refuse to change, in which case they can't possibly defeat you militarily. Or they decide they have no choice but
to
change, to adopt the new weapons, the new technologies. And once they do that, they'll discover they have to change their belief structure, as well. And when that happens, Cayleb, you'll have won, because your true enemy will have committed suicide.”

“You make it sound so easy,” Cayleb observed with a twisted smile.

“No,” the archbishop said, and the king looked at him. “Not ‘easy,' Cayleb. Only
simple
.”

“Exactly.” Merlin nodded. “There was a military philosopher back on Old Earth before anyone had ever dreamed about spaceflight, or suspected that something like the Gbaba might be out there waiting for us. He said that in war, everything was very simple … but even the simplest things were hard to do.”

“Really?” Cayleb's smile eased a bit. “That's interesting. Father said almost exactly the same thing to me more than once. Did he get it from one of those books of Saint Zherneau's?”

“I doubt it very much. Your father was one of the smartest men I ever met, Cayleb. I don't think he needed Clausewitz to explain that to him.”

“All right,” Cayleb said after a moment. “I guess I can see what you're saying. Speaking purely as the King of Charis, I'm not especially enthusiastic about it, you understand, but I see what you're saying and why. On the other hand, if the ‘inner circle' of the Brethren already knows the truth about how we got here, and why, can't we at least begin spreading some of your additional knowledge around among them?”

“For those who already know about Saint Zherneau's journal, yes.” Merlin shrugged. “The fact that the Inquisition didn't burn Charis to the ground years ago is pretty convincing proof that they, at least, know how to keep a secret. In fact, I'm tempted to use them to set up some additional caches of books and documents, just in case the Church gets lucky. I'm not sure that's a good idea, mind you, but I think it at least bears thinking on.

“The problem is that once we get beyond the group we already know has managed to maintain good security, every person we add to that ‘inner circle' of yours constitutes a fresh risk. Whatever we may think, we can't
know
how someone is going to react to the truth, and it would take only one person who went running to the Inquisition to do enormous damage—quite possibly
fatal
damage—to everything we're all trying to accomplish.”

“All right, that's obviously a valid point.” Cayleb cocked his head to one side, scratching the tip of his nose gently while he thought hard. “At the same time, eventually you're going to
have
to start making the truth known to a larger number of people. I can certainly recognize the reasons for being cautious about that, but there are some people here in Charis who I think could probably weather the shock better than you might expect. And some of them could be far more useful and productive if they had more of your knowledge to work from. I'm thinking about people like Seamount, and possibly Howsmyn. Or, for that matter, Dr. Mahklyn.”

Merlin nodded slowly, remembering his conversation with Cayleb the night the Royal College was burned.

“You're right about that. And you
are
the King of Charis. It's your Kingdom, they're your people, and you're the one responsible for their safety and survival. I have my mission, over and beyond the survival of Charis, but you have yours, as well.”

“I may be King, but I'm not arrogant enough to believe my judgment is infallible. If it were, I wouldn't have gotten quite as many beatings as a boy.” Cayleb chuckled again, then sobered. “Fortunately, there are other people here in Charis who've already demonstrated good judgment—not just about how to
keep
secrets, but about when to reveal them, too.”

“You're thinking about the Brethren,” Staynair said.

“That's exactly who I'm thinking about, Maikel. I have a proposal for you and the Brethren—and Merlin. I believe it's time you set up a formal process designed to actively identify and vet possible candidates for admission into the ‘inner circle.' Perhaps what we really need to do is to borrow from Saint Zherneau's model and set up both inner and outer circles. I don't know about that. But I do know some sort of process needs to be in place, one that lets me make use of the Brethren's collective judgment about this sort of decision the same way I make use of the Council's, and of Parliament's, for other decisions. Except that in this case, I'll pledge to be bound by the majority recommendation of whatever ‘Council of Saint Zherneau' we set up.”

“There may be instances in which there's no time to ask anyone else,” Merlin pointed out. “For example, I had no choice but to show you at least a part of the truth the night I took your message to your father.”

“No system is perfect, Merlin. All we can do is the best we can do. Beyond that, we'll simply have to trust God.”

Merlin gazed at the youthful king thoughtfully.

“What?” Cayleb said after a moment.

“I'm just … pleased,” Merlin said.

“Pleased about what?”

“Well, one of the things I've wondered about—and worried about, to be honest—is how this planet is going to react when everyone finds out that the Church of God Awaiting has been a total fraud based on a stupendous lie.”

“You're concerned that having discovered the Church is a lie, they may decide God Himself is a lie,” Staynair said softly.

“Exactly, Your Eminence.” Merlin turned his eyes to the archbishop. “While it may not seem likely to someone raised in a theology like the one Langhorne set up, there were plenty of people back on Old Earth—many of them good, moral, compassionate people—who rejected the existence of God for a whole range of reasons they found convincing. From the Church's perspective, that's the one downside of encouraging the sort of freedom of conscience and thought you've been proclaiming here in Charis. And in a lot of ways, rejecting God's very existence would be an intensely logical reaction once the truth finally comes out. After all, these people—your people—will have had the most convincing evidence anyone could possibly imagine that religion can be used as the most devastating tyranny in the universe.”

“That's a point we've considered at Saint Zherneau's over the centuries.” Staynair's slight shrug was eloquent. “Some of the Brethren have been deeply concerned over it, to be honest. But, for myself, I have no real fear on that head, Merlin.”

“In that case, I envy the depth of your faith, Your Eminence.”

“It isn't a matter of faith. It's a matter of logic.” Merlin's eyebrows rose, and Staynair laughed softly. “Of course it is! Either God exists, or He doesn't, Merlin. Those are really the only two possibilities. If He does exist, as I believe all three of us believe He does, then, ultimately, anything which promotes truth will only tend to demonstrate His existence. And even if that weren't true, if He exists, then whatever happens will be what He chooses to allow to happen—even if, for some reason beyond my comprehension, what He chooses is to have mankind turn against Him, at least for a time.”

“And if He doesn't exist?” Merlin asked quietly.

“If He doesn't, He doesn't. But if He doesn't, then none of it will matter, anyway, will it?”

Merlin blinked, and Staynair laughed again.

“I'm quite confident about which of those two possibilities apply, Merlin. But as I believe I've already told you, men must have the right to refuse to believe before they truly
can
believe. And if it turns out I've been wrong all my life, what have I really lost? I will have done my best to live as a good man, loving other men and women, serving them as I might, and if there is no God, then at the end of my life I'll simply close my eyes and sleep. Is there truly anything dreadful, anything to terrify any man, in that possibility? It isn't that I fear oblivion, Merlin—it's simply that I hope for and believe in so much more.”

“Your Eminence, I don't know about the rest of Safehold, but I'm coming to the conclusion that
you
are almost disturbingly sane. And you remind me of an old folk saying from Earth. I believe you have a variant of it here on Safehold, as well. ‘In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man will be king.'”

“We do, indeed, have that particular cliché,” Staynair agreed. “And, of course, we have the corollary. ‘The one-eyed man will be king … unless all of the blind men decide to kill him, instead.'” The archbishop smiled whimsically. “It puts rather an interesting perspective on things, doesn't it?”

AUGUST, YEAR OF GOD 892

.I.

Schooner
Blade
and Galleon
Guardian,
off Lizard Island,
Hankey Sound

“All right, Mr. Nethaul! Stand by the forward gun!”

“Aye, aye, Sir!”

Hairym Nethaul waved acknowledgment from his post on the schooner
Blade
's foredeck as the fleet, flush-decked privateer swept down upon its intended prey. Captain Ekohls Raynair,
Blade
's master and half owner, stood by the wheel, brown eyes narrowly intent as he simultaneously watched the wind, the set of his sails, and the Dohlaran galleon upon which he had set his sights.

“Let her fall off a quarter-point,” he growled, and the helmsman nodded.

“Aye, Cap'n,” he replied, shifting his well-masticated wad of chewleaf to the other side of his mouth, and Raynair chuckled. It would have been hard to imagine anything less navy-style than the discipline aboard
Blade
, but it got the job done. He and his schooner were seven thousand miles from Charis as the wyvern flew, and better than three times that far as they'd actually sailed. That was a long, long way, but Raynair didn't care. It had taken almost three months to make the trip, even for a fast ship like
Blade
and her three consorts, and he didn't care about that, either.