By My Hand (40 page)

The wind underscores the silence that follows, with a short howl that rattles the windowpanes.

“A man who loves you, you say. And yet, I know that you've been asked out by more than one young man, that you've received letters and flowers, and that, a few months ago, your parents even introduced you to someone they wanted you to see more of; but you chose to let the matter drop.”

She smiles and says nothing, looking off into the distance. Then:

“So you know that, too. Yes, it's true. There have been signs of interest, and one or two of them might even have been worthy of consideration. But I, I don't feel that I can . . . I don't feel that I'm free, you understand. It's as if I were suspended, waiting for something. For someone. A woman knows when the moment has come, don't you think? And perhaps, when mine comes, I'll know it.”

Now it's my turn to smile.

“Signorina, nice try, but you can't hide anything from me. I know all about you. And I know that when you refer to a man, you don't mean just any man. And that your moment arrived some time ago.”

She looks at me, unruffled. Her eyes are deep and dark, and they glisten like the eyes of a doe. I believe that certain beauties swim just under the surface, emerging now and then, only to dive back into the depths.

“Ah, then you know. You know about the eyes that I felt watching me for months, every time I sat down by the window in the kitchen to do my needlepoint at night. You know about my encounter with those eyes, the desperate appeal for help that came out of them, at the fruit stand in the street, at police headquarters when the old fortune-teller was murdered, at Gambrinus. You know about the emotions that I sense, that I can see in the gestures, in the expressions. And you know about my apprehensions, the uncertainty that I feel. Perhaps you even know things I don't know, things I don't understand.”

“You see, Signorina, I . . .”

She raises her hand, as if to silence me.

“You can't tell me anything; I understand. I don't really want you to, either. I want him to decide on his own that he wants me, or rather I want him to realize it, because I know that he loves me. I know it, I can feel it. And I can also tell that there's something stopping him, keeping him away, and that this something has nothing to do with the power of what he feels for me. Something dark, something outside of him. An obstacle, which must be removed or overcome. And I'm sure that he'll do it. He'll do it for me.”

Determination: I can feel it, strong and calm as a tide.

“But you know how to wait. You have the right character for it. In the meantime, you've already met Signora Rosa, haven't you? And it seems to me that she's an important ally.”

She laughs graciously.

“An ally, you say? What an odd word, as if there were a war in progress. Signora Rosa is a lovely person, who even welcomed me into her home, of course it was when . . . when she was alone, that is. We speak, certainly; she's very concerned about what will become of her ‘young master,' as she calls him. He's like a son to her, or perhaps something more. And she wants to see him happy, or at least less troubled than he is now, because his welfare has been the prime consideration of her life. She wanted to meet me, to see if I was the right person, and I believe that she thinks I am. Which makes me happy. Let's hope she's right.”

I nod, with conviction.

“It's true, she thinks you are. And you are certainly much closer to her idea of a wife and a mother. Much closer than . . . Well, let's just say that she's very convinced of it.”

She watches me in silence. She's suddenly become sad.

“Thank you for your concern, but you needn't worry: I already know about . . . I know about that other woman. I've seen her, on more than one occasion. An extraordinarily beautiful woman, wealthy, charming. She wears all the latest fashions, a different outfit for every occasion, and she's always the height of elegance. She has a luxury automobile, with a chauffeur who drives her all around town. Yes, I've seen her. And I've seen her adoring eyes, the way she looks at him. And I've seen the way men look at her: when she walked into Gambrinus, that time last summer, everyone was left open-mouthed. I know that she's not from Naples, that she has close friends in high places, and that she's a widow, unattached and childless.”

Livia. I haven't met her yet, but I know her, and the description jibes perfectly.

“A formidable adversary, from what you say. What do you think of her?”

Her hands grip her handbag tight.

“I'm jealous; of course I am. I'm a human being, I'm made of flesh and blood, too. And I understand that for most men a woman like that constitutes everything that can be desired: beauty, luxury, social advancement. There's no comparison between a woman like her and an average girl like me. Still, there's something. Something I know, something that makes me think that matters are at least still up in the air.”

“Something, Signorina? What exactly, if I may ask?”

The wind shakes the window.

“A man doesn't look at a woman the way he looks at me if he has feelings for another. There are certain looks you don't give a woman if you want to anchor your ship in another harbor. I've seen those longing green eyes, Signore. I've seen them and I've felt them on me, night after night, day after day; and I know what's in those eyes. And so I must cherish that feeling, I must cultivate it. And wait for it to emerge, because emerge it will. I know it will. And I know how to wait.”

Her voice quavered at the end. Only a little, but it was unmistakable. She's a determined young woman, and she knows how to wait, but she's afraid. Who knows what fate awaits her.

Outside the window, the wind howls. As if
it
knew.

The reason that Ricciardi exists at all is because Francesco Pinto wanted him to, so the first thank-you goes to him, as always; and Ricciardi walks down the streets conceived by Antonio Formicola and Michele Antonielli, as always. The atmosphere around him, the people he meets, and the air that he breathes were built with the fundamental, loving assistance of Dr. Annamaria Torroncelli and Dr. Stefania Negro.

For information about the magical world of the Neapolitan manger scene, Ricciardi owes a debt of gratitude to the extraordinary expertise of Michele Nevola, who spoke to him through Don Pierino. For Rosa's Cilento cooking, gratitude is owed to the clear and rigorous information provided by the magnificent Sabrina Prisco, of the Osteria Canali in Salerno.

A heartfelt thanks to the magnificent De Filippo siblings, and I hope they'll forgive me for moving the premiere of their play
Natale in casa Cupiello
by a few days for considerations of plot.

The author must also express his thanks, once again, to the wonderful group of the Corpi Freddi, who turn solitary activities like writing and reading into a fantastic collective experience. Ricciardi's heart beats for these young people and, through them, echoes back, amplified and more profound.

My last thank-you goes to a little girl who, at the end of the 1930s, told her stories to a little rag doll, imagining that it was her child.

And those are the stories, Mamma, that I tell here.

Maurizio de Giovanni lives and works in Naples. His Commissario Ricciardi series, including
I Will Have Vengeance
(Europa 2013),
Blood Curse
(Europa 2013),
Everyone in Their Place
(Europa 2013), and
The Day of the Dead
(Europa 2014) are bestsellers in Italy and have been published to great acclaim in French, Spanish, and German, in addition to English. He is also the author of
The Crocodile
(Europa 2013), a noir thriller set in contemporary Naples.

“Superb.”—
The New York Times

 

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