Authors: Leslie Budewitz
“I think the Film Festival's a great idea,” Wendy said. “It's time we did something for ourselves instead of always for tourists.”
“For fun,” Landon said, gripping his cookie so tight the filling oozed out. The panini press buzzed, the aroma of toasted bread and cheese wafting over the chaos of conversation and conflict.
Sally glared at my nephew, at Wendy, and finally, at me. She'd hit a tender spot. Though everyone assured me over and overâeveryone but Sallyâthat none of it was my fault, I did feel guilty when my first new festival, the Festa di Pasta di Jewel Bay, resulted in the murder of a good friend. And when more tragedy struck the Summer Art and Food FairâJewel Bay's longest-running festival, an event Fresca helped start when Nick was a baby. But Christine had been convinced that we could make a winter film festival fly, and when it comes to movies and food, I'm a sucker. As Wendy had said, it wasn't for the tourists. It was for the town. A little play, after all our hard work.
“You Murphys think you're the only ones around here with good ideas,” she sputtered. I didn't point out that the Film Festival hadn't been my idea.
She left empty-handed, a cloud of fine white snow swirling in her wake.
“I think,” Wendy said, “we all need another cookie.”
“Good idea,” Landon said, and I had to agree.
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I
delivered my nephew to his mother at her gallery, left the shop in Tracy's practiced hands, and took to the road.
Once across the one-lane bridge over the Jewel River, I pointed my sage green Subaruâthe semi-official car of western Montanaâeast and followed the river along the narrow two-lane highway called Cutoff Road.
By early February, you can almost see the light growing stronger. These clear, sunny days are the coldest, but the light makes up for the lack of heat. New snow gleamed on the peaks of the Swan Range, and through a cut to the
south, I caught a glimpse of the Mission Mountains, carved by the glacial hand of God.
Christine lived in a darling cottage, once a rectory, beside a decommissioned Catholic church. Iggyâaka Louise Ringâhad bought the property on the corner of the highway and Mountain View Road decades ago, to save it from the wrecking ball when the parish built a new church north of town. After her husband died, Iggy moved in to the cottage and converted the church into an art studio and gallery. Friends and students had reclaimed the parking lot behind the church, planting an orchard and creating a community garden. Not content with tomatoes and beans, they also planted art: Fountains flow in giant clay pots, flowers blossom in tiled tire rims, and over it all reigns a horse welded from scrap metal.
Today, snow blanketed everything but the horse.
None of us had been surprised by Iggy's death last fallâshe'd been ninety-seven, though she hadn't looked a day over eighty.
But we'd been astonished that she left the bulk of her estate, including the church and cottage and her art collection, to Christine. Who'd been more surprised than anyone.
I turned onto Mountain View and parked across from the church, painted white with forest green trim to match the cottage. Zayda had beat me here, the front wheel on the right side of her mother's old red Toyota perched awkwardly on a snow berm. I grabbed my blue leather tote bagâa remnant of my city wardrobeâand waded into the fresh white powder.
Last night's new snow lay undisturbed on the walkway to the cottage and its wide front steps. I headed for the well-trampled trail between the buildings, which forked left to the back door of the church and right to the side door of the cottage.
Where Zayda George huddled on the concrete steps, arms wrapped around her knees, the hood of her charcoal
gray ski coat pulled over her head and face. She gave off an air of unhappiness far beyond being “too sensitive.”
Careful, Erin
. You're not her mother or teacher, or the Film Club advisor. You barely know her.
“Hey, there. You could have gone in. You didn't need to wait for me.”
The hood slipped back. The brown eyes she'd gotten from the Greek side of her family were pained.
“What's wrong?” I said. No reply. My rib cage tightening with a nascent fear, I stepped around her and opened the screen. Knocked on the door.
No answer. No footsteps.
Behind the house, Christine's car stood under last night's thin blanket of snow. She hadn't gone anywhere.
I twisted the doorknob. Locked. “Did you try the studio? She must be waiting for us there.”
Stricken
. The only word for Zayda's expression.
At the back doors of the church, I tugged the big brass handle on first one dark red metal door, then the other. Rattled them. “Christine,” I yelled.
No answer.
So I did what any veteran little sister would do. I called my big brother.
“The spare's underneath the Buddha behind the house,” Nick said. “I'll be right there.”
I upended three frosted Buddha statues before finding two keys on a thin wire ring. The faded yellow paper label read
BACK
. Church or house? I dashed to the red double doors, mentally rubbing the stars on my wrist. Keys and I don't always get along.
First key, no luck. I swore.
The second key fit and I turned it, but nothing happened. “The other way,” I muttered, and the door creaked open.
“Christine?” I paused in the carpeted back entry, listening.
“Christine?” Nothing. I bounded up the half flight of
stairs to the sanctuary, a long straight nave with no transepts or alcoves. “Christine?” Light poured through the tall windows behind the altar. A marble statue on a pedestal gleamed, and a pair of bronzes gave off a subtle glow.
“Oh, God.” She lay on the altar, facedown. Two long red braids trailed down her back, and a thin trickle of a deeper red crawled across the yellowed oak floor.
I
did not want to see her. I did not want to touch her.
“Christine.” I knelt, taking her wrist in my shaking fingers. Warm skinâa good sign. A faint throbbing. Her pulse, or mine?
“Uhhnnnh. Uhh-unh.”
“Shush. It's Erin. Help is on the way.” I lowered my face to hers, to hear and be heard. “Hang in there.”
In response came a long, painful gurgling noise. Like a fish crying for water, she scrambled for air. Her shoulders heaved and bucked as she tried to raise her chest off the worn wood floor.
That's when I saw the pool of blood beneath her, the hole in her side.
Acid welled in my gut. “Hang on. Zayda's calling for help.” An unmanned fire station stood kitty-corner across the highway, but the volunteer department could only be reached by calling county dispatch.
“Shop,” she said, her speech obscured by the gasping, the gurgling, as blood filled her lungs. “Lrss.”
“Shushhh. Don't try to talk.”
“Shop,” she repeated, her paint-stained fingers clawing and scraping.
“My shop is fine. Tracy's working today. Help is coming and you'll be fine. Hang in there.” She would not be fine, and we both knew it.
I held her wrist, my other hand unsure where to land, finally settling lightly on her shoulder. Liz Pinsky had made me a feng shui convert last summer, demonstrating how a space holds energy. She would say that even after decommissioning, a church holds the prayers and intentions of the faithful who worshipped there.
I called on them now, and on the saints and angels, to not abandon this holy place because evil had violated it.
That is when we need all that is holy all the more.
In reply, sirens.
And then, “I'll take over now.” An EMTâa mechanic by tradeâtouched my shoulder. I scooted back, making room for him and his bag. He reached for Christine's wrist, then her neck. On her other side, a second EMT saw the pool of blood. Hands in thin blue gloves, he raised her shirt to expose the wound and applied a pad. “Gotta stop this bleeding,” he said, while the first man slid the business end of a stethoscope onto her bare back. Listened to her lungs. Raised his head and I saw the two men's eyes meet.
They did all they were supposed to do, but that brief glance confirmed that it would not be enough.
I sat on my heels.
Not again. Maybe Sally's right.
“I'm Nick Murphy. My sister and my girlfriend are in there.”
The strained voiced boomed from the rear of the sanctuary. Zayda had sunk against the back wall, beneath a black-and-gold Asian tapestry. She hugged her knees, her big coat enveloping her and her sadness. A deputy sheriff I did not know blocked Nick's way.
“I'm sorry, sir. This is a potential crime scene.”
“Nick!” I ran down the altar steps and past Christine's easels and canvases, her worktable littered with tubes and knives and brushes. Past the display cabinets and the walls of paintings. “She's been shot. She's bleeding. I'm afraid . . .”
He pulled me into his arms, and through our coats, I felt my brother's heart pound, felt him tremble, felt him hold me tight, safe, and I tried to do the same for him.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
“W
here have you been?” I asked. Nick wore field gear: water-resistant pants, bright blue knee-high gaiters, boots, mittens that converted into fingerless gloves for note taking. Heavy-duty sun goggles peeked out of an upper pocket in his nylon shell.
“Up in the Jewel Basin, checking my packs.” Wolf-breeding season. Nick tracked the packs by snowshoe or on skis, then watched for denning activity. “What happened?”
I told him what little I knew, and we stared, arms around each other, as the EMTs finished their work.
Sheriff's Detective Kim Caldwell and Undersheriff Ike Hoover arrived at the same time, Ike in full uniform, Kim in jeans, the belt that held her gun, radio, and other gear slung on her hip. Just looking at it gave me back pain. We'd become friendly again since my return to Jewel Bay, but nothing like the past. We'd been best buds from sixth grade, when her family moved back to help her grandparents run the Lodge, right up till February twenty-fourth our senior year. The night my father died, I lost my best friend, too.
When you get your badge, they give you extra eyes and a swivel in your neck. Both Kim and Ike scanned the old church quickly and thoroughly, seeming to take in everything. Kim spotted Zayda, knelt and said a few words, then stepped outside, phone in hand.
It hadn't occurred to me to call her parents. Some friend and mentor I was.
Ike pulled out a notebook. I perched on one of the leftover
pews, the dark wood polished by decades of backs and bottoms sliding across the grain, and repeated what little I knew. I nearly gagged at the part I didn't want Nick to hearâthe part about the gurgling, the struggle to breathe, to speak. To live.
“She said
what
?” Ike said.
“Shop,” I repeated. “She was asking about my shop. I don't know why. She was confused. She'd lost a lot of blood.” Shivers overtook me.
Nick's eyes darkened and his gaze flicked across the room to the old barrister's bookcases that held Iggy's collection of bronzes and Western artifacts. Pain creased his brow. He ran a hand through his dark hair and trained his attention on Ike.
“Sheriff.” The second EMT appeared at Ike's elbow. I recognized him from the lumberyard at Taylor's Building Supply. They stepped aside, and though we couldn't hear them, the meaning was clear.
Christine Vandeberg, of the red hair and colored glasses, my good friend, my partner in planning, the woman who might, not once but twice, have become my sister-in-law, was dead.
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O
utside, the sky had darkened. Leafless branches stood stark against the gray. The evergreensâfir, pine, blue spruceâleaned away from the cold front moving in.
We had not been inside long. But it doesn't take long for everything to change.
I tugged at my collar and hunched my shoulders against the biting wind, hard grains of snow pelting my face as we crossed Cutoff Road to the fire hall. Inside, our uniformed escort pointed to hard chairs set at long plastic tables. The concrete floor and white walls, plastered with huge section maps of the fire district, made the place seem colder.
A fireman strode in from the garage, shiny red engines visible behind him. He fiddled with a thermostat and
started coffee. A deputy stood by each door, and while they did not bar the way or block us in, leaving did not feel like an option.
Nick and I huddled at one table, Zayda and her parents at the next. I tried to conjure warm thoughts, but that reminded me of Christine, her warm skin cooling, her warm heart stopping.
At least Nick was dressed for the weather. The Georges must have come straight from the Inn. Mimi had draped a coat over the black pants and blue blouse she wore to hostess, and Tony wore a faded baseball jacket over his grease-spattered chef's whites.
“Kim,” Nick said, when she finally appeared. “It's freezing in here. Can't we talk somewhere else? Her cottage?”
“Still being searched,” she said, and I felt a shock wave ripple through him. Nick had not been around last summer, when tragedy struck twice. Nick had not been around a lot these last few years, his field trips for work the reason Christine had given for breaking their engagement. It was finally hitting him that we were talking murder.
Kim extended her hand toward me. “Recognize this?”
In her palm lay a small plastic bag, a tiny silver horseshoe shape inside. I squinted. “No.”
Zayda's fingers flew to her left eyebrow. The silver ring she always wore was gone.
“Is it yours?” Mimi asked her daughter.
“Where did you find it?” Tony asked Kim.
“You're over sixteen,” Kim told Zayda. “You can choose whether you want to have a parent present during your interview. Or whether you want to call a lawyer.”
“I don't want to be interviewed,” Zayda said, her voice high and thin.
“That's your right,” Detective Kim Caldwell replied, “but you might want to think it over.”
“She'll tell you anything she knows,” Mimi said as Tony repeated, “Where did you find it?”
“Under the body.”
Had it not been for the noisy wall heater, for the drip drip drip of the faucet onto the stainless steel sink, for the sighs and moans of the coffeemaker, you could have heard a pin drop. Or an eyebrow stud.
“I went in, but I didn't see her,” Zayda said, “so I decided to wait outside.” She wiped the back of her hand across her nose.
“Did you argue? Did you shoot her?”
At Nick's demands, Tony rose and took a step forward, chin high, nostrils flaring. “My daughter wouldn't hurt a flea. She doesn't even know how to shoot,” Tony said. Mimi tugged at his sleeve, but she was clearly as upset as he.
Nick's brow furrowed and he glanced from father to daughter. I put a hand on his arm.
“How did you get in?” I asked the girl. “The back doors were locked. And there's a security system.”
Her ponytail flapped. “No, it was off. And they were open. One of them, anyway. It must have locked automatically behind me.”
“They don't lock automatically,” Nick said. “You need to turn the bolt.”
“We were supposed to meet Christine. That's why the alarm was off,” I told Kim, then turned to Zayda. “But if the doors were open, why wait for me outside? Was someone else here? Did you hear a shot?”
Zayda sank into herself.
“Hey, that's enough.” Kim held out her hands.
Tony George wrapped an arm protectively around his daughter. I could not imagine that anything in his years as a restaurateur or, before that, his career as a baseball player had prepared him for this.
“Deputy Oakland will keep you company while I speak with the Murphys,” she told the Georges. “Please don't talk.”
We followed her into the fire chief's office. Kim works
out of a satellite office the sheriff's department keeps at the fire hall in town, four or five miles away. Both that office and this one had been furnished from the same industrial supply room: a black vinyl chair behind a gray metal desk, two hard plastic chairs, a gray three-drawer file cabinet. Barely room for a wastebasket. More maps covered the walls.
“What the heck happened?” Nick barked the second Kim closed the door.
“I am so sorry.” She sat behind the desk and gestured for us to sit. “How much do you know?”
Nick wriggled out of his coat, sweat beading behind his ear, above his navy wool turtleneck. “Nothing. I was up Noisy Creek when Erin called. I told her where to find the spare key and rushed here.”
“All the doors were locked, but Christine's car was covered in snow, and it was obvious she hadn't gone anywhere,” I said.
Kim held up a hand. “One at a time. Last night, we all left Red's about ten. You went to your cabin.” She pointed at me. “With Adam, or alone?”
My blush was answer enough. She turned to Nick.
“I've been working early and late, checking my wolf packs. The rest of you were already at Red's when I came in.”
She nodded. “And after?”
“I went back to the Orchard and Christine went home. Like I said, early call.”
“Anybody see you?”
“I doubt it. No lights on at Mom's, so I didn't stop.” Nick kept base camp, as he called it, in a haphazard cabin at the top of the Orchard, the homestead where we were raised. Where Fresca reigned. The precise history lost to time, we speculated that farmhands built the cabin during my great-grandparents' early years on the land. Wood heat, no insulation, but Nick always said he didn't mind, that it was a palace compared to field conditions.
Watching him alternately shiver and sweat worried me. “Kim, Nick's been out in the cold, sweating, then freezing. He needs to go home and warm up. Get into dry clothes.”
“I'm fine,” he said, though he did not sound fine.
“Why start so early? Jewel Basin's only ten miles from town.”
His expression darkened. “I had a report of a wolf sighting to check. And I need to get into place before daybreak.”
Wolf biologists walk a fine line in these politically charged times. They love and respect the animals, understand their ways and their need for habitat. For fresh food. They understand the conflicts that arise when wolves choose a young calf or lamb to sacrifice. But some folks harbor genuine hatred for wolves, shining it like they might polish their rifles or the family silver. Wolves didn't die out naturally in the 1930s; they were hunted to near extinction, bounties on their hides. Reintroduction came not from bleeding-heart tree huggers, but from wildlife managers who knew gray wolves were migrating into northwest Montana from Alberta and British Columbia. Controlled reintroduction in Yellowstone and in the central Idaho wilderness offered scientists an opportunity to study the carnivores' behavior more closely.
Nick was an unaffiliated scientist, not part of state or federal management teams, and no longer attached to a university. Grants and contracts funded his studies. His results were reported widely and debated heavily, but ultimately garnered respect. At least in the scientific community and among politicians and individuals genuinely interested in understanding our lupine neighbors.
But nothing can sway a dyed-in-the-sheep's-wool wolf hater.
“You carry a gun in the field?” Kim asked.
“Colt .45 semiauto. It's underneath the seat in my Jeep. Locked and loaded.”
“When did you last carry it? When did you last fire it?”
“I always carry it in the woods. Haven't fired it since I last went to the range months ago.”
“We'll need to see it.”
They stared at each other. A moment later, Nick fished his keys out of his coat pocket and handed them to her. She opened the door and spoke to one of the deputies. “Bag it for ballistics.”