Burning Time (11 page)

“Great, huh?”

She raised one shoulder, noncommittal.

“I drew it,” he said flatly.

“Uh, no kidding. Can we have that now?”

He gave her two generous lines and watched her expertly snort every tiny grain. She breathed deeply a few times, shuddering, then turned to him.

“Your turn.”

“Go away. I like to do it alone,” he said.

She wandered back into the dining room and took her clothes off. She started dancing naked to music in her head. For a few minutes, Troland watched her grinding away for his benefit. She had a small flat ass, no hips, and a stomach like a board. Probably hadn’t eaten anything in months. The girl was way into it. He wasn’t turned on.

“Hurry up,” she said. “I’m waiting for you.”

He frowned at the command and turned his attention to the coke. He had to have something, but didn’t want as much as she had had. Finally he turned his back to her and took a little, just enough to enjoy it. He sniffed a few times afterward, letting himself go with it. He felt better.

“Com’ere.”

She danced over to where he stood by the table, humming to herself and snapping her fingers.

“Unzip my jeans.”

She unbuttoned the button, then began on his zipper, opening her thighs around his legs and pressing her flat chest against his shirt with her two hands between them. He wasn’t wearing anything under his jeans. She reached in and giggled.

“Ah.” She rubbed with one hand and pulled at his jeans with the other.

“No, leave them on,” he said.

“Don’t you want to get undressed?”

She started yanking his shirt up, but he jerked away from her before she could get it very far.

“I said no. Do it right.”

“What’s right for you?” She sounded peevish.

“On your knees.”

She looked at the worn carpet on the floor, the dining table and the chairs around it, puzzled. “Where?”

“Here. Suck.” He planted himself in the chair with his legs apart. He turned his head away from her and studied the drawing as the girl got on her knees and started rubbing his inner thighs, the bare V of his stomach where his jeans were open. She nudged him out and rubbed for a while, then lowered her head over him.

“Wait. Put this on.” He dropped a condom on the floor beside her.

“Geez,” she muttered. She tore the foil, pulled it out, and unrolled it.

He watched her to see that she did it right, put it on so that none of her filthy germs could get inside. All the way up he wanted it. She pulled it all the way up.

He looked at his drawing some more as she put her mouth around him and squeezed tight with her lips. She moved up and down, slowly at first and then hard.

“That’s good, more tongue,” he said. “Yeah.” He closed his eyes and reached for her tits. He couldn’t get to them. Both her hands and her mouth were working on him. He tried to get into it.

Finally he stood up, moved her aside like a piece of furniture, and went into the bathroom to take a leak. When he came back, she was on the same place on the floor. On her hands and knees wiggling her ass at him like a picture come alive from a nudie magazine.

“You didn’t come, did you?”

He sat down again, ignoring her.

“Let’s try something else,” she said.

He looked at her. She was up, up, up, showed no signs of fatigue even though she’d been at him for thirty minutes at least. He’d lost interest. He had his true purpose in mind now.

“Hey, whatever your name is. Come on.” Her tongue darted in and out of her mouth as she wagged her tail.

He laid his pens out. Then he carefully put the transfer paper over the design and taped the edges.

The girl frowned. “Hey, do me now,” she said.

“Go take a nap.”

“I don’t want to take a nap.” She stuck her tongue in his ear. “Come on, you want a good time, don’t you?” She began moving against him, rubbing her pointy breasts back and forth across his arm, nuzzling his neck.

“Beat it. I’m busy.”

“I wanna do it,” she whined. “Come on, let’s fuck.”

“Later.”

“I don’t wanna do it later.” She backed away from him so he could get a better view of her. “Hey, look.” She posed, standing a few different ways, then bent over so he could see her crotch, anus, everything.

He wasn’t looking, though. He paid no attention to her as she crawled under the table. Suddenly her head poked up between his legs and she had him in her hand. A firm grip on his balls and cock. He jumped a foot.

“What the fuck? Get away from me, you crazy cunt.” He pushed her away furiously.

“But I’m not finished. I want to do it,” she complained.

“You want it so much, do it to yourself.”

She put one hand on her hip and tossed her blond hair impatiently. “Hey, don’t you have what it takes?”

He reddened. She had no idea what he could do to her. The big wave rose, almost taking over. Then he glanced
down at his beautiful drawing and his true purpose. Willy told him to let it go. He let the wave go back.

“I said I’m busy now. Do it to yourself.”

“All right.”
She sniffed angrily and put her hand to her crotch. She had a very small tuft of light brown hair. She started exploring it with her fingers. She became engrossed almost immediately.

For a minute or two she stood there swaying in front of him, dancing to the music in her head with both hands teasing at her crotch. Then suddenly she squatted on her heels and shoved her two fingers as deep inside as she could get them.

“Have you checked with Sex Crimes?” Milt asked.

Newt stirred his coffee with a bent spoon. Absently he bent it back into shape. “Yes. No burning or branding cases in San Diego at the moment. Plenty of other kinds of assault, though. They have a rapist that dresses up as Superman, even has a cape.”

They were in the café down the street from the sheriff’s office, talking the situation over. The coroner’s report had been filed. The data on the unidentified dead girl was in the computer. Now they had to wait and see if something came up.

Milt started on his second doughnut. It was heavily frosted with glaze. Whenever he was distressed, he ate. He was silent, chewing thoughtfully.

“What about your friend in Twentynine Palms?” Newt asked. He wasn’t going to eat a doughnut no matter how tempted he got. They gave him heartburn. He kept that heartburn in mind as he watched Milt swallow.

“I was getting to that. I sent him the report, the photographs, everything,” Milt replied, licking his fingers.

“And?”

“And he’s on his way up here to have a look. He says the shape of the brand, or the object that made the burn, was not quite as clear on his victim. The appearance of the burn was altered by a superimposed bacterial infection of the surrounding skin. You know—gas formation, skin slippage.”

“What does that mean to me, Milt?”

“That means the girl in Twentynine Palms may have lived longer. Her wounds became infected
before
she died. He wasn’t even absolutely sure it was a brand. Except that even with the swelling and blurring around the edges, it had a very distinct shape. Now we have a better picture of it. It’s the only thing we have to go on. Maybe it’s his totem, or something.”

“Christ.”

Milt swallowed some cold coffee. “Real unusual. I’ve never seen anything like this. There’s no physical evidence at all.”

Newt nodded grimly. “That’s what Sex Crimes said. If they mutilate them, they usually kill them first. Very rare to torture them and then let them go.”

“The girl in Palms was found only a quarter of a mile from the road. She may have walked a long way. A little farther and she might even have been saved. You have any idea what it’s like to die of dehydration?”

Newt didn’t answer. He watched Milt take another doughnut.

“It’s a slow, agonizing death,” Milt said, his mouth full. “There’s military medical literature on it from American and Nazi soldiers who fought in the African Campaign in World War Two.”

“I’ll be sure to read it.” Newt shook his head apologetically. “Sorry. I just keep thinking there might be others
out there. What do we do, get a copter and patrol a hundred of miles of desert, in case he decides to do it again?”

“Oh, hell do it again,” Milt said.

“Jesus. A serial brander whose victims die of—what would you say—natural causes?”

Milt put some money down. “No, I wouldn’t say that.”

“Maybe we ought to get the computer people on it. Maybe it’s not a local person, and there are cases of it somewhere else.”

“Maybe.”

“But you don’t think so?” Newt said dejectedly.

“Newt, I have no idea. I don’t even know if VICAP would even come in on something like this.”

Milt got up and dusted the sugar off the front of his shirt. After he had been gone for a minute or two, Newt ordered a doughnut.

“Great lunch,” Jason said.

“Yeah, it’s great to be together,” Charles agreed.

It was about fifty-five outside, the warmest day in months. Charles and Jason walked along the East River after lunch in Charles’s elegant apartment on East End Avenue.

“Isn’t this great?” Charles demanded. He pointed out to the water where a large sloop sailed between two barges. “Look at that boat. God, I’d love a boat.”

“When would you use it?” Jason laughed. “With the country house and the Caribbean vacations, skiing trips to Vail … Must be tough.”

Charles hunched his shoulders a little at the dig. Charles, who looked like he could be Jason’s brother, came from an extremely wealthy Westchester family. Jason came from the Bronx, had scholarships in college and medical school, and helped support his family all through his training. They met the first day at the New York Psychiatric Center where they did their training, and had been friends ever since.

“I don’t know. I’d find the time. I want to take up sailing. I didn’t sail as a kid. Did you?”

“No,” Jason said. The Bronx didn’t have much of a coastline. And his family’s primary concern had been food and shelter.

“Don’t have kids,” they liked to tell him. “They’ll drain you of your life’s blood and keep you as poor as we are.”

Now they were mad because he was married to a shiksa and were convinced God had made her barren to punish him. Jason had given them no grandchildren; what kind of son was that? They didn’t know
he
was the ambitious one, the one in the marriage who didn’t want life complicated by children. Until recently, Emma hadn’t seemed to care very much, either. Only recently had the question of enlarging their family become an issue that smoldered away under the surface of their daily life. Now he was beginning to see how much Emma wanted and needed a child.

Charles strode along, breathing deeply. “Isn’t this great? I just can’t stand being in the city on weekends. I feel caged. I really do. I need to be outside.” He swung his arms. “I need exercise.”

“Don’t you run?” Jason asked. Like Emma, Jason liked to run. It was good for the heart, made his body strong, and gave him energy. It was like taking an upper. The view wasn’t much different on Riverside Drive. They had good paths and trees and a river over there, too.

“Oh, yeah, and I go to the gym and play racquetball, but that’s a sprinter’s game. It’s not like standing back at the baseline in tennis and really smashing the ball.”

“No,” Jason said.

“Well, I can’t complain. Brenda had my office redecorated. It’s really nice now. I work a half a day a week at the hospital, to keep my hand in. Go away most weekends.” And there was Rosalie. Charles didn’t mention Rosalie, a
colleague he popped from time to time when opportunity presented itself. He didn’t tell Jason things like that anymore. “Life is a well-oiled machine these days. Everything in its place and running smoothly. We’ve got it made. You’re the famous one. I’m the drone.” Charles laughed.

Jason had been putting one foot in front of the other, listening, listening. All afternoon. Listening with empathy was what he was famous for. Now he could contain himself no longer.

“Look, Charles. Something terrible is happening to me,” he blurted out. “I don’t know. I just—I’m falling apart.…” Jason’s steps faltered.

They were just at the bottom of the park, about to head back to Seventy-ninth Street down the broad walk along the river. Charles caught him under the arm. His somewhat vacant, smug expression was instantly wiped away. The intense, searching face that Jason used to know and hadn’t seen in many years reappeared.

It was the face of the young Charles who had come to work on the sixth floor of the Center one morning in their second year to find a beautiful, sixteen-year-old, acutely psychotic patient hanging by the neck on an exposed pipe in the ceiling. All her vital signs were gone, but Charles wouldn’t accept her death. He had never accepted the credo that patients like her couldn’t be treated with psychotherapy, either. He resuscitated her, and treated her for years after his training was completed. The girl recovered and never had another psychotic incident.

Charles caught sight of an unoccupied bench and headed for it with his arm around Jason’s shoulder.

“What’s going on?” he asked.

Jason sat on the bench. “It’s Emma.”

“Is she involved with someone else?” Charles frowned when Jason didn’t reply. “Oh, man, I’m sorry …”

Jason shook his head. “That’s not it.”

“Oh,
you’re
involved with someone else.” Charles cocked his head. “So, you had an accident. You fell. You can get through it.”

“No, no, Charles, it’s way beyond that. It’s something you could never believe.”

“You did a foursome. What? What could be so bad I couldn’t believe it?”

Jason paused. “Did you see
Serpent’s Teeth?”

“No, what are they?” Charles looked confused.

“It’s a movie. Haven’t you seen the ads for it, the reviews?” Jason demanded irritably.

“No, what’s so important about it?”

“Emma’s in it,” Jason said.

“Oh, I see,” Charles replied. “Emma’s in a movie. That’s great.”

“You haven’t heard anything from anybody?” Jason demanded.