“I don't care! For once in your life, would you please try to have a little compassion? Just because you're comfortable with bugs and death and darkness, that doesn't mean everybody else is! Think about how normal people might feel!”
“You're normal?”
“Compared to you,
everybody
is normal!” She turned the spotlight forward again and left Nick sitting in the darkness. “What am I even doing out here?” she grumbled. “I must have been out of my mind.”
“That's not the kind of thing you like to hear your psychiatrist say.”
“When have I ever been
your
psychiatrist?”
“You're the only one I see.”
“You only see me because you have toâand you never listen.”
“I listen. I don't always agree, but I listen.”
“Then listen to this:
You only slept three hours last night.
”
“So what? So did you.”
“I tried to sleep, but I couldn'tâdid you even try? I took a nap during my break todayâdid you? And right now, I'm thinking about how good it would feel to be back in my bed againâeven that lousy cot in the DMORT dormitory. What about you, Nick? Are you even thinking about getting some rest tonight? Or will this day just blend in with the next one, and the next one after that? This is how it always starts for you; this is the way you become self-destructive.”
“Not this again,” Nick groaned.
“Listen to me: A person who's been sleep-deprived for seventy-two hours is as susceptible to hallucinations as someone taking LSD isâany psychiatrist can tell you that. When you start telling me you're hearing engines and we're being followed, I don't know what to think.”
“You think I'm hallucinating?”
“I don't knowâbut I do know you're headed in that direction. Admit it, Nickâthere's only one reason we're sitting in the middle of this godforsaken swamp in the middle of the night: You just couldn't wait to get out here.”
“Maybe,” Nick said. “But you need to admit something too: You wouldn't be here if you didn't think I was on to something.”
“Is that why you think I'm here?”
He paused. “Why else?”
She shook her head and turned away. “I guess you're not as bright as I thought.”
Nick allowed a full minute to go by before he said, “Can we go now?”
“What are you waiting for? Get me out of here.”
“I'm waiting for my vision to return. I've got this supernova burned on the back of my retinas.”
“Serves you right,” she said.
It was another twenty minutes before they finally approached the coordinates supplied by the geologist from LSU.
“This should be the place,” Nick said, “give or take a few meters.”
“I don't see anything here,” Beth said.
“Shine the spotlight on the shore. This is your chance to look at all the trees.”
As they came around a slow bend, the channel widened slightly; Nick knew that it would undoubtedly widen more as the bayou opened up into the Gulf. On the right, the shore was still crowded with cypress, black gums, and buttonwoods right up to the water's edgeâbut on the left there was a wide, flat clearing covered only in low marsh grass. Thirty yards back from the water, Nick saw a long tin shack partially hidden behind a stand of water tupelos.
“That's what we're looking for,” Nick said.
“How do you know?”
“It's the only thing out here. Let's take a look.”
“Wait a minuteâyou want to get out of the boat?”
“Well, we can't see it from here.”
“You never said anything about getting out in the middle of a swamp.”
“You never said anything about an impromptu lecture on sleep deprivation, but you managed to come up with one. C'mon, loosen upâwe're improvising here.”
“I'm staying in the boat.”
“Fine. I'll just pull up under these tree limbs. Is that just moss hanging down like that? It's so hard to tellâI could be hallucinating.”
Five minutes later they were standing in front of the shed. Beth kept her arms wrapped around her shoulders and she rocked from foot to foot with a soft sucking sound, minimizing the time she spent in contact with the boggy soil.
Nick ran his flashlight over the corrugated metal panels. “It's not very old,” he said.
“How can you tell?”
“There's hardly any rust; this galvanizing wouldn't hold up long out here.” He raised the flashlight and looked at the joint between the walls and the roof; a two-inch gap had been left for ventilation. Along the edge of the roof he could see long licks of black soot. “There was a fire here.”
They walked around to the end of the shack and found the doorway. The door itself was missing; he shone the flashlight at the slatted floor and found the door there. “Looks like there was a forcible entry.” He examined the doorframe; it was charred black. He pointed the flashlight inside and ran the light along both walls; he saw the burned remains of overturned wooden benches and a mound of shattered glass and blackened metal pans. “We'd better not go inside,” he said. “No telling what's holding this thing up.”
He poked his head in the doorway, then drew back. “Whoa.”
“What's the matter?”
“Smell this.”
Beth cautiously stepped up to the door and sniffed. “Smells like ammonia to me.”
“Me too.”
Suddenly a spotlight went on, flooding the front of the shed with blinding light; it was coming from the water behind their boat.
We're federal agents
,” a voice blared over a megaphone.
“Come out
“
with your hands in the air. Do it now!”
Beth began to step out from the shadows and into the glaring light, but Nick grabbed her by the arm and jerked her back.
“What's the matter? They're federal agents.”
“So are we.”
“They don't know that.”
“Maybe they do.”
“Nick, we should at least identify ourselves.”
“They know who we are,” Nick said. “They wouldn't be out here if they weren't looking for us.”
They heard the crack of a rifle and an even louder
bang
on the corner of the shack near their heads.
“Still think I'm hallucinating?” Nick asked.
“Maybe it was just a warning shot.”
“They fire warning shots into the air.”
There was a second shot; it struck the shack in exactly the same spot. “
Stay where you are
,” the voice commandedâthen they heard the low rumble of an engine.
“Nickâthey're coming after us!”
“They have no choiceâwe're sure not coming out.”
“What do we do?”
Nick pointed his flashlight at the marshy area behind the shack; it was a solid wall of vegetation. “C'mon,” he said, taking her by the hand.
She pulled her hand away. “We can't go in there.”
“Why not?”
“Because we don't know what's in there, that's why.”
“Well, we know what's out here. Look, you've got a choice: You can take lions and tigers and bears in
there
, or a sniper with a rifle out
here
âtake your pick.”
A third shot soundedâbut this time the rifle seemed to have a different timbre and the shot came from a different place; it seemed to come from the water, too, but this time farther downstream. Now the beam of the spotlight swung away from the shack and illuminated the bayou instead. Nick and Beth heard a series of three single shots echo from behind the spotlight, followed by a pause . . . and then a reply.
From downstream came an eruption of automatic-weapons fire. The first shot shattered the spotlight and returned the entire bayou to darkness. Nick wondered if the other shots had found their mark; as if in answer, he heard the first boat's engine rev and then begin to slowly fade away upstream.
Nick and Beth stood in the darkness, staring in the direction of the water. They heard the sound of another engine now, low and rumbling and steady; a boat was approaching from the left. When it pulled up even with their position, a flashlight clicked on. Nick and Beth instinctively shielded their eyes.
“You two,” a deep voice said. “Get in da boat.”
Beth huddled beside Nick on a wooden bench that spanned the bow of the boat. They faced backward, staring at the forms of two very large men who shared the bench in the stern. From the upward slant of the boat, it was obvious which couple contributed the bulk of the weight. They motored along slowly, heading deeper into the desolate bayouâprecisely where, they didn't know.
The men were concealed by the darkness, but Beth had caught a glimpse of them when she'd first stepped into the boat. Their faces looked similar in shape and proportion, though one was considerably younger than the other. They were unshaven, at least for several days, and they both had dark tousled hairâthough the older man's was longer and streaked with gray. They were dressed in well-worn khaki and faded flannel, and their leather boots were black from repeated oiling.
The two men said nothing when Nick and Beth cautiously approached the boat. They didn't stand up; they barely moved; there were no warnings, or threats, or further instructions. “Get in the boat” was clear enough, and their automatic weapon left no room for negotiation. The younger man just pointed at the bench in the bow and waited for Nick and Beth to climb aboard before shoving off. The older man appeared indifferent, almost bored; he slumped motionless on the bench, with the butt of his rifle resting on his thigh and the barrel pointing into the sky. The younger man held a flashlight at shoulder level and moved it back and forth from Nick to Beth, observing their faces.
“Thanks for helping us out back there,” Nick offered.
Neither man replied.
The younger man glanced over at his companion. “Police?”
The old man made a huffing sound.
“La femme? Non.”
Beth was shivering even harder now that adrenaline had flooded her bloodstream. She kept her arms folded tightly across her chest, but it didn't seem to help. She found herself wishing that Nick would put his arm around her shoulders, but she knew she might as well wish that their little boat ride would turn into a dinner cruise. She couldn't help wondering what it might turn into instead; the thought made a knot in the pit of her stomach.
She could feel a thick blanket or rug in the bottom of the boat; she could feel the warm fur against her exposed ankles, and she wriggled her feet in as deeply as she could. She wanted to reach down and pull the rug up around her shoulders, but she knew she didn't dare.
“Excuse me,” Nick said unexpectedly. “I couldn't help noticing your ring.”
Beth turned and looked at Nick. The two men dressed like rejects from an L.L. Bean outlet store, and Nick was commenting on their accessories? What was he doing?
The younger man slowly extended his left hand and held the flashlight out to illuminate it. His ring was silver with deep black engraving, with a black onyx stone shaped like a football in the center. The stone was outlined by two lines of gems that looked like diamonds, and the words NATIONAL and CHAMPIONS surrounded them both. The ring was enormous; on his thick, stubby fingers it looked almost the size of a golf ball.
“LSU Class of 2004,” Nick read. “Go Tigers.”
“Whomped da Sooners in da Sugar Bowl,” the man said.
“Congratulations,” Nick said. “What position did you play?”
“Guard. Defense, mostly.”
“I didn't figure you for a running back. What did you study?”
“At LSU?” The letters blended together when they rolled off his tongueâit sounded like
elleshyew
.
“Yeah, at LSU.”
“Wildlife management.”
“Is that what you do out here, you and your friend?”
“Him? Dat's my
nonk
âmy uncle. I call him Tonton; he calls me Booâdat's Cajun.”
“I thought so,” Nick said. “You guys look like hunters.”
“Hunters, sometimesâtrappers most of da time.”
“What do you trap out here? I guess it depends on the season.”
“Not in da bayou. We trap what we want.”
Nick nodded.
“Boo,” the old man said.
“Ain?”
“Axe 'emâ
Que voulez-vous?
”
“My uncle, he wants ta know what you want out here.”
Nick paused. “We were trying to get away from some federal agents.”
Beth waited, but Nick said nothing more. She opened her mouth to offer further explanation, but Nick put his hand on her thigh and squeezed.