Brett's Little Headaches (8 page)

And Laurie, the end all and be all is this, I will not let you fuck up our lives because you’re too scared to take a chance, now go get our boys.”

She slinked out of the kitchen and I figured I was onto something. She didn’t seem to have much argument left; either that or she was plotting her escape from the crazy man. Whatever, she wasn’t going anywhere.

It didn’t matter one wit to me what others would think or how soon it was. I know what I know, fuck everything else.

There were no real obstacles standing in our way, well except for fear, and that wasn’t going to stop me. I’ll just have to prove to her that life can be a fairytale sometimes.

I cut the boys’ food up so that it would cool faster and turned my attention to our own dinner, while she oversaw them at the table.

Gunther stood guard and ate whatever scraps they fed him, which consisted mostly of the green stuff.

Dinner was noisy and fun as was to be expected, but it wasn’t over long before I was ushering them out the door.

“Come on little mama, I want to show you something remember?” We got the boys cleaned up and downstairs.

I kept her distracted with small talk as we drove, but she had her eyes peeled out the window as the boys carried on their usual jibber jabber in the backseat.

“Where are we going, it’s a bit late for the beach isn’t it?” We were halfway to our destination. She hadn’t brought up our conversation but I didn’t fool myself that she’d given in that easily.

“We’re not going to the beach love just hang on we’re almost there.” She looked back out the window as I drove.

“Here we are.” Her eyes widened on me when I pulled in through the gate. With the sun setting behind it, lighting up the stone, it was even more beautiful than yesterday.

“Brett?” She called out to me as I reached for the door handle and I looked back at her.

“It’s ours.”

“It’s...”

I got out of the jeep before she could say anything more and walked around to the back.

I released my dog first, who seemed to know what all that extra yard space was for, and then went after the boys in their car seats.

By now she was out and on the other side getting Dmitri while I got Garrett. I tossed her the keys when we were both finished getting the boys.

“You do the honors.” She was still a little flummoxed but her reflexes were good and she caught them.

“This is insane, we can’t do this.” She was panicking again but I was prepared for that. Once I’d made up my mind to take over and not leave my fate up to her, it was easier to deal with the situation.

“Look at our boys.” They were already rolling around in the grass with the dog, fucking picture perfect. I knew she would argue me to death but I had something for her little ass.

I’ll let her talk all she wanted to, but there was no way I was easing up on her. Shit, if I was willing to take a chance then so should she, no more of this nice guy bullshit, it wasn’t gonna get me what I want.

Like I said, I’d let her talk things out of course, but the end result was going to be the same either way. After tonight, we won’t ever be apart again.

“Let’s go inside, come on boys and bring the dog with you.” I was pretty sure the dog was no longer mine. At least he was trained to protect so I wouldn’t have to worry about my boys when I was away.

Her hands shook when she opened the door, but I picked her up and took her over the threshold.

The place was empty, just bare walls and shining marble floors. The ceilings were high and there were enough wrap around windows to let in the natural light.

“There are more than enough bedrooms and bathrooms, and a nursery, more than enough room for the family we’re going to have.”

“Just how many children are you planning to have?” Huh, if I tell you it’ll scare the shit out of you, no way.

“We’ll discuss that at a later date. Let’s walk through and see what you like and don’t like. We can hire a decorator, or you can do it all yourself, that’s up to you.”

“Oh I’d love to do it my...” She caught herself and cut herself off, but it was too late.

“So that’s what we’ll do then.” I put my arm around her shoulders and led her from room to room as the boys and the dog scampered around slipping and sliding on the floors.

“We should stop at one of those kiosks and get some magazines, unless you prefer to look on line. Whatever you choose is fine by me, just don’t wait too long to get started.”

“Are you always this rash? What if this doesn’t work out? Then you would’ve spent all that money for nothing.”

Time to bring out the big guns. “Do me a favor, close your eyes, they closed, good. Imagine me here with a woman and children, now imagine that that woman isn’t you.”

I saw her flinch just like she’d done in the park when I told her we could go our separate ways.

“Good, I see you don’t like that idea. The house is bought, no matter what it’s going to be my home. You can either share it with me, or leave the door open for someone else to walk through, your call.”

I gave her some time to let that shit sink in before putting her out of her misery.

“Just remember, I’m not letting you go, so I’m not sure how you’re supposed to pull that one off.”

Her sigh of relief did not go unnoticed and gave me hope. I pulled her into me for a kiss while the boys ran and screamed around the house, with the dog at their heels.

We were there for hours, because as unsure as she was of my sincerity, she loved that house.

We finally had to leave because it was getting late and we both had work the next day, not to mention the boys were starting to lag.

I almost didn’t want to take her home to get clothes for her and the boys, because I was afraid that she would balk at my command that she come home with me once we got there.

As we pulled up to her place I switched off the ignition and turned to her. She looked like she was ready to bolt at the slightest provocation.

“Listen, you can sleep in the guestroom if you’d like so long as we share the same roof.

I want you under me as soon as fucking possible, but I want all of you more. So I’ll wait the two weeks that I gave you, if you choose to make me suffer.”

That seemed to work because she visibly relaxed before looking back at the boys. “I’ll be right back.”

“Wait.” I got out and went around to help her. “It’ll be fine baby, I promise you that.” I kissed her forehead and gave her a little squeeze before watching her walk away.

She was gone long enough just to gather up some stuff, while I sat downstairs in the jeep with the boys and tried to get a grip. Not even my first solo deal had made me sweat as much.

I didn’t breathe easy until I saw her coming back and I got out to help her.

The ride back was a little tense, but I kept up a running conversation with her and the boys who were on their last legs.

Back in the condo I helped set up the boys’ room which had only one bed, but they were too tired to fight.

They begged to watch one of their kiddie movies before bedtime, which I loaded up for them. “Call your dad.”

“Why?” She took the phone that I passed to her.

“Because I want you to be comfortable here. I know this is fast and I wish I could get you to understand why I want this, but you have to admit that somewhere deep inside, you know that this is going to be good, or else you wouldn’t be here right now.

I know you would never put the boys in danger, even if you don’t. You’re afraid of being a bad mom, of making a mistake that might cost them; still here you are, and do you know why?

Because you know, in here,” I put my hand over the place where her heart beat, “that this was meant, and you want this for them too.”

She put the phone down without dialing and I pulled her in for a kiss. “Thank you.”

It’s been three days Brett; give her time. I kept repeating those words in my head over and over again as I paced the floor of my bedroom.

We’d put the boys to bed a short while ago and she’d shyly gone into the room I’d shown her to, leaving me out in the cold.

I wish I were the type to celebrate the huge victory of actually having her safe under my roof, of being able to walk down the hall and look in on the boys. I can close my eyes tonight and not worry about something happening to them while they sleep away from me.

But no; I want it all, as incongruous as that is, I don’t think I will be happy until I have it all exactly as I want it.

She’s turned me into one of those assholes that walk around with their tongue hanging out, at least that’s how I was beginning to feel.

I don’t get it. I’ve waited longer for a woman to make up her mind. in fact, I’ve never rushed any woman into my bed, seeing as how I myself have never been into one night stands.

With Laurie, I felt like if I didn’t get into her soon, something was going to come along and snatch her away from me.

And beyond all that, I want to get so deep inside her, it hurts just to think about it.

“Fuck this.” I marched from my room down the hall to her door, and without knocking, walked right in. I came up short at the sight of her asleep on the bed.

“So fucking beautiful.” I hadn’t meant to say the words out loud, but thankfully, they were low enough that I did not disturb her, not before I did what I came here for anyway.

I removed the sheet that she had covering her and felt my cock jump at my first look at her almost naked. She was barely wearing some short lacy thing that was too long for underwear and too short for shorts, with a silky looking top to match.

She was so fucking tiny when I picked her up; she hardly weighed anything. “What?” She started to come awake.

“Shh, go back to sleep, another change of plans.” She came fully awake when I put her in my bed and came down beside her. “Stay.” I rested my hand on her hip to keep her in my bed.

“I’ll try not to touch you, but I can’t fucking sleep in here with you in there.” I pulled her over to me and wrapped my arms around her, with her half on my chest.

“There, maybe now I can get some sleep.” She was stiff as a board for a good five minutes before she realized that I wasn’t about to take her against her will.

“Are you settled now? Because I’m about to kiss you and I don’t want you to freak.” I lifted her chin so that I could get to her mouth.

What we shared was more a devouring than anything as innocent as a kiss. She just went the fuck up in flames as soon as my tongue touched hers.

I pulled her fully on top of me and let her legs spread out over mine, putting her pussy right over the ridge of my cock.

While my mouth took control of hers, I moved her up and down my rod with my hands on her hips as guides. She might have doubts about happily ever after, but her body sure knew what it wanted.

“Please let me have you; fuck do you feel that?” I think my cock was harder and longer than it’s ever been before.

I turned us over until I was dry humping her and my cock was leaking all over us. “I need to get inside you, right fucking now.” You promised Brett, fuck that.

“Brett, I’m scared.” Still she followed my mouth with hers as she tried to keep contact between my dick and her pussy.

“Don’t be, I won’t hurt you I promise; please trust me.” I was removing her sexy shorts as I spoke, making sure to touch her in all the right places to keep her primed.

I could barely hold onto my cock as I wrestled it out of my pajama bottoms. I should stop and take care of her, get her body ready for me, but I wasn’t about to give her a chance to call a halt.

Instead I touched her wet core with the tip of my cock, rubbed it up and down her slit a few times, and then found her mouth with my own again.

“Mine!” I growled the word into her mouth as I pushed into her, going slowly at first because I knew how inexperienced she was.

Hot, wet silk surrounded my iron hard cock and made him feel ever so welcome. She had a little trouble taking all of me, so I took my time and worked all eleven inches into her, until there was none left to feed her.

“Fuck me.” Lifting my chest from hers, I looked down at her in wonder. “Merciful fuck baby.” I moved inside her, because I couldn’t not move.

Whatever it was about her that drew me from the beginning, was nothing compared to what she made me feel as I was buried deep inside her sweet, cunt.

“I fucking knew it, look at me.” She writhed beneath me in heat, her face a picture of sheer carnal pleasure.

“Look at me I said.” I pounded into her and held. Her eyes finally opened as I pulled her head back. “This is mine, I don’t care about anything else, hang-ups, fears, doubts. I don’t give a fuck.” Her eyes widened in surprise at my words; too bad.

“I will never let you keep yourself from me again, never, now kiss me.” I didn’t wait for her compliance, but took her mouth hungrily.

I think I lost it there for a few seconds. My mind was full of visions of me humbling her beneath me. All the different ways I was going to mount her in the future played through my head.

I nipped her lip first, before leaving her mouth and kissing and licking my way down her neck until I caught her flesh between my teeth to mark her in the most obvious way.

Her body fit perfectly beneath me, as she moved with me stroke for stroke, thrust for thrust. “Shit, are you protected?”

I had her bent almost double with her legs up to her ears as I fucked her with hard, deep strokes.

“Uh-huh, I’m on the pill.” For the first time in my life, those words were disappointing, but they didn’t stop me from fucking into her. I’ll deal with that later.

Right now I was too busy trying to catalogue my every emotion. I wanted to remember every feel every sound, everything breath. Nothing had ever felt this good. It was as if she were made to fit around me.

Pretty soon nice and easy wasn’t enough anymore and I found myself lifting her sweet little ass in my hands and pulling her onto my cock rougher.

There was something deep inside her that teased the tip of my cock each time I went into her. The next time I went deep I knocked against it and pushed through.

She screamed around my tongue as the tight ring snapped around my dick and held me captive.

Her cervix, good now I know where I will be going every time I take her. “Did I hurt you?” I brushed the hair back from her face as I held still until she got comfortable.

“No, I just feel so full.” I kissed her until she relaxed again under me, then I started moving in her.

I don’t think she ever stopped cumming from the moment I entered her. “Are you ready?” I eased up and out before turning her onto her knees and pulling her ass high.

I studied the pink of her pussy because I wanted to remember everything about that too, before sliding home.

If I thought she felt good before, the feel of her from behind was out of this fucking world. “Move on my cock baby.”

I reveled in her innocence when she first started moving against me. She really had only done this once.

That thought led to another and it was as if someone turned a switch in my head. The most fucked up feeling ran through me then and I pulled out of her, afraid that I might do something stupid. What the fuck was that?

My cock was screaming to cum, he was so close. But there was something fucked up going on in my head and my heart.

It scared me with its intensity and its newness. I’ve never felt it before, but I knew it was a danger to her.

“What’s the matter?” Her eyes were wide and full of worry, as if she thought she’d displeased me. You are so fucked Brett.

“I need to know about their fa...about the guy you...fuck.”

I got off the bed and paced around the room with fistfuls of my hair in my hands. “I need to know about the boy you were with.”

“What about him?” She looked confused and a little apprehensive as she tried to get the sheets to cover herself, and no wonder. If half of what I was feeling was showing on my face, she must be scared out of her fucking mind.

“Did you love him?” What the fuck are you doing Brett? I hadn’t seen any of this coming, but it was here and I had to deal with it.

“I, we were kids Brett.”

”That’s not what I asked you, did you think you were in love with him?”

“I guess so in the beginning but...” I gave her a nasty look, that’s how fucked my head was in that moment.

“Why did he leave?”

“Brett you’re scaring me, what’s this all about?” I just looked at her until she realized I wasn’t going to say anything else until she answered me.

“He left because he was afraid he’d get into trouble for getting me pregnant I guess.”

“So if he hadn’t ran you’d still be with him?”

“I don’t know, how can I answer that?” And that was the fucking problem, she had no answers and I needed one.

Walking back over to the bed I stood looking down at her before getting on top of her.

I knocked her legs open with my knee and shoved into her. Grabbing a fistful of her hair, I pulled her head back.

“I fucking hate that he had you, I hate that anyone else has ever touched you. I’m sorry if this hurts you but I want to erase him from your fucking memory.”

I have no idea what the fuck was wrong with me, where the raw emotion was coming from. All I know is that I wanted to consume her, to take her into me and bury myself deep into her until we became one.

She tried soothing me by running her hands up and down my back, but nothing was going to soothe whatever the fuck was wrong with me, until I bred her too.

I came hard as fuck on that thought and kept fucking until she creamed me again. Pulling out I dragged her into my side and wrapped myself around her.

“You okay?” I was still trying to catch my breath.

“Yeah, except for the part where you went crazy, we need to talk about that, if it’s going to be a problem...”

“It’s my thing, I’ll deal with it.” Thank fuck it didn’t return any of the other times I pulled her under me that night and into the morning.