Authors: Grace Livingston Hill
“I certainly do,” said the father. “We oughtn’t to stand in her way. It’s going to be harder than ever, of course, now that she’s been here, to let her go, but it’s her right! That’s her natural setting now, a sort of a birthright that we wished on her! She has a position in Chicago, in social life, I suppose, that she never could have here as our daughter, no matter how successful I got to be.” He smiled ruefully. “And you know how likely that is.”
“Yes,” said the mother tearfully.
And then they sat down and talked the whole thing over, and presently Betty could stand it no longer and came up to listen. Then came Bonnie and Sunny in from playing in the snow and caught a few words, and began to cry.
“Where is ’Nother Betty?” demanded Sunny. “I vants ’Nother Betty!”
And Bonnie came close to her mother and asked sadly, “Is our new sister going away?”
At noon Ted came in. He had a job for the evening again, cleaning up after Christmas. He listened to the doleful tale. The he shook his head.
“Aw, you’re crazy!” he told Betty. “She won’t fall for that poor sap! She’s got too much sense! Come on, let’s have lunch!”
Down in the city, meantime, Marjorie was having troubles of her own. It was Evan Brower’s idea of a good time to make Marjorie suffer plenty for having gone off without leaving him her address, and for having refused to go out with him last evening, and then to show her how generous and forgiving he could be afterward.
So Marjorie was seated at a sumptuously appointed table in one of the most exclusive hotels in the city, with a stern companion who lectured her as if she were a naughty little girl.
At first she laughed it off and pleased herself by remembering what a good time she’d had yesterday.
She was wearing the orchids he had given her, but before he was done disciplining her, she wished courtesy would permit her to take them off and fling them at him.
He was not blind, however. He knew that she was looking very well indeed, and that others at neighboring tables were aware that they were a noticeable couple. In his heart he was swelling with pride over her beauty and her air of gentle breeding, though he prided himself that no small part of her distinction came from his orchids, which she wore so graciously. But she really was going to make a very fitting wife for him, and she certainly was taking her punishment well.
At last she looked up and smiled.
“Now, Evan, don’t you think we’d better talk about
you
awhile?” she suggested. “What have you been doing the last week? Did you go to hear Handel’s
Messiah?
Was it good with the new soloists? And what did they do about the Christmas party for the crippled children? I promised to help at that, you know. Who took my place? And is your mother well? You haven’t told me a thing. And how in the world did you get away from your family Christmas party? I’m afraid you hurt your mother’s feelings terribly.”
That was an unfortunate thought. She saw it at once. Evan stiffened immediately.
“I
came
away. I
had
to. I felt that you needed my protection, and I had something to say to you.”
“But I didn’t need any protection, you know,” said Marjorie, “and I told you I wasn’t ready to talk to you.”
“Marjorie, you did a most unwise thing when you came all alone to hunt up your family. You didn’t know in the least what you were running into.”
“We won’t go into that!” said Marjorie coolly. “I ran into the happiest thing that has ever come into my life thus far, and I’m glad I came.”
“Do you think that statement is kind or fair to your adoptive parents? Do you think you are being loyal to dear Mrs. Wetherill, who so adored you?”
“Yes, Evan. I do. I do not love her less because I found my birth mother to love, and it was at her suggestion that I took up this matter at all. Now, will you please not talk any more about it? Someday you will learn, I hope, how wrong you are, but at present I would rather not discuss it. Let’s have a nice time together until you have to go. Don’t you think my orchids are lovely with their creamy leaves against this dark red velvet?”
“They certainly are,” said the young man half grudgingly. “I had begun to think you didn’t care for them.”
“Care? Why, I love them! They are such wonderful specimens, and it was so nice of you to send them to me when I was away. I was proud to have them. We all enjoyed them a lot.”
The young man was silent for a little, studying her. He didn’t exactly care whether the rest of her family had enjoyed his flowers or not, and he was pondering whether to tell her so, but he had been steadily working along such lines for a half hour now and had got nowhere; perhaps he had better try a new tack.
“I’ve brought you something else,” he said with a swift change of manner and a lighting of his eyes. “Something that is just for yourself. I hope you’ll like it.”
“Oh, but you shouldn’t, Evan,” she protested. “The orchids were enough! They were wonderful. I love having them, especially to wear today, too.”
“Well, this is something very special,” he said with an engaging smile. She thought to herself that he was handsomer when he smiled than when he was trying to lecture her. He had a nice smile.
He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a tiny velvet case, of the color of violets. She looked at it and an anxiety entered her soul.
“Oh, Evan, not some great gift now, please. I don’t somehow seem—ready—” She gave a half-frightened glance at the box, perhaps divining what it held.
But he handed it across to her, smiling.
“Open it!” he said. “I want to watch your face when you see it.”
There seemed nothing to do but take it and open it. She held the little box gently in her hand as if it were a living thing that she might hurt, and hesitated, looking at him and trying to think what to do. Then she touched the pearl spring and disclosed the wonderful blue diamond set in a delicate frostwork of platinum.
For an instant she caught her breath at its beauty, for it was a charming ring. Then suddenly the trouble in her eyes grew definite, and she shut the cover down sharply with a snap.
“Oh, Evan! Please! You ought not to have done this! Not now, anyway! I told you I could not think of such things now. Please! I’m sorry, but I couldn’t take that!” She handed it back across the table, but he did not move to take it.
“Please!” she insisted. “I could not take a thing like this until I was sure!”
His face was haughty and frozen.
“And why aren’t you sure?” he asked. “It’s been nearly ten days since I asked you to marry me. You’ve had plenty of time to think it over.”
“No,” she said firmly, “I haven’t. I’ve had other things to think about and settle. They had to come first before anything.”
“Well, haven’t you got them all settled?”
A gleam of something like joy flitted across her face, but she shook her head.
“Not all, yet.”
“How long will it take?” There was a trace of anger in his voice.
“I’m not sure, but when I come home, I can talk with you about it. I shall know then what I am going to do.”
She laid the box down definitely on the table between them and sat back with finality.
“Well!” he said, after studying her face a minute, “it won’t be long then, for you are going back with me on the plane that leaves at three. We can talk about it on the way.”
“Oh, no!” said Marjorie. “I have no idea of going back today. And I have asked you, both today, and back in Chicago before I left, please not to talk about this now. I must settle several things in my own mind before I shall be able to talk with you.”
“But I love you, Marjorie!”
She studied him rather hopelessly for a minute, and then she said, “If you truly love me, won’t you prove it to me by putting that ring back in your pocket and just sitting there and talking to me in a pleasant, natural way as you always have done, without any perplexing questions or anything? Just let’s talk!”
He looked at her keenly for a minute, and then he said quietly, with an inscrutable mask on his face, “Very well. What shall I talk about?”
Marjorie knew by his tone that he was angry, but she could not help it.
“Oh, anything! Suppose I ask you a question. It’s something I’ve been wondering, Evan. You were brought up a good deal as I was; you’re in the same church, and active in it. What do you believe about being saved? Did you ever know there was a way to tell definitely whether or not you were saved? Because I never did till a few days ago, and I’ve been wondering if it was my stupidity or if it was a lack somewhere in the teaching? Have you ever thought about it?”
He looked at her as if she had suddenly gone crazy.
“Saved?” he said. “What in the world do you mean?”
“Why, saved from your sins. Fit to go to heaven, you know, when you die. I have always supposed that you had to be as good as you could to get to heaven, but you couldn’t be sure you were going to get there even then till after you died. Didn’t you?”
His face softened, and he spoke to her as if she were a sick person or a very young child.
“My dear! I am afraid the long strain of nursing Mrs. Wetherill, and then seeing her die, has been too much for your nerves. I thought there was something the matter with you before you left home. I thought you did not look well, but I never suspected you were growing morbid. I’m sorry. I should have been more gentle and tender with you and tried to cheer you up. Come home with me now, dearest, and let me try to make life bright and cheerful for you and help you to forget the fearful shock you have had.”
“Oh, no,” said Marjorie, looking up brightly, “you don’t understand me. I’m not in the least morbid. In a way, I’m happier than I ever was in my life before, because I’ve found that I have a Savior from sin, and that there is a way to know without a doubt that I am saved and needn’t go all my life with that worry even in the back of my mind! It’s all plainly written in the Bible, only I never searched it to find out before. I was only wondering if you have known about it all the time, or if you don’t know it yet?”
He studied her face with vexed, unresponsive eyes a moment, and then he said coldly, “So, that’s the line of your new family, is it? They are fanatics!”
She sprang up as if he had struck her, and her eyes grew suddenly alien.
“No, Evan, you are mistaken! My family are not fanatics. I do not know yet whether they even know this or not. Except my brother Ted. He is a Christian, but he is not a fanatic. But I heard this in a sermon, and then I read it in the Bible. It is there quite plainly, if you will hunt for it.”
She was speaking almost haughtily, as if he were a stranger. Then she glanced down at her watch. “And now if you will excuse me, I will take a taxi back home. I have something else to do at once, and you will be going to the airfield soon. I will let you know when I get back to Chicago. Good-bye!”
She flashed a distant little smile at him and walked out of the dining room.
He followed her, of course, instantly, his face haughty and indignant, but he summoned a taxi and put her in.
“You are very headstrong!” he said as he gave her hand a cold, hard grip. “I didn’t dream you had it in you to be so hard. When are you planning to return?”
“I’m not hard, Evan, really. Only you’ve said some things that were rather difficult to bear. But we’ll talk about that when I get home. I shall probably come a few days after New Year’s.”
Evan watched Marjorie gravely as the taxi took her away into the light falling snow, his own face stern, reproachful. Well, he had done his best. She would have to go her own gait and learn her lesson.
As the taxi rounded the corner and went away out of sight, a wild idea of taking another and following her, compelling her to listen to him, to
make
her accept his love and let him have a right to protect her came to him, but his natural restrained nature told him that would be very bad policy if he ever hoped to train her to be a sweet, submissive wife. It was only a week till she would return anyhow, and it would be far better to let her see how she had jeopardized such a love as he intended to give her. She would come to her senses. She wouldn’t keep this up. She was young and out from under discipline and a little skittish. This religious line, of course, was bad for one like Marjorie, with an already uncomfortably keen conscience, but once she got home, he would see to it that she had something to offset such nonsense. The best thing he could do now was to take a plane home and get some work done, laying his plans for a campaign against her return.