Breaking the Limits: Rafe & Nicole Book 2 (11 page)

Chapter 12

Rafe came back to the tower room at dawn, found Nicole asleep, the TV on and, leaning over, woke her with a kiss.

Her eyes fluttered open. ‘You can’t leave me again,’ she said, her voice soft with sleep.

‘I won’t.’

A tiny smile. ‘Liar.’

‘Not about everything.’ He kissed her again. ‘Not about you and me,’ he murmured, his mouth lifting from hers. A lingering sigh at the toxic state of his world, then he straightened. ‘Feel like a short trip?’

‘Sure.’

‘Thanks.’

His soft reply was straight from the heart and, regardless of what Fiona thought, Nicole heard the feeling layered in his voice, the quiet sincerity. ‘Where? When? Does it matter what I wear?’

‘Geneva. Now. Wear whatever. We’ll be back this afternoon. And thanks, I really mean it.’ His breath caught, lifted his chest slightly and a beat passed before he said softly, ‘You’re the only thing good in my life. I swear to God, everything else is fucked.’

Too late, too late, everything’s too late
, the litany ran through her mind like the voice of doom
.
‘I have faith in you, in your crew, your friends. Whatever you’re dealing with, you’ll crush it, okay? Just give me five minutes,’ she said, tossing the covers aside, not giving him time to contradict or negate her fanciful dream, not wanting to hear the truth. ‘I’ll be back.’

The wistfulness in her voice hurt. ‘You got that right, Tiger. Crush ’em for sure.’ He couldn’t bring himself to shape a new lie. ‘I’ll wait for you by the door. If I lie down, I’ll fall asleep.’

But when she came out of the dressing room, he was sprawled in a chair, sleeping. He looked exhausted, his eyes shadowed with fatigue, his breathing light, his chest rising and falling faintly under his partially buttoned shirt. She’d just decided ten minutes more of sleep couldn’t possibly matter when there was a brisk knock on the door. Then a shout. ‘Davey’s waiting!’

Rafe came awake with a start, quickly scanned the room, mornings after in strange rooms habitual.
Ah, home.
‘I’ll be right down,’ he called out, gave his head a shake, then heaved himself out of the chair. He smiled at Nicole like this was just a normal day. ‘You look great.’ He flicked a finger at her yellow summer dress and sandals. ‘My Little Miss Sunshine.’ He held out his hand. ‘Ready?’

‘As ever.’

‘That’s my girl.’ He winked. ‘Decisive, no quibbling.’

‘When it comes to you, I know what I want. No reason to quibble. And you should sleep on the plane,’ Nicole added as they moved toward the door. If he could pretend this was just another day, she could too.

‘I will. I have a meeting with an asshole, so
—
’

‘You’d better be alert.’

‘It’s not complicated but, yeah, a little sleep won’t hurt. We’ll stop at the house first. I have to look presentable – he’s a banker. If you don’t mind waiting in the car while I talk to the prick, we’ll head to the airport right after, then fly back here.’

‘Wow, the jet-set life.’

He stopped, his hand on the door latch. ‘Would you rather not go?’

‘Hey, you’re not getting rid of me so don’t even try.’

He laughed. ‘Jesus, Tiger, seriously where have you been all my life?’

‘Waiting for you to show up on Tinder. But you never did so I had to come looking for you.’

‘My goddamn lucky day.’ His nostrils flared as he breathed in hard, their future grim at best.

‘
Our
lucky day.’ Nicole squeezed his hand. ‘Your pilot’s waiting.’ Denial was not just a river in Egypt.

He smiled, avoidance of reality high on his list too. ‘Yeah, we better go.’

But even before Rafe’s jet had cleared the runway in Split, he was half asleep on the bed in his cabin. ‘Sorry, poor company,’ he murmured, his eyelids heavy, as Nicole sat beside him. He patted her hand. ‘The steward will take your order for breakfast. I’ll eat later.’

‘Me too, but thanks. Go to sleep.’ She kissed him lightly on the cheek.

‘Mmmm, nice,’ he whispered, smiling faintly. ‘Wake me up if you need me.’

His voice was clear and cool. He meant it. His kindness warmed her heart. She remembered him rising out of sleep one morning, stunned for a second, then seeing her, smiling and saying, ‘Whadda you need, Pussycat?’ But no way would she even think about waking him now. It had been days since he’d slept through the night.

Leaning back against the headboard, Nicole watched him like a mother hen would her last surviving chick. Feeling threatened and fearful, the unfamiliar emotions ripping through the gloss of what had always been a perfect life. But she was half a world away from her comfortable existence; she could hear the clock ticking down in her head, the days being checked off the calendar, the thundering apocalypse coming closer by the minute.

About to set her world ablaze.

She’d found love in the worst of times. With a man who might consider love the last thing he wanted. When there wasn’t a chance in hell that anything was going to work out. When she was not totally okay with that.

She almost touched him a hundred times, his lean, muscled strength and power, his breathtaking beauty a lavish, demanding lure to tactile contact. But each time she jerked her hand back, knowing how much he needed rest.

In his usual shorts and shirt, he was sprawled on his back, his arms over his head, his feet hanging over the foot of the bed. She would have liked to move him up so he’d be more comfortable, although she would have needed help for that; he was a foot taller and at least a hundred pounds heavier. God, she loved his big, beautiful body. She would have liked to lie on top of him and feel his hard muscled warmth. She would have liked even more to wake up with him every morning and see his smile.

But the possibility of limitless morning smiles was slim to nil. And for someone who’d been denied very little in her life, the sense of impotence was stark. She had no recourse, no alternative, no road untravelled she could take to alter the future. No power or control over events. She only had now and a few days more. She blinked back the tears that threatened to spill over. As if Rafe needed more problems to deal with. As if her crying would change a thing.

It wouldn’t, it couldn’t, and she refused to add to his burdens. This would be her
carpe diem
holiday. No hoping or wishing, no useless speculation beyond that simple fact. She smiled. She might take Fiona’s snarky advice and snap some pictures.

Should she ask or do it on the sly?

Both as it turned out.

She’d decided to take a few pictures as the plane began its descent into Geneva. It might be her last chance. Click, click, click, whoops – she was suddenly looking at a wide-eyed image of Rafe through her cell phone camera lens.

He rubbed his eyes, blinked, said huskily, ‘What are you doing?’

‘Taking some pictures.’ It was too late to lie. ‘Do you mind?’

‘For yourself?’ He was camera-shy after years of being tabloid fodder.

‘Just me.’ She smiled, knew what he was asking. ‘I don’t need the money.’

‘Okay, then, me too.’ He held out his hand. ‘I’ll send them to my phone.’

They were both storing memories against a bleak, uncertain future.

Chapter 13

Forty minutes later, Rafe’s car was idling outside the private bank, Nederman & Ney. The neo-baroque building had no sign on the door or plaque on the wall to indicate it was home to a two-hundred-year-old banking firm. Their clients preferred anonymity; the business partners did as well. Founded shortly after the Napoleonic Wars when war profiteering had left a great number of men with fortunes to hide, Nederman & Ney had continued doing business with despots and criminals of every persuasion through several subsequent wars, world crises and hostile financial environments. Even today with stricter governmental pressures aimed at transparency, the bank continued their cloistered style of business.

‘This shouldn’t take long – ten, fifteen minutes.’ Rafe leaned over, kissed Nicole’s cheek and smiled. ‘Gonna miss me?’

‘Every second.’ She ran her hand down the hand-stitched lapel of his bespoke, café au lait-coloured suit, smoothed the knot in his moss-green tie, glanced up and grinned. ‘You look like a genuine billionaire today in your power suit, with your hair slicked back, wearing a fancy watch,’ she added, tapping the platinum World Time Patek Philippe on his strong wrist. ‘Go slay the dragon.’

Rafe brought her hand up to his lips, kissed her knuckles. ‘He’s only a rat. Piece of cake.’ Dropping her hand, he reached for the door handle. ‘If you get bored, Simon can give you a city tour. I’ll call when I come back down.’

‘I’m good. I’ll check my messages, listen to some music.’ She pulled her phone from her pocket. ‘I’m currently infatuated with Alabama Shakes, so take your time.’

Rafe swung out of the car, leaned back in. ‘Want me to bring the band to the island?’

How sweet was that?
Nicole smiled. ‘Maybe when your life slows down.’

‘You got a deal.’ Blowing her a kiss, he shut the door, loped across the small stretch of pavement, nodded to the door man who held open the door, then spoke to a smiling, well-dressed young woman at the desk in the lobby. Someone had made an appointment for him with Mr Balthus at eleven, he explained in French, the predominant language in Geneva.

Taking the manned elevator up two floors, Rafe walked into Balthus’s anteroom more or less on time, smiled at another glossy, well-dressed receptionist, said, ‘Hugo’s expecting me. Rafe Contini.’

‘Just a minute, Mr Contini. I’ll let Mr Balthus know you’re here.’

The beautiful blonde was model perfect, although in this business, she had to have academic credentials too. But knowing Hugo, she served more than one purpose. Not that he was particularly virtuous, but then he wasn’t married for a reason.

She looked up from the intercom. ‘Would you like coffee, espresso, tea, Mr Contini?’

‘No thank you.’ Another smile, a glance at his watch to let her know he didn’t want to wait.

She hesitated.

Knowing Hugo, he was going to be kept waiting out of sheer boorishness. ‘Why don’t I just go in,’ he said, moving toward the inner door.

Startled, she jumped to her feet, and lifted her hand as though to deter him.

‘Hugo and I are old friends,’ Rafe murmured, walking past her. ‘He won’t mind. Will you, Hugo,’ he said a second later, shutting the door behind him, and smiling at the man who’d jumped to his feet and was scowling at him. ‘I’m afraid I frightened your receptionist. I don’t like to wait.’ Giving credence to his statement, he strode directly toward the desk. ‘How’s everything going? I haven’t seen you since the polo tournament in Deauville. Wife and children fine? You all looked cheerful that day.’ Rafe waved his hand toward the framed family photos on a shelf behind the desk. ‘By the way, how old are your daughters?’

The banker’s gaze narrowed. ‘Why the hell would you care?’

‘Relax, I’m just making conversation.’

‘Since you own your own bank, I doubt it. Why are you here?’ Balthus didn’t even attempt to hide the irritation in his voice.

Rafe came to a stop. ‘Christ, not even an offer of a drink, or a chair? What kind of business do you run?’

‘A very profitable one,’ the banker snapped.

Unmoved by Hugo’s insolence, Rafe stepped between the desk and one of the Empire chairs meant for clients, sat, leaned back and pointed. ‘Sit,’ he said as he pulled his phone from his jacket pocket, hit an icon, returned his phone to his pocket, looked up and smiled. ‘You’ll be more comfortable.’

‘I’m comfortable standing,’ Balthus said, indignation tightening his mouth.

Hugo was dressed in a banker’s unimpeachable uniform: a double-breasted navy pinstripe suit, blue shirt with a Winchester collar, red executive tie. A big man, he’d been proud of his size at Lucerne, his bullying not confined exclusively to Basil. He stood sharply upright now, like an evangelist about to denounce sinners. Under the circumstances, Rafe found the mental image ironic. ‘Suit yourself.’ Rafe jabbed a finger toward a faint buzzing sound. ‘You might want to look at your phone. I just sent you some photos.’ Rafe saw Hugo’s gaze flicker as his private phone, known only to family, vibrated in his pocket.

‘And if I don’t care to look?’ he said, still blustering.

‘Then I’ll send the photos to your wife.’

Hugo’s mouth twisted in a sneer. ‘Blackmail?’

‘Such a dirty word,’ Rafe murmured. ‘I like to think of it as a mutually satisfying business arrangement. Take a look. The photos might not be a problem. You know your marital situation better than I. Maybe your wife doesn’t care if you’re fucking her little sister. At least Monique’s eighteen. It was her birthday the first time, wasn’t it? Your wife was skiing at Gstaad. I like the birthday cake picture. I’d never seen that side of you, Hugo. Such a thoughtful brother-in-law.’

Rafe watched Balthus as he spoke, saw the man’s face turn an unhealthy shade of pale as he flicked through the photos. Saw him sit down hard, his desk chair creaking under the sudden weight. Saw the sweat break out on his forehead.

Rafe stopped talking and looked around the room as he waited for Hugo to understand how complicated his life had become.

It was an impressive office; heavy walnut panelling, deeply carved mouldings, coffered ceiling, discreet gilding – nothing too ostentatious for this type of bank. The plush carpet was subdued in colour, the furniture genuine Empire, the upholstery subtle shades of green and umber. The framed paintings on the walls were landscapes by minor masters, as if the firm’s founders were afraid their clients might be tempted to poach works of greater value.

Good God, was that a whimper?

Rafe’s gaze returned to the man behind the desk. ‘If you’ve seen enough,’ he said, mildly, ‘I’d like to talk business.’ Nicole was waiting, Carlos was waiting, his jet was waiting. Hugo was just one small part of a much larger game.

Balthus’s jaw had gone slack. He visibly pulled himself together, set down his phone and looked up. ‘What do you want?’ he croaked.

‘I need one of your accounts shut down.’ Rafe held up a finger as Hugo began to protest. ‘You can keep the money. I don’t want it. I just need the account holder blocked from accessing the funds. He probably won’t live long, so look on the bright side. You do me a favour and your management fee on that transaction is going to be a hundred per cent.’

‘I’m not sure I can do that.’ The banker’s voice was uneasy, his eyes full of fear. ‘We have procedures that
—
’

‘I’m sure there’s an override for your more confidential transactions,’ Rafe interposed quietly. ‘It’s your wife’s family’s bank after all, you’re one of the directors. But your decision, of course.’ Rafe sat up, leaned forward slightly. ‘I’d be more than happy to send those hardcore photos to your wife. I’ve never liked you. If she leaves you penniless, more power to her. And consider,’ he added softly, ‘if that happens, little Monique will find someone richer to fuck her up the ass. Your dick isn’t worth a middle-class life.’ He flashed a smile. ‘Just a guess from those pictures.’

‘I could notify the authorities.’ But even Hugo’s voice indicated the lie.

‘Feel free – if you want the authorities looking into your secret banking. The account I want shut down is completely illegal, the money stolen from a government without scruples, one that might decide to get it back. Think about it. Torture is a nasty business. You wouldn’t last five minutes.’

‘Torture?’ Hugo’s voice cracked.

‘Count on it. I’ll personally send them a note.’

‘You’ve always been a son-of-a-bitch,’ Balthus hissed, pure hatred in his eyes.

Rafe stared back. ‘Takes one to know one.’ Then he tapped his watch. ‘I’m in a hurry. So either do it or I’m leaving. I don’t have time to fuck around.’

Silence.

Rafe got to his feet. Stood for a second, then turned and walked away. He was reaching for the door latch when he finally heard what he’d always known he would.

‘Wait.’

He opened the door instead because Hugo Balthus was and always had been one of the biggest assholes in the world.

‘Wait, wait!’ Panic in the banker’s voice. ‘Don’t go!’

Rafe counted slowly to ten; for Basil, he thought. Then he closed the door and turned. ‘You want something?’ His voice was chill.

‘I’ll do it. I’ll do it. Jesus, come back. Fuck . . . just give me a second.’

‘I don’t have a second. Turn on your computer.’ Rafe moved back to the desk, took out a small notecard from his coat pocket and slid it across the polished desktop. ‘That’s the account number.’

Hugo ran his palm over his sweaty forehead, then back over his smooth blond hair he kept longer than most bankers would out of vanity. ‘Jesus, if someone notices?’

‘Tell them your wife owns the fucking bank. It’s a real chunk of change, Hugo. Grow a pair. Call it your retirement fund. Your wife might catch you fucking her sister someday. You haven’t been very careful. Just a word to the wise. Tone it down at home, okay? You’re really taking a chance whipping that little girl in your own bed.’

‘How the hell did you get
those
photos?’ The banker’s voice was uneven, shaky.

‘None of your business. What do you need – a password, finger scan, retina scan? Just do it. Right the fuck now,’ Rafe growled. ‘Or I’ll see that you’re screwed for life.’

Rafe stood behind Balthus as he logged on to his terminal, used a retina scanner to open the system, then keyed in the account number and locked it down. The no-access code was a discreet line of four numbers and two letters that Rafe had Hugo explain twice so he understood that they were specific to that account. ‘A Russian found this account,’ Rafe warned before he left. ‘If you didn’t shut it down, he’ll find that out too. You wouldn’t want that to happen. Clear?’

Hugo looked at him with murder in his eyes. But he answered, ‘Yes.’

Rafe walked out without another word, nodded at the receptionist as he passed, took the stairs rather than the elevator. He needed a few minutes to get over the fierce rage that always overcame him when dealing with vicious, venal people like Hugo. The man was devoid of humanity or shame for that matter. His heart pounding, Rafe suddenly felt nauseous as the uncompromising violence of that year in Lucerne broke into his thoughts with total clarity. He stopped, steadied himself with a hand against the marble wall, took a deep breath and felt a powerful urge to go back upstairs and beat the living shit out of Hugo.

He could.

Zou’s account was closed now.

It wouldn’t matter.

He quickly calculated personal vengeance against his responsibilities, and stifled his headstrong impulse. The stupidity Hugo was engaged in with his sister-in-law would bite him in the ass soon enough anyway. Let Hugo’s wife be his proxy for revenge.

Rafe was pulling off his tie with one hand, unbuttoning the top button on his shirt with the other as he strode toward his waiting car. And the moment he slid into the back seat, he pulled Nicole into his arms and softly exhaled. ‘Thank God you’re normal,’ he whispered into her hair. Then he dragged in a breath, looked up, said to Simon, ‘The airport,’ and lifted her on his lap. ‘Now give me a rundown of a normal day in your normal life in your normal world back home in San Francisco. Any day. Start with breakfast.’

‘Bad meeting?’

‘I wanted to kill the guy.’

‘In that case, let me tell you about a day at the beach. And you tell me that you’ll come surfing with me someday. And we’ll both pretend life is grand.’

He laughed. ‘You first. Hey, hey, I’m coming, I promise. I like to surf.’

‘Okay, then. Where I live, the best surfing’s at Half Moon Bay,’ she began.

He didn’t actually listen other than to the soft, melodic rhythm of her words. He just held her close, inhaled the scent of her shampoo, cologne, maybe just her natural sweetness and tried to forget he even knew people like Hugo and Zou. Only when his pulse finally stopped racing, did he realize she’d stopping talking. ‘Sorry,’ he murmured. ‘Sorry, still coming down.’ Sliding his tie around the back of her neck, he wrapped the green silk around his fist and tugged her closer in an effortless act of ownership. ‘You mine?’ An initial gentleness underlay his query, but before she could answer, he said brusquely, ‘You’re mine, Pussycat. End of story.’ His fist involuntarily tightened, drawing her closer, his expression grave, intent, a narrowed slant to his eyes.

‘I wouldn’t have said no,’ she whispered, wanting to erase the frown lines from his forehead.

He tried to smile. ‘Couldn’t take a chance.’ Sliding a finger under her chin, he lifted her face, bent to kiss her, then just short of her lips slipped into his default setting – the one that made the world go still for a moment and let you forget. ‘Feel like a nap on the flight back?’

‘A nap?’

He felt her smile, felt an overwhelming relief that she was still part of his world for a few more days. ‘Maybe a little personal massage thrown in,’ he said, his voice lighter now, the bad shit beginning to switch off. ‘Whatever you like.’ He gave her lip a little nip. ‘Or better yet, whatever I like . . . ’

*

Davey was watching a movie when they entered the plane. Flicking it off, he came to his feet. ‘Back to the island?’