Authors: Stephanie Bond
beautiful even than I remember—I just…lose my mind.”
She knew the feeling. When she looked at Peter, her brain
emptied of common sense in order to process the torrent
of sensations pummeling her body.
“Like right now,” he said, sounding desperate. He dipped
his head slowly to her mouth, giving her plenty of time to
retreat.
But she didn’t. After years of hoping that he would
magically appear and save her, he had. She lifted her
mouth to meet his and melted into his arms for the most
intense, powerful kiss of her life. He tasted sweet, yet his
lips were firm and demanding. Their young kisses had
been born of first love, lust and discovery, but this kiss was
born of adult hunger, denial and deprivation.
He slanted his mouth over hers and speared his tongue
inside, flicking the tip against her teeth, bringing back in a
flood of sensory signals the memory of other delights they
had shared. Her body had a long memory, coming alive
under the slide of his hands down her back and over her
hips, pul ing her against his hardness.
At the intimate contact, her breasts grew heavy and
molten need swel ed in her stomach. She moaned into his
mouth, overcome with the desire to relive the earth-
shattering lovemaking they had always shared. Peter
broke their heated kiss long enough to pick her up and lay
her on the couch. Then he covered her body with his, his
eyes hooded with banked desire. He kissed her neck,
blazing a trail to her col arbone, then slid his hands
beneath her shirt to cup her breasts. Her nipples budded
under the sensitive strokes of his fingers and she felt his
erection surge against her thigh.
“I want to be inside you,” he whispered, tonguing her ear.
She sighed, rocking her hips against his, gratified at his
groaning response. She tugged his shirt from the
waistband of his pants, massaging the warm, smooth skin
of his back. “I want that, too.”
Suddenly, he stiffened, and she realized the phone was
ringing, pealing through the empty house.
“Leave it,” she whispered, reveling in the indention of his
spine. But a few seconds later, she realized that something
had changed, that Peter was pul ing away from her, his
expression dark and unreadable.
“I can’t do this.”
“Yes, you can,” she urged, pul ing on his arm. “I want you
to.” The phone continued to ring.
“No,” he said, standing and shaking his head. “It’s not
right. I’m only thinking of myself. That detective was
right—I’m not considering how this affects you, and I
should.”
She sat up, feeling as if she’d been unplugged from an
electrical socket.
He looked at her, his gaze deep and passionate. “I love
you, Carly, and I want to be back in your life, but not until
this mess is over. I have to make everything right.”
His words reminded her of where she’d spent most of her
evening. She stood and straightened her clothes, her body
stil humming from his touch. With the phone ringing in
the background, she said, “Peter, I went with Wesley on a
call earlier this evening…in your neighborhood.”
He frowned. “My neighborhood?”
“A woman was strangled in her home. Lisa Bolton.”
He froze, his expression anguished. “No…no. Oh, God, this
changes everything,” he said as if he were talking to
himself.
She had expected a reaction, but his detached distress
alarmed her. The clanging phone in the background strung
her nerves tighter. “Did you know the Bolton woman?”
He blinked and stared at her. “I should go. The police are
probably looking for me.”
The back of her neck tingled. “Why would you say that,
Peter?”
“They think I kil ed Angela. They’re probably going to want
to question me about this, too.”
He seemed inordinately calm for someone who’d just
learned he might be a suspect in a second murder. Deadly
calm. Stil ignoring the phone, she fol owed him to the
door, drawing hope from the fact that he’d seemed
genuinely shocked when he’d heard of the Bolton
woman’s death. He couldn’t be involved…could he?
“Lock this door behind me,” he directed. “If that guy
comes back, call the police, understand?”
She nodded, wishing things were simpler, but knowing
that things were likely never to be simple again. Life had
been lived…things were complicated, and seemed to grow
more so every day. “Thank you again, Peter, for…being
here.”
He reached up and caressed her cheek. “You’re welcome.
Carly, if things go bad, just remember that I love you and
that I tried to do the right thing. But I’m begging you,
please stop asking questions.”
Truly alarmed now, she asked, “Why? What do you
mean?”
But he simply opened the door and walked out,
disappearing into the night.
After she closed the door, she realized the phone had
stopped ringing. No sooner had the thought left her mind
than it began to ring again. With a sigh, Carlotta walked
over and picked up the receiver, sure it was a bil col ector
because her and Wesley’s personal calls always came
through their cel phones. “Hel o?”
“Ms. Wren, this is Detective Terry.”
Just the man’s voice triggered an instant headache. “What
now, Detective?”
“I called to make sure you’d made it home safely, that’s
al .”
She blinked. “Oh.” The memory of being overpowered by
The Carver’s thug rushed back to her, but there seemed to
be no point in mentioning the encounter, not when she’d
have to admit that Peter had emerged from the shadows
to save her. “I’m fine, Detective. Thank you,” she added as
an afterthought.
“No need to thank me, just doing my job. If we have a
kil er on the loose, who knows who his next victim might
be.”
Something in his voice told her that he had a suspicion
who the kil er might be…and was warning her to be
careful. The palm reader’s cautionary remarks came back
to her: You are facing danger. And then the woman’s
advice that she needed someone big and strong to protect
her.
Yet Peter was the one who might have saved her life
tonight, or at least her honor.
“Okay, then,” he said in her silence. “Good night.”
“Good night, Detective,” she murmured, and slowly hung
up the phone. She put both hands to her head and
groaned, thinking of how her life had spun out of control
since being reunited with Peter.
And then a fleeting memory snagged on something in her
brain and held. Lisa Bolton’s face had seemed vaguely
familiar, and now Carlotta knew why.
She had seen the woman at the party she had crashed, the
one where she had run into Peter.
28
After a restless night, Carlotta woke feeling groggy and
miserable. Peter’s touch haunted her, and his words
tormented her. He was so close, yet at the same time, out
of reach. The push and pul of emotions was wreaking
havoc with her judgment. And in the back of her mind, she
agonized over the possibility that he might have done
something awful that would forever keep them apart. How
could she both long for a man and fear that he was
capable of murder?
She threw back the covers and swung her legs over the
side of the bed.
And if she didn’t have enough of her own problems, she
expected that Tick character to ring the doorbel any
minute, demanding cash. Wesley had promised he would
“handle” it, but since he’d admitted to gambling away his
check, she had no idea where he’d get the money.
Unless he had more hidden stashes.
She showered and dressed quickly, dreading the
consultation appointment at the clinic where Angela had
been Botoxed, but looking forward to having lunch with
Hannah afterward. When she emerged from her room, she
found a note from Wesley on top of a covered plate of
French toast.
Sorry about last night. Made my payment this morning.
Lamb chops for dinner.
Carlotta shook her head. Wesley obviously thought he
could soften her up with food.
She dragged her finger through the powdered sugar and
syrup, then licked it off. He was right, the little turd.
As she left for the appointment, she scooped the
newspaper from the stoop and dropped it into her bag. On
the drive, she resisted the urge to smoke a cigarette, but
stopped to get an expensive nonfat latte. American vices,
she decided, were driving the economy.
Case in point: Buckhead Expressions was a five-story
building with a luxurious lobby studded with gorgeous
coeds dressed in pale blue lab coats sitting behind a black
counter and wearing phone headsets. After she’d forked
over the requisite three hundred bucks and was settled in
the waiting room, she noticed the headline on the
newspaper a person sitting across from her was reading.
BUCKHEAD SERIAL KILLER?
She nearly choked on her coffee, then yanked the paper
from her bag and scanned the lead story.
The police were investigating two murders that had
occurred in the same upscale neighborhood in the space
of ten days. The first murder, previously thought an
accidental drowning, had been reclassified after questions
surrounding the victim’s death had triggered an autopsy.
Carlotta bit down on the inside of her cheek—at least she
hadn’t been named.
The second murder was more brazen, with the woman
being attacked inside her home, in her bedroom, in broad
daylight.
The implication was clear—a kil er was on the loose
targeting beautiful, rich women, and his violence seemed
to be escalating.
Her heart thumped wildly and she wondered for the
umpteenth time if she should call Detective Terry and tel
him what she’d remembered about seeing the Bolton
woman at the same party as Peter. And for the umpteenth
time, she talked herself out of it. Chances were that half
the people at those events were from the same
neighborhood, country club, church, et cetera. The
wealthy moved in herds—eating together, socializing
together, and if rumors were to be believed, sleeping
together. The wealthy formed close-knit, inbred groups
and they protected their own, as evidenced in the
newspaper article by the comments of neighbors:
“We live in a gated subdivision with security systems, and
stil these people find a way to invade our neighborhood.”
“You have to be careful who you hire these days. I do
background checks and encourage my neighbors to do the
same.”
The locals, it seemed, were convinced the perp was an
outsider, perhaps a gardener or a pool-maintenance
worker. She doubted if any of them had considered the
possibility that the murderer could be living among them,
playing doubles at the club, raising money for his church,
dropping his kids off at private school.
“Carlotta?”
She folded the paper with a crunch and looked up at a
young woman carrying a clipboard. “Yes?”
“We’re ready for you.”
Carlotta rose, then made a rueful noise as she pointed to
the paper. “Did you hear about the two women who were
murdered?”
The young girl nodded, then leaned in to whisper, “I knew
one of them.”
Carlotta feigned shock and awe. “Really?”
“Yeah. Angela Ashford was a patient here.”
“Did she by chance see the doctor I’m going to see?”
“Yeah,” the aide said out of the side of her mouth.
“Otherwise, you’d never have gotten in so quickly.
Tuesday morning was her standing appointment.”
Carlotta didn’t have to feign surprise this time. A shudder
threatened to overtake her at the realization that Angela
should be there instead of her. Her conscience pinged with
the eerie sensation that she was stepping into parts of
Angela’s life.
She walked into the tiny exam room, a little overwhelmed
by all the mirrors and the oversize ads for prescription
cleansers, oral medications, topicals and the countless
before-and-after photos of cosmetic surgery procedures.
In the corner sat a computer screen where the pathetic
“before” pictures and miraculous “after” images merged
to make it appear as if the transformation occurred within
seconds, skipping over the surgery itself and the weeks or
months of recovery.
Carlotta puffed out her cheeks in an exhale. If a woman
had any confidence in her looks when she walked in, it was
likely to be dashed within a very short period of time. She
sat down and as the minutes clicked by, found herself
staring into the magnification mirror sitting on the table.
She scrutinized her pores, trying to remember how long it
had been since her last facial. Then she was distracted by
the fine lines around her eyes and mouth, conceding that
some of the lines could no longer be defined as “fine.” And
the recent sleepless nights were taking their tol —soon the
bags under her eyes were going to need luggage tags.