Authors: Nora Roberts
The pots of flowers she'd helped her mother plant in the spring to sit on the white steps lay broken, trampled, dead.
Her parents stood in the street outside Sirico's, their hands locked, her father in the jeans he'd grabbed when she woke him, her mother in the bright red robe she'd gotten for her birthday only last month.
Even when the big trucks drove away, they stood together.
One of the men in a fireman's helmet walked over to speak to them, and they spoke for what seemed a long time. Then her parents turned away, still hand in hand, and walked toward home.
The man walked toward the ruin of Sirico's. He switched on a flashlight and went into the dark.
Together, they carried the leftover food and drink back inside. Reena thought they all looked like survivors in those war movies, dirty hair, tired faces. When the food was put away, her mother asked if anyone wanted to sleep.
Bella started to sob again. “How can we sleep? What are we going to do?”
“What comes next. If you don't want to sleep, go clean up. I'll fix breakfast. Go. We'll think better when we're clean and have some food.”
Being third in line in age meant Reena was always third in line for the bathroom. She waited until she heard Fran come out and Bella go in. Then she slipped out of her room to knock on her parents' bedroom door.
Her father had washed his hair, and it was still wet. He'd changed into clean jeans and a shirt. His face looked the way it did when he got sick with the flu.
“Your sisters hogging the bathroom?” He smiled a little, but it didn't reach his eyes. “You can use ours this time.”
“Where's your brother, Reena?” her mother asked.
“He fell asleep on the floor.”
“Oh.” She pulled her damp hair back into a band. “That's all right. Go, have your shower. I'll get you clean clothes.”
“Why did the fireman go in when the others went away?”
“He's an inspector,” her father told her. “He'll try to find out why it happened. They got here faster than they would have if you hadn't seen it. Pete and his family are safe, and that's most important. What were you doing up so late, Reena?”
“Iâ” She felt the flush heat up the back of her neck as she remembered her period. “I need to just tell Mama.”
“I won't be mad.”
She stared down at her toes. “Please. It's private.”
“Can you go start some sausage, Gib?” Bianca said casually. “I'll be down soon.”
“Fine. Fine.” He pressed his hands to his eyes. Then he dropped them, looked at Reena again. “I won't be mad,” he repeated, and left them alone.
“What is it you can't tell your father? Why would you hurt his feelings at a time like this?”
“I didn't mean . . . I woke up because IâMy stomach hurt.”
“Are you sick?” Bianca turned, laid a hand on Reena's forehead.
“I started my period.”
“Oh. Oh, baby girl.” Bianca drew her in, held her hard. Then began to weep.
“Don't cry, Mama.”
“Just for a minute. So much, all at once. My little Catarina. So much loss, so much change. My
bambina.
” She eased back. “You changed tonight, and because you did, you saved lives. We'll be grateful for what was saved, and we'll deal with what was lost. I'm very proud of you.”
She kissed Reena on both cheeks. “Does your tummy still hurt?” When Reena nodded, Bianca kissed her again. “You'll take a shower, then a nice warm bath in my tub. It'll make you feel better. Do you need to ask me anything?”
“I knew what to do.”
Her mother smiled, but there was something sad in her eyes. “Then you take your shower, and I'll help you.”
“Mama, I couldn't say it in front of Dad.”
“Of course not. That's all right. This is women's business.”
Women's business. The phrase made her feel special, and the warm bath eased the achiness. By the time she got downstairs, the family was in the kitchen, and she could tell by the gentle way her father touched her hair he'd been told the news.
There was a somberness around the table, a kind of exhausted quiet. But at least Bella seemed to have used up all her tearsâfor the moment.
She saw her father reach over, lay his hand over Mama's, squeeze it before he began to speak. “We have to wait until we're told it's safe. Then we'll start cleaning up. We don't know yet how bad the damage is, or how much time it's going to be before we can open again.”
“We're going to be poor now.” Bella's lip trembled. “Everything's ruined, and we won't have any money.”
“Have you ever not had a roof over your head, food on your table, clothes on your back?” Bianca asked sharply. “Is this how you behave when there's trouble? Crying and complaining?”
“She cried the whole time,” Xander pointed out as he played with a piece of toast.
“I didn't ask you what I can see for myself. Your father and I have worked every day for fifteen years to make Sirico's a good place, an important place in this neighborhood. And my father and mother worked to build all that for more years than you can know. It hurts. But it's not the family that burned, it's a place. And we'll rebuild it.”
“But what will we do?” Bella asked.
“Be quiet, Isabella!” Fran ordered when her sister started to speak.
“I mean, what do we do first?” Bella asked again.
“We have insurance.” Gibson looked down at his plate as if surprised to find food on it. But he picked up his fork, began to eat. “We'll use it to rebuild or repair or whatever we need to do. We have savings. We won't be poor,” he added with a stern look at his middle daughter. “But we'll need to be careful, for as long as it takes. We're not going to be able to go to the beach like we planned over Labor Day weekend. If the insurance isn't enough, then we'll have to go into our savings, or take out a loan.”
“Remember this,” Bianca added. “The people who work for us have no job now, not until we can reopen. Some of them have families. We aren't the only ones hurt by this.”
“Pete and Theresa and the baby,” Reena said. “They might not have any clothes or furniture or anything. We could give them some.”
“Good, that's a positive thing. Alexander, eat your eggs,” Bianca added.
“I'd rather have Cocoa Puffs.”
“Well, I'd rather have a mink coat and a diamond tiara. Eat. There's going to be a lot of work to do. You'll all do your part.”
“Nobody. Nobody,” Gibson added with a jab of his finger toward Xander, “goes inside until you have permission.”
“Poppi,” Fran murmured. “We have to tell him.”
“It's too early to call him with news like this.” Bianca pushed food around her plate. “I'll call him soon, and my brothers.”
“How could it have happened? How can they tell how?” Bella asked.
“I don't know. It's their job. Ours is to put it back together.” Gibson lifted his coffee cup. “And we will.”
“The door was open.”
Gibson turned his gaze to Reena. “What?”
“The door, the front door, was open.”
“Are you sure?”
“I saw. I saw the door was open, and the lightsâthe fire in the window. Maybe Pete forgot to lock it.”
This time it was Bianca's hand that reached out and covered her husband's. Before she could speak, the doorbell rang.
“I'll get it.” She rose. “I think it's going to be a very long day. If anyone's tired, they should try to sleep now.”
“Finish eating,” Gibson ordered. “Take care of the dishes.”
Fran rose as he did, came around the table to put her arms around him. At sixteen she was slim and graceful, with a femininity Reena recognized and envied.
“It's going to be all right. We'll make it even better than it was before.”
“That's my girl. Counting on you. All of you,” he added. “Reena? Come with me a minute.”
As they walked out of the kitchen together, they heard Bella's irritated, “Saint Francesca.” Gibson merely sighed, then nudged Reena into the TV room. “Um, listen, baby, if you don't feel well I can spring you from KP.”
A part of her wanted to jump at the chance, but guilt was just a little heavier. “I'm okay.”
“Just say something if you're . . . not.”
He gave her an absent pat, then wandered off toward the front of the house.
She watched him. He always looked so tall to her, but now his shoulders were bowed. She wanted to do what Fran had doneâsay the right thing, put her arms around him, but it was too late.
She meant to go right back into the kitchen, to be good. Like Fran. But she heard Pete's voice, and it sounded like he was crying. She heard her father, too, but couldn't understand the words.
So she moved quietly forward toward the living room.
Pete wasn't crying, but he looked like he might, any second. His long hair fell over the sides of his face as he stared down at the hands he clenched in his lap.
He was twenty-one years oldâthey'd given him a little party at Sirico's, just the family. Because he'd worked there since he was fifteen, he
was
family. And when he'd gotten Theresa pregnant and had to get married, her parents had let them have the upstairs apartment dirt cheap.
She knew
that
because she'd heard Uncle Paul talking about it with her mother. Eavesdropping was something she had to do penance forâa lot. But it always seemed worth a couple extra Hail Marys.
Now she could see her mother sitting beside Pete, her hand on his leg. Her father sat on the coffee tableâwhich they were
never
allowed to doâfacing him. She still couldn't quite hear what her father said, his voice was so low, but Pete kept shaking his head.
Then he lifted it, and his eyes glimmered. “I swear, I didn't leave anything on. I've gone over it a thousand times in my head. Every step. God,
Gib, I'd tell you if I screwed up. You have to believe me, I'm not covering. Theresa and the babyâif anything had happened to themâ”
“Nothing did.” Bianca closed her hand over his.
“She was so scared. We were so scared. When the phone rang.” He looked at Bianca. “When you called, said there was a fire and to get out, it was like a dream. We just grabbed the baby and ran. I didn't even smell the smoke until you were there, Gib, running up to help us get out.”
“Pete, I want you to think carefully. Did you lock up?”
“Sure, Iâ”
“No.” Gib shook his head. “No, don't just knee-jerk it. Go through the steps. Lots of times routines get so automatic, you can skip something without remembering it later. Just go back. Last customers?”
“Ah. God.” Pete pushed a hand through his hair. “Jamie Silvio and a girl he's seeing. New one. They split a pepperoni, had a couple of beers. And Carmine, he hung out till closing, trying to talk Toni into going out with him. Um, they left about the same time, about eleven-thirty. Toni and Mike and I finished the cleanup. I did the drawerâoh God, Gib, the bank envelope's still upstairs. Iâ”
“Don't worry about that now. You and Toni and Mike left together?”
“No, Mike left first. Toni hung out while I finished up. It was about midnight, and she likes if one of us watches while she walks home. We went outâand I remember, I remember hauling out my keys, and her saying how cute my key ring is. Theresa had this picture of Rosa made into a key ring. I remember her saying it was sweet while I locked the door. I locked the door, Gib. I swear. You can ask Toni.”
“Okay. None of this is your fault. Where are you staying?”
“With my parents.”
“You need anything?” Bianca asked. “Diapers for the baby?”
“My mom, she keeps some stuff there for her. I just wanted to come, to tell you. I want to know what I can do. I just went by. You can't get in, they've got it blocked off. But it looks bad. I want to know what I can do. There must be
something
I can do.”
“There's going to be plenty to do once we're cleared to get in there and clean up. But right now, you should go be with your wife, your baby.”
“You call me at my mom's, you need anything. Anytime. You guys have been good to me, to us.” He reached out to hug Gib. “Anything you need.”
Gib walked to the door before turning to Bianca. “I need to go down, take a look.”
Reena dashed into the room. “I want to go with you. I'm going with you.”
Gib opened his mouth, and Reena could see the denial on his face. But Bianca shook her head at him. “Yes, go with your father. When you get back we'll talk, again, about listening to private conversations. I'll wait until you get back before I call my parents. Maybe we'll have more to tell them. Maybe it isn't as bad as we think.”
I
t looked worse, at least to Reena's eye. In the daylight, the black brick, the broken glass, the sodden debris looked horrible, smelled worse. It seemed impossible that fire could have done so much, so fast. She saw the destruction inside through the gaping hole where the big window with its painted pizza had been. The burned mess of what had been the bright orange benches, the old tables, the twisted mess that was once chairs. The sunny yellow paint was gone, as was the big menu sign that had hung in the open kitchen area where her fatherâand sometimes her motherâtossed dough to entertain customers.
The man with the fireman's helmet and the flashlight came out carrying a kind of toolbox. He was older than her father; she could tell because there were more lines on his face, and the hair she could see under the helmet was mostly gray.
H
e'd given them a quick study before stepping out. The manâGibson Haleâhad the long, lanky build that rarely went stocky. A little worse for wear with the night he'd put in. He had a lot of curling hair, sandy with some bleached-out tips. Got out in the sun when he could, didn't wear a hat.
John Minger didn't just study the fire, but the people involved in it.
The kid was pretty as a picture, even with the hollow, sleep-starved look in her eyes. Her hair was darker than her father's but had the curl in it. Looked to John as if she was going to get his height and build along with it.
He'd seen them last night when he arrived on scene. The whole family, grouped together at first like shipwreck survivors. The wife, now she was a looker. The sort of bombshell you didn't see often outside the movie screen. The oldest daughter favored her the most, he recalled. With the middle one missing that wow factor by a fraction. The boy had been handsome, with the sturdy look of childhood still on him.
This kid looked whippy, and there were some bruises and scrapes on the long legs that made him think she probably spent more time running around with her little brother than playing with dolls.
“Mr. Hale. I'm not going to be able to let you go in yet.”
“I wanted to see. Did you . . . could you find out where it started?”
“Actually, I'd like to talk to you about that. Who's this?” he asked with a smile for Reena.
“My daughter Catarina. I'm sorry, I know you told me your name, butâ”
“Minger, Inspector John Minger. You mentioned one of your daughters saw the fire, woke you.”
“I did,” Reena piped up. She knew it was probably a sin to be proud of her status. But maybe it was just a venial sin. “I saw it first.”
“I'd like to talk about that, too.” He glanced over as a police car pulled up to the curb. “Can you give me a minute?” Without waiting for an answer, he went to the car, spoke quietly to the policemen inside. “Is there someplace you'd be comfortable talking?” he asked when he came back.
“We live just up the block.”
“That's fine. Just another minute.” He went to another car and stripped off what Reena saw now were like coveralls. Beneath he wore regular clothes. He put them, and his helmet, in the trunk, along with the toolbox and, after locking it, nodded to the policemen.
“What's in there?” Reena wanted to know. “In the toolbox?”
“All kinds of things. I'll show you sometime if you want. Mr. Hale? Can I have a second? Could you wait here, Catarina?”
Again, he didn't wait, simply stepped off a short distance.
“If there's anything you can tell me,” Gib began.
“We'll get to that.” He took out a pack of cigarettes, a lighter. He took the first drag as he pushed the lighter back in his pocket. “I need to talk with your daughter. Now your first instinct might be to fill in details for her, prompt her. It'd be better if you didn't. If you just let the two of us talk it through.”
“Okay. Sure. She's, ah, observant. Reena.”
“Good.” He stepped back to Reena. Her eyes, he noted, were more amber than brown and, despite the bruises under them, looked sharp. “Did you see the fire from your bedroom window?” Minger asked as they walked.
“No. From the steps. I was sitting on the steps of my house.”
“A little past your bedtime, huh?”
She thought about this, about how to answer it without revealing the embarrassing personal details and avoiding a lie. “It was hot, and I woke up because I didn't feel very good. I got a drink of ginger ale in the kitchen and came out to sit on the steps and drink it.”
“Okay. Maybe you can show me where you were sitting when you saw it.”
She dashed ahead and obediently sat on the white marble steps as close to her original position as she could remember. She stared down the block as the men approached. “It was cooler than upstairs in my room. Heat rises. We learned that in school.”
“That's right. So.” Minger sat beside her, looked down the block as she did. “You sat here, with your ginger ale, and you saw the fire.”
“I saw the lights. I saw lights on the glass, and I didn't know what they were. I thought maybe Pete forgot to turn the lights off inside, but it didn't look like that. It moved.”
“How?”
She lifted a shoulder, felt a little foolish. “Sort of like dancing. It was pretty. I wondered what it was so I got up and walked a little ways.” She bit her lip, looked over at her father. “I know I'm not supposed to.”
“We can talk about that later.”
“I just wanted to see. I'm too nosy for my own good, Grandma Hale says, but I just wanted to know.”
“How far'd you walk down? Can you show me?”
“Okay.”
He got up with her, strolled along beside her, imagined what it would be like to be a kid walking down a dark street on a hot night. Exciting. Forbidden.
“I took my ginger ale, and I drank some while I walked.” She frowned in concentration, trying to remember every step. “I think maybe I stopped here, close to here, because I saw the door was open.”
“What door?”
“The front door of the shop. It was open. I could see it was open, and I thought, first I thought, Holy cow, Pete forgot to lock the door, and Mama's going to skin him. She does the skinning in our house. But then I saw there was fire, and I saw smoke. I saw it coming out the door. I was scared. And I yelled as loud as I could and ran back home. I ran upstairs and I think I was still yelling because Dad was already up and pulling on pants, and Mama was grabbing her robe. And everybody was shouting. Fran kept saying, What, what is it? Is it the house? And I said, No, no, it's the shop. That's what we call Sirico's mostly. The shop.”
She'd thought this through, John decided. Gone back over it in her head, layered the details.
“Bella started crying. She cries a lot because teenage girls do, but Fran didn't cry so much. Anyway, Dad, he looked out the window, then he told Mama to call Peteâhe lives above the shopâand tell him to get out, get his family out. Pete married Theresa and they had a baby in June. He said to tell Pete there was a fire in the shop and to get out right away, then to call the fire department. He was running downstairs when he told her. And he said to call nine-one-one, but she already was.”
“That's a good report.”
“I remember more. We all ran, but Dad ran the fastest. He ran all the way down. There was more fire. I could see it. And the window broke and it jumped out. The fire. Dad didn't go in the front. I was afraid he would and something would happen to him. He'd get burned up, but he ran to the back steps, up to Pete's.”
She paused a moment, pressed her lips together.
“To help them get out,” John prompted.
“Because they're more important than the shop. Pete had the baby, and my dad grabbed Theresa's arm and they all ran down the stairs. People were starting to come out of their houses. And everybody was shouting and yelling. I think Dad was going to try to run inside, with the fire, but Mama grabbed him hard and said, Don't, don't. And he didn't. He stood with her and he said, Oh Christ, baby. He calls my mother that sometimes. Then I heard the sirens, and the fire trucks came. The firemen jumped out and hooked up hoses. My dad told them everyone was out, that there was nobody inside. But some of them went inside. I don't know how they could, with the fire and smoke, but they did. They looked like soldiers. Like ghost soldiers.”
“Don't miss much, do you?”
“I've got a memory like an elephant.”
John flicked a glance up at Gib, grinned. “You got a pistol here, Mr. Hale.”
“Gib. It's Gib, and, yeah, I do.”
“Okay, Reena, can you tell me what else you saw? Just when you were sitting on the stairs, before you saw the fire. Let's go back and sit and you can try to remember.”
Gib glanced toward the shop, then back at John. “It was vandalism, wasn't it?”
“Why do you say that?” John asked.
“The door. The open door. I talked to Pete. He closed last night. I took the family to the ball game.”
“Birds trounced the Rangers.”
“Yeah.” Gib managed a small smile. “Pete closed, along with one of my other kidsâemployees. He locked up, he remembers specifically because
he and ToniâAntonia Vargasâhad a conversation about his key ring when they locked up. He's never left a door unlocked. So if it was open, somebody broke in.”
“We'll talk about that.” He sat with Reena again. “It's a nice spot. Nice place to have a cold drink on a hot night. Do you know what time it was?”
“Um, it was about ten after three. Because I saw the clock in the kitchen when I got the ginger ale.”
“Guess most everybody in the neighborhood's asleep that time of night.”