Authors: Scott Westerfeld
“Come on, Rex,” Angie said. “Didn’t she turn up the next day?”
“Yes, because we saved her… from a huge, hungry darkling, I might add.”
Her eyebrows raised. “I don’t remember that part being on the news.”
“Well… no.” Rex swallowed. “We may have asked her not to say anything about the, uh, incident.”
“You erased her memories,” she said coolly.
He narrowed his eyes. “We
had
to.”
The knife drew closer, the tip barely touching his cheek, where it burned like a spent match tip. Rex’s eyes focused on the pulse in Angie’s throat, the darkling part of his mind set on edge by the steel against his flesh, thinking killing thoughts. He knew that if he lost control, the short, brutal fight between them would be more evenly matched than Angie would expect, knife or no knife. But that wouldn’t accomplish anything. They had to communicate, not kill each other.
“And what will you do to my memories?” Angie said softly.
Rex tore his eyes from her throat. Would she believe that he’d wanted to change as little as possible inside her mind? Just find out what she knew about the Grayfoots leaving town and maybe introduce a strong phobia about kidnapping people in the future. Unless, of course, Melissa lost her temper in the middle of the whole thing and forgot her promises…
If that happened, Rex wouldn’t want to be in Angie’s shoes.
Maybe there was another way to do thisone that didn’t involve any mindcasting.
Rex tried to ignore the knife in his face. “Do you really believe all that stuff? About how the old midnighters were totally evil?”
“I don’t believe it, Rex, I
know
it. I’m a real historian, not some amateur. Before I found out about the secret hour, I was researching a book on Oklahoma’s early statehood. I’ve documented everything the old man told me about his childhood. I’ve found the court records in Tulsa, from when they got his parents.”
Rex’s eyebrows rose. He’d collected old newspapers and handbills from Bixby’s past but not court records, and nothing from as far away as Tulsa.
“What are you talking about?” he asked.
“It was a big case in the nineteen-forties. Old Man Grayfoot’s parents contested an oil claim made on Indian land by some of the town fathersseers like you, pillars of the community. Normally the trial would have been rigged so the midnighters would win, no problem. But the case wound up in a court in Tulsa, a judge that they couldn’t control.”
Rex frowned. “So what happened?”
“One day all the Native American parties involved decided to back down. They gave up the case, then sold their houses to pay the town fathers’ court costs. They lost everything they had.”
He swallowed. “That sounds… unfair.”
“Doesn’t it? And you know what’s worse, Rex?” she said. “After that day, Grayfoot’s parents never showed another ounce of backbone, except to agree with whatever the town fathers said. Just like a whole lot of other people always did. So the old guy got to thinking that things weren’t right in Bixby.”
Rex blinked. He’d spent his whole life learning this history; how could there turn out to be a completely different side?
The odd thing was, whenever Rex read normal day-lighter history, he never took the word of just one historian. You had to check with several sourceseverybody knew that. But until Angie had gotten into his car tonight, he’d never had another viewpoint to compare against the lore.
But after all she’d done, how could he trust her to tell the truth?
“Okay,” he said. “I want you to pull that knife back a few inches.”
“Why should I?”
“Because now you’re going to tell me what happened between you and the Grayfoots,” he said. “Are they really blowing you off just because you’re not related?”
The knife wavered. “Well, that night in the desert, the night we gave you to the darklings, none of us expected that little kid to appear. She was the first halfling, wasn’t she?”
“Her name was Anathea,” Rex said.
“I mean, I know she was a midnighter, and she would have become a monster like all the others. But Jesus, she didn’t look any older than twelve.”
“She wasn’t, much,” Rex said. “She spent those fifty years mostly in frozen time. Afraid and alone, surrounded by
real
monsters.”
Angie sat silently for a moment. “So I started wondering out loud if it was worth it, making another halfling. I thought the old man would listen to me. But the dark-lings weren’t even talking to us. So the Grayfoots started getting cagey around me and nervous about the future.”
“How do they know what’s going to happen?”
She shook her head and lowered the knife still further. “The last thing Ernesto told me is that there was something coming up, something that had been planned for a long time. The Grayfoots had been looking forward to it, but now that the darklings weren’t talking, it might be dangerous for them.”
“Not just for them,” Rex said. “You should leave town too.”
“I’d love to. Except in about… five minutes I’m going to get my brain turned to mush.”
Rex shook his head. “No, you’re not. I’m not going to let Melissa touch you.”
Angie snorted. “You’re just saying that so I won’t slit your throat.” She let out a deflated sigh and put the knife back into her coat pocket. “Well, you can relax. I think maybe my child-sacrificing days are over.”
As the knife disappeared, a cool sensation went through Rex. Not just a feeling of relief, but a decision. “No, I mean it. We’re not like that. Melissa doesn’t need to touch you at all. It’s quiet out here, mind-noise quiet, and she can tell if you’re lying to us, even in normal time. After midnightwhen you unfreezejust tell us everything Ernesto said.”
“And you’re going to trust me?”
Rex shrugged. “Like I said, Melissa will know if you’re lying…
without
having to touch you. But once midnight passes, you can just walk away if you want. So yeah, I’m trusting you.”
She narrowed her eyes, glancing at her watch. “And after midnight I’m not going to find myself suddenly mush-brained or wanting to give you my bank account?”
“Bank account?” He shook his head. “Did you get a look at this piece of crap? It’s not exactly a Mercedes, like your buddies’ cars back there.”
“I guess not.” She took a slow breath. “All right, I supposed I don’t have much choice about… Uh-oh. Speaking of cars.”
Rex followed her gaze through the front windshield. Headlights had reappeared on the horizon, making their slow way through the ravaged cactus patch.
“Crap!” he cried, reaching for the Ford’s dashboard and killing the headlights. “I hope that’s not the cops.”
She squinted. “No, it’s not a police car. Or a Mercedes, either. Looks like … I don’t know. Looks about as crappy as this piece of junk.”
Rex breathed a sigh of reliefit was Jonathan and the others.
“Okay. It’s just friends.”
A shudder went through Angie. “Including the mind-caster?”
“Yeah, but I promise she won’t touch you.” He leaned forward and turned the headlights back on, then blinked in disbelief as the car rolled to a stop a few yards away.
Jonathan and Dess were visible through the front windshield, but there was no one in the backseat. They’d followed him and Angie here without picking up Melissa and Jessica, expecting to be heroes.
He let out a frustrated sigh. Had they actually thought they were going to
save
him from the Grayfoots? Didn’t they know how full of darklings this part of the desert would be in two minutes?
“What’s the matter?” Angie asked. “You said they were friends, right?”
“Don’t worry. It’s not a problem… for you.” He shook his head. “Just the rest of us. If we all disappear after midnight, don’t bother leaving any more notes. We’ll all be dead.”
“Dead? Why?”
“Because your darkling pen pals are very nasty, Angie, much worse than you’ll find in any court records. And because my brilliant schemes don’t seem to be working very well tonight.”
Rex leaned back in the driver’s seat, waiting for the last few seconds of normal time to tick away. He’d been following his darkling instincts when he’d turned the car onto the flats, and they’d led him out heremiles into the deep desert, farther than he had ever been before at midnight.
Maybe part of him had wanted this.
It looked like his meeting with the old ones had come sooner than he’d planned.
“Well, as of now this plan officially sucks,” Melissa said. “No way is Jonathan getting here before midnight.”
“We should have gone along with them.” Jessica groaned, huddling in her coat against the chill wind. “I told Rex I wasn’t afraid to.”
“It’s not your fault, Jess,” Melissa said. “Rex didn’t want all five of us in Broken Arrow. You heard him.”
Jessica nodded sullenly. He’d said something about a Grayfoot trap catching them all at oncethe end of the midnighters. It seemed unlikely to her.
“He probably just figured I was worried about getting busted for curfew violation,” she said. “And was trying not to make me feel like a weenie.”
She sighed. So now they were stuck here at a cold, windy roadside picnic stop just outside the county line, sitting on their butts. Next time she was going to announce to Rex that she was the new, non-weenie Jessica, unafraid of official, parental, or even sisterly punishment.
“No, Jess. I happen to know it wasn’t you he was trying to protect.”
“What do you mean?”
“It was me.” Melissa held out her hand, palm down. It was quivering in the cold. “The thought of driving fast gives me the shakes.”
Jessica looked at the mindcaster, wondering if she was kidding. Of course, flying through a windshield at eighty miles an hour might make you not want to repeat the experience.
“And they might not be here yet because they really did get busted by the cops,” Melissa continued. “In which case, we’re both lucky we didn’t go along.”
Jessica sighed. “That’s a lovely thought.” Jonathan wasn’t a big fan of spending the secret hour trapped in a jail cell, bouncing off the walls.
“Just trying to make you feel better. There are worse things than being arrested.”
“I suppose so.”
“I mean, you’ve got kidnappers and high-speed car chases involved,” Melissa continued.
“Jeez, Melissa. Who elected you Miss Sunshine?”
“I’m just saying is all.” The mindcaster looked at her watch. “Anyway, we’ll know for sure in five, four, three…”
The secret hour struck, spilling toward them across the desert floor like a sudden tide of blue ink. The picnic table shuddered beneath them, the air grew warm and still, and the stars turned ghostly pale above.
“Yeah, that’s the stuff.” Melissa sighed, tipping her head back to sniff the air. A few moments passed, then a faint smile broke across her face. “You can relax. Everyone’s okay.”
Jessica breathed a sigh of relief, glad that Melissa was here. When Rex had put the final touches on his plan, she’d been nervous about spending a whole hour in the middle of nowhere with Melissa. But actually, it hadn’t turned out so bad. Melissa wasn’t the bitchy snob she used to be.
The mindcaster fixed her with a cool glare. “Gee, thanks, Jess.”
“Oops. Sorry.” Jessica reminded herself to censor her thoughts, especially now that midnight had fallen. “But I mean… it’s true, though,” she sputtered. “You are much nicer these days.”
“Whatever.” Melissa looked skyward again, closing her eyes. “Okay. They’re all together, way out in the desert for some reason, miles off the access road. Something got screwed uptastes like Rex and Flyboy have been arguing.”
“Funny, but I could have guessed that last part.”
Melissa smirked. “Now Jonathan’s on his way here. In a big hurry…” She frowned. “Things are waking up out there.”
Jessica drew her flashlight, whose new name was Enlightenment, from her pocket. “Are they going to be all right?”
“If we get out there before anything big jumps on them.”
“We?”
One of Melissa’s eyes opened a slit. “As in me, Flyboy, and you.”
Jessica realized it was pointless to hide her dismay. “That’s right, you’ll have to fly along with us.”
“You got it, Jess. I don’t
want
to, but the whole point of this plan is for me and Angie to have a little face time. And it’s not like I’m going to walk.” Melissa spread her hands. “Look, don’t worry about it, Jessica. I’m not going to spew my crippled mind into your boyfriend’s, all right?”
“I didn’t say you were.”
“You thought about it. Don’t tell me that little twinge was you worrying about a dentist appointment.”
Jessica shook her head. “It’s just that Jonathan told me
“I
know
what he told you, Jessica. I can taste the way he pities me. I pretty much know how you guys feel about me, got that? And the more you worry about offending me, the
more
I know it. And frankly, I really don’t
want
to know about it anymore, so just give… it…
a rest
”
Melissa’s voice broke on the last words, the awful sound disappearing into the flat, echoless desert. She sighed then, shaking her head.
“I’m sorry” Jess began.
“Yeah, well.” Melissa waved her silent. “I’m sorry too. Didn’t mean to rant, but I thought maybe you might want to know what
I
was thinking for a change.”
Jessica swallowed, a dozen apologies tumbling through her brain. But of course, Melissa wouldn’t want to hear any of them. So Jessica concentrated hard, trying to banish all excuses and regrets and pity from her mind.
She cleared her head with thoughts of flyingimagining weightlessness rushing into her at Jonathan’s touch, the rolling quilt of Bixby’s streets from midair, the pleasure of a perfectly timed jump taking them directly to a target, the desert floor passing below….
The images crystallized, erasing the bitter aftertaste of the argument, and on an impulse Jessica reached out and touched Melissa’s wrist lightly.
Melissa didn’t respond at first, but she didn’t pull away. Jessica could feel the struggle in her not to flinch from human contact, fighting reflexes trained by years of isolation. And then the connection took hold.