I said he would be. Then I passed along, for what it was worth, the guesswork I had done about the old woman's peacocks, and we rang off, and I went back into the Gold Rush Room and slid in opposite Kayabalian again.
“Okay,” I said.
“No problems or reservations?”
“None.”
He gave me a wan smile. “Welcome to the hunt.”
“Thanks. How long will you be here at the hotel?”
“Until tomorrow morning; I don't have any reason or inclination to drive back to San Francisco tonight.”
“Will you be leaving before ten, say?”
“I can stay as long as necessary.”
“Well, suppose I come in and see you again around ten-thirty? I should know by then how things stand with my time.”
“Good. I'll give you a retainer check then, if you like. And I'll also have a list of pertinent names and addresses, along with anything else I can think of that you might need.”
We shook hands and said a parting, and I went outside into the dying day. It was after six now, no cooler, still windless; the sky to the west had a bloody look. In front of a restaurant down the block, near where my car was parked, somebody was ringing an old-fashioned dinner bell mounted on a wooden frame, and it was a pretty clever stunt judging by the number of tourists who were heading in that direction. But the thought of food did not appeal to me at all; I still had a touch of heartburn from those noontime sandwiches, and the business with Knox had knocked the rest of my appetite into a dusty corner.
I walked down the side street to where the Rambler wagon was and looked in through one of the windows. Knox was still there and still out; he was lying on his stomach now, with his knees drawn up and one arm hooked across his eyes. His clothing was stained in half a dozen places by dark patches of sweat.
When I turned away a small brown mongrel dog drifted over to the car and sniffed at the rear tire and then lifted a leg and cut loose like a water pistol. I thought that maybe there was a certain small irony in that, but I did not feel much like pursuing it. Wearily, I started through the heat toward the hollow pealing of the dinner bell.
When I got back to the camp, Jerrold's Caddy was slewed in at an angle between the jeep and Walt Bascomb's Ford. I went over to it and looked in through the open driver's window, but there was nothing to see except an empty pint bottle of gin lying on the seat The upholstery reeked of alcohol.
Too damned much drinking going on around here, I thought, not for the first time. It's like pouring oil on burning waters.
I walked to Harry's cabin, started to call out for him, and then heard the buzzing of an electric drill cut through the stillness from around where the shed was. Harry was inside there, working over part of an outboard engine clamped in a vise; but he shut the drill off quickly when he saw me. His expression had relief in it, the tentative kind—you think things are going to be okay but you're still not quite certain of it.
He said, “Jerrold agreed to leave; the two of them are packing out in the morning.”
“She tell you that?”
“Yeah. Jerrold came back about an hour ago, and she hit him with it right away; then she came over to tell me.”
“She say what his reaction was, exactly?”
“Just that he seemed to think going back to L.A. was a good idea. She sounded a little surprised herself. I just hope he doesn't change his goddamn mind when he sobers up.”
“You see him when he got back?”
“Just for a minute.”
“Talk to him?”
“I tried, but it didn't do much good.”
“How drunk was he?”
“About as drunk as you can get and still function.”
“Any idea where he was all day?”
“Your guess is as good as mine.”
“Where is he now? At their cabin?”
“Sleeping, she says. Meaning passed out.”
“Well, I'd like it better if they were going tonight.”
“So would I, but I couldn't see pushing it.”
“No, I guess not.”
“If he stays passed out, it won't matter.”
“If,” I said. “Everything else all right?”
“Quiet, yeah. Talesco's the only other one around.”
“Talesco's the wrong one to be around,” I said.
“What do you mean?”
“She's been playing around with him, Harry.”
He scowled. “You sure?”
“Pretty sure.”
“How'd you find this out?”
I explained about my conversation with Knox at The Pines Hotel, about the fight and what I had done with Knox afterward.
“Christ,” he said. “I thought the two of them had more brains than that.”
“Brains doesn't have much to do with a thing like this.”
“Well, I ought to send them packing too.”
“That's up to you.”
“You going to talk to Talesco?”
“Somebody's got to go in after Knox.”
“I mean about Mrs. Jerrold.”
“No. There's no point in it. And I don't think you should either, at least until after the Jerrolds are gone.”
“I won't, don't worry.”
He picked up the drill again, and I left him and went out and up along the path, past my cabin to the one which Talesco and Knox shared. The porch was deserted; I climbed up and knocked on the screen door, and pretty soon Talesco appeared and stared at me through the mesh with narrowed eyes. He did not look particularly happy to see me, and his voice was surly when he said, “What is it?”
I was in no mood for game-playing. I took the keys to the Rambler wagon from my pocket and held them up where he could see them. “Recognize these?”
He opened the door and came out onto the porch. His hair was mussed, as though he had been napping, and he was bare-chested; sweat matted the thick growth on his chest and stomach, put an oily gloss on the muscle-ridged skin of his shoulders. The bruise on his jaw had darkened so that it looked like a blue-black smudge.
He said, “Where the hell did you get my keys?”
“I took them off Knox in The Pines.”
“Took them off him?”
“That's right. He was drunk in the hotel bar and we had a little misunderstanding. I had to clip him.”
Talesco said “You clipped Sam Knox?” as if he could not quite believe it.
“Yeah. I also got him out of there and put him in the Rambler to sleep it off; otherwise he'd probably have been arrested. But I didn't care for the idea of him driving when he came around, so I took the keys.”
You could almost see him revising his opinion of me; something that might have been respect came into his eyes. “What was the misunderstanding about?”
“Suppose you ask Knox.”
“He all right?”
“He was the last time I saw him. If you want, I'll run you in so you can pick him up.”
“Why should you bother to do that?”
“I don't know,” I said. “You want the ride or not?”
“Yeah. Let me get a shirt.”
I waited while he did that, and then we went down and got into my car and I took it up onto the county road. Talesco did not say anything for a long while; he just sat against the passenger door, staring moodily through the windshield. Then, when we were a mile or so from the village, he turned and looked across at me.
“Knox say anything to you before you had the fight?”
“About what?”
“About why he was drinking—about me.”
“What do you think he might have said?”
Talesco shook his head. “We had a punch-out too last night,” he said abruptly. “He's the one gave me these lumps.”
“I gathered as much.”
“Yeah. He kicked the crap out of me.”
“You don't sound very bitter about it.”
“I'm not. I deserved it.”
“Oh?”
He brooded for several seconds. “Man turns forty, he gets set in his ways, he doesn't know how to live his life any different and he doesn't like the idea of having to change it. You know what I mean?”
I frowned slightly. “I suppose I do.”
“Only something happens,” Talesco said, “and he gets himself in a situation where he's got to start living another way pretty soon. It scares him, thinking about it—and all of a sudden he doesn't know what the hell is right or wrong and maybe he does something stupid.”
This was a new tack, and I could not quite tie it up with anything Knox had told me or anything I had surmised from the information. I said, “Like what?”
“Like hurting people he cares about.”
“Knox, you mean?”
“Among others.” Talesco ran fingertips over the bruise on his jaw. “He's a hell of a guy, you know; we been friends and partners for twenty years. That's a long time, twenty years.”
“Too long to let one mistake break it up,” I said.
“I been thinking that all day,” he said.
I decided to prod him a little. “Maybe you ought to think about this change in your life too.”
“I already have, I've done too much goddamn thinking about it. I've got to see it through.”
“At the expense of a friendship?”
“No, because of it. And because I guess I want it that way after all.”
He fell silent again, and I could not think of a way to draw him out short of asking him bluntly for an explanation. So I let it go; there was nothing to be gained in making waves.
When we got into the village and onto the side street I made a U-turn so I could park directly behind the Rambler. Talesco and I stepped out and walked over to look inside. Knox showed no signs of having come around, except for a crust of vomit on his chin and a puddle of it on the floorboards. He was lying on his back, curled up with his knees against his chest.
“Jesus,” Talesco said. He unlocked the driver's door and rolled down the windows to let some of the smell dissipate.
I said, “If you want to follow me back, I'll give you a hand with him at the camp.”
“No. You go ahead, I can handle him.”
“You sure?”
“I can handle him,” he said again.
He seemed a little embarrassed now, as if seeing Knox had made the whole thing too painfully personal to share with an outsider; he dismissed me with a glance, went to the rear and opened the door there and fished out a blanket. I slid back into my car. When I swung out past the Rambler he was leaning inside, doing something with the blanket, and he did not look up.
At Eden Lake, the sun was just settling down behind the trees on the western ridge and the sky in that direction had a smoky brick-colored flush. There was still no sign of a freshening breeze. A jay screamed monotonously somewhere within the camp, and you could hear the sporadic singing of crickets; nothing else disturbed the evening hush.
Harry was no longer working inside the shed; there were lights on inside his cabin, but I did not feel much like company. I took a beer out of the cooler and up to my cabin, and it was stifling inside. Even the mosquitoes and the gnats were better than breathing that thick, stale air; I shed my shirt, turned on the porch light, and sat out there with my beer and one of the pulp magazines I'd brought.
Night shadows had begun to deepen now, and the sky slowly lost its color. Moths fluttered in the orange porch light; a mosquito raised a welt on my left forearm and got itself crushed for the effort. The stillness was so intense that I found myself listening to it—and the more I listened and the darker it got, the more I felt a return of the edginess I had had last night. Unwarranted feeling maybe, but it would not go away.
To occupy my mind, I opened the pulp to the lead novelette and made myself concentrate on the words. The story dealt with a fast-talking, bourbon-guzzling private cop hired by a sexy blonde to get back half a million dollars' worth of stolen jewels, and in the space of five thousand words the Eye committed an act of felonious breaking-and-entering, got slugged, threatened a janitor he believed to be concealing information, withheld evidence in a murder case, insulted two cops, and killed a hired gunman in a shoot-out. I began to get irritated with all of this nonsense, and when the hero left the dead gunman on a city street and went off without reporting the incident, I closed the magazine and put it aside.
I had always gotten a laugh from the antics of pulp detectives, but lately they seemed more silly than engaging. Sexy blondes, withholding evidence, committing felonies, shooting hoods—what did any of that have to do with the verities of a private investigator's life? Verity, for Christ's sake, was a man with his head horribly crushed, and a puddle of vomit on the floorboards of a Rambler wagon, and a thing that might be malignant growing on one of your lungs.
Funny. You grow up reading the pulps, and they fascinate you, you can't get enough of them; the heroes are all larger than life, all champions of the purest form of justice, all invincible. You'd like to emulate them in spirit, you think, and as a result it's only natural that you go into police work and stay with it diligently for twenty years, and then one day you realize for a number of reasons that you can't take it any more and you decide to open up a private practice. So you become, in the end, an Eye just like the fictional Eyes of your youth—a real-life Carmady/Dalmas/Marlowe, a living Spade, a breathing Race Williams, a walking Max Latin and Jim Bennett. You don't have any illusions about living their kind of fantasy lives, of course; you don't expect excitement and thrills and women throwing themselves helter-skelter into your bed. You're aloof from all that. You sit back and smile knowingly. You're superior, because
you're
dealing with reality, and for the most part reality is pretty dull. The only thing you have in common with your fictional counterparts is a profession and an outlook on life that has turned a little jaded by the things you've been forced to deal with.