My dad wasn't taking any chances. The summer break was nine weeks long, and before it had even started, he'd decided I'd devote two weeks of it to a stay in France. On my own.
“You've got to be kidding!” That was what I said when he told me. Or words like that, anyway.
“No, Jack. You'll have a great time. And it'll give you a real head start next term.”
“But Dad . . . !”
“Let's not argue about it, old chap. I did a French exchange when I was your age and it did me a world of good. And you know perfectly well that the breaks are far too long. You usually end up being bored stiff.”
This was true. But I didn't see why it would be any better being bored stiff in France. Not that it mattered. As usual, my arguments went nowhere. Or rather, they went to the Côte d'Azur, the south coast of France where some friends of friends knew a family who would love to have an English boy to stay with them for two weeks after which their own son, Adrien, would perhaps spend two weeks with the English family? Just what I needed! By the time Adrien was out of my life, almost half the break would be gone.
Normally, I like going abroad. But I felt gloomy as I packed my case, sneaking in a couple of paperbacks and my Nintendo DS so at least I would have something English in the days ahead. The Duclarcs lived just outside Nice. I had seen photographs of them, an ordinary-looking family sitting by the pool, and I had exchanged a couple of e-mails with Adrien. “I look much forward to meet with you.” It seemed his English wasn't a lot better than my French. My dad drove me to the airport. It would be only the second time that I had flown alone, and at least this time I wasn't going to be made to wear a “junior traveler” label around my neck.
Nice was only about an hour and a half away, but it felt a lot longer. As I watched the gray ribbon of the English Channel slide behind me, it was almost as if I had somehow fallen off the edge of the world. Nothing was going to be the same on the other side. I had to remind myself that it was only two weeks, that I'd be able to telephone and e-mail every day, that hundreds of other kids did French exchanges and managed to survive. If the worse came to the worst, I'd just sit there and count the days.
Lundi. Mardi. Mercredi.
And whatever it was that came next . . .
Nathalie Duclarc was waiting for me at the airport with Adrien. She was holding a sign with my nameâJACK METCALFEâwritten in bold letters. Not that she needed it, as I was surely the only fifteen-year-old coming out of customs on his own. My first impression was of a small woman with very dark hair, rather pale skin and strangely colored eyesâsomewhere between gray and green. It was easy to tell that Adrien was her son. He was the spitting image of her with the addition of a mustache, or at least the very beginnings of one. He was only fourteen, a few months younger than me, but it's something I've noticed about French kids. They like their facial hair and they try to grow it as early as they can, even if they can only manage a vague shadow along their upper lip.
“Hello, Jack. I hope you had a good flight,” she said, folding the sign away. She spoke French. From now on, everything would be in French. But to be fair to her, she spoke slowly and clearly, and with a sense of relief, I realized that I could understand.
“I am Adrien. Welcome to my country.” Her son nodded at me and smiled, and it occurred to me that he had probably been looking forward to meeting me as little as I had been looking forward to coming. Maybe this was going to be all right.
“Please, come this way. The car is not far.”
Wheeling my suitcase behind me, I followed Nathalie to a parking lot on the other side of the airport, and of course we all had a good laugh when I tried to get into the driver's seat. It would take me a day or two before I remembered that the French drove on the right. It was eight o'clock in the evening and the sun had just set, but it was still baking hot, with no breeze in the night air. We drove for about twenty minutes, skirting the city and passing through a desolate industrial zone before finally turning off and climbing up a steep, narrow lane that was full of ruts and potholes, hemmed in on both sides by thick woodland. I was quite surprised. After all, we weren't far from the center of a major French city. And yet from the moment we left the main road, we could have been miles away, lost in the middle of the countryside. Somehow it felt darker than it had any right to be, though when I looked up, I was amazed to see the sky absolutely crammed with stars.
At last we slowed down and stopped. There was a solid metal gate blocking the way, but Nathalie pressed a remote control and it slid silently open. We swung around and up another steep path. There was just one building ahead of us. It was the house I was going to stay in.
It wasn't at all what I had expected. The Duclarcs' home was a low white building, very modern, with roofs that slanted at strange angles and windows the size of whole walls. These could slide back, opening the inside to the terrace, garden and the darkly inviting swimming pool. The house stood on the side of a hill, entirely surrounded by trees, with Nice no more than a scattering of bright lights far below. Madame Duclarc drove straight toward a double garage built into the hillside under the house. There must have been some sort of sensor. The doors rolled open to let her in.
Inside, the house was even more unusual, with walls of naked concrete, metal staircases and glass-bottomed corridors giving me the impression of a sort of fortressâthough, again, a very modern one. The Duclarcs seemed to like neon tubes so one room would glow red, another green, while the main living area, with its open-plan kitchen, steel fireplace, spiral staircase and huge wooden table reminded me of a theater stage.
Adrien's dad was named Patrick (pronounced Patreek), and he greeted me in French that was rather more difficult to understand, swallowing his words before they had time to come out of his mouth. But he was still friendly enough, a slim, athletic, curly-haired manâas pale as his wife and son. Adrien was their only child, but there was another member of the family at the table waiting to eat and, I have to say, I didn't like him from the start.
The Duclarc family had once lived in Eastern Europe, and this was one of their distant relatives over on a visit. He was Patrick's uncle or second cousin or something like that . . . although it was explained to me, I didn't quite manage to follow the French. My first thought was that he was ill. His hair was long and silver and looked as if it had never been brushed, hanging down just past his collar. He wasn't exactly thin. He had a sort of half-starved look, as if he hadn't eaten for a week. The way he sat, hunched over the table, you could imagine all the interlocking bones holding him together under his strange, old-fashioned clothes. I've already said it was boiling hot. Even so, the uncle was dressed in black trousers, boots, a white shirt and a loose-fitting black jacket that almost hung off him like a cape.
His name, I was told, was Vladimir Duclarc. I would have guessed he was about fifty years old, but I could have been wrong. His gray skin, his gnarled fingers and his hunched shoulders could have suggested someone much older. And yet, he had a certain energy. When he turned and looked at me, I saw something come alive in his eyes. It was there just for an instant, a sort of flame. He nodded at me but didn't speak. In fact, he spoke very little. French, I later learned, was his second language.
We sat down to dinner. I was feeling much more cheerful by now. For a start, the food was excellent. Smoked ham, fresh bread, three or four salads, a huge plate of cheese . . . all the food that the French do so well but which never quite tastes the same when you eat it at home. I noticed that Adrien drank wine, and although I was offered it, I stuck to Coke. The parents asked me a lot of questions about myself, my home in Burford, my family and all the rest of it. It would have been a nice evening.
Except there was something about Vladimir Duclarc that spoiled it. Every time I looked up, he seemed to be staring at me, as if he knew something I didn't. As if he were sizing me up. He ate very little. In fact, he didn't touch the salad, toying instead with a piece of raw ham that he chewed between small, sharp teeth, and even as he swallowed it with a little red wine, I could tell he would have much rather been eating something else. Me, perhaps. That was the impression he gave.
And there was one other thing that happened during that meal. Nathalie Duclarc had cooked some really delicious hot snacks. I'm not sure what you'd call them. They were slices of bread dipped in olive oil with tomato and mozzarella, baked in the oven. My mother made something very similar, and as I helped myself to a second portion, I managed to stretch my French vocabulary enough to say that she also used garlic in her recipe.
There was a sudden silence at the table. I wondered if I'd chosen the wrong word for garlic. But it was
l'ail.
I was sure of it.
“We never eat garlic in this family,” Patrick said.
“Oh?” I wasn't sure what to say.
“My cousin Vladimir dislikes it.”
“I hate garlic.” Vladimir Duclarc spoke the words as if I had deliberately offended him.
“I'm very sorry . . .”
Next to me, Adrien was fidgeting. Then Patrick reached out and poured some more wine and everyone began talking again. The incident was forgottenâalthough I would remember it again in the days to come.
And the next few days were great. Patrick drove Adrien and me over to Monaco and we looked at all the million-dollar cars and ten-million-dollar yachts scattered around. We explored Niceâthe markets, the cafés, the beach and so on. I went paragliding for the first time. We went to a couple of museums and an aquarium. I was beginning to think that maybe my dad had been right after all. I could actually feel my French getting better. I still found it hard to say anything very sensible, but I understood most of what Adrien and Nathalie said to me.
The only problem was that I wasn't sleeping very well. It was hard to say why not. It was hot and there was always a lone mosquito whining in my ear. Also, the bedroom was down a flight of stairs, underneath the main bulk of the house, and it never seemed to have enough air. But it was something more than that. I felt uneasy. I was having bad dreams. One night I was sure I heard wolves howling in the woods near the house. I mentioned this to Patrick and he smiled at me. Apparently, there
were
wolves in the area. The locals often heard them. There was absolutely nothing to worry about. But there was still something about them that kept me awake long into the night.
And then there was Vladimir Duclarc.
It must have been the third or fourth day of my visit that I realized something else that was rather strange about him. He never went out in the day. You'd think that with a huge swimming pool, local markets, the sea, there would be plenty of reasons for him to go outdoors, but in fact I never saw him until after eight o'clock, when the sun set. He spent long periods in his room and never talked about what he had been doing. Only when the darkness came would he walk out onto the terrace, craning his long neck and half closing his eyes as he took in the scented evening air.
One night he went out on his own. I actually saw him walking down the stairs, past the swimming pool and on toward the main gate, his footsteps so light that he almost seemed to be floating in the air. He didn't have a car and as far as I knew he couldn't drive. Nathalie was preparing the dinner and there was no sign of Adrien, soâon a whimâI followed him. I wasn't really doing anything. I mean, I was just playing a game, really. But it just seemed so odd for him to be disappearing into the darkness that I couldn't help wondering where he was going and what he would do when he got there.
I reached the gate. There it was in front of me, a solid wall of sheet metal that had been stained by rust or rain. It hadn't opened, but suddenly there was no sign of Monsieur Duclarc. He had vanished. I knew it wasn't possible. He would have had to open the gate electronically to get out onto the main road, even if he was walking. But it hadn't moved. So where was he? I looked first one way, then another. Could he be hiding in the darkness? Was he watching me even now? No. That made no sense and, besides, I was certain he hadn't seen me. Something caught my eye and I glanced upward. A bat, almost invisible against the night sky, fluttered over my head like a piece of charred paper caught in a gust of wind. It was there and then it was gone.
And so was Vladimir Duclarc.
I didn't have much appetite that night. The empty chair on the opposite side of the table was somehow threatening. I could imagine an invisible man sitting there, his eyes fixed on me. For the first time, I felt homesick. I was even tempted to call my parents and ask them to let me return.
Perhaps I should have mentioned that I actually had a problem with the phones. It turned out that there was no mobile signal at the Duclarcs' home, and although they would have happily let me use their landline, it was right in the middle of the hallway where everyone would have heard, and I didn't like to ask. I'd brought my laptop with me, though, and I swapped e-mails every evening. Isabelle, my sister, had written a couple of times (assuring me that she wasn't missing me) and Mum and Dad had given me the latest news . . . a new tractor arriving, the wind turbine at the bottom of the garden breaking down, local gossip from the village. It all sounded so normal that once again I couldn't help feeling very far away. Not just another country but another planet.
It was on the sixth day of my visit that it all really went wrong. That was when I saw the mirror without the reflection.
Vladimir Duclarc had a bedroom at the end of the same corridor as mine. The house had a sort of guest annex, a lower floor that was built onto the sideâand that was where the two of us were staying, slightly apart from the rest of the family. Most of the time (and certainly during the day) he kept the door shut. But I had seen inside a couple of times on my way to bed.