Authors: Laurell K. Hamilton
“Can you see ghosts?”
“You mean right now?”
I smiled and shook my head. “No, just in general.”
“Well, I knew the Calvin house wasn't haunted, no matter how many stories people made up. But there was a little cave near town that had something in it. Something not nice.”
“Was it a ghost?”
He shrugged. “I never tried to find out, but nobody else seemed able to feel it.”
“Do you know when the soul leaves the body? I mean, can you tell it?”
“Sure.” He said it like, Couldn't everybody do that?
I had to smile. “Good enough. I'm just going to do it. I don't know what you'll see, if anything. I know that
Raymond is going to be disappointed because he won't see anything, unless he's a lot more talented than he looks.”
“What are you going to do, Anita? They never talked about âwalking a cemetery' in college.”
“It's not like a magic spell, a few words or gestures and it works. It isn't anything like that.” I struggled to put into words something that we had no vocabulary for. “It's closer to psychic ability than magic. It's not physical. It's not a muscle to move, or even a thought. It's . . . I just do it. Let me get started; then if I can, I'll bring you in or try and talk to you while I do it. Okay?”
He shrugged. “I guess so. I still don't understand what the heck you're doing, but that's okay. I usually don't know what's going on.”
“But you always figure it out,” I said.
He grinned. “I do, don't I?”
“You bet.”
I stood in nearly the dead center of the raw earth. Not so long ago I was afraid of what I was about to do. It wasn't really frightening in and of itself. I was scared of the fact that I could do it at all. It wasn't a very human thing to be able to do. But then, lately I'd been rethinking exactly what made you human, and what made you one of the monsters. Once I'd been very sure of myself, and everyone else. I wasn't so sure anymore. Besides, I'd been practicing.
Of course, I'd been practicing in empty graveyards where there was nothing but me and the dead. Okay, night insects, but anthropods never bothered my concentration. People did.
Even with my back turned, I could feel Larry like a warm presence behind me. It bugged me. “Can you move back farther?”
“Sure; how far?”
I shook my head. “As far as you can get and still be in sight.”
He raised his eyebrows. “Do you want me to go over and wait with Mr. Stirling?”
“If you can stand it.”
“I can stand it. I schmooze clients better than you do.”
That was the God's honest truth. “Great. When I call you over, come slowly. I've never tried to talk to someone while I do this.”
“Whatever you say.” He gave a laugh that was almost nervous. “I can't wait to see this.”
I let that go, and turned away. I walked away from him. When I glanced back, he was walking to the others. I hoped Larry wouldn't be disappointed. I still wasn't sure if he'd be able to even sense anything. I turned my back on all of them. Seeing them huddled there would distract me, that much I was sure of.
The top of the mountain had been stripped. It was like standing on the edge of the world looking down. The moonlight bathed everything in a soft glow. It was so bright up here near the sky without any trees to hide it that the air itself glowed with diffused light. A gentle wind traced just about head-high. It smelled green and fresh, almost as if the rain had actually fallen. I closed my eyes and let the wind touch my skin, ruffle my hair. There was almost no sound but the singing of insects from below. Nothing but the wind, me, and the dead.
I couldn't tell Larry exactly how to do it, because I wasn't completely sure myself. If it was a muscle, I would move it. If it was a thought, I would think it. If it was a magic word, I would say it. It is none of those things. It is like my skin opens up. All my nerve endings naked to the wind. My skin grew cool. It's like a cool wind enamates from my body. It isn't really wind. You can't see it. You can't feel it, or no one else can. But it's there. It's real.
The cool fingers of “wind” stretched outward from me. Within a ten- to fifteen-foot radius I would be able to search the graves. As I moved, the circle would move with me, searching.
I raised my arm and waved. I didn't turn around to see if Larry saw me. I stayed tight inside my private circle. I was holding it in, trying not to start searching the dead until Larry got over here. I was hoping he'd be able to sense what was going on. Seemed logical that it would be easier to figure out if he saw it from the beginning.
I heard his footsteps on the dry earth. They seemed thunderously loud, as if I could hear every grain of dirt under his shoes.
He stopped behind me. “Jesus, what is that?”
“What?” My voice sounded distant and loud at the same time.
“Wind, a cold wind.” He sounded a little scared. Good. You should always be a little afraid when you do magic. It's when you start taking it for granted that you get in trouble.
“Come closer, but don't touch me.” I wasn't sure on that last, but it sounded like a good idea. Better cautious than not.
He came slowly, one hand held out like he was feeling the wind against his skin. “Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. Anita, it's coming from you. The wind is coming from you.”
“Yes,” I said.
His eyes were wide. He looked like his voice sounded, a little scared.
“If I stood right next to Stirling, he wouldn't feel a thing. None of them would.”
Larry shook his head. “How could they miss it?” His hand hovered just off my body, almost touching but not quite. “It's colder, or stronger, or something the closer I get to your body.”
“Interesting,” I said.
“What now?” he asked.
“Now, I touch the dead.” I let go of it, like unclenching a hand. The fingers of “wind” stretched downward. How does it feel to go through solid earth and touch the dead beneath? Like nothing human. It was as if the invisible fingers could melt through the dirt searching for the dead. This time we didn't have to search far. The earth was disturbed, and the dead lay on top of the raw land.
I'd never tried this in anything but a well-organized cemetery. Where each grave, each body, was distinct. The wind touched Larry like a stone in a stream. The power rippled around him. He was alive, and it disturbed us. But we'd been practicing, and we could work around him.
I was standing on top of bones. Under the earth where
eyes could not see. I tried to step off them, and only stepped on more. The earth was thick with bodies, like raisins in a pudding. No eating around them.
I stood on top on a raft of bones in a sea of dry, red earth. Everywhere I touched was a bodyâa piece of bone. There was no clear space. No breathing space. I stood there, huddled in on myself, trying to sort through what I was sensing.
The rib cage just to the left belonged with the thighbone yards away. The wind leaked out and touched piece after piece. I could have put the skeleton back together like a giant jigsaw puzzle. That was what my power would do if I tried to raise it.
I moved, stepping on the dead, and everywhere I walked I put bodies together. The pieces stayed separate, but I remembered.
Larry moved with me. He moved surprisingly smoothly through the power, like a swimmer leaving the smallest possible ripples behind.
A ghost flared to life like a pale, dancing flame. I walked towards it. It rose like a swaying snake, watching me without eyes. There was that thread of hostility that some ghosts seem to feel towards the living. A jealousy. But if I'd been tied to some forsaken piece of earth for a hundred years or more, I might be hostile, too.
“What is that?” Larry whispered.
“What do you see?” I asked.
“I think it's a ghost. I've just never seen one materialize before.” He reached out as if to touch it.
I grabbed his wrist before he could ever have reached. I felt his power flare to life in a rush of wind that should have poured my hair back from my face.
The circle suddenly widened, like a camera lens spreading wide. The dead awoke under our combined power like twigs touched by fire. Our power spread over them, and they gave up their secrets. Bits of muscle withered to bone, gaping skulls, all the pieces were there. All we had to do was call them forth. Two more ghosts rose from the ground like smoke. It was a lot of active ghosts for this small and this
old a cemetery. And they were all angry at being disturbed. The level of hostility was unusual.
Combining our powers hadn't doubled the circleâit had quadrupled it.
The nearest ghost stood like a white pillar of flame. It was strong, powerful. A full-blown ghost in a graveyard that hadn't seen a burial in over two hundred years.
I stared at it. Larry stared at it. As long as we didn't touch it, we were safe. Heck, we were safe even if we did touch it. Ghosts can't cause physical harm, not really. They can grab you, but if you ignore them they fall away. If you pay attention, they can be bothersome. Frightening, but if a spirit causes real harm it isn't just a ghost. Demon, evil sorcerous dead, but not a normal ghost.
Staring at the wavering shape, I wasn't at all sure this was a normal ghost. Ghosts wear out. They fade to haunts, which don't usually materialize, hot spots that can give you a jolt, then just shivery places. Ghosts do not last forever. These looked pretty damn solid. For ghosts.
“Stop!” a man's voice yelled.
Larry and I turned towards the voice. Magnus Bouvier scrambled up the side of the mountain opposite from where we had walked up. His hair fell across his face, hiding everything but his eyes from the moonlight. His eyes glowed in the dark, reflecting lights I could not see.
“Stop!” He was waving his hands. His long-sleeved shirt was untucked over jeans. He hit the circle of wind and froze. He put his hands up as if he was trying to touch it.
Two people in one night who could sense the power. Unusual, but sort of cool. If Magnus hadn't been on the run from the police, we could have sat down and had a nice talk about it.
“We told you to stay off this land, Mr. Bouvier,” Stirling said.
Bouvier looked at him, turning his head slowly as if concentrating on anything besides the feel of power was hard.
“We've tried being nice about this,” Stirling said. “We are not going to be nice any longer. Beau.”
The pump action on a shotgun is a very distinctive sound.
I turned towards the sound, gun in hand. I don't remember thinking about it. I was just looking down the barrel of a gun at Beau. He was cradling a shotgun in his arms, not aimed at anything. That saved him. I know if it had been pointed near us, I'd have shot him.
I was still seeing double. I could see the graveyard behind my eyes where there is no optic nerve. The cemetery was mine. I knew the bodies. I knew the ghosts. I knew where all the pieces lay. I stared down the gun, seeing Beau and the shotgun, but inside my head the dead still reached out for their scattered parts.
The ghosts were still real. The power had agitated them. They'd dance and sway on their own for a while. But they'd fade back into the ground. There was more than one way to raise the dead, but not permanently.
I couldn't look away from the shotgun to see what Bouvier was doing. “Anita, please don't raise the dead.” His surprisingly deep voice held a note of pleading.
I fought an urge to glance at him. “Why not, Magnus?”
“Get off my land,” Stirling said.
“This is not your land.”
“Get off my land or you will be shot for trespassing.”
Beau glanced my way. “Mr. Stirling?” He was being very careful that the shotgun stayed loose, and harmless, in his hands.
“Beau, show him we mean business.”
“Mr. Stirling,” he said again, with a little more urgency in his voice.
“Do what I pay you for,” Stirling said.
He started to raise the shotgun to his shoulder, but slowly, watching me.
“Don't do it,” I said. I let my breath out all the way until my body was still and quiet. There was nothing but the gun and what I was aiming at.
Beau lowered the shotgun.
I took a breath and said, “Put it on the ground, now.”
“Ms. Blake, this is none of your business,” Stirling said.
“You are not going to shoot someone for trespassing on a piece of land while I watch.”
Larry had his gun out too, now. It wasn't pointed at anybody in particular, which I was grateful for. Pointed guns have a tendency to go off if you don't know what you're doing.
“On the ground, Beau, now. I won't ask a third time.”
He laid the shotgun on the ground.
“I pay your salary.”
“You don't pay me enough to get killed.”
Stirling made an exasperated sound and moved forward as if he would pick up the gun himself.
“Don't touch it, Raymond. You'll bleed just as easy as anybody else.”
He turned to me. “I cannot believe that you would hold me at gunpoint on my own property.”
I lowered my gun arm just a touch; it gets shaky if you hold a shooting poise too long. “I cannot believe that you had Beau come up here armed. You knew my little show would attract Bouvier. You knew it and planned for it. You cold-blooded son of a bitch.”
“Mr. Kirkland, are you going to let her talk to me like that? I am a client.”
Larry shook his head. “I'm with her on this one, Mr. Stirling. You were going to ambush that man. Murder him. Why?”
“Good question,” I said. “Why are you so afraid of the Bouvier family? Or is it just him that you're afraid of?”
“I am afraid of no one. Come along; we will leave you to your new friend.” He marched away, and the others followed. Beau sort of hesitated.
“I'll bring the shotgun down for you,” I said.