Bloodborn (2 page)

Ulrika had died two weeks before.

Adolphus Krieger, an ambitious vampire who had come to the besieged city of Praag searching for a relic of great power, had taken her hostage there in order to escape the end her friends Max Schreiber, Felix Jaeger, Gotrek Gurnisson and Snorri Nosebiter, had meant for him. Though initially Krieger had intended to dispose of her as soon as he won clear of Praag, he had taken a liking to her, and that affection had sealed her doom.

Travelling alone with the vampire for hundreds of miles as his coach hurried through the winter snows towards Sylvania, she had fought against his unnatural charisma, but eventually she had succumbed, and allowed him to drink from her. After that, her will was not her own, and when they had reached Drakenhof Castle, where he intended to raise an all-conquering army of the undead, she had not resisted when he told her that he would make her his queen and gave her the blood kiss – the ritual that had killed her and brought her back to life as a vampire.

Unfortunately for Krieger, her friends had not given up the chase, and had arrived at Drakenhof shortly thereafter in the company of one Countess Gabriella, the vampire who had long ago given Krieger the blood kiss, and who was now bent on frustrating his ambitions. Together, the two men, the two dwarfs and the vampiress had succeeded in killing Krieger, and in making Ulrika an orphan.

Gotrek had wanted to kill her as well, saying she had become an irredeemable creature of darkness, but the countess promised him and the others that she would see to Ulrika’s education and teach her to do no harm, and the Slayer had reluctantly relented and allowed Gabriella to take her away.

When she had brought Ulrika to Nachthafen Castle that first night, the countess had told her that there had been a Countess von Nachthafen living there for more than two hundred years. Sometimes she had been the wife of the count, sometimes the daughter, sometimes a cousin or a long-lost niece, but no matter her name, and no matter if she were dark or fair, young or old, stern or sweet, it had always been herself, a woman whose true name and place of birth had been hidden behind so many false guises and biographies that she had almost forgotten them, they had been so long ago.

In her current incarnation she called herself Countess Gabriella von Nachthafen, a well-travelled socialite, raised and schooled in Altdorf, who had inherited the castle from her aunt, tragically killed in a hunting accident ten years before. In the castle and the town below it, which shared its name, the countess was absolute mistress, kind and fair, but demanding of unquestioning obedience from her serfs and servants, all of whom knew precisely who and what she was, whatever name and face she might wear at the moment. That the countess seemed to think that she was absolute mistress of Ulrika as well, and demanded the same unquestioning obedience from her, Ulrika was having difficulty accepting.

‘You may not order me!’ she snarled as she paced naked around the dark, richly-appointed tower room Gabriella had given her. ‘I am no servant! I am a boyar’s daughter. I have commanded a hundred Kossars! I can trace my name back a thousand years!’

‘And I can
remember
back a thousand years,’ said the countess calmly, from where she sat in her crimson velvet in a high-backed mahogany chair. ‘Do you think your lineage means anything to me, who can trace her blood back to the royalty of Nehekhara? Your people are barbaric children, barely crawling from the crib. And
you
are an infant, little more than twenty when that fool Krieger turned you, and less than two weeks dead today.’

‘I am my own woman!’ shouted Ulrika, stamping a bare foot on the thick rug that covered the stone floor. ‘I still have free will!’

‘You do not,’ said Gabriella, and though she did not raise her voice, it suddenly had an air of command that made Ulrika tense as if expecting a blow. ‘Had I allowed Krieger to live, it would have been his responsibility to see to your education, but as he is dead, that responsibility lies now with me.’ She toyed with a gold and crystal hourglass that sat on the velvet-draped table beside her. ‘I could have just as easily killed you, and saved myself a lot of bother, but as Krieger was my get, and you were his, I felt some familial obligation to you. I hope I do not live to regret it.’

‘I need no education,’ growled Ulrika. ‘I know how to feed.’

Gabriella laughed. ‘Like tonight? Child, a babe knows how to suckle at the teat, but you can’t take one to table.’ She stood and stepped towards Ulrika, who paused from her pacing and shrank back. ‘Every vampire has an obligation to every other vampire to be discreet – to feed covertly, to live privately – for when one is discovered, it riles the sheep and endangers us all. If I were to let you rage through the countryside, slaughtering indiscriminately, the witch hunters wouldn’t just come for you. They would begin to wonder who else might have hidden fangs. They would prowl about, asking questions and bringing lanterns and silvered blades into crypts. I can’t allow that, and so you must be taught. You must learn
not
to feed. You must learn to control your hunger lest it control you, exposing you – and me – to the cattle’s ignorant wrath.’

The countess turned from Ulrika and clapped her hands twice. The door to the circular room opened and a handsome young man in homespun doublet and breeches stepped in, bowing low, then waited, head lowered, his hands clasped nervously at his waist.

‘Now,’ said Gabriella, turning to the table. ‘Johannes here is eager to receive your kiss. But he is the youngest of my flock, and you must be gentle with him. You must also be patient.’ She picked up the hourglass. ‘To learn restraint, I would have you wait until these sands run out before tasting him, and when you do, you must do so without passion or violence – or slaughter.’ She turned the glass over and crossed to the door. ‘I will return when you have finished. Farewell.’

Ulrika barely heard the door close behind the countess. She could only stare at the silvery grains trickling down into the empty lower chamber of the glass. They went so slowly, like drifting snowflakes. Her eyes slid to Johannes, who remained quaking at the door. His pulse was as hard and loud as a marching drum in her ears as he bowed to her. She could smell his fear, and also his arousal. The two smells boiled up from him like the fragrance of some jungle flower, rank and fleshy, but intoxicating. Her fangs and claws extended of their own accord as she inhaled it. She forced them to retract. It took every ounce of willpower she possessed.

‘Mistress–’ he began.

‘Shut up!’ Ulrika snapped. ‘Don’t speak.’

She cursed and looked away from him. How was she to do this? She had fed correctly before, but never after so long a wait. For the first few nights after her rescue from Krieger, the countess had let her feed almost hourly, but always under the closest supervision, and always upon victims for whom she had no regard – the last tattered remnants of Krieger’s hangers-on, hunted down across the Sylvanian countryside. But since returning to Nachthafen, Gabriella had been increasing the time between feedings, and only letting her sip where once she had guzzled. Ulrika had not felt sated once. The hunger had never released her, and now it was killing her with its grip.

This last gap had been the longest and worst. She had not fed for over two nights. Of course she had made it worse for herself by escaping. The countess would have no doubt let her feed earlier this evening but, in her blood-madness, Ulrika had broken out of her tower room as soon as the sun had dipped below the trees and gone charging naked through the forest after the scent of human blood. That and being caught and dragged back and lectured to had taken time, and now she was hungrier than ever before.

She turned back to the hourglass. Ursun’s teeth! The sand must have stopped! Hardly any had piled on the bottom of the chamber. This was intolerable.

She faced Johannes again. His pulse pounded in her ears like it was her own. He shrank back against the panelled door, whimpering, and Ulrika realised that she had advanced on him without meaning to. She forced herself away again, taking her embroidered robe from her canopied bed and pulling it on as she looked up at the arched window from which she had earlier that night smashed the diamond panes and torn the iron bars with her bare hands. It was shuttered now, in preparation for the coming of morning, but it would be nothing to tear away the shutters like she had the bars. She could flee again, but she knew she would only be dragged back and chastised once more.

A tremor of hunger went through her and she clenched her hands to her sides, fighting it. She must be strong. Was she not the daughter of a boyar? Had she not endured pitiless winters and terrible pain? Had she not lived through loss and sickness and privation? She had the iron will of the Kossars in her. She was a Kislevite, born with ice in her veins.

But that was before – before Krieger had killed her and resurrected her in his own image, before he had turned her into a monster, before he had weakened her spirit with his corrupting whispers and bloody lips. After his kiss, she had been reborn, this time with nothing in her veins. Their emptiness hurt worse than winter, worse than the death of loved ones, or the loss of honour. They needed to be filled.

She shot a glance at the hourglass. Not even a quarter full. Without turning she could feel the blood heat of young Johannes radiating against her back like the warmth of a hearth. She wanted to be nearer to it. She wanted to warm her hands in it. The cold of winter might not harm her any more, but the void within her empty heart ached like it had been plunged into a frozen lake.

‘Mistress, what are you doing? An hour is not yet passed.’

Ulrika found she was approaching the boy again, though she couldn’t remember turning towards him. She tried to speak, to say something reassuring, but her fangs got in the way and her words became a guttural snarl. He pressed himself against the door, eyes wide. His fear-smell maddened her. She snatched at him, claws lengthening.

With a yelp he turned and scrabbled the door open. She kicked it shut, catching his right hand in it, then jerked him away from it and threw him into the table, upsetting it and knocking the hourglass to the floor. His fingers remained in the door.

He shrieked on the floor, staring at the crimson stumps of his digitless hand. She grabbed his shirt front and hauled him up, his feet dangling above the ground. He continued to scream.

‘Shut up!’ Ulrika cried. ‘Stop that noise!’

He would not.

She snapped her head forward and tore out his throat with her fangs.

He was silent at last.

Ulrika was on all fours, puking up black gobbets of heart meat, when Countess Gabriella opened the door a while later. She shook her head and sighed as she surveyed the carnage. Young Johannes’s disparate parts were strewn across the tower room’s stone floor like grisly islands in a red sea.

‘This will not do,’ she said. ‘This will not do at all.’

Ulrika glared up at Countess Gabriella, opening her mouth to curse her, but another convulsion rocked her and she spewed a stream of undigested organ bits onto the flagstones. She had never felt so sick in her life – or her death. She was full, her belly bloated like an overfull wineskin, and was woozy and nauseated as if with hangover, one worse than she had ever had after drinking kvas with her father’s troopers.

Worse was the sickness of her soul. She was horrified by what she had done – disgusted by her savagery. In life she had never shied from bloodshed, but neither had she killed an innocent. She had never torn apart a defenceless boy with her bare hands. She buried her face in her arms, sobbing though no tears would come.

Gabriella called down the tower stairs for servants to come and clean up the mess, then raised her floor-length skirts and stepped fastidiously through the maze of Johannes’s limbs to sit again at the chair by the smashed table. She picked up the cracked hourglass from the ruins. The lower chamber was less than a quarter full of sand.

‘I apologise, Ulrika,’ she said. ‘I have tested you too severely. I have forgotten how hard it is at first.’

Ulrika pounded the flagstones with her fists, splashing herself with gore. ‘Why did you not just kill me?’ she screamed. ‘I don’t want this! I’ve become an animal!’

‘It won’t always be like this, child,’ said Gabriella. ‘Restraint will come. You must have patience.’

‘I don’t want restraint! I want to die!’

Gabriella looked at her levelly for a moment, then stood and crossed to the window. She opened the shutters, being careful to avoid the knife-edge of morning light that stabbed in and highlighted the table, and the red flecks of blood that dotted its legs.

She turned to Ulrika, gesturing with her hand like a butler inviting a visitor into a great house. ‘You may walk in the sun any time you like, beloved.’

Ulrika looked with desperate longing at the rosy dawn that glowed above the distant snow-capped hills. All she had to do was leap – a jump to the window and a jump to oblivion as the sun tore the flesh from her bones and ripped her soul from the cage of dark magic that held it there. Nothing but an empty, blackened skeleton would hit the rocks at the base of the castle wall if she leapt. She tried to force her limbs to move, to give up their selfish desire for existence and finish the job Krieger had started.

She crouched there, trembling with tension for a full minute, but she couldn’t do it. She was weak. Her will to live was stronger than her loathing for what she had become.