Blood Rights (22 page)

Doc opened his mouth, most likely to talk her into going back to check on them, but her fingers drifted over his back, her nails scratching lazily at his skin. His lids drooped, drugged by her caresses. ‘That’s cheating,’ he mumbled.

Sometimes a girl had to do what a girl had to do. Especially when the joy in her life centered on the subject at hand. How lucky was she that Mal had decided she needed a cat? How lucky was Doc that Mal had decided to save him from those mangy street mutts? Everything happened for a reason, even if those
reasons didn’t always make sense at the time. ‘I just thought my kitty cat needed a little reward for his help.’

Doc’s eyes flicked open, warm green-gold in the dim lighting. ‘I told you about calling me—’

‘Hush now. Unless you’d rather sleep alone?’ Fi dug her nails in a little more, dragging them over his body with purpose. His mouth stayed open, but the words stopped, replaced by the low undercurrent of a motor running. He shook his head like a drunken man. Drunk on pleasure.

‘I thought so.’ She laughed softly. Dead or alive, she’d never felt this way about a man before. Made her want to hold on to life more than ever.

M
al waited to speak until Doc and Fi had left and shut the door behind them. His eyes stung with the need for sleep, his shoulder burned from the puncture wound, and humiliation shredded his gut. He’d lost control.
Weakling.
Let the voices best him.
Obey us.
For a creature who’d once been so feared, he was now as helpless as a child.
Impotent.
Doc had done what was necessary. Too bad that bolt hadn’t found his heart. Things would be so much easier that way. ‘You see now why I can’t help you.’

‘No.’ Thinly veiled anger lowered Chrysabelle’s voice.

‘I almost killed you.’

‘And I you. But neither of us did.’ She sighed. ‘Besides, that wasn’t really you.’

‘It
was
me.’ He turned, tired of her eyes watching the wound on his back not heal. ‘I can’t control the curse when it takes over.’

‘You could stop it from taking over.’

‘No, I can’t.’
Powerless, powerless, powerless.
He wanted to be alone, not to stand here and explain himself to a woman-child who knew nothing but privilege and pampering. Unless that was
a disguise to mask who she really was. She
had
fought well. Surprised him. But there was time for figuring that out tomorrow. ‘I’m going to bed.’

‘If you fed properly—’

‘Enough.’ The word came out in an angry rumble, and she had the good sense to flinch. Then her good sense disappeared.

She walked toward him, her face a mask of determination. Foolish woman. She opened her mouth, but he held his palms up, forcing her to stop. ‘Go home. To your aunt’s. Wherever. Just leave.’

‘You own my—’

‘I don’t give a damn about your blood rights. I don’t want them. Or you.’ He spun and walked toward the door and away from the lie he’d just told. He could be in bed in minutes, asleep seconds after that.
To sleep, perchance to nightmare
…

Again, she started after him. Desperation and self-loathing wafted off her, souring her alluring scent. Of course. When had a comarré ever chased an anathema? It must be torture for her to need the help of someone so far beneath her. ‘They’ll kill us both, my aunt and me. Do you want that on your head?’

‘As long as you don’t come back to haunt me, I’m okay with it.’ She’d definitely end up dead if she stayed here.
Yes, yes, yes.

‘You don’t mean that.’

He kept walking.

‘You said you’d help me if I proved my fight training to you.’

‘I lied. You should understand that.’

Anger must have cleared her mind of all reasonable thought, because she charged after him, tackling him and taking them both to the ground. ‘You need me, you stupid man. Don’t you see that?’

He pushed her off and rolled on top of her, pinning her to the
floor.
Kill her, drain her.
‘I don’t need anyone.’ Except maybe Doc. And occasionally Fi. Not that Mal would admit that on point of death.

‘Help me, and I’ll give you blood.’

‘By blood rights, it’s mine anyway, isn’t it?’
Take, take it all.

Her mouth bent into a frown, her hair splayed out around her head like rays of light. ‘I don’t want to be around you any more than you want to be around me, but as much as I’d like to get on with my vampire-free life, I can’t until I’m cleared of this murder. And you, unfortunately, are my best chance of that. My means to an end.’ She turned her face away, exposing her neck. ‘Take the blood in payment if it makes you feel better.’

‘It wouldn’t.’ He leaned down, erasing the space between them. The voices thrashed at the sweetness of her perfume. ‘I don’t want your blood. Not ever. Understand? The only thing I need is to get these voices out of my head.’ He jumped up, earning himself a stab of pain from his wounded shoulder, and stalked off.

Of course, she followed.

He needed air. And space. Anything to separate himself from the blood scent filling the gym. With a speed she couldn’t duplicate, he raced to the nearest deck that overlooked the sea. Right after making this ship his home, he’d discovered that even the somewhat polluted mix of night air and salt tang helped subdue the voices.

‘You can’t lose me that easily.’ Her chest rose and fell with the effort of chasing him. Good. She needed to know she was not his equal. He stared out at the black water. If she expected him to hold up his end of the conversation, she was going to be heartily disappointed.

She wasn’t quiet long. ‘What if I said I might know a way to break your curse? You know, it’s kind of pretty out here.’

He whipped around. ‘How? Break it how?’

She gazed toward the sea. Past the wharf and the now-dark tenements beyond it, expensive lights pocked the curve of shoreline where the homes of wealthy mortals sat like temples of excess. The crescent moon’s reflection shattered on the dark, rippling water, and its weak light outlined the corpses of the other abandoned ships. Pretty was not a word he’d use to describe this landscape.

She wrested a piece of hair from the night breeze and tucked it behind her ear as she faced him. Even in the thin light, her signum glittered and her skin glowed. Hell. There was no denying she affected him. Who wouldn’t be affected by a beautiful woman who effervesced light and life? Except she couldn’t give him either of those things. No one could. And all he could offer her was darkness and death. Not that he was offering her anything. Or even thinking about it.

‘I
might
know a way to break your curse. Or at least, know someone who might know.’

‘Who?’

She crossed her arms and leaned against the rail. ‘The comarré have a kind of historian who keeps our records. The Aurelian.’

‘I don’t need a librarian.’ Books he could go through on his own. Just as he had been since he’d gotten free of the ruins and found a thread of sanity.

Chrysabelle uncrossed her arms and inched closer, one hand wrapping the railing. ‘She’s more than that. She’s an annalist, a keeper of spells, an ancient mind, a source of knowledge that goes beyond the books she keeps.’

‘A witch.’

Her face remained impassive. ‘She’s been called that.’

‘What makes you think she’d know something about what was done to me?’

‘Your legend says your second curse was placed upon you by nobility.’

‘I wasn’t aware anyone knew that.’ Maybe the source of that information was the source of his curse. Who else would know but someone connected?

She shrugged. ‘Comarré know a lot of things that aren’t common knowledge. Our scribes document anything that involves the vampire nation. And the Aurelian knows all of it.’

He snorted air through his nose. ‘Basic vampire history isn’t hard to find if you know where to look.’ And he did. Because he had.

She shook her head. ‘It’s so much more than basic vampire history. It’s legends, ancient texts, prophecies—’

‘I get it.’ He held up his palm. ‘I’ve been through all those books.’

‘No, you haven’t.’ Her hand slid toward his on the railing. ‘And those books in your room and your office are worthless.’

He scowled, then wondered if she could see his expression in the dim light.

‘Don’t look at me that way.’

Question answered. ‘What makes you think those books are worthless?’

Her eyes widened in mock disbelief as she shook her head and sighed. ‘You’re still cursed, Einstein.’

Maybe he’d just kill her a little. ‘There are some I haven’t read yet.’

‘Don’t bother. Unless you like wasting your time.’ She
stepped onto the lowest rung of the railing, leaned her torso over, and inhaled with her eyes closed, as though the smell of the sea was something special. Maybe it was, but not here where the rainbow sheen of leaking oil clogged most life into a decaying mess.

‘Why would your Aurelian have anything different?’

She hopped back onto the deck. ‘There are books, scrolls really, long lost to the vampire histories.’

‘I doubt that. Vampire history goes back to the beginning of time. To the Castus Sang—’

‘Quiet. Never say that name out loud.’ Fear flared in her eyes. She glanced from side to side, as if expecting the ancient creatures to come rushing in and swoop her up.

‘I don’t think they’re much concerned with anathema these days.’

She glared at him. ‘Really? Are you willing to test that theory?’

In truth, no. ‘What about these long-lost scrolls? How does the vampire nation not have them?’

The shift in subject seemed to calm her down. She exhaled and twisted the hem of her T-shirt around her fingers.
His
T-shirt. The black fabric swallowed her.
Like you should.
‘The vampire nation doesn’t have them, because the comarré have kept them hidden. Over the years, we’ve plucked every existing copy we could find from the libraries of our patrons.’ The hem tore in her fingers. ‘These are secrets even some lesser comarré don’t know. I shouldn’t be telling you, of all people.’

‘But you are.’

She shook her head, tucking her chin against her chest, and went quiet for a long minute. ‘Things will never be okay again, will they?’

The question threw him. He didn’t know what to say, how to answer. ‘Things change.’ Yeah, that was brilliant. A real epiphany for the ages.

‘I just wanted to be free. Now that may never happen.’ She lifted the hem to her face and wiped her eyes.

The smooth gold-inscribed expanse of her stomach distracted him, and too late he realized she was trying to hide tears. Son of a priest. ‘Look, don’t do that. Everything will be … fine.’

She tilted her head to look at him. Her eyes were round and liquid. And angry. ‘Everything will be
fine
?’ She stood straighter, tears forgotten. ‘I’ve been accused of murdering a high-ranking vampire and stealing a very valuable ring, neither of which I did. I’m being hunted by Nothos that will assuredly kill me when they catch me. If they don’t, then the power-hungry vampire they work for will. And my best chance of survival is a half-starved, fully mental outcast with a head full of voices who refuses to help me and, oh, might
also
kill me. Everything is
not
going to be fine.’

He stared at her for a moment, trying to deny how accurate her assessment was. ‘It’s not that—’

‘Stop, please. You’re not going to help me. I get it.’ She leaned her elbows on the railing and cupped her head in her hands. The breeze shifted and wrapped him in her scent.

He swallowed down the saliva pooling in his mouth. He wanted her, and the admission filled him with bitterness. She wasn’t for him. He knew that.

He asked anyway. ‘You really think the Aurelian could help?’

‘Yes.’ She went still. ‘Are you saying what I think you are?’

Lifting his chin slightly, he peered into the night. ‘Helping you would take funds I don’t have.’

She straightened but didn’t look at him. ‘I can fund whatever
we need. I’ve already given Doc some assets to cash in to help out. Plus I’ll pay you whatever you think your time is worth.’ She turned, eyes regrettably hopeful. ‘And I’ll give you blood. You’re going to need the strength. I have to drain it anyway, so why not take it?’