Authors: Robin Hobb
âBut the city of Chalced has long been fortified against its enemies. Of old, the fortified portion of the city was upon a hilltop. I expect that will be the Duke's residence. In any case, it is what we must first destroy. The ballista there will be set to rain missiles down on an army approaching from below. But if some clever commander keeps his head and thinks clearly enough, he may be able to adjust his machinery to fling large stones upward at us. And bowmen with powerful bows on top of towers may be able to speed shafts toward us. Even a small arrow driving deep into tender flesh can do great damage to a dragon, as Tintaglia has shown us. So it is the task of every keeper to watch for dangers to his dragon. That, above all else, must concern you.'
As he spoke, he began gutting the deer. He watched his hands, but spoke loudly and clearly, obviously intending to reach all the keepers. Once he had opened it, Sylve crouched opposite him and began skinning it, pulling the hide toward herself as she slashed it efficiently free of the meat below. Nortel came with a long stick, to spear the heart on a spit. Kase and Boxter were already busy with tinder and broken tree limbs. A thin spiral of pale smoke began climbing skyward.
Rapskal rocked back onto his knees, the liver a dark mass in his hands. His arms were blood-smeared to the elbow. He lectured on. âIf your dragon lands, you are at his command. He may tell you to go into a building to drive the enemy out to him. If he is injured and unable to fly, it is your task to defend him to the death if need be. He may choose to leave you on the ground so that he can fight unencumbered. It is his choice.' He flipped the liver to Nortel, who caught it adroitly.
âDo any of us actually like deer liver?' Nortel asked rhetori-cally, earning a scowl from Rapskal.
The red-scaled Elderling's knife moved surely, disjointing the deer's hindquarter. âVenom drift. Have we spoken of this before? Your Elderling garb will protect you if it's only a mist, but as soon as you possibly can, you should change clothing and discard the contaminated clothing. But it will only protect the parts of you that are covered, so if you see mist, cover your face and hands.'
He looked around sternly. He had freed a deer haunch from the carcass and had severed the shank free from it. âIf it's more than mist, if it's a spray, then nothing can save you.' A look of knowing, of terrible weariness came over his face, ageing him far beyond his years. âIf it's thick and coming your way, blow all your breath out, and breathe deep when it hits. Suck it in and you'll die fast. You won't even have time to scream.'
âSweet Sa,' Reyn breathed out, horrified. Nortel's eyes were huge. Kase had gone so pale that the orange of his scales stood out on his face like errant flower petals.
âDoes that happen?' Sylve asked. Her voice was steady but small.
âSometimes,' Rapskal replied. âI've seen it.' His gaze was distant. He began to carve slabs of flesh off the haunch. Kase came with an armful of toasting sticks cut from a nearby bush. Without a word he passed them to keepers who matter-of-factly began to claim shares of the meat. Reyn took his in turn, and followed the group to the cook-fire.
For a time, the conversation was of ordinary things. Who had salt? Did anyone want to eat the liver? Wondering what the ones who had remained in Kelsingra were doing and thinking. Reyn spoke of missing Malta and hoping that Phron did not grow too much while he was gone. Kase teased Sylve about being away from Harrikin. She blushed but freely admitted missing him. Sedric stared quietly at the fire.
Rapskal looked thoughtful. âAmarinda,' he said at last, and smiled sadly.
Jerd folded her legs, dropping down to sit beside him. She sighed. âYou've seen many things in the stone, haven't you, Tellator?'
He looked at her consideringly. âI lived many things,' he replied. âAnd other things I know from the stone ancestors I chose for myself. If one is to be a warrior, then one chooses the accounts of warriors, to read them from the stone and to use their experience again. And so I am Tellator, but I am also the ones that Tellator incorporated into himself.'
Jerd was nodding slowly. Her eyes were travelling over his face in a way that made Reyn uncomfortable. Sylve spoke sharply. âAnd Amarinda? Did she also choose a stone ancestry for herself?'
Rapskal's eyes travelled from Jerd to Sylve. He measured her and her reaction. Something in him went still before he replied diffidently, âShe chose other talents for herself. Some things, as you know now, were not stored in the stone. Those she learned from her masters, and in time became a master herself. But some things she chose to learn from stone.
âBody skills are much easier to learn that way. Tumbling and juggling and sculpting, for example, are easier to master if one knows how the body feels as it performs those manoeuvres. The flexibility and muscle, of course, must be gained from practice. They are much easier to achieve if one remembers the experience of having done it before. One feels confidence that it can be done. Swordsmanship, for instance.'
âAnd other physical skills?' Jerd asked him with a knowing smile. He grinned back at her. âThere are some topics that a man can never know too much about. Or a woman.'
Jerd shivered. She glanced at Sylve, and then asked him, âCould any woman be Amarinda? If I went to her memory-stones, could not I learn her days with Tellator? And her nights?'
He looked at her consideringly. âYou might,' he admitted. He started to say something more, then paused as if he had forgotten it. A line divided his brows and for a moment he looked tragically young to Reyn. As if he might next crumple forward and weep like a child.
Sylve spoke for him. âYou might learn all of Amarinda there is to know, but you still would not be Thymara.'
Jerd faced Sylve squarely, fists on her hips. She was a full head taller than Sylve and for one horrified instant, Reyn thought she was going to hit her. Her voice was low and venomous. âI wouldn't want to be Thymara! Who would? She doesn't know what she wants. She just likes tormenting people.' She swung her gaze to Rapskal. âShe wants to keep both you and Tats for herself, with no regards for your feelings.'
Rapskal dragged in a breath. His voice was a bit ragged. âWell. One thing Thymara does know is what she doesn't want. Or who.'
Jerd leaned closer. Nortel, her bed-partner of the night before, narrowed his eyes as she said quietly to Rapskal, âShe isn't the only woman in the world. Choose another.'
Sylve appeared to be choking as she tried to think of an appropriate insult for Jerd.
Rapskal stared at her, and for a moment his eyes were wide. He struggled with something. Then the instant passed and a grim smile claimed his mouth. âI shall.' He looked at Jerd and dismissed her. He did not have to add the cutting words, âLike Thymara, I know well who I do not want.' He stood and stretched, his broad shoulders straining the Elderling fabric of his tunic. The captain grinned at his men gathered around the campfire. âWe should all get some sleep. Tomorrow we will reach Chalced. A city that is full of women, many of whom will doubtless be grateful to see the Duke fall. And willing to thank the victors.'
âOh, Rapskal!' Sylve cried in a low, stricken voice.
Reyn thought that perhaps only he heard her. He thought of his own father, drowned in memories in Trehaug, of a man who was never himself again, never recognized his children or wife again.
But Kase's loud exclamation overrode all else as he said, âA city full of women!' He grinned at Boxter and added, âTellator, what can you tell us of grateful women?'
âSelden. Selden. It's time to be awake. You need to eat and drink.'
He opened his eyes. Full daylight was streaming into the room. The potted roses on the balcony had leafed out, and the wind that wandered into the room was mild. As if in answer to spring, Chassim had discarded her pale shroud. He had never realized her hair was so long. She had left it loose, and it cascaded past her shoulders. The simple robe she wore was a pale pink, sashed with white. There were little rosebud slippers on her small feet. She was crouched by his couch, patting his hand to awaken him. A laden tray waited on the low table beside him.
âYou look like Spring herself,' he said sleepily, and she blushed as pink as her gown.
âYou need to wake up and eat.'
He lifted his head and the room spun. He set it down again. âIs it today? Already?'
âI'm afraid so. I want you to eat and then rest again before they come for you.'
He lifted his arm and looked at it. Both his arms were swathed from wrist to elbow in neat white wrappings. But he knew what they looked like underneath. Black and blue bruising covered them. âOne of the healers spoke of making a cut at my neck. The others argued, saying they might not be able to stem the flow of blood afterward.'
She rose abruptly and went to the balcony to stare out of the window. âYou should eat,' she said hopelessly. In the distance, trumpets blared.
âChassim. I fear I won't come back to you this time. Or that if I do, I may never awake again.'
âI fear the same,' she answered in a thick voice. âAnd as you see, I have prepared myself.' She gestured at her garments and then at the open window. âI've made my little plan. After they take you, I will wait on the balcony. If they are angry when they come to my door, I will jump then, before they can seize me. If they bring you back to me, but I fear you cannot wake againâ'
âTake me with you,' he said quietly. âThe worst fate I can imagine is to wake in this room and find you gone.'
She nodded slowly. âAs you wish,' she said in a very small voice. She pulled herself up straighter and said, âBut for now, you should eat.'
âI don't want to feel that depraved old man's mouth on my throat.'
She had started across the room toward him. At his words she shut her eyes tightly and turned her face from him, sickened. She drew a deep shuddering breath. âJust eat something,' she suggested.
âThere's no point. If I'm going to take my own life, I'd sooner do it before they cut my throat and he sucks my blood again.'
âSeldenâ'
âUnless you'd like to dine with me. Shall we have a final meal together, Chassim?'
She came to his bedside, lifted the tray and took it to a low table on the balcony. âDo you mind sitting on the floor?' she asked him. Her voice had become very calm. âIf we are interrupted, if they chance to come earlyâ'
âWe can still escape. An excellent idea.'
He lifted his head and this time the world did not spin. She came back to help him stand, letting him take his time. They crossed the room slowly, his legs wobbling with every step. His arms and wrists ached abominably. He was grateful to sink down on the floor beside the food. Chassim hastened to bring him cushions to lean against, and a coverlet to wrap about him. Spring was in the air, but he still shivered. âIt feels good to be alive,' he told her.
She smiled and shook her head at him. âYou make no sense. And yet you do. Selden Vestrit fostered by Khuprus, you are the first man I've ever talked with. Do you know that?'
With difficulty, he tugged a cushion closer. âThat doesn't seem possible. You had brothers, you told me. Your father. Three husbands. You must have known other men.'
She shook her head. âMy status meant that males were kept at a distance from the time I was a child. I sat at dinners, there were polite exchanges. My suitors courted my father, not me. And when I was given over to my husbands, they had no interest in conversing with me. I was not even an object for pleasure; they had much more skilled women at their disposal for that. I was for making a child that would mingle my lineage with theirs. That was all.'
âAnd they all died.'
She had mentioned some of her history to him, but he had never prodded at what she had told him. She met his gaze. âThe first one died accidentally,' she said. She poured wine for both of them, and then lifted the lid off a fat bowl. The aroma of a rich beef soup rose from it. She ladled out servings for each of them. âDo you think I am hateful?' she asked him.
âYou have not seemed so to me,' he replied. âThere were nights when I dreamed of killing my captors. Times when I lunged against my chains and would have done death on any of the gawkers that I could have reached. So what is the difference between us?'
She smiled at him. âThat I was more efficient than you were?' she offered. She lifted a fold of cloth to reveal a warm loaf. When she uncovered the little dish next to it, she said, âLook how yellow the butter is! They must have put the cows out onto new pasture.'
Trumpets sounded again, more urgently. They both turned to look out over the city. In the distance, other horns blared a response. Selden turned his head sharply. âWhat is that?' he asked her.
She shrugged. âA diplomatic visit, most likely. The guards at the city gate will blow an alarm that announces the arrival. Then the horns sound again as the visitors pass each checkpoint in the city.' She sipped her wine. âIt is nothing to do with us, my friend.'
The winds had favoured them. Sintara knew that Tintaglia had not expected to arrive at the city before noon. They had come from the direction of the dry lands, and as they came to gentler territory, more than one herd had scattered in terror as they overflew them. One shepherd had dared to shout and shake his fist at them. The herdsmen they saw spurred their horses and fled, leaving their cattle to fend for themselves.
We will feast later!
IceFyre promised them.
For now, fly steady and strong. We want no warning of our coming to precede us
, Mercor reminded them all.
That had all been settled back in Kelsingra. IceFyre had battled humans before, and had very definite ideas of how they must proceed. There would be no trumpeting to one another, and the path that they had followed to Chalced had taken them over the deserted lands, away from eyes that might send messengers ahead to the city. Men on horses, dragons had learned long ago, could not outrun a dragon, but they could and would continue to travel by night, with no need to kill and eat and sleep. The old black dragon had been very intent on surprising Chalced, and attacking them with as little warning or challenge as they had given him.