Authors: Roger Zelazny
Then the figure to his left spoke, and I recognized the voice.
She placed her hand lightly upon the arm I did not even realize I had raised to strike the man again.
“He did it on my orders,” she said.
“I feared for your life, and I did not understand that you wanted him prisoner.”
I stared at her pale proud features within the dark cloak’s raised cowl.
It was Vinta Bayle, Caine’s lady, whom I had last seen at the funeral.
She was also the third daughter of the Baron Bayle, to whom Amber owed many a bibulous night.
I realized that I was shaking slightly.
I drew a deep breath and caught control of myself.
“I see,” I said at last.
“Thank you.”
“I am sorry,” she told me.
I shook my head.
“You didn’t know.
What’s done is done.
I’m grateful to anybody who tries to help me.”
“I can still help you,” she said.
“I might have misread this one, but I believe you may still be in danger.
Let’s get away from here.”
I nodded.
“A moment, please.”
I went and retrieved Frakir from about the neck of the other dead man.
She disappeared quickly into my left sleeve.
The blade I had been using fit my scabbard after a fashion, so I pushed it home and adjusted the belt, which had pulled around toward the rear.
“Let’s go,” I said to her.
The four of us strode back toward Harbor Street.
Interested bystanders got out of our way quickly.
Someone was probably already robbing the dead behind us.
Things fall apart; the center cannot hold.
But what the hell, it’s home.
Walking, with the Lady Vinta and two servingmen of the House of Bayle, my side still hurting from its encounter with a sword hilt, beneath a moonbright, starbright sky, through a sea mist, away from Death Alley.
Lucky, actually, that a bump on the side was all I acquired in my engagement with those who would do me harm.
How they had located me so quickly upon my return, I could not say.
But it seemed as if Vinta might have some idea about this, and I was inclined to trust her, both because I knew her somewhat and because she had lost her man, my Uncle Caine, to my former friend Luke, from whose party anything involving a blue stone seemed to have its origin.
When we turned onto a seaward side way off Harbor Street, I asked her what she had in mind.
“I thought we were heading for Vine,” I said.
“You know you are in danger,” she stated.
“I guess that’s sort of obvious.”
“I could take you to my father’s place up in town,” she said, “or we could escort you back to the palace, but someone knows you are here and it didn’t take long to reach you.”
“True.”
“We have a boat moored down this way.
We can sail along the coast and reach my father’s country place by morning.
You will have disappeared.
Anyone seeking you in Amber will be foiled.”
“You don’t think I’d be safe back in the palace?”
“Perhaps,” she said.
“But your whereabouts may be known locally.
Come with me and this won’t be the case.”
“I’ll be gone and Random will learn from one of the guards that I was heading for Death Alley.
This will cause considerable consternation and a huge brouhaha.”
“You can reach him by Trump tomorrow and tell him that you’re in the country-if you have your cards with you.”
“True.
How did you know where to find me this evening? You can’t persuade me that we met by coincidence.”
“No, we followed you.
We were in the place across the way from Bill’s.”
“You anticipated tonight’s happenings?”
“I saw the possibility.
If I’d known everything, of course I’d have prevented it.”
“What’s going on? What do you know about all of this, and what’s your part in it?”
She laughed, and I realized it was the first time I had ever heard her do it.
It was not the cold, mocking thing I would have guessed at from Caine’s lady.
“I want to sail while the tide is high,” she said, “and you want a story that will take all night.
Which will it be, Merlin? Security or satisfaction?”
“I’d like both, but I’ll take them in order.”
“Okay,” she said, then turned to the smaller of the two men, the one I had hit.
“Jarl, go home.
In the morning, tell my father that I decided to go back to Arbor House.
Tell him it was a nice night and I wanted to sail, so I took the boat.
Don’t mention Merlin.”
The man touched his cap to her.
“Very good, m’lady.” He turned and headed back along the way we had come.
“Come on,” she said to me then, and she and the big fellow-whose name I later learned was Drew led me down among the piers to where a long sleek sailboat was tied up.
“Do much sailing?” she asked me.
“Used to,” I said.
“Good enough.
You can give us a hand.”
Which I did.
We didn’t talk much except for business while we were getting unbuttoned and rigged and casting off.
Drew steered and we worked the sails.
Later, we were able to take turns for long spells.
The wind wasn’t tricky.
In fact, it was just about perfect.
We slid away, rounded the breakwater and made it out without any problems.
Having stowed our cloaks, I saw that she wore dark trousers and a heavy shirt.
Very practical, as if she’d planned for something like this ahead of time.
The belt she stowed bore a real, full-length blade, not some jeweled dagger.
And just from watching the way she moved, I’d a feeling she might be able to use the thing pretty well.
Also, she reminded me of someone I couldn’t quite place.
It was more a matter of mannerisms of gesture and voice than it was of appearance.
Not that it mattered.
I had more important things to think about as soon as we settled into routine and I had a few moments to stare across the dark waters and do some quick reviewing.
I was familiar with the general facts of her life, and I had encountered her a number of times at social gatherings.
I knew she knew that I was Corwin’s son and that I had been born and raised in the Courts of Chaos, being half of that bloodline which was linked anciently with Amber’s own.
In our conversation the last time we met, it became apparent that she was aware that I had been off in Shadow for some years, going native and trying to pick up something of an education.
Presumably, Uncle Caine had not wanted her ignorant of family matters-which led me to wonder how deeply their relationship might have run.
I’d heard that they had been together for several years.
So I wondered exactly how much she knew about me.
I felt relatively safe with her, but I had to decide how much I was willing to tell her in exchange for the information she obviously possessed concerning those who were after me locally.
This, because I had a feeling it would probably be a trade-off.
Other than doing a favor for a member of the family, which generally comes in handy, there was no special reason for her having an interest in me personally.
Her motivation in the whole matter pretty much had to be a desire for revenge, so far as I could see, for Caine’s killing.
With this in mind, I was willing to deal.
It is always good to have an ally.
But I had to decide how much I was willing to give her of the big picture.
Did I want her messing around in the entire complex of events that surrounded me? I doubted it, even as I wondered how much she would be asking.
Most likely she just wanted to be in on the kill, whatever that might be.
When I glanced over to where moonlight accentuated the planes of her angular face, it was not difficult to superimpose a mask of Nemesis upon those features.
Out from shore, riding the sea breeze east, passing the great rock of Kolvir, the lights of Amber like jewels in her hair, I was taken again by an earlier feeling of affection.
Though I had grown up in darkness and exotic lighting amid the non-Euclidean paradoxes of the Courts, where beauty was formed of more surreal elements, I felt more and more drawn to Amber every time I visited her, until at last I realized she was a part of me, until I began to think of her, too, as home.
I did not want Luke storming her slopes with riflemen, or Dalt performing commando raids in her vicinity.
I knew that I would be willing to fight them to protect her.
Back on the beach, near the place where Caine had been laid to rest, I thought I saw a flash of prancing whiteness, moving slowly, then quickly, then vanishing within some cleft of the slope.
I would have said it was a Unicorn, but with the distance and the darkness and the quickness of it all, I could never be certain.
We picked up a perfect wind a little later, for which I was grateful.
I was tired, despite my day-long slumber.
My escape from the crystal cave, my encounter with the Dweller, and the pursuit by the whirlwind and its masked master all Bowed together in my mind as the nearly continuous action that they were.
And now the postadrenal reaction from my latest activity was settling in.
I wanted nothing more than to listen to the lapping of the waves while I watched the black and craggy shoreline slide by to port or turned to regard the flickering sea to starboard.
I did not want to think, I did not want to move.
.
.
.
A pale hand upon my arm.
“You’re tired,” I heard her say.
“I guess so,” I heard myself say.
“Here’s your cloak.
Why don’t you put it on and rest? We’re holding steady.
The two of us can manage easily now.
We don’t need you.”
I nodded as I drew it about me.
“I’ll take you up on that.
Thanks.”
“Are you hungry or thirsty?”
“No.
I had a big meal back in town.”
Her hand remained on my arm.
I looked up at her.
She was smiling.
It was the first time I had seen her smile.
With the fingertips of her other hand she touched the bloodstain on my shirtfront.
“Don’t worry.
I’ll take care of you,” she said.
I smiled back at her because it seemed she wanted me to.
She squeezed my shoulder and left me then, and I stared after her and wondered whether there were some element I had omitted from my earlier equation concerning her.
But I was too tired now to solve for a new unknown.
My thinking machinery was slowing, slowing.
.
.
.
Back braced against the port gunwale, rocked gently by the swells, I let my head nod.
Through half-closed eyes I saw the dark blot she had indicated upon my white shirtfront.
Blood.
Yes, blood.
.
.
.
“First blood!” Despil had cried.
“Which is sufficient! Have you satisfaction?
“No!” Jurt had shouted.
“I barely scratched him!” and he spun on his stone and waved the triple claws of his trisp in my direction as he prepared to have at me again.
The blood oozed from the incision in my left forearm and formed itself into beads which rose into the air and drifted away from me like a handful of scattered rubies.
I raised my fandon into a high guard position and lowered my mss, which I held far out to the right and angled forward.
I bent my left knee and rotated my stone 90 degrees on our mutual axis.
Jurt corrected his own position immediately and dropped a half-dozen feet.
I turned another 90 degrees, so that each of us seemed to be hanging upside down in relation to the other.
“Bastard son of Amber!” he cried, and the triple lances of light raked toward me from his weapon, to be shattered into bright, mothlike fragments by the sweep of my fandon, to fall, swirling, downward into the Abyss of Chaos above which we rode.
“Up yours,” I replied, and squeezed the haft of my trisp, triggering the pulsed beams from its three hair-fine blades.
I extended my arm above my head as I did so, slashing at his shins.