Blind Devotion (12 page)

Sasha nodded.
“Fine.”

Her body was starting to ache, and even though he’d
pissed her off, she didn’t want to leave him.

What did that say about her?

She didn’t know and chose not to think about it.

****

“They’ve fucking taken her, and now Penny is freaking
out,” Kenneth said, pacing his office. Frederick sat behind the desk as if he
had every right to be there with his fingers touching in front of him. The
action reminded Kenneth of a cartoon evil villain, contemplating his next move.

“And you’re sure Chaos Bleeds has something to do with
this?”

“Yes. Everyone I spoke to told me she’d gone with one
of the men.” He couldn’t control her if she believed she could do shit on her
own. Not only couldn’t he control her, but he also couldn’t make sure she found
some freak accident that finally put her in the ground. Kenneth was so fucking
angry. How dare one of those evil fuckers think they could ruin his future?

He needed more money before he finally went into retirement.
He’d fallen for Sasha’s mother, Penny, the first moment he saw her. Finding out
she had a daughter had annoyed him, but he also knew there was no way of
getting rid of Sasha yet. When they started arguing and he’d thrown her
downstairs, he’d been panicked. The last thing he wanted to do was be sent to
prison for murder. If Sasha was to meet with an “accident” that took her life
then he didn’t have to worry about it. Frederick could fix that and take care
of her irritating mother.

“The Chaos Bleeds crew is doing me favors, Kenneth. I
can’t stop them from taking what they want.”

“I do you more favors. You practically own this town
because of what I did.” Running fingers through his hair, Kenneth was so
fucking angry. All of his careful planning was about to be smashed to
smithereens. Sasha’s blindness had been a problem, distracting Penny. In the
beginning he had seen Sasha as someone to control. Then that got tiresome, and
now he just wanted Sasha out of the picture altogether with no way of it coming
back on him. He wanted Penny all to himself

“I’m grateful to you for your favors, but I want to
remind you, Kenneth, I can fucking squash you like the bug you are. Now, I will
ask Devil to give me back the girl and you can take her from me, but I can’t
promise you they won’t come back and get her themselves,” he said.

“I don’t care what you have to do. Get me back Sasha
for Penny. I need her to die at the right time, when Penny has only me for
support.”

He’d take all of the crew out if he could. All he
wanted was Penny’s daughter so that he could continue with his plan. Over the
years he’d put in a lot of time with Penny and Sasha. He wasn’t going to let
anything happen to Penny or let the shitty biker crew spoil his future. Penny
still loved her daughter. All he needed to do was push the right buttons, and Penny
would be eating out of the palm of his hand in no time when her daughter was
dead. She was eating out of it now to a point, but Sasha stayed between them.
He’d have killed Sasha a long time ago if he could have gotten away with it,
but it wouldn’t do him any good if Penny blamed him for Sasha’s death.

Chapter Seven

In the middle of the night, Pussy stared down into Sasha’s
sleeping face. She was too sweet and trusting for her own good. He tucked behind
her ear some hair that was obstructing his view. After he’d showered her,
removing the evidence of her virgin blood, he’d tucked her in bed. Lying next
to her, he’d fallen asleep, but he was awake again.

She loves me.

He didn’t deserve her love. She should be with a man
who’d give her everything her heart desired. Four years she’d been screwed over
by that bastard, and he wouldn’t even let her have a dog to help her. Everything
Kenneth did to her made Pussy uneasy. Her stepfather had to be isolating her on
purpose. There was no other explanation for what he was doing. Her mother was
hooked on pills and booze whereas Sasha was beautiful. She rivaled Angel’s
sweetness as far as he was concerned.

You can’t let her go.

No, he couldn’t let her go, and he didn’t want to
think why.

“What am I going to do with you?” he asked, speaking
the words aloud.

Sasha continued to sleep on.

You can’t leave her. Claim her for your own.

“Shane?” Her eyes opened, and she frowned. Taking hold
of her hand, he placed her palm against his chest.

“I’m here, baby.”

“You’re awake? Is it morning?”

“No. I couldn’t sleep.”

She closed her eyes again. “What are you doing?” she
asked.

“I’m watching you, and I was thinking about
something.”

Reaching behind him, he took another condom.

Don’t wear it.

He hesitated. Would it be wrong to fuck her without a
condom? If she was pregnant with his child then he could use that excuse to
claim her as his old lady.

Don’t do it. She deserves better than that.

Tearing into the foil, he rolled the rubber over his
cock.

“What were you thinking about?” she asked.

Sliding between her thighs, he ran a finger through
her creamy slit. She’d be sore, but he had no intention of rushing this time.
Pressing the tip of his cock to her entrance, he stared down into her face and
slowly glided inside her. He didn’t want to hurt her.

She groaned, arching up to him.

“
You becoming
my old lady.”
He gripped her around the back and lifted up. Pussy turned so his back was to
the headboard and Sasha’s legs were wrapped around his waist with his cock
buried deep inside her.

Sasha gasped. Her nails sank into the flesh of his
shoulders.

“What does that mean?”

“You become mine. I claim you and marry you.”

He gripped her hips, pulling her off his cock until
only the tip remained inside her. Pussy growled as her pussy tightened around
his shaft while bringing her back down. He thrust inside her a couple more
times before he kept her steady.

“Is that a proposal?”

“Yes, I guess it was.” He’d never win awards for
romance. Fortunately, he wasn’t looking to win any kind of awards at the
moment.

“You don’t love me.”

“I don’t need to love you to want to take care of you.
Your stepfather has an ulterior motive when it comes to you, baby. I don’t want
to see you hurt.” He pushed some hair off the back of her neck. Placing his
palm over her pulse, he felt how erratically it was beating.

“But you don’t love me?”

“No, I don’t.”

“Do you know how crazy this sounds? My stepfather
hasn’t got anything planned. He’s happy making his deals and treating my mother
like shit. There’s nothing going on.” She didn’t try to push him away.

“You’re blind, without any means of fending for
yourself. Do you think it’s a coincidence your mother is addicted to pills and
booze? She’s got to have been given a reason for going for them. You said she
wasn’t always like this. How do you know he hasn’t encouraged her to become
this?” Pussy asked. No matter what she said, he wasn’t letting her go back to
Kenneth. He was sure the Italian guy was Frederick. If so, then Frederick had a
lot more plans than running shit and using them as some kind of delivery service.

“My mom’s strong.”

“She lost your father, and Kenneth turned up out of
the blue when she wasn’t at her best. He took her, molded her into what he
wanted.”

Sasha rested her head against his chest. “What do you
want me to do?” she asked.

“I want you to become my old lady. Marry me, Sasha and
I can protect you. The club can protect you once you’re mine.” The lies poured
out of his mouth. The moment he took her to the club, they’d protect her. She
was a woman in need, and they’d all do everything in their power to protect
her.

“Will you help my mom? Take her away from him for
good?” she asked.

“Is that the deal breaker?”

“Yes. You’ve got to promise to take care of my mom, or
I won’t do anything you say.”

He knew he could force her hand. “I’ll do it.”

Taking her chin in his hands, he stared into her face.
She couldn’t see him. Her eyes were staring at his chin. It didn’t bother him.

You’re falling for her.

Taking a deep breath, he returned his grip to her
hips. Easing out of her tight cunt, he slammed in deep. She cried out, gripping
his shoulders with a death grip that surprised him.

Over and over he slammed inside her, never letting up.

She circled her arms around his neck.

You took her virginity, her heart, and now you’re ruining any chance of
another man giving her what you can.

He cut the thoughts off, no longer caring what he was
doing.

Watching her face as she reached orgasm and feeling
her pussy tighten was more than enough for him right now. Everything else could
make sense in time. The only sense he needed to make of his actions was getting
her to trust him.

“Fuck me, Sasha.” She took over, rolling her hips,
taking him deep inside.

Her eyes closed as she arched up against him. He gazed
at her tits as they bounced with each thrust.

As he cupped her cheek, the beginnings of his orgasm
started up. He didn’t avert his gaze as she rode him into an earth shattering
climax. This time she collapsed over him. Sliding down on the bed, she moved
her legs out of the way. When she made to pull away from him, he wouldn’t let
her move. He held her tightly against him.

“Pussy?”

“I don’t want to move. I want to hold onto you.
There’s no need for us to move yet.” Stroking her hair, he closed his own eyes,
inhaling her scent.

I don’t want to leave this moment.

She was breaking apart his entire world. Pussy didn’t
want to let her go. Letting her go would risk ruining himself. No other woman
would ever touch a part of him like she did.

“I love you, Shane.”

The words were on the tip of his tongue, but he kept
them at bay. She wouldn’t believe him now.

“What happens now?” she asked.

“I take you to the clubhouse. We’re going to need to
talk with Devil about getting married, and then we’ll deal with your mom.”

“Please, don’t let her get hurt because of this.” She
looked up at him, resting her chin on her hand. For a split second her gaze was
on his. He was sure she could see him.

She couldn’t; he knew that.

Her fingers ran over his skin. Did she have any idea
what her touch was doing to his body? Pussy couldn’t focus with her touch.

“We won’t let anything happen to her.”

Sasha lay back down, and he hoped she didn’t notice
the tension inside him.

“Shane?”

“Yeah.”

“This is just between us, right?” she asked.

Frowning, he stopped touching her back. “What do you
mean?”

“There won’t be any other women or men. This is us
now, right?”

“I don’t share, Sasha. You agree to be mine, and you
wear my ring, then no one else. I’ll be the only man you come to when you need
me.”

She licked her lips. “Then I want the same.”

“Huh?”

“No other women. Not even best friend sex. You want
sex,
then
come to me. I know there are better women
out there with more experience, but I want you to come to me.”

There’s no one else I want.

“Baby, you’re the only woman I’m interested in. You’ve
got no chance of me going anywhere else.”

She dropped her head back down, and within minutes she
was fast asleep. He listened to the sweet sounds she made as she drifted off.

You’ve got to take care of her now. She’s going to depend on you.

“I love you, Sasha.” He whispered the words when he
was sure she was fast asleep. He didn’t know why he
waited,
only that he did.

****

“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” Devil said, the
following afternoon. Sasha sat in a chair. She didn’t know if she was in the
main part of the club or an office. From how loud Devil shouted, she was starting
to think it was an office. He hurt her head by shouting that loud. Pussy stood
behind her chair with his hands on her shoulders.

His presence helped to calm her nerves. She was sure
there were more people than Devil, Pussy, and herself.

Sasha made sure to call him Pussy rather than Shane.
They were not in the bedroom anymore. This morning he’d woken her up a second
time to make love to her. She loved the way he claimed her. The sex was
amazing. She didn’t know for sure if they’d fucked, made love, or had sex.
There seemed to be multiple ways of doing it.