Birds Without Wings (55 page)

When they were being buried, there were sentries posted by both sides, and these sentries stood at ease with bayonets fixed, and we chose the biggest man there was to stand with the white flag, and the Franks also chose their biggest soldier, and so there were two enormous giants standing there with their white flags, and we had flags fixed in the ground by both sides to show how far it was permissible to go. They told us not to take photographs, but only officers have cameras, and they took photographs anyway, because the Frankish officers were also taking photographs. Their officers talked to our officers, and I think it must have been French, because Lieutenant Orhan knew how to speak it, and I heard him speaking. We exchanged cigarettes, and the Franks liked to shake our hands, so we had to accustom ourselves to it.

All the time we were slaving in the sun, and we were sweating as if we were steaming in a hamam, and our backs were aching from lifting. The original idea was that a white line of cloth was laid halfway between our lines, and we would carry all the Frankish bodies and put them in their half, and the Franks would carry all the Ottoman bodies and put them in our half. But this was impossible because the older bodies fell to pieces when you tried to move them, and the meathooks and broomsticks were ineffective, and sometimes the bodies that were swollen up exploded, so finally we agreed to bury the bodies where they lay. We were covered in
corpse slime, and the corpses were covered in green corpse flies. We got the corpse slime from our hands by picking up handfuls of earth and rubbing the slime away. We buried the many thousands in shallow graves, barely covered with earth, knowing that many of them would soon come back to the surface when the shelling started again. I had the nausea in my nostrils for weeks afterwards, and sometimes it still comes back upon me when I dream. It was after this burial that the dysentery began to take hold.

In the early evening we had to finish our work, and the British Frank, Honourable Herbert, who had been commanding us, said, “Tomorrow you can shoot me,” and we all said, “May God prevent it.” He came to our trenches and some other Franks came, and they shook hands with us, and the Franks looked down on us and said, “Bye-bye, Abdul,” and when they went we all gave them a salaam. The firing resumed almost immediately, but after this we did not hate each other any more, and I never again shot a Frank who was not engaged directly in a military activity. We had realised that they, too, were men whose hearts had been left behind in the fields about their homes, and after this the war became less holy. All the same, we continued to hear the stories of how the martyrs had come back from the dead, wearing the green turban of the haj, in order to fight again, some of them carrying their heads under their arms. It was said that they had begged God to send them back to earth so that they could be martyred all over again.

We heard that if we accidentally charged over a ravine, we would float down to safety. These kinds of stories were always being told to us, and even in the height of summer we heard that a company of the enemy had charged, and a cloud came down, and when the fog lifted, the company had completely disappeared. As for me, I became interested in small miracles, and I collected a lot of bullets that had collided with each other in the air, and they had interpenetrated and made crosses. I have ones which are made out of every type of bullet that was used. I also have a bullet that has gone into the middle of a ball of shrapnel.

It was good that we were able to throw gifts to each other, but it was generally bad to have the trenches so close together. It was impossible to sleep because of the grenades. The Franks did not have proper grenades, and they made their own with tin cans that had nails and stones in them. They didn’t kill us, but they filled our skin with nasty fragments, and they were bad for our peace of mind. We had proper grenades that were round like balls. You had to light a fuse first. At times we ran out of these grenades, and made our own, very similar to the Frankish ones.

These grenades were turned against us, because some of the Franks, but not the French Franks, would catch them and toss them back at us. We never knew how this was possible until we realised from observing the Franks on the beach that they had a game which involved waving a plank, running backwards and forwards, and frequently throwing and catching a ball. The consequence of this was that all the Franks, except for the French Tangos, were very good at catching and throwing, and I believe that they had men on the alert whose job was to catch the grenades as they came in, or scoop them up straight away and throw them back. After a time we got wise to this and we let the fuses burn for longer before we threw them. They still threw them back, but the game became more dangerous for all of us. The best thing to do with grenades is to drop a sandbag on them. The Franks had another game which consisted of kicking a large ball around on the beach. They did this stark naked, and every now and then they would jump up and down and cheer for no reason, and if a shell fell among them, they would just clear away the dead and wounded, and carry on playing the game. Also, they would throw bread on the water, and wait for fish, and then throw a grenade among them, and then collect the fish. They were naked when they did this too, and often they swam naked together in the water, so when people say that the Franks are shameless and immodest, I know personally that this is true.

The other bad thing about having trenches close together is that it was easier to dig under each other’s lines and plant high explosives. Sometimes our saps would coincide with theirs, and we would meet underground, and we would be stabbing each other in the dark. This was the most terrifying and horrible fighting of all, and I am glad that it only happened to me once. It was similar in midsummer, however, because by then we had covered our trenches over completely, and were shooting out of embrasures and loopholes, and when the Franks attacked, they pulled parts of the covering aside and dropped down among us, and then we were all hacking and punching and kicking each other in the dark until we all fell with exhaustion, and lay among the heaps of wounded and dead, and I have no idea how many people I killed with my bayonet, and how many were Turks and how many were Franks, and I don’t know if it was a Frank or a Turk who gave me the stab wound whose scar I still have in my thigh.

One thing that happened to us was that we got moved around a great deal, and were often not in one place with our particular unit. They split us up and spread us about so that one day we were a proper regiment, and the next day we were part of another unit that consisted of men from different
regiments. This was done according to where the officers thought that reinforcements were needed the most, so we who survived got to know all of the sectors. I will tell you about some of the enemy that I have not mentioned yet.

The French Tangos were partly white men and partly black men. The black men carried machetes, and these were almost as bad as the bent knives of the Gurkhas, but the officers wore red trousers, kepis and dark blue coats. With the black French soldiers, all we had to do was shoot the officers, and then the black men would lose heart and turn round and run away. Obviously we always shot the officers first when there was an attack, and it was lucky for us that they were dressed up like peacocks. The British officers had special belts and service hats, and they had revolvers instead of rifles, and they wore their insignia on their cuffs, so it was easy to shoot them as well. When I was sniping I always tried to shoot the officers, but by the end of the campaign the Frankish officers were no longer wearing their insignia, so that we snipers no longer had any advantage. We used to shoot messengers and signallers as well. I remember that I did not shoot those who were trying to rescue the wounded. There was a man with a donkey that we saw very often, and he would collect the wounded on his donkey, and we often talked about him, but one day one of our snipers shot him anyway. When I went out sniping I would disguise myself as a bush, all tied up with branches and leaves, and I would have to move very slowly, and I would take a long time between shots, so that no one could locate me. There was one of us who disguised himself as a pig, and we didn’t like this, and thought it was unclean, but the imam said it was not unclean to disguise yourself as a pig, it was only unclean to touch a real one. In the long boring days in the trenches when nothing was happening, the Franks played a game with us. They would hold up a piece of white board on a pole, and wave it back and forth slowly, and we would try to hit it. If we missed they would raise another board that said “miss,” and if we hit it they would raise a board that said “hit.” Sometimes there were duels, when one of us and one of them would stand up on the parapets whilst the rest of us watched, and these two men would shoot at each other until one of them was hit.

The French Tangos liked to be shelled by the big guns on the other side of the water, because after it was over, the white officers would go to the big holes made by the shells, and look for ancient things. They even went to look for ancient things when we were still shelling them, and many of them got killed like this. In the big battles it was the black French Franks in
the far south whose line always gave way, and consequently we were able to enfilade the rest of the Franks, so they all had to fall back. This is one of the reasons that the Franks could not defeat us. The French Franks had the Black Cat mortar that I mentioned before, and also the 75mm guns that were just as bad for us, because those 75s could fire twenty rounds a minute, and every time we attacked the French Franks we were cut to pieces in the open ground before we could advance any distance at all. You could say, therefore, that on the one side the French Franks were no good at attack, but on the other it was impossible to defeat them by attacking.

The British Franks were south of the Australian and New Zealand Franks, and they fought very much the same. They were smaller, and they were discouraged when you shot their officers, whereas this did not affect the Australian and New Zealand Franks. The British Franks had a strange policy of attacking in the middle of the morning, just as the heat of the day was coming upon them, after we had eaten our breakfast and had time to get everything prepared. For this reason they hardly ever surprised us, they were quickly exhausted by the sun and the terrible thirst that it brings, and we slaughtered them very easily. They once did an attack at ten in the morning, three days running, immediately after a very light bombardment that alerted us to the fact that they were imminently arriving, and we heaped their bodies high before us. Everyone knows that you should attack by stealth at dawn.

There were also some other Franks, and I will tell you a little story about them. They were from a place called India, and they had big beards and turbans, so naturally we thought they were Muslims. They fought like devils. We couldn’t understand why Muslims would be fighting against us when this was a jihad. Anyway, one day a scheme was hatched out, at a time when it was known that the ordinary Franks were to be replaced by these men with beards and turbans. By the way, there was another kind of Frank with a beard, who was British, and who was really a sailor who was fighting as a soldier, and they were called Royal Naval Division, but it is not those that I mean, as those ones did not have turbans.

Now the idea was that we would creep up to the trench as the ordinary troops were leaving, and drop down into it to greet the Muslims when they arrived, and persuade them to desert to our side. In this way we would take the trench without bloodshed, and win many extra troops.

The plan went surprisingly well, as none of us expected even to reach the trench. But we reached it, and dropped down, and we held our rifles in our left hands, pointing upwards, and when the Indians approached, looking
at us as if we were mad, we salaamed, and said, “Salaam aleikum,” expecting them to say “Aleikum salaam” and greet us like brothers. It seems that they thought we were trying to surrender, so instead of greeting us they tried to take our rifles, and we had little struggles with them, but no shots were fired. Then Lieutenant Orhan suddenly said, “That’s enough! Come on, men,” and we climbed out of the trench and ran back to our own lines, doubled over, but no one took a shot at us, and we reached our trench. After he had recovered his breath, Lieutenant Orhan said, “Maybe not everyone who looks like a Muslim is one.” This was true, because it turned out those soldiers were called Sikh, and were not Muslim at all, and it is also true that for a long time we thought the Gurkhas were Muslim, and we sent them messages and greetings and invitations, but it turned out that they were of another religion completely, and it so happened that it was Muslims that they hated the most in the whole world.

Sometimes those of our officers who could speak English or French would shout out orders to the Frankish troops, and it was a ruse that often worked. Sometimes the bravest ones would infiltrate the Frankish trenches, and in the darkness of the middle of the night they would ask to see the officer in charge, and then they would shoot him and make their escape.

I will tell you a curious thing about the Franks. When we took them prisoner they believed that we were going to castrate them.

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