Beyond This Point Are Monsters (2 page)

“I didn't want to,” Mrs. Osborne said. “I was trying to reason things out, to decide whether this is the right step to take.”

“We must take it. Mr. Ford and the other lawyers told you that.”

“I don't necessarily have to believe what people tell me.”

“Mr. Ford is an expert.”

“On legal matters, yes. But where Robert is concerned,
I
am the expert. And what you're going to do today is wrong. You should have refused to sign the papers. Per­haps it's still not too late. You could call Ford and ask him to arrange a postponement because you need more time to think.”

“I've had a whole year to think. Nothing has changed.”

“But it could, it might. Any day now the phone might ring or there'll be a knock at the door and there he'll be, good as new. Maybe he was kidnapped and is being held captive somewhere across the border. Or he had a blow on the head the night he disappeared and he's suffering from amnesia. Or—”

Devon held the telephone away from her ear. She didn't want to hear any more of the
maybes Mrs. Osborne had dreamed up during the long nights and elaborated on during the long days.

“Devon?
Devon.
” It was the closest thing to a scream Mrs. Osborne ever permitted herself except when she was alone. “Are you listening to me?”

“The hearing will be held today. I can't stop it now and wouldn't if I could.”

“But what if—”

“There isn't going to be a knocking at the door or a ringing of the phone. There isn't going to be anything.”

“It's cruel, Devon, it's cruel to destroy someone's hope like this.”

“It would be crueler to encourage you to wait for some­thing that can't happen.”

“Can't? That's a strong word. Even Ford doesn't say can't. Miracles are happening every day. Look at the organ transplants they're doing all over the country. Suppose Robert was found dying and they gave his heart to some­one else. That would be better than nothing, wouldn't it?—knowing his heart was alive—wouldn't it?”

Mrs. Osborne went on, repeating the same things she'd been saying throughout the year, not even bothering any more to make it seem new by altering a word here, a phrase there.

Two clocks at opposite ends of the house began sound­ing the hour: the grandfather clock in the living room, and in the kitchen the cuckoo clock Dulzura kept on the wall above the stove. Dulzura claimed it was a present from her husband, but nobody believed she ever had a husband, let alone one that gave her presents. The grandfather clock belonged to Mrs. Osborne. Carved at the base were the words meant to accompany its chimes:

God Is With You,

Doubt Him Never,

While the Hours

Leave Forever.

When Mrs. Osborne moved out of the ranch house to let Devon and Robert occupy it alone, she'd taken along her antique cherrywood desk and mahogany piano, her silver tea service and collection of English bone china, but she left the clock behind. She no longer believed that God was with her and she didn't want to be reminded that the hours left forever.

Seven o'clock.

The Mexican workers were coming out of the bunkhouse and out of the old wooden building, formerly a barn, that was now equipped as a mess hall. Quickly and quietly they piled into the back of the big truck that would drop them off in whatever fields were ready for harvesting. There was little in their lives except hard work, and the food that made work possible.

At noon they would sit in the bleachers built by Es­tivar's sons beside the reservoir and eat their lunch in the shade of the tamarisks. At five they would have tortillas and beans in the mess hall and by nine-thirty all the bunkhouse lights would be out. The hours that left forever were good riddance.

Agnes Osborne was still talking. Between the time Devon had stopped listening and the time she started again, Mrs. Osborne had somehow reconciled herself to the fact that the hearing would be held as scheduled, beginning at ten o'clock. “It will probably be better if we met right in the courtroom so we won't miss each other. Do you remember the number?”

“Five.”

“Will you be bringing your own car into town?”

“Leo Bishop asked me to ride with him.”

“And you accepted?”

“Yes.”

“You'd better call and tell him you've changed your mind. Today of all days you don't want to start people gossiping about you and Leo.”

“There's nothing to gossip about.”

“If you're too nervous to drive yourself, come with Estivar in the station wagon. Oh, and make sure Dulzura wears hose, will you?”

“Why? Dulzura's not on trial. We're not on trial.”

“Don't be naive,” Mrs. Osborne said harshly. “Of course we're on trial, all of us. Ford tried to keep every­thing as quiet as possible, naturally, but witnesses had to be subpoenaed and many people had to be given legal notice of the time and place of the hearing, so it's not exactly a secret. It won't be exactly a picnic, either. Sign­ing a piece of paper is one thing, it's quite another to get up in a courtroom and relive those terrible days in public. But it's your decision, you're Robert's wife.”

“I'm not his wife,” Devon said. “I'm his widow.”

CHAPTER TWO

the two cars
moved slowly along the dirt road, the dust rising in the air behind them like smoke signals.

In the lead was the station wagon driven by Estivar. He was nearly fifty now, but his hair was still dark and thick, and from a distance his quick wiry body looked like a boy's. He had dressed for the occasion in the only suit he pos­sessed, a dark blue gabardine which he kept for the yearly banquets of the Agricultural Association and for his ap­pearances before the immigration authorities when some of his men were picked up by the border patrol for having entered the country illegally.

The blue suit, which was intended to make him appear respectable and, hopefully, beyond reproach, merely em­phasized his uneasiness, his mistrust of this latest turn of events. If there was to be official recognition of Robert Osborne's death, it should take place not in court but in church, with prayers and pleadings and long somber words intoned by gray-faced priests.

Estivar had brought his wife, Ysobel, with him for moral support and because she refused to stay home. She was a
mestiza,
half-Indian, with high red-bronze cheek­bones and flat black eyes that looked blind and missed nothing. She held her neck rigid and her body erect, refus­ing to surrender to the motion of the car.

In the seat behind Ysobel, Dulzura sat sideways and stretched her legs out straight in front of her in order to save her stockings at the knees. She wore a giant of a dress, with dwarf horses galloping around the hem and across the pockets. She'd purchased the dress for a weekend trip to the races in Agua Caliente, but the man who proposed the trip failed to show up. The only time Dulzura felt bitter about his defection was when she thought of the money she might have won.

“Five hundred pesos, maybe,” she said aloud to no one in particular. “That's forty dollars.”

Beside Dulzura sat Lum Wing, the elderly Chinese who cooked for the men. He never associated with them, he merely arrived when they did, carrying a bag with his clothes in it and a padlocked wooden case containing his collection of knives, his whetstone sharpener and a chess set; and when the men left, he left, but not with them or even in the same direction if he could help it.

Lum Wing sucked on the stem of an unlit corncob pipe, wondering what exactly was expected of him. A man in uniform had handed him a piece of paper and told him he'd better show up, by God, or else. He had a premoni­tion, based on some facts he thought no one else knew, that he would end up in jail. And when a good cook landed in jail, no one was ever in a hurry to set him free, that much he'd learned from experience. Out of nervousness he'd been swallowing air all morning and every now and then the excess would escape in a long loud burp.

Ysobel spoke to her husband in Spanish. “Tell him to stop making those disgusting noises.”

“He can't help it.”

“Do you suppose he's sick?”

“No.”

“It seems to me he looks more yellow than the last time I saw him. Perhaps it's contagious. I'm beginning not to feel so well myself.”

“Me too,” Dulzura said. “I think we should stop off at a place in Boca de Rio and have something to steady our nerves.”

“You know what she means by something. Not coffee, I can tell you. And wouldn't it look splendid to have us walk into the courthouse with her reeling drunk.”

Estivar braked the car sharply and ordered them both to keep quiet, and the journey continued for a while in silence. Past the lemon groves sweet with the scent of blossoms, past the acres of stubble where the alfalfa had been cut, and the field of ripening pumpkins which Estivar's youngest son, Jaime, had grown to take into Boca de Rio for Halloween jack-o'-lanterns and Thanksgiving pies.

Jaime was fourteen. He lay now on his stomach in the back of the station wagon, gnawing his right thumbnail and wondering if the kids at school knew where he was and what he had to do. Maybe they were already blowing it up into something wild like he was a friend of the fuzz. Word like that could put a guy down for the rest of his life.

It was the pumpkins that had done it to him. During the last week in October he had delivered some of them to school for the fair and the rest to a grocery store in Boca de Rio. The following Saturday Jaime was ordered by his father to take one of the small tractors and plow the pump­kin vines under. The machine turned up the butterfly knife in the southeast corner of the field. It was an elegant little knife with a double handle which opened like a pair of wings and folded back to reveal the blade in the middle. One of Jaime's friends owned a butterfly knife. If you got the hang of it and practiced a lot in your spare time, the blade could be brought into striking position almost as fast as a switchblade, which was illegal.

Jaime was delighted with his find until he noticed the brownish crust around the hinges. He put the knife care­fully down on the ground, wiped his hands on his jeans and went to tell his father.

south of boca de rio
the road met the main highway that connected San Diego and Tijuana. The two cities, so dissimilar in sight and sound and atmosphere, were bound together by geography and economics, like stepsisters with completely different backgrounds forced to live to­gether under the same roof.

Within a matter of minutes Estivar and the station wagon were lost in the heavy flow of traffic. Leo Bishop drove in the slow lane, both hands so tight on the steering wheel that his knuckle bones seemed ready to force their way out of his skin. He was a tall thin man in his early forties. There was about him an air of defeat and bewilder­ment, as though all the rules he'd learned in life were, one by one, being reversed.

If Dulzura's youth was camouflaged by fat, Leo's age was exaggerated by years of sun and wind. His red hair was bleached to the color of sand, his face was scarred over his cheekbones and across the bridge of his nose by repeated burns. He had light green eyes which he pro­tected from the sun by squinting, so that when he moved into the shade and his facial muscles relaxed, fine white lines appeared below and at the corners of his eyes where the ultraviolet rays hadn't reached. These lines gave him a curiously intense expression, which made some of the Mexicans whisper about
mal ojo,
evil eye, and
azar,
bad luck.

After his wife drowned in the river the whispers in­creased, he had trouble with his crews, equipment broke down, frost killed the grapefruit and damaged the date palms . . .
mal ojo . . . demonios del muerte.
He suspected Estivar of encouraging the rumors, but he never men­tioned his suspicions to Devon. She would have trouble believing that evil eyes and demons were still part of Estivar's world.

“Devon.”

“Yes?”

“It will soon be over.”

She stirred, unbelieving. “What time is it?”

“Ten after nine.”

“Mr. Ford said nothing would be settled today. Even if he manages to question all the witnesses, there'll still be a delay while the judge goes over the evidence. He may not announce his decision for a week, it depends on how much other work he has.”

“At least your part will be over.”

She wasn't sure what her part was going to be. The lawyer had instructed her not only to answer questions but to volunteer information whenever she felt like it, small personal things, homely things, that would help to show Robert as he really was.
“We want to make him come alive,” Ford said. He did not apologize for the ill-chosen phrase; he seemed to be testing her composure to see if it would hold up in court.

The road had turned west toward San Diego Bay. Sail­ boats moved gently in the water like large white butter­flies that had dipped down to drink. At the edge of the bay a thin strand of beach, wet from the ebbing tide and sil­vered by the sun, held back the open sea.

“You'd better let me off half a block or so from the courthouse,” Devon said. “Mrs. Osborne thinks we shouldn't be seen together.”

“Why?”

“People might talk.”

“Would that matter?”

“It would to her.”

They drove for a while without speaking. In the bay the sailboats gave way to navy vessels, the white butterflies to gray steel waterbugs with ferocious-looking antennae and weird superstructures.

“After this is over,” Leo said, “you won't have to be quite so concerned about Agnes Osborne's opinions. She'll be your ex-mother-in-law. Tomorrow, the day after, next week, you'll be a free agent.”

She repeated the phrase to herself, liking the sound of it. Widow was a word of loss and sorrow. Free agent sug­gested the future. “And what do free agents do, Leo?”

“They make choices.”

For Devon it had been a year without choices, a year when all decisions were made by other people. She had paid the bills Estivar told her to, signed the papers the lawyer, Ford, put in front of her, answered the questions asked by Valenzuela, the policeman, eaten what Dulzura cooked, worn what Agnes Osborne suggested.

Soon the year would be officially over and the decisions would be hers. There would be no more brown sharkskin suits, no more
chorizo and scrambled eggs hidden by chili powder; Valenzuela wasn't even on the police force any longer; after the conclusion of probate there would be no reason to see Ford; she might sell the ranch, and then Estivar, too, would become part of the past.

ysobel leaned forward
to stare at the speedometer. “So we are in a race.” Her voice was heavy with irony. “It is news to me that they hold races on the highway.”

“The speed limit is sixty-five,” Estivar said. “I have to keep up with the traffic.”

“You'd think we were going to something nice like a fiesta the way you're in such a hurry to arrive. Mr. Bishop has more sense. He is miles behind us, and why not? He knows there's no prize waiting at the other end.”

Estivar, who'd been in a sour mood all morning, sud­denly let out a harsh, brief laugh. “You could be wrong about that.”

“Hush. Someone might hear you and start putting two and two together.”

She was not worried about Jaime, who seemed most of the time to be stone-deaf, or about Lum Wing, whose only Spanish, as far as she knew, consisted of some dirty words and a few seldom-used amenities like
buenos dias.

“You should be careful to guard your tongue when Dulzura is listening,” Ysobel added. “She is a born gossip.”

Dulzura opened her mouth in exaggerated amazement. It was not true she was a gossip, born or otherwise. She told nobody nothing, mainly because in such a godforsaken place there was nobody to tell except the people who already knew. She wondered what prize could be waiting for Mr. Bishop and how much it was worth and whether she should ask young Mrs. Osborne about it.

“The little Señora,” Ysobel said more softly. “Is that what you mean by prize?”

“What else?”

“She would never marry him. He is too old.”

“There isn't exactly a line-up at her door.”

“Not yet. She is still by law a married woman and cultivated people are very particular about such things. Just wait, after today there will be men enough, young men, too. But she'll have none of them. She'll sell the ranch and go back to the city.”

“How do you know?”

“I dreamt it last night. In color. When I went to the fortune teller in Boca de Rio, she said to pay strict atten­tion to all dreams in color because good or bad they would come true . . . Have you been dreaming in color, Estivar?”

“No.”

“Oh well, it's no matter. This is how it will be: the little Señora will sell the ranch and return to her own part of the country.”

“What about me?”

“The new owner will naturally be delighted to get a foreman with nearly twenty-five years of experience.”

“Was that in the dream too, about the new owner?”

“No. But maybe I didn't watch closely enough. Tonight I will keep a sharp lookout for him standing in some cor­ner.”

“If he looks like Bishop,” Estivar said grimly, “wake up fast.”

“Bishop has no money to buy the ranch.”

“He can marry it.”

“No, no, no. The Señora is sick of the place. She will go back to the city, like in my dream. I saw her walking between tall gray buildings, wearing a purple dress and flowers in her hair.”

Estivar's bad mood was aggravated by the exchange with his wife. The next time Lum Wing burped, Estivar shouted at him to stop making those damned noises or get out and walk.

Lum Wing would have preferred to get out and walk, but the car didn't stop to allow him to leave, and besides, there was that ominous piece of paper in his shirt pocket,
you better show up, by God, or else . . .
The old man was well aware that he had no control over his own fate. When other people were around, they decided what he should do. It was only when he was by himself that he had choices: solitaire or chess, lime in his gin or lemon, or no gin at all but a dozen or so jimsen seeds. To ensure his privacy, and his times of choice, he had fixed up a corner of the building which was used as a mess hall when the workers were in residence. Between the stove and the cupboard
he'd hung a double flannelette sheet borrowed from one of the bunks. After his day's work was done he retired to his corner to play chess with imaginary partners who were very shrewd and merciless though not quite as shrewd and merciless as Lum Wing himself.