Beyond the Farthest Suns (14 page)

The floor of the columbarium trembled. The solidity of Thistledown seemed to be threatened; a quake through the asteroid material, an impact from outside … or something occurring within the Way. Olmy reached out to brace himself against a pillar. The golden spheres vibrated in their suspensions, jangling like hundreds of small bells.

From far away, sirens began to wail.

The partial reappeared. “I have lost contact with my original,” it said, its features blandly stiff. “Something has broken my link with City Memory.”

Olmy watched Neya's image with fascination as yet untouched by any visceral response.

“I do not know when or if there will be a recovery,” she said. “There's a failure on Axis City.” Suddenly the image appeared puzzled, then stricken. She held out her phantom arms. “My original …” As if she were made of solid flesh, her face crinkled with fear. “She's died. I've
died.
Oh my God, Olmy!”

Olmy tried to understand what this might mean, under the radical new rules of life and death for Geshels such as Neya. “What's happened? What can I do?”

The image flickered wildly. “My body is
gone.
There's been a complete system failure. I don't have any legal existence.
”

“What about the whole-life records? Connect with them.” Olmy walked around the unsteady image, as if he might capture it, stop it from fading.

“I kept putting it off … So stupid! I haven't put myself in City Memory yet.”

He tried to touch her and of course could not. He could not believe what she was saying, yet the sirens still wailed, and another small shudder ran through the thick walls of the asteroid.

“I have no place to go. Olmy, please! Don't let me just
end!”
The ghost of Neya Taur Rinn drew herself up, tried to compose herself. “I have only seconds before …”

Olmy felt a sudden and intense attraction to the shimmering image. He wanted to know what actual death, final death, could possibly feel like. He reached out again, as if to embrace her.

She shook her head. The flickering increased. “It feels so strange—losing—”

Before she could finish, the image vanished completely.

Olmy's arms hung around empty air.

The sirens continued to wail, audible throughout Alexandria. He slowly dropped his arms, all too aware of being alone. The projector flew in a small circle, emitting small
wheep
ing sounds. Without instructions from its source, it could not decide what to do.

For a moment, he shivered and his neck hair pricked—a sense of almost religious awe he had not experienced since his time on Lamarckia.

Olmy had started walking toward the end of the hall before he consciously knew what to do. He turned right to exit through the large steel doors and looked up through the thin clouds enwrapping the second chamber, through the glow of the flux tube to the axis borehole on the southern cap. His eyes were warm and wet. He wiped them with the back of his hand and his breath hitched.

Emergency beacons had switched on around the flux tube, forming a bright ring two thirds of the way up the cap.

His shivering continued, and it angered him. He had died once already, yet this new body was afraid of dying, and its wash of emotions had taken charge of his senses.

Deeper still and even more disturbing was a scrap of the old loyalty … To his people, to the vessel that bore them between the stars, that served as the open chalice of the infinite Way. A loyalty to the woman who had found him too painful to be with.

“Neya!” he moaned. Perhaps she had been wrong. A partial might not have access to all information; perhaps things weren't as bad as they seemed.

But he had never felt Thistledown shake so.

Olmy hurried to the rail terminal three city squares away, accompanied by throngs of curious and alarmed citizens. Barricades had been set across the entrances to the northern cap elevators; all inter-chamber travel was temporarily restricted. No news was available.

Olmy showed the ID marks on his wrist to a cap guard, who scanned them quickly and transmitted them to her commanders. She let him pass, and he entered the elevator and rode swiftly to the borehole.

Within the workrooms surrounding the borehole waited an arrowhead-shaped official transport, as the presiding minister's office had requested. None of the soldiers or guards he questioned knew what had happened. There were still no official pronouncements on any of the citizen nets. Olmy rode the transport, accompanied by five other officials, through the vacuum above the atmospheres of the next four chambers, threading the boreholes of each of the massive concave walls that separated them. None of the chambers showed any sign of damage.

In the southern cap borehole of the sixth chamber, Olmy transferred from the transport to a tuberider, designed to run along the singularity that formed the core of the Way. On this most unusual railway, he sped at many thousands of miles per hour toward the Axis City at 4 ex 5—four hundred thousand kilometers north of Thistledown.

A few minutes from Axis City, the tuberider slowed and the forward viewing port darkened. There was heavy radiation in the vicinity, the pilot reported. Something had come down the Way at relativistic velocity and struck the northern precincts of Axis City.

Olmy had no trouble guessing the source.

2

A day passed before Olmy could see the presiding minister. Emergency repairs on Axis City had rendered only one precinct, Central City, habitable; the rest, including Axis Prime and Axis Nader, were being evacuated. Axis Prime had taken the brunt of the impact. Tens of thousands had lost their lives, both Geshels and Naderites.

Naderites by and large did not participate in the practice of storing their body patterns and recent memories as insurance against such a calamity.

Some Geshels would receive their second incarnation—many thousands more would not. City Memory itself had been damaged. Even had Neya taken the time to make her whole-life record and store her patterns, she might still have died.

The last functioning precinct, Central City, now contained the combined offices of Presiding Minister of the Way and the Axis City government, and it was here that Yanosh met with Olmy.

“Her name was Deirdre Enoch,” the presiding minister said, floating over the transparent external wall of the new office. His body was wrapped below the chest in a shining blue medical support suit; the impact had broken both of his legs and caused severe internal injuries. For the time being, the presiding minister was a functioning cyborg, until new organs could be grown and placed. “She opened a gate illegally at 3 ex 9, fifty years ago. Just beyond the point where we last repulsed the Jarts. She was helped by a master gate opener who deliberately disobeyed Nexus and guild orders. We learned about the breach six months after she had smuggled eighty of her colleagues—or maybe a hundred and twenty, we aren't sure how many—into a small research center, just days after the gate was opened. There was nothing we could do to stop it.”

Olmy gripped a rail that ran around the perimeter of the office, watching Kesler without expression. The irony was too obvious. “I've only heard rumors. Way Maintenance—”

Kesler was hit by a wave of pain, quickly damped by the suit. He continued, his face drawn. “Damn Way Maintenance. Damn the in-fighting and politics.” He forced a smile. “Last time it was a Naderite renegade on Lamarckia.”

Olmy nodded.

“This time—Geshel. Even worse—a member of the Openers Guild. I never imagined running this damned starship would ever be so complicated. Makes me almost understand why you long for Lamarckia.”

“It wasn't any easier there,” Olmy said.

“Yes—but there were fewer people.” Yanosh rotated his support suit and crossed the chamber. “We don't know precisely what happened. Something disturbed the immediate geometry around the gate. The conflicts between Way physics and the universe Enoch accessed were too great. The gate became a lesion, impossible to close. By that time, most of Enoch's scientists had retreated to the main station, a protective pyramid—what she called the Redoubt.”

“She tapped into chaos?” Olmy asked. Some universes accessed through the Way were empty voids, dead, useless but relatively harmless; others were virulent, filled with a bubbling stew of unstable “constants” that reduced the reality of any observer or instrumentality. Only two such gates had ever been opened in the Way; the single fortunate aspect of these disasters had been that the gates themselves had quickly closed and could not be reopened.

“Not chaos,” Kesler said, swallowing and bowing his head at more discomfort.

“You should be resting,” Olmy said.

“No time. The Opener's Guild tells me Enoch was looking for a domain of enhanced structure—hyper-order. What she found was more dangerous than any chaos. Her gate may have opened into a universe of endless, fecund change. Not just order: creativity. Every universe is in a sense a plexus, its parts connected by information links; but Enoch's universe contained no limits to the propagation of information. No finite speed of light, no separation between anything analogous to the Bell continuum and other physicality.”

Olmy frowned. “My knowledge of Way physics is shaky …”

“Ask your beloved Konrad Korzenoswki,” Kesler snapped.

Olmy did not respond to this provocation.

Kesler apologized under his breath and floated slowly back across the chamber, his face contorted by pain and frustration. “We lost three expeditions trying to save her people and close the gate. The last was six months ago. Something like life-forms had grown up around the main station, fueled by the lesion. They've became
huge
, and unimaginably bizarre. No one can make sense of them. What was left of our last expedition managed to build a barrier about a thousand kilometers south of the lesion. We thought that would give us the luxury of a few years to decide what to do next. But that barrier has been destroyed. We've not been able to get close enough since to discover what's happened. And some of our defenses have already been defeated.” He looked down through the transparent floor at the segment of the Way twenty-four kilometers below. “The Jarts were able to send a relativistic projectile along the flaw, over the area of the Redoubt—hardly more than a gram of rest mass. We couldn't stop it. It struck Axis City at twelve hundred hours yesterday.”

Olmy had been told the details of the attack: A pellet less than a millimeter in diameter, traveling very close to the speed of light. Only the safety and control mechanisms of the sixth chamber machinery had kept the entire Axis City from disintegrating. The original of Neya Taur Rinn had been conducting business on behalf of her boss, Yanosh, in Axis Prime while her partial had visited Olmy.

“We're moving the city south as fast as we can and still keep up the evacuation,” Kesler said. “The Jarts are drawing close to the lesion now. We're not sure what they can do with it. Maybe nothing—but we can't afford to take the chance.”

Olmy shook his head in puzzlement. “You've just told me nothing can be done. Why call me here when we're helpless?”

“I didn't say
nothing
could be done,” Kesler said, eyes glittering. “Some of our gate openers think they can build a cirque—a ring gate—and seal off the lesion.”

“That would cut us off from the rest of the Way,” Olmy said.

“Worse. In a few days or weeks it would destroy the Way completely, bottle us up in Thistledown forever. Until now, we've never been that desperate.” He smiled, lips twisted by pain. “Frankly, you were not my choice. I'm no longer sure that you can be relied upon, and this matter is far too complicated to allow anyone to act alone.”

Neya had not told him the truth, then. “Who chose me?” Olmy asked.

“A gate opener. You made an impression on him when he escorted you down the Way some decades ago. He was the one who opened the gate to Lamarckia.”

“Frederik Ry Ornis?”

Kesler nodded. “From what I'm told, he's become the most powerful opener in the guild. A senior master.”

Olmy took a deep breath. “I'm not what I appear to be, Yanosh. I'm an old man who's seen his women and friends die. I miss my sons. You should have left me on Lamarckia.”

Kesler closed his eyes. The blue jacket around his lower body adjusted slightly, and his face tightened. “The Olmy I knew would never have turned down a chance like this.”

“I've seen too many things already,” Olmy said.

Yanosh moved forward. “We both have. This … is beyond me,” he said quietly. “The lesion … The gate openers tell me it's the strangest place in creation. All the boundaries of physics have collapsed. Time and causality have new meanings. Heaven and hell have married. Only those in the Redoubt have seen all that's happened there—if they still exist in any way we can understand. They haven't communicated with us since the lesion formed.”

Olmy listened intently, something slowly stirring to life, a small speck of ember glowing brighter.

“It may be over, Olmy,” Yanosh said. “We're ready to close off the Way, pinch it, seal the lesion within its own small bubble … dispose of it. All of it. The whole grand experiment may be at an end.”

“Tell me more,” Olmy said, folding his arms.

“Three citizens escaped from the Redoubt, from Enoch's small colony, before the lesion became too large. One died, his mind scrambled beyond retrieval. The second has been confined for study, as best we're able. What afflicts him—or
it
—is something we can never cure. The third survived relatively unharmed. She's become … unconventional, more than a little obsessed by the mystical, but I'm told she's still rational. If you accept, she will accompany you.” Yanosh's tone indicated he was not going to allow Olmy to decline. “We have two other volunteers, both apprentice gate openers, both failed by the guild. All have been chosen by Frederik Ry Ornis. He will explain why.”