Betrayal: Brianna's Secret (The Betrayal Series) (11 page)

Brianna released Abby’s face, dropped her arms to her sides, and took a few steps back. She held her breath, anxiety and fear smothering her heart as she waited for Abby’s reply.

Abby dropped her gaze to the floor and pulled her bathrobe up until it was covering her naked body. With her gaze still cast downward, Abby wiped tears from the corners of her eyes with the pads of her fingers before wrapping the bathrobe around her body and tying it up. Without uttering a single word or looking up, she staggered past Brianna.

Brianna watched Abby walk past her but did not make any attempt to stop her or talk to her. She didn’t even turn around to see where she was going. She was too stunned by the realization that her attempt to change Abby’s mind had failed.

Hunched over and clutching her chest with both hands, Abby walked out of the open kitchen and past the dining room area on her way to the bedroom.

Brianna had never felt more crushing disappointment than she did that Saturday morning. She felt like such an idiot. She had poured her heart out to that girl. She tried her damnedest to make her see they belonged together, but it didn’t work. Abby was on her way to the bedroom to get dressed and go home. Brianna was convinced she wasn’t going to see her ever again.

Brianna was not angry at Abby. She was angry at herself for being too stubborn. She wanted to kick herself because she had blown the chance of having Abby in her life even if only as a friend.

Is this what it feels like to have your heart broken?
Brianna asked herself. She had spent her entire adult life afraid of getting too close to anyone because she feared getting her heart broken. She had grown up with a mother and a father who made her feel she wasn’t worthy of love, so she pushed people away. Every time one of her relationships started to get too serious, Brianna always found a way to sabotage it.

Then Abby came along. Brianna felt a connection with her she hadn’t felt with anyone else before. She thought it was safe to take a chance and give in to her feelings, but she was wrong. The one time she dared to dream and fall for someone, she gets her heart handed back to her shattered into a million tiny pieces.

That was it for Brianna. She wasn’t going to try anymore. She was coming to terms with the painful fact that she was destined to be alone forever.

Still standing in the middle of the open kitchen, Brianna remained motionless. She still wouldn’t look behind her. She was fighting as hard as she could to keep the sobs in the back of her throat from coming out. She wasn’t going to let Abby see her cry. She was too proud for that. She was going to cry a river after Abby left, but not a second sooner.

“I do want to be happy,” Abby’s melodious voice declared from the other side of the apartment. Brianna turned around slowly, a mixture of confusion and apprehension making her heart race. When she turned around, she found Abby standing at the doorway of her bedroom, facing the bed.

From where she was standing, Brianna could only see the back of Abby’s head and body.
What do you mean?
Brianna wanted to ask, but was too afraid to. With a glimmer of hope in her heart and an army of butterflies swarming in her stomach, Brianna held her breath and waited for Abby to expand on her surprising declaration.  

“I do want to be happy,” Abby repeated after a long pause. Her back was still to Brianna. “I want to be with you, Brianna. I’m not going to fight this anymore.” With a sharp, liberating breath, Abby undid the ties of her bathrobe and pushed the fluffy garment off her shoulders until it tumbled around her and pooled at her feet.

Brianna could only enjoy the sight of Abby’s flawless naked body for a brief second because Abby disappeared from view as soon as the bathrobe hit the floor. Brianna wondered for a second if she was just imagining things. She was too stunned to go after Abby and confirm she saw what she thought she saw.

Brianna couldn’t believe what was happening. In the blink of an eye, she went from believing she was going to spend the rest of her life alone to having everything she had ever wanted waiting for her-naked-in her bedroom. It was just too good to be true.
Maybe God doesn’t hate me after all
, she thought.

*****

After feeling had returned to her limbs, Brianna almost tripped over herself rushing to the bedroom. When she made it to the doorway, she found Abby lying on the bed, on top of her Egyptian cotton sheets.

Brianna took a second to take in the beauty of the mystical goddess lying on her bed. Abby had undone the bun on top of her head and her luscious brown hair was draping her shoulders and arms.

Brianna gazed at Abby, lying on her side with her legs closed and her arms clasped together against her chest, covering her breasts, and fought the urge to pinch herself. It all just seemed too good to be true.

To Brianna, Abby had never looked more enticing or vulnerable with her head resting on a pair of pillows and a half smile on her face. She looked like she was glowing with the bright morning light filtering through the drapes and enveloping her body. Not wanting to wait another second wondering whether it was all a dream or not, Brianna approached the bed.

Abby’s eyes followed Brianna as she slowly strutted inside the room and stood by the side of the bed. The fire she saw in Brianna’s eyes sent a shiver down her spine, but Abby was not afraid of it, not anymore.

She had made up her mind. She was not going to punish herself or fight her feelings anymore. In her heart, what she and Brianna were doing felt right, beautiful, real. They belonged together. She was giving herself the chance to be happy.

Without taking her eyes off the gorgeous girl waiting for her on the bed, Brianna curled her fingers under the hem of her white tank top and slowly pulled it up over her head. She grinned, tossing the tank top on the floor and reaching for the button on her shorts.

Feeling both anxious and thrilled, Abby watched intently as Brianna brought her hands to her waist so she could unbutton and unzip her khaki shorts. With her ocean blue eyes blazing with lust, Brianna pushed her favorite pair of shorts down her hips until they slid down her perfectly proportioned thighs and hit the floor.

After stepping out of the shorts, Brianna reached behind her to undo the clasp of her white lace bra, but froze when Abby unexpectedly sat up and crawled towards her.

“Stop,” Abby breathed, kneeling in front of Brianna and grabbing her elbow. A wicked grin curled her lips. “Let me do it.”

Brianna dropped her hands to her sides and knelt on the bed in front of Abby. Looking as gorgeous as she did and sounding as seductively as she sounded, Abby could have asked anything of Brianna at that moment, and Brianna would have happily complied.

Abby crawled closer and placed a soft kiss on the swell of one of Brianna’s breasts while her hands scurried under Brianna’s arms to undo the clasp of her bra. Brianna moaned softly, watching the top of Abby’s head. It was her first time feeling Abby’s lips anywhere on her body, and it felt as amazing as she had dreamed it would.

After pulling the loops of the bra down Brianna’s arms and watching the bra fall on the bed, Abby stared at the most perfect pair of breasts she had ever seen. Gone were the apprehension and self-consciousness Abby felt the first time she touched those glorious breasts. This time, she ogled them with desire. She wondered what it would feel like to have them in her mouth. Without hesitation, she went for it.

Brianna let out a long, appreciative moan when she felt Abby’s hand cupping the side of her breast and her soft lips closing around one of her hardened nipples. Electricity coursed through her body when she felt Abby tentatively suck her breast and lazily swirl her tongue around her nipple.

It was obvious to Brianna Abby had no experience doing what she was doing, but the awkwardness just made the whole thing that much hotter. “Oh, Abby! That feels so good,” Brianna cooed, arching her back and pushing her breast against Abby’s mouth.

Abby withdrew her mouth and gazed up at Brianna. Her lips curled into a devilish smile when she saw the dazed look in Brianna’s eyes. Abby was proud of herself. With that smile, Abby was also letting Brianna know that she liked what she had tasted and wanted more. She turned her attention to Brianna’s other breast and shoved it in her mouth while the fingers of her hand gave gentle tugs to Brianna’s other nipple.

Watching the tip of Abby’s warm tongue writhe over her nipple was driving Brianna mad with pleasure. So many times she had fantasized about Abby doing that. She could not believe that it was finally happening. She shivered with anticipation and wondered what else Abby would dare to do to her that morning.

Abby withdrew her mouth from Brianna’s nipple and tugged at Brianna’s hip to get her to lie down on the bed. With Brianna lying on her back in nothing but her white lace panties, Abby straddled her and stared at the most perfect body she had ever seen.

Abby took a second to take in the significance of the moment. She was about to try and do something she had never done before-make love to another woman. Before Brianna walked into her life, Abby had never looked at another women twice.

She never felt any curiosity or sexual desire for another woman no matter how beautiful she was. She still didn’t. But there was something about Brianna. She couldn’t explain her attraction to her. She felt fearful and anxious, but she was not going to let those feelings stop her from fulfilling the fantasies she had been harboring ever since she and Brianna locked lips for the first time.

With her heavy locks of brown hair falling in front of her, Abby leaned forward and curled her fingers inside the strings of Brianna’s thong. She pulled the thong down slowly, her heart pounding faster the lower the thong slid. Brianna lifted her butt in the air to allow the thong to slide down the swells of her butt cheeks, thighs and legs.

After getting Brianna’s thong off and tossing it on the floor, Abby crawled up and gently brought her body down until it was pressed against Brianna.

She let out a soft moan, and her lips curled into a coy smile when she felt the soft curves of Brianna’s body pressed against hers. Her eyes darted from Brianna’s lips to her eyes and back as her body remained motionless for a bit. She didn’t want to rush things. She wanted to take things slow and savor every moment. This was an experience Abby wanted to remember forever.

Abby enjoyed the feeling of Brianna’s naked body pressed against hers. It felt very natural, comfortable, and oddly familiar to her. They stared into each other’s eyes, touching each other’s faces and brushing each other’s hair away.

They laid there without saying a word to one another. They did not need to say anything. Even though they had not known each other long, they shared a deep connection. It was a connection neither one of them could explain or understand, but it was there.

Abby felt as if she could lie on top of Brianna all day, but Brianna’s taught nipples poking at the swell of her breasts were beckoning her. She’d had a taste of them, and she wanted more, a lot more. 

“Oh my God, Abby,” Brianna gasped when Abby, without warning, lowered her head and began an assault on her breasts with her hungry mouth. The restrained desperation with which Abby’s lips sucked, licked and bit each one of her breasts took Brianna by surprise. She had no idea sweet, angelic Abby had it in her.

 Abby stopped to grin wickedly at Brianna while slowly dragging her bottom lip between her teeth. She was so proud of herself and relieved she was not disappointing Brianna. She crushed Brianna’s mouth with hers while her hands began an assault of their own on Brianna’s breasts. She squeezed and kneaded those breasts with the confidence and skill of someone who had been doing that her whole life. Brianna was impressed, but it was what Abby did next that really blew her mind.

Abby broke their kiss, rolled off Brianna and held her head with her fist while she lied on her side. She stared into Brianna’s eyes with a wicked grin on her lips. Brianna stared back with a curious look on her face.

Abby rolled to her side because she wanted to be able to see Brianna’s reaction when she did to Brianna what Brianna had done to her just a few minutes earlier in the kitchen. She wondered if she was capable of blowing her mind just like Brianna had blown hers.

Holding Brianna’s gaze, Abby placed her palm on Brianna’s belly and slowly dragged her fingers down Brianna’s super tight abs until they were hovering over the opening of Brianna’s dripping wet pussy.

Feeling emboldened by her newly found confidence, Abby did not hesitate to slide two of her fingers inside Brianna’s wet folds. She moaned at the unfamiliar but surprisingly pleasant wetness and heat around her fingers. Abby did not have a chance to wonder if she was doing it right because Brianna immediately began to writhe against her hand.

 Abby just watched Brianna’s face with fascination as Brianna moaned and whimpered while her muscles clenched around Abby’s fingers. She could not believe she was causing Brianna that much pleasure. The more Brianna writhed against Abby’s fingers, the harder Abby plunged her fingers inside her.

They did not take their eyes off each other until it happened. While a desperate whimper tore past her lips, Brianna gripped Abby’s wrist, holding it tightly with both hands and thrusting against it, while explosions of pleasure began to detonate in her lower belly.

Watching Brianna pant and convulse and feeling her inner slick muscles clench around her fingers was the hottest thing Abby had ever experienced. And the fact that she was responsible for stimulating Brianna that much made the whole experience even more fascinating for Abby.

Still panting, Brianna pulled Abby’s fingers out of her dripping pussy and slowly brought them up to her face.

With an amazed look on her face, Abby watched Brianna’s juices dripped from between her fingers. Abby rolled her hips, no longer able to ignore or control the throbbing pulsations building between her own thighs. Her mouth dropped open, and a halting gasp escaped her lips when she saw her fingers disappear inside Brianna’s mouth.