Behind Enemy Lines (23 page)

She stopped abruptly and spun to face him, a scowl on her face, her hands on her hips. “You think I can’t hack your ‘higher’ code of honor? It just so happens I can, Tom Folly. That’s why I didn’t tell you. I wanted you to respect me. I wanted to be someone who lived up to your damn code.”

He turned on his heel and stared blindly at the wall while he struggled with himself. He could’ve forgiven her just about anything but a lie. Anything but a betrayal like this. He smacked the wall with his open palm.

He
knew
he shouldn’t have let her inside his head or his heart! He’d seen the results of misplaced trust before. He’d known better. Damn her. Visions of a cat-eyed, black-haired beauty swirled through his mind’s eye, tangling with images of Annie writhing in pleasure beneath him. Flashes of Simon Pettigrew’s bloodied body mingled with memories of his own horrible ride through the jungle on the end of a cable. Annie’s cable.

When he turned back to her, his face felt chiseled from granite. Granite that was cracking under the strain of holding back his emotions.

“What else have you lied to me about, Annie? Has everything that’s happened between us been just a ploy to make sure I got your precious butt out of here in one piece?”

She stared at him in shock. “Give me a break. You know darn well I wasn’t faking what happened between us.”

“Do I?”

She stared him down defiantly. “You tell me, Tom Folly.”

He closed his eyes for a pained moment. “That’s the problem with trying to live up to our code. We trust completely until you blow our trust, and then we distrust completely.”

A look of panic spread slowly across her lovely, deceitful features. The Special Forces commander within him noted that she was breathing too fast and way too shallow.

Everything they had between them was slipping away like sand between his fingers. How was he supposed to stand here and watch the death of the only real relationship he’d ever had? It was worse than that hellish ride underneath her helicopter.

From a distance he heard her say, “Okay, Tom. So I should have told you. I made a mistake. One little mistake. But it’s not the end of the world. Are you going to throw away everything we have because of that?”

He gave her the only answer he could with his throat locked up the way it was. Silence.

In the face of his nonresponse, her flash of anger seemed to fade. “I have never lied to you about anything else, and I swear…I
swear
…I’ll never lie to you about anything again.”

He couldn’t trust his voice to remain steady, so he took refuge in further silence.

Tears were running down her face. “Can’t you forgive me a single mistake? Is your precious code so inflexible that one screw-up is the kiss of death? Are you telling me neither you nor any of your men have ever made an error?”

She didn’t get it. This wasn’t about mistakes or forgiveness. It was about trust. It was about loving a woman and being betrayed by her.

He tried to explain it to her in a way she would understand. “If I sent you out on a recon mission and asked what you saw when you were out there, I’d base my decision to proceed on what you told me. I’d have to have absolute faith that you’d tell me the whole truth and nothing but the truth. But I don’t know if I can do that with you anymore.”

“Well, of course you can—”

The door opened and Tex stuck his head around the jamb. “Sorry to interrupt folks, but Dutch and Doc just got back.”

Tom whirled and left the room. There was no more to say, anyway. She’d lied to him and he wouldn’t—couldn’t—forgive and forget.

The government had retaken the Old Town sector but had been stopped about two miles north of the brothel.

They were going to have to cross the battle lines again tonight. Annie cringed at the thought of dodging more bullets and tanks, but she’d be damned if she was going to complain about it. Not after Tom’s insults about her not having the nerves to handle combat.

She’d show him.

Why did she care what he thought, anyway? He was a first-class jerk.

Except she understood his reaction. As an aircraft commander, she relied on her crew members to be honest with her, too. She also made life and death decisions based on what her crews told her.

Still, he could’ve forgiven her a single mistake. Everyone was entitled to one, weren’t they?

She was relieved when Doc wired her microphones and radios for her at sunset. She didn’t think she could’ve handled having Tom’s hands under her shirt and caressing her bare skin the way he had the first time he’d threaded all her gear through her clothing.

They waited until full dark to step outside, and then they spent another twenty minutes lurking on the bordello’s front porch while their eyes acclimated to the night.

And then it was time to move again.

Unlike last night the group stayed close together this time. Howdy took the point, as usual, but he was always well within visual range of the group. They moved in quick spurts from shadow to shadow, doorway to doorway, their weapons drawn.

Fear rode Annie heavier than any pack of gear could have. Her stomach wobbled like Jell-O, and her knees weren’t much steadier. Every little noise or movement made her jump, and she flinched every time she stepped on a patch of gravel. Only her spitting fury at Tom kept her moving forward.

Their journey took on a surreal quality, like a scene in a movie scrolling past her.

They’d been traveling for about an hour when they heard a quiet, distant rattling, like rain on a rooftop. The battle. Annie’s heart leaped into her throat.

The sounds of fighting grew clearer and steadily louder as they moved forward.

Suddenly Howdy gestured them to get down and then disappeared from sight himself. Tom grabbed Annie’s arm and jerked her down beside him in an alley. They waited motionless for an endless minute until they were sure they hadn’t been seen. Tom stood up, and Annie followed suit.

“Take this.” He shoved a pistol in her hand. She recognized the SIG-Sauer he’d shown her several days before.

“What am I supposed to do with it?” she whispered back.

His answer dripped with sarcasm. “Shoot it.”

She scowled at him. He’d been sharp and short-tempered with her ever since their little scene in the brothel. And it was starting to get on her nerves.

“And just who do you propose I shoot it at?”

“At whoever’s shooting at us.”

Shooting
him
was starting to sound pretty appealing.

“If we’re spotted, we all need to look armed and ready to respond with force. It’ll make you less of a target. Just do what I said and carry the damn gun.”

“Yes,
sir!
”

His hands shot out and grabbed her upper arms with frightening strength. He yanked her close to his nose. His eyes were dark and furious.

“I do
not
have the time to deal with an attitude out of you tonight. You do what I say when I say it and keep the crap to yourself. Got it?”

He was the one copping an attitude, but seeing as how they were in the middle of a war zone, and he
was
in command, she wasn’t going to argue the point. Not to mention she could get shot in the back as easily as he could.

The thought no sooner occurred to her than she dismissed it as preposterous. No matter how ticked off Tom was at her, he was honorable right down to his toes. She didn’t doubt for a second that he’d die for her this very minute, regardless of how mad he was at her.

Her irritation subsided. “I’m sorry. You’re right. I’ll stay out of your way and follow orders.”

He gave her a surprised look and then a short nod.

From her experience with men, that might be as close as he ever got to acknowledging her apology. She accepted it for the small victory that it was.

Howdy’s whispered voice interrupted her thoughts. “We’ve run up on the tail of an army patrol. They’re clearing buildings about three hundred meters in front of us.”

Tom murmured back, “Are they posting a tail-end Charlie to watch their six?”

“Nope.”

Tom muttered, “Idiots. Can we tag along behind them?”

“If we’re quiet, we…”

Howdy’s transmission stopped and Annie’s heart jumped in fear. The sound of a single shot rang out somewhere ahead of them.

Tom whispered, “Howdy?”

“Sniper. Aiming at our army patrol. Sorry ’bout that. Had to take him out,” Howdy answered casually.

“How much cover are these boys going to need?”

“Truckloads,” Howdy answered. “I could use another pair of eyeballs up here. These army troops are real green. They’re going to need a lot of help from us to stay alive.”

“Tex?” Tom murmured.

“On my way, boss.”

They held their position for another ten minutes or so and then began a strange game of tag with the army patrol in front of them. The Gavronese Army soldiers acted as unwitting bait to draw out lurking rebels, whom Howdy and Tex then knocked out with cool efficiency.

Annie wondered if the army patrol had any idea how many times they should have died over the course of the next hour. Probably not.

It was nearly midnight when the army patrol peeled off, leaving Annie and the others perched on the edge of the front lines. Howdy and Tex rejoined the group as they huddled behind a burned-out minivan.

“How’s it looking?” Tom asked.

Annie flinched. This was one of those moments he’d talked about earlier, where he was going to make life-and-death decisions based on what his guys told him.

Howdy and Tex exchanged glances, but it was Tex who answered. “We don’t see any way through the lines except brute force. I think we’re gonna have to shoot our way out of this one.”

“Damn.” Tom’s gaze flickered her way for the barest instant. He sighed. “Well, we’re in good shape for ammo as long as this doesn’t take more than about ten minutes.”

Tex drawled, “If we’re not through in three minutes, we ain’t gonna need more lead than that.”

“Howdy, go find us a good spot to punch through. The rest of you, lock and load.”

Annie watched on in disbelief as the men around her calmly prepared to engage in combat. It was really going to happen. She was about to land in the middle of a no-kidding firefight.

Tom pressed several clips for her pistol into her hand. “Take one shot at a time, nice and slow. Pick a target, let out a deep breath, aim and then pull smoothly through the trigger. Count to three before you pick another target. This isn’t a John Wayne movie. Accuracy counts over speed. Got it?”

“Got it.”

He asked her calmly, “Are you going to panic on me?”

She answered just as calmly. “In pilot training the folks who panicked in a pinch got washed out in a hurry. I’ll hold it together.”

She would hold it together until this was all over.
Then
she’d go to pieces.

Howdy’s voice tickled her ear. “I’ve got it, gang. It’s a sweet little alley with tons of cover and one dead rebel patrol at its far end.”

He’d no doubt provided the latter convenience himself.

“I’m at your ten o’clock, range 150 meters. Stick to the storefronts on the left side of the street until you pass the busted-up personnel carrier. I’m about ten meters beyond that on your left.”

“When’s contact?” Tom asked.

Annie cast back through the lessons in lingo Tom had given her a lifetime ago in the apartment. He was asking when they’d have to start shooting.

“Other end of the alley. If we press ahead about two blocks, we should have smooth sailing from there.”

“Let’s move out.”

Annie followed Tom’s order and jumped to her feet. Terror tangled itself around her feet and she stumbled into him. He steadied her with a rough hand to the shoulder.

“You okay?”

She nodded at him.

“Stick to my back like glue. I’ll take care of you.”

It might be a war zone, and it might be his job, but those were possibly the nicest words she’d ever heard from Tom. A soothing warmth spread through her. He
would
take care of her, and they
would
get through this nightmare together.

Tom’s crouching silhouette darted forward into the open. She took a deep breath and then she followed him into hell.

Chapter 13

G
unfire exploded and bullets rained around them the second they left the alley. Government troops peppered the air around them with gunfire. Annie was hard-pressed to keep up with Tom as he zigzagged his way along the sidewalk. How he managed to aim his rifle and return fire over his shoulder was beyond her.

She counted herself lucky not to have dropped her own weapon, let alone to have fired it. Only the thought of accidentally shooting Tom in the back kept her numb fingers clutched around the pistol’s cold steel.

“Get down!” Tom shouted suddenly.

A whooshing noise streaked past her and an explosion rocked the building behind her. Fierce heat licked her back. She was knocked flat on her face.

Instantly Tom was beside her, half lying on top of her. His hands roamed frantically over her shoulders and arms, probing for injuries. “Are you hurt?”

There was no mistaking the ragged concern in his voice. The rest of her grew as warm as her back.

“I’m fine. How about you?”

“Me? I’m fine.” He sounded surprised that she asked. “If you’re ready, angel, let’s go. We don’t want to get left behind.”

He’d called her angel. It was tempting to just lie here and make like an ostrich. But burying her head wouldn’t make the war disappear. She nodded at him.

“On the count of three, run as fast as you can for that storefront over there.”

She looked where he pointed and saw the dark cavern of a blown-out store.

“One. Two. Three!”

She leaped up and ran as fast as her legs would carry her. When bullets started popping into the concrete around her, her feet somehow moved even faster. She dived to the ground behind a wheelbarrow-sized chunk of concrete at the store’s entrance.

Tom was already stretched out flat behind the large block, a machine gun propped against his cheek. An aura of eerie calm surrounded him. He was shooting methodically in short, controlled bursts. Annie’s gaze followed the direction of his rifle barrel to where government soldiers were dropping systematically to the ground.