Read Beggars and Choosers Online
Authors: Catrin Collier
Geraint helped the butler to the sofa and poured him a glass of brandy. He looked across at Lloyd.
âWould you call one of the footmen?'
Lloyd held Geraint's look for a moment, then left the room.
Numbed by Edyth's death, Sali was forced to set aside her own grief to comfort Mari, Jenkins, her aunt's housekeeper, maids and footmen, most of whom had spent all their working lives in Ynysangharad House.
Not wanting to entrust her aunt's body to strangers, she and Mari washed Edyth and laid her out. Afterwards, they dressed her in the hand-stitched, beautifully embroidered brushed cotton grave clothes Edyth had made for herself after her children had died. There was a gown that proved too large and long for her shrunken body, a white shawl, a cap with streamers and a pair of fine white silk stockings. When they finished, Sali combed out her aunt's long white hair, laid it over her shoulders and sprinkled it with lavender water before placing the cap on her head.
They changed the sheets and pillowcases and laid Edyth in the centre of the four-poster bed in which she had slept as a bride, and where she had given birth to the children destined to live such short lives.
The light had faded by the time they finished. Sali lit the candles on the bedside tables and sent Mari to get the massive four-foot wooden candlesticks from the dining room. She placed two at the head and two at the foot of the bed.
âMaster Geraint asked me to tell you that the undertaker is here, and he'll be leaving soon,' Mari whispered as she returned with more candles for the bedside tables to replace the ones that would burn out before morning. âBut I told him that someone has to sit with Mrs James.'
âYou and Jenkins can sit with her.' Sali hadn't intended to sound brusque but she was overwhelmed by the demands being made of her. And there was so much more to be done. She had to apologise to Lloyd for her brother's attitude, fetch Harry, organise funerals for her aunt and Mansel ...
âWe're servants, Miss Sali.'
âJenkins worked for Aunt Edyth for over sixty years and although you were only with her a year, I could see that she loved you,' she added in a marginally softer tone. âGeraint and I will pay our respects as soon as we have finished making the arrangements for the funeral. I'll send Jenkins up.' Sali left the room, closed the door and took a moment to remember her aunt, not as she was, lying stiff and cold in her bed, but smiling, happy, full of life and mischievous plans to thwart her Uncle Morgan, just as she had been when she and Mansel had announced their engagement.
She opened her eyes and had a sudden image of Edyth walking down the stairs, her widow's dress trailing behind her, the scent of lavender water clouding her wake, her voice soft, silvery as she called to Jenkins. It was so real, so tangible, she could almost believe she wasn't dead. She placed her hand on the doorknob. It wasn't easy to resist the temptation to return to the room but she squared her shoulders and walked down the stairs into the hall.
If anything there were even more people there than when she and Lloyd had arrived. The maids were clearing the dining room table of leftover food and dishes, and the footmen were moving furniture out of the morning room into the study under the direction of the undertaker's assistant.
There was no sign of the police, or she noted despondently, Lloyd. But Mr Jenkins was standing looking lost and solitary at the foot of the stairs.
âMr Jenkins? Mr Jenkins?' She had to repeat his name before he gave her his attention and she noticed that his eyes were red-lined, rheumy and glazed with tears. âWould you please watch over Mrs James with Mari?'
âThat is not my place, Miss Sali.'
âI can think of no one more appropriate, Mr Jenkins. You knew my aunt longer than anyone else in the house.'
âIf you insist, Miss Sali.'
âMr Jenkins?'
âYes, Miss Sali?' He halted on the stairs and turned to face her.
âHave you seen Mr Evans?'
âThe person who accompanied you here, Miss Sali?'
âMr Lloyd Evans,' she elaborated, so there would be no mistake.
âHe left the house shortly after you went upstairs, Miss Sali.'
âAnd he hasn't returned?'
âNot to my knowledge, Miss Sali.'
âYou wouldn't have turned him away by any chance, would you?' she demanded.
âNot without direct orders to do so, Miss Sali.'
âAnd no one gave you those orders?'
âNo, Miss Sali.'
âMrs James was quite specific in her instructions regarding her funeral, even down to the number of carriages and the hymns she wanted,' Mr Richards explained. Sali sat on the sofa in the drawing room. Geraint poured her a brandy and topped up his own, Mr Richards's and the undertaker's.
âAunt Edyth was nothing if not methodical.' Sali sipped the brandy and a weakening wave of warmth swept through her body. She had an intense urge to curl up in bed, pull the blankets over her head and go to sleep. But there was still so much to be done â and seeing Lloyd and fetching Harry were at the top of her list.
âThe last time we spoke about these arrangements, Mrs James thought there might not be anyone available from the family to bury her. Circumstances being as they were.'
âAre there any decisions left for us to make, Mr Richards?' Geraint asked.
âIf you opt for a double funeral for Mrs James and Mr Mansel James, apart from the inscriptions to be added to Mr Gwilym James's tombstone, no.'
âI think Mansel and Aunt Edyth's names, dates, and possibly
“Reunited in the Lord”,'
Geraint suggested.
âAunt Edyth would approve of that.' Sali agreed, unable to think of anything more appropriate.
The undertaker finished his brandy and left his chair. âI will arrange for a casket to be brought over this evening. Mrs James wanted to be buried in a coffin identical to the one she chose for her husband. Would you like us to move her down to the morning room tonight?'
âYes, please,' Geraint answered.
âIt is the room closest to the front door, so anyone wishing to pay their respects can do so with minimal disruption to the household,' Mr Richards added for Sali's benefit as he left his chair. âIf you don't want me for anything else this evening, I will leave now and return in the morning. You both look exhausted. It might be as well if you go to bed.'
âI have to go to the Rhondda and fetch my son.'
âSurely not tonight, Mrs Bull? It is nearly ten o'clock,' Mr Richards remonstrated.
âThe people who are looking after him have to work in the morning. Besides, I promised him that I would return tonight.'
âI can fetch him for you, Sali,' Geraint offered.
âHe doesn't know you.'
âBut if I told him that I was taking him to you, surely he would come?'
âNo, he wouldn't,' Sali said flatly. âI have taught him only to trust the people he knows.'
âIn that case, I'll tell Jenkins to order the carriage again.'
âDon't disturb him, he's upstairs with Mari and Aunt Edyth. I'll ask one of the footmen to tell the coachman to bring it around to the front door. Goodnight.' Sali shook hands with the undertaker who walked out ahead of Mr Richards.
âMy deepest sympathy, Mrs Bull, I know how fond you were of Mrs James.'
Sali clasped Mr Richards's hand a moment longer than necessary. âThank you, Mr Richards, and not just for being the first on the scene whenever there is trouble in the family, but also for trying to help me when I was married to Owen. You can have no idea how much your visit to Mill Street meant to me.'
âI was afraid that Mr Bull would hurt you after I left.'
Sali recalled the beating Owen had inflicted on her for offering Mr Richards tea, but said nothing.
âI tried to help you too, Sali,' Geraint protested after Mr Richards closed the door behind him.
âI know, Geraint. It wasn't meant as a criticism. And given that you were only a boy at the time and Mr Richards couldn't do anything to stop Uncle Morgan marrying me off to Owen, or to make my life any easier when I was living with him in Mill Street, it was a hopeless situation.'
âUntil you ran away and Lloyd Evans took you in.'
âHis father took me in as his housekeeper,' she corrected sharply.
âLloyd Evans must have loved that. Having the daughter of his old employer skivvying for his family. And don't try telling me you had help in the house. I know how colliers live.'
âDo you, Geraint?' she asked coolly. âDo you really? Do you know what it's like to work an eight-hour shift, six days a week underground and come up almost too tired to eat and yet scrape up enough energy to go on to evening classes to learn to read and write and all because you went down the pit instead of going to school when you were a child to earn a few pennies that your family desperately needed to survive? Do you know what it's like to try to bring up children on a wage that barely buys enough food for one man and only enables you to rent a hovel without running water? Because there are plenty of houses in Tonypandy that aren't fit for pigs to live in, yet have ten and sometimes more people living in them.'
âMy God!' He stared at her in horror. âFather always said that Lloyd Evans's Marxism would prove to be his downfall and now he's infected you. You've forgotten where you come from, Sali. Along with everything else that Father taught us.'
âYou mean his lessons on how to treat our inferiors fairly and justly?'
âPrecisely.'
âThe working class aren't pets, Geraint. And in general they are not inferior and in some cases a damned sight superior to the middle and upper classes. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm exhausted and I have to get my son.'
Realising from her swearing that she was overwrought, he said, âI'm coming with you.'
âPlease yourself, but don't mention Lloyd Evans on the way, or go into his house. The Evanses have been my family for the past year and I would hate to have to apologise for my own brother's behaviour to them.'
Sali dressed in her outdoor clothes before going upstairs to see Mari and Jenkins. They were sitting either side of the bed, each sunk in their own grief. She warned them the undertaker would be arriving soon with the coffin, before returning to the hall. After checking with the footmen that Lloyd hadn't returned while she'd been talking to Geraint, she went into the porch. Geraint was already there in his hat and overcoat, waiting. Although the gas lamps either side of the front door had been lit, they were turned down low and the porch and the front of the house were cast in shadow.
âThe coachman is taking a long time to bring the carriage around,' Geraint complained irritably.
âIt takes time to harness the horses.'
âSali.' He jerked his head towards the drawing-room window. âAbout what happened in there. We are both upset. And on the basis of what I've heard you've been through hell the last four years â'
âWe are both upset. Tell me, how are Gareth and Llinos?' She deliberately changed the subject.
âFine, when I saw them in the summer. You probably wouldn't know either of them. Llinos is quite the young lady and Gareth the young man. They have both settled well in school and they spend most of the holidays with their friends and their friends' parents. But then, Mother isn't in a state to care whether we are in the house or not, and Uncle Morgan never did make much of a home for us. It was bad when Father died, Sali, but it became much worse after you left.'
âUncle Morgan ... he never ... never paid any particular attention to Llinos after I left, did he?'
âWhat are you asking?' Even in the darkness of the porch she sensed that he was staring at her.
âHe didn't try to hurt her?'
âHe hurt you?'
âBeat me when he discovered I was pregnant,' she lied. It was strange how it had been easier to tell Lloyd the sordid details of how Morgan Davies had raped her, than her own brother.
âHe tried to beat Gareth once. During the Easter holidays after you left. I broke the walking stick he was using to hit Gareth on his own back, so he beat me instead. I was so ill Mari and Tomas had to send for the doctor. I have no idea what the doctor said to Uncle Morgan but he never touched any of us afterwards.'
âYou were badly hurt.'
âThe wounds healed. I don't think about it any more.'
Sali knew Geraint was lying. He was no more able to forgive their uncle for beating him than she was able to forgive him for raping her.
âAt last,' he sighed, as the carriage rounded the corner of the house. He stepped forward, opened the door and folded down the steps. He was handing Sali inside when a shadow moved in the distance at the bottom of the drive. The horses whinnied and stepped back, rocking the carriage. Sali slipped from the step and Geraint grabbed her as she fell.
âWhoa ... steady ...' The more the coachman struggled to control the team, the wilder they became. The carriage rocked precariously.
Sali recognised the coachman's voice and it didn't belong to her aunt's coachman. She screamed to Geraint, âGet help from the house ...'
Before Geraint could move, the coachman booted his foot full force into Geraint's face. Geraint crumpled on to the drive. The coachman jumped from the box and hurled himself on top of Sali.
She felt his hands close around her waist and fought with every ounce of strength she could summon, clawing at his fingers and cursing the leather gloves that covered her nails. She tried to kick out at his legs and he flung her to the ground, face down beside Geraint.
He dropped astride her back, and his hands tightened, choking the life from her. She tried to scream, to struggle but the lamplight grew dim and faded into blackness. The smell of wet earth, horse sweat, manure and the scent of geraniums filled her nostrils. The last thing that registered was the pain of the gravel biting into her cheek and lips.
âSali! Sali!'
Someone was shaking her violently. She wished they wouldn't. She knew that if she moved she would be in pain and she didn't want to be in pain. She wanted to remain where she was, warm, fuzzy and comfortable ...
âSali!'
Not comfortable. Her lungs were on fire, every part of her ached, but her back felt as though it had been broken. She tried to breathe but her throat burned. She gulped in air and choked.
âSlowly, Sali, take it slowly. It's all right. I have you, you're safe.'
She was lying on the sofa in the drawing room. Lloyd was bending over her and she was conscious of other people hovering in the background.
âOwen â'
âOwen's gone.'
âYou killed him?'
âThe police have him.' When Lloyd had prised Owen's fingers away from Sali's throat he had been in a blind, murderous rage. But as soon as the footmen had rushed out to see what the commotion was and restrained Sali's husband, he had been too concerned about Sali to trouble himself with the man. But that didn't stop him from regretting that he hadn't killed him.
âIs Geraint â'
âHe's unconscious, but Mari says he'll be fine and we're waiting for the doctor to come and take a look at both of you.' Lloyd refused to address Geraint by name. He glanced at someone standing behind them. âIf her bedroom is prepared, I'll carry her upstairs. Then I'll go and fetch her son.'
âIt sounds like you had an eventful time.' Billy Evans poured three small brandies after Lloyd had given him a sketchy outline of the day's events. âJoey, take this out to the cabman and tell him he's welcome to come inside for a warm.'
âI asked him. He wouldn't leave his cab. He thinks Tonypandy is full of uncivilised striking miners waiting to steal his horse.' Lloyd took the brandy and sat in his father's chair next to the fire.
âHow is Sali, really?' His father asked seriously, as Joey went to the door.
âBattered, bruised. But,' Lloyd grimaced, ânot for the first time. I waited until the doctor had examined her. He said that both she and her brother will make full recoveries.'
âAnd Owen Bull?'
âAs I said, in custody. If they don't hang him for the murder of Mansel James, they can hang him for the murder of Mrs James's coachman. The man had been bludgeoned to death with a log taken from the woodpile and his uniform stripped from him. As Owen was wearing everything except the poor devil's blood-stained shirt, the police think he crept up on him when the man was harnessing the horses, killed him, then took his place with the intention of stealing the carriage and getting out of Pontypridd as quickly as possible after losing Mansel James's belongings in that card game.'
âYou'd think the last place he would want to go to was Ynysangharad House.'
âThe butler said the loft above the stable hadn't been used for anything since the coachman moved into the servants' quarters in the house after Mansel James's disappearance. The police held Owen there until the Black Maria arrived the last time he caused trouble at the house, so he knew it was empty. An old lady living alone with her servants â Owen probably thought it was the easiest place to steal a horse. After losing everything he owned in that card game he didn't have the money to buy a train ticket, even if he'd been prepared to risk it. Christ! It makes my blood run cold to think that I took Sali there today. He could have been watching us as we arrived.'
âYou weren't to know.'
Victor walked in carrying Harry on one arm, a small case in his free hand.
âUncle Victor's packed all my clothes.' Harry rubbed sleep from his eyes with his fists.
âHas he now?' Billy held out his arms and Victor sat the boy on his lap.
âWhat about Sali's things?' Victor asked.
Lloyd finished his brandy. âI'll pack them.'
âMam and I will be coming home again, won't we, Uncle Lloyd?' Harry looked wide-eyed and anxious.
âFor the moment, the important thing is that you and your mam are together. Now, don't forget anything, and that includes your toys. Uncle Victor and Uncle Joey will help you put everything in bags.'
âThe fort and soldiers have to stay. Mam said they were only on loan.'
âTell you what, Harry, you can loan them in your new house as well. How about that?' Joey opened the cupboard door.