Read Beggars and Choosers Online
Authors: Catrin Collier
âPlease.'
She filled his plate and set it in front of him. âYou're not wearing your working clothes,' she commented.
âWe keep them in the basement and dress and undress for the pit down there. My mother said it helped to keep the house clean.'
âNine eggs this morning.' Victor walked in, set an enamel bowl on the cupboard next to the stone sink and picked up a bar of soap. âThey're laying well for the time of year. That looks good.' He eyed Joey's plate.
Sali felt ridiculously pleased by Victor's praise. She had fried the bacon and lava bread together, the way her father had liked it, scrambled the eggs and fried the sausages with a couple of soft tomatoes she had found in the pantry that morning.
âYou'd like the same, Victor?'
âI'd like four sausages not three, please. I'm glad you found a use for the tomatoes; they seem to go from green to overripe overnight at this time of year. And before I forget, the dogs caught three rabbits last night. I put them in the basement larder. They taste better after they've been hung for a couple of days. When they're ready, I'll skin them for you.'
âI could â'
âThat's my job,' he said firmly.
Lloyd and his father came downstairs together. She managed to avoid looking directly at Lloyd while she served them breakfast and by five o'clock they were in the basement changing into their working clothes. She watched them leave by the garden gate as she washed the dishes at the sink. Fortunately for the clothes soaking in the baths, it looked as though it was going to be a fine day. By seven o'clock she had filled both washing lines in the garden with men's shirts and small clothes and was looking round for somewhere to dry the sheets when a remarkably pretty girl with red-gold hair called to her from over the garden wall.
âAs it's Tuesday I won't be using our washing lines, so if you want to hand over those sheets I'll peg them out for you here.'
âThat's kind of you.'
âNo it isn't,' the girl contradicted. âBecause if the pile had grown any higher, Victor would have asked me to do some of it, and I've enough to do with my own wash. And in case they haven't told you, I'm Megan.'
âI'm Mrs Jones, the Evanses' new housekeeper.' The girl looked so friendly Sali was tempted to ask her to call her by her name, but she was still unsure whether Lloyd had recognised her and if he hadn't she didn't want to risk jogging his memory by using her Christian name.
âI hope you last longer than the others, for my sake as well as your own. Victor and Joey have been calling round our house twice as often as usual to forage in our cake and biscuit tins. I've doubled my usual baking quantities and still can't keep up with them.' Megan took the basket of sheets Sali heaved over the wall. âWhen you've finished your washing, come round and have a cup of tea.'
âI'd like to but I have too much to do. The house is in a bit of a state.'
âYou can't work all the time. I make myself a sandwich and a cup of tea about ten o'clock, join me then. You have to eat,' she pressed when she saw Sali hesitate. âBesides, Victor ordered me to ask you.'
âHe did?'
âLast night, when he came back from rabbiting with my uncle and his brothers.' Megan filled one line and started on the second. âHe said you're a great cook but obviously not used to miners, as you didn't know how to cut a snap box. He wants me to help you as much as I can, because he doesn't want his father to send you packing the way he did the others. Not that they didn't deserve it. Well, some of them,' she qualified, pushing a dolly peg into the centre of a sheet.
Taken aback by Megan's candour, Sali murmured, âIn that case, thank you.'
âDon't kill yourself with that washing,' Megan advised as she gave Sali back the basket.
By nine o'clock Sali had finished the laundry, although more than half of it was in baskets and the tub waiting for space on the line. She was standing in the larder staring at the empty meat safe when a sharp rap at the door was followed by a shout of, âRodney's delivery.'
A young boy on a bicycle handed her a parcel when she opened the door. âMrs Rodney sent up pork chops, Missus, and said I was to wait for you to give me tomorrow's order.'
âThank you.' Sali took the parcel. She went into the kitchen and picked up the list she had begun to make. Yeast was written at the top; below it she scribbled, four pounds of beef mince, two blocks of salt, and two dozen rubber preserving jar rings. If she bottled some of the surplus vegetables in the garden for winter, the way Mari had done, it would save money. Then she remembered she was only the hired housekeeper. It wasn't her place to make plans. And even if Mr Evans kept her on, how many preserves could she make before she found her son and moved on?
âI've been here five years.' Megan sliced tomatoes and laid the rings on the two rounds of bread and cheese she had cut. âMy father has a farm in the Swansea Valley. The land's not up to much, it's forty acres of rough hillside grazing, but he keeps sheep, a couple of cows and a herd of goats. I have two sisters and two brothers younger than me, and the farm isn't big enough to support us all. So when my mother's sister died having her youngest, and my uncle asked if I could help out, she sent me here.'
âSo you're a sort of housekeeper too.' Without thinking what she was doing, Sali cut the cheese and tomato sandwich Megan had set in front of her into four neat triangles, then she saw that Megan had cut hers into squares and realised she was betraying her middle-class origins.
âIt feels more than “sort of”. My uncle's three brothers lodge here, they're miners as well, and there's the children. Five of them, John's twelve, Alun's eleven, and they've just gone down the pit. Dai is ten and due to go down next year. Daisy is six and Sam five.'
âA houseful.'
âIt is, even for a farm girl, but my uncle's brothers help with the heavy work and although I'm family, my uncle pays me the going rate for a housekeeper. Fifteen shillings a week plus keep, which is more than some would in his place.' Megan poured two cups of tea and pushed one together with the sugar bowl and milk jug towards Sali. âWhat do you think of the Evanses?'
âI haven't had time to get to know them,' Sali answered cautiously.
âI'm biased, but I think Victor is the nicest.'
âHe seems kind.'
âHe is. Mrs Evans's death hit them hard. They were â are, a close family and it was awful for the boys to see her go the way she did. Wasting away until she was just skin and bones. Mr Evans hasn't been the same since they buried her. He was such a happy-go-lucky man.'
âWas he really?' Sali had a problem imagining Mr Evans anything other than gruff.
âExcept when Joey did something he shouldn't have, which has been more often than not, since he turned sixteen. My uncle's a chapel deacon and he's always telling me that gossiping is the eighth deadly sin, but it would take a saint not to gossip about Joey Evans.'
âHe is very good-looking.' Sali bit into her sandwich.
âAnd doesn't he just know how to use those looks? We're the same age. When I first came here I spent all my time mooning after him. He didn't even go through the spotty, gangly phase most boys go through. But when I became better acquainted with the Evanses, I decided there was only one for me and, as you've probably guessed from what I've said, that's Victor.'
âYou're engaged?'
Megan's face fell. âVictor has asked me to marry him and I'd like nothing better, but my family and not just my uncle, my father and mother as well, are dead set against it. Not against Victor, everyone likes him. And my uncle and my father agree he will make a good husband, but he's a Catholic and they regard that as one short step removed from Satan.'
âBut if you love one another ...'
âI am only eighteen.' Megan collected their empty plates and took them to the sink. âSo, at best, we have another three years to wait before I can marry without my father's permission. And in three years, Daisy will be only nine. You can hardly expect a nine-year-old girl to keep house for four grown men and four boys. âAnd my uncle says he doesn't want a strange woman in his house.'
Sali thought of a sad and lonely eight-year-old girl who had been taken out of school to keep house for her two older brothers. âYou have problems.'
âSo, do you think you'll be happy housekeeping for the Evanses?'
âI think it's more a question of whether they'll be happy to have me housekeeping for them.' Sali finished her tea. âThank you for the sandwich.'
âYou must come again.'
Encouraged by Megan's smile, Sali blurted, âWhat do you think of Lloyd Evans?'
âI don't know him as well as Victor and Joey. He was working away when I first came here and he only returned about two years ago. Victor adores him, but he's quieter and more serious than the other two, more of thinker like his father. My uncle says he is the only management lackey he has any faith in.'
âHe is a management lackey?' Sali questioned, unsure what Megan meant by the term.
âLloyd's in charge of the repairmen in the pit and one of the few men trusted by both workers and management, even though he is a Marxist.'
âYou don't like Marxists?'
âTo be honest I don't know much about them, other than they think the pits should be owned by the men who work them. And even my uncle who hasn't any time for Marxists, because they don't believe in God, says that that is a good idea. âDon't misunderstand me,' Megan walked ahead of Sali into the passage, âLloyd's polite and nice enough, but difficult to get to know. Victor says most of the time he's at home his head is buried in a book. Why do you ask about him?'
âNo reason,' Sali lied. âThank you for the sandwich. If Mr Evans keeps me on, I'll ask him if you can have tea with me next time.'
âDo want me to check if your sheets are dry?' Megan asked.
âPlease, if you wouldn't mind.'
âI'll see you in the garden in a few minutes.'
Sali sensed she'd aroused Megan's curiosity by asking about Lloyd. She only wished she could be certain that he hadn't recognised her, or if he had, that he would continue to keep her identity a secret.
It was dinnertime on Saturday afternoon before Sali had cleaned the house to her satisfaction. She had caught up with the washing and ironing and had also managed to preserve two dozen jars of green beans and two dozen jars of carrots as well as make fifteen pots of jam from the raspberries, blackberries and gooseberries Victor had brought in from his allotment. She was working as hard as she had ever done in Mill Street, but she felt safe for the first time since she had left Danygraig House.
At the sound of footsteps on the basement stairs she lifted the leg of lamb she had roasted from the oven and set it before Mr Evans's chair.
âPandy Parade tonight, Mrs Jones. You looking forward to going?' Joey followed his father into the kitchen and lifted the lids on the pans on the stove. âMashed and roast potatoes, Yorkshire pudding, sage and onion stuffing balls, and boiled peas and carrots. You really do know how to please a man, Mrs Jones.'
âNo picking at the meat.' His father slapped Joey's hand away as he broke off a piece of crisply roasted skin.
Victor smiled at the bemused expression on Sali's face as he joined them. âMrs Jones has probably never heard of the Pandy Parade, Joey.'
âI haven't.' Sali set the last of the vegetable dishes and the gravy boat on the table and took her place next to Lloyd, taking care to avert her face from his.
âIt's pay night in the pits and the big shopping night in Tonypandy,' Joey explained. âThe whole town turns out and the shops stay open until eleven o'clock.'
âI don't need anything.' Sali took the plate of lamb Lloyd handed her.
âWhether you do or you don't, you should see it,' Victor coaxed. âAs Joey said, everyone turns out.'
âEveryone?' she repeated, thinking that if she went, she might see Rhian, Mari's sister or even, her heartbeat escalated to twice its normal rate, her son.
âCome with Megan and me,' Victor offered.
âI couldn't possibly,' Sali protested, appalled at the prospect of playing gooseberry.
âIf you keep Megan company when she looks around the shops, I'll be able to sneak off and have a pint with Joey and Lloyd.' The suggestion was that she would be doing him a favour.
âOnly if you are sure that Megan won't mind,' she qualified.
âShe won't, so that's settled.'
âTomorrow is your day off, Mrs Jones,' Mr Evans announced flatly.
âThere is a chicken in the meat safe. I was going to cook it for Sunday dinner.'
âThe chicken can keep. I told you on Monday that I don't expect you to work any more hours or days than we do in the pit. And this week you have put in a month's hours.'
âI really don't mind making the breakfast.'
âLloyd and I sleep late on a Sunday. Victor and Joey will be up early for mass but as they can't eat before church and Joey will probably take all day to make his confession,' he gave his youngest son a stern look, âit's anyone's guess what time they will be back. There's enough bread, cheese and cold meat in the larder for everyone to fend for themselves. All I ask is that you return before ten o'clock.'
âI won't be that late, Mr Evans, thank you.' If she didn't see Rhian, Mrs Williams or her son that evening, there was a chance that she might find one of them tomorrow. There couldn't be many big houses in Tonypandy and with luck, Megan would know them all. But she had to be more careful in phrasing her questions than she had been when she had asked about Lloyd, so Megan wouldn't get suspicious.
âI am glad you could come with us.' Megan forged a path for herself and Sali through the crowds and into the haberdasher's where she was hoping to buy a length of dress material. âVictor never says he's bored when he comes shopping with me, but I know he'd rather have a pint in the Pandy with his brothers, and to be honest I'd prefer to shop with a woman. Sometimes it feels as though I spend my entire life surrounded by men.'