Bed of Lies (66 page)

"You?" Allie doubted it. He certainly looked strong enough for manual labor, but that wasn't what he did. Not in a suit like that. Not with those hands. They were not the hands of a man who earned his living through hard labor.

"I rebuild things, actually. Old things. My company buys old buildings, restores them. Sometimes we keep them and manage them. Sometimes we sell them and buy more." Stephen took another drink of his coffee. "I find old buildings interesting. They have character, charm, I hate to see them torn down and replaced with modern ones that all look the same. I'd hate to see this town look like a cookie-cutter version of any other small town anywhere in America. Take this house, for instance. It's beautiful."

"I've missed it," she said, finding that she had and was happy to share this thing with him—a love of things old and solid and enduring. Did he see that in it, she wondered? That it had endured. That it had a history. That it no doubt held so many memories, so many secrets. She wondered if old buildings spoke to him, as she wished this one could speak to her.

"I haven't been inside in years," he said. "But from what I can see, the house seems to have held up well."

"I hope so. I haven't had a chance to explore yet, but Mr. Webster, the man who's handling my father's estate..."

"I've known him for years. He's a good man. You can trust him."

"Good. He said the place is basically sound."

"What are you going to do with it?"

"I'm not sure." Allie sighed. "What would you do with it?"

"If I inherited this house? I'd keep it. Sink a small fortune into restoring it."

Allie didn't have the luxury of that kind of money or time. The house was mortgage-free, but it had also appreciated over the years until it was, unfortunately, worth a great deal of money. Her mother hadn't done anything that might have minimized inheritance taxes, and she'd left hefty medical bills. Allie's father hadn't died a pauper, but between her mother's medical bills and the inheritance taxes Allie faced, she was a classic example of someone house-rich and pocket-poor.

She could not afford to keep the house. But she was intrigued by Stephen's ideas, enough to ask, "And then what? Once you'd restored it?"

"Live in it."

"All by yourself?" Or at least, she assumed he lived alone. He wore no ring, and he hadn't needed to tell anyone he wouldn't be home for dinner.

"Until I found someone to share it with me," he said. "I've watched it sit empty for years and imagined what I'd do with it, if I had the chance."

"You have an amazing house next door," Allie said.

"No, my parents have an amazing house next door, and I'm in the embarrassing position of being thirty-five years old and still living in my parents' home."

He said it with such an easy grace, she couldn't help but smile. "Cushy deal, huh? A great house? A cook? Free maid service?"

He nodded. "I'd be a fool to leave."

"Somehow I can't quite see you as a freeloader."

"Actually, I have a town house in Lexington. The city's been booming in the last ten years, and most of the work my company's doing is there. But my parents are on an extended trip, and they didn't want to leave the house empty. It's not exactly a hardship to be back here. I've enjoyed the past few months more than I realized I would. And I've spent a lot of time staring at this house. It's the kind of place a man keeps. A place where he stays."

Again, he'd touched a nerve. Allie found her throat suddenly too tight for her to even think about replying. She would love a place where she could stay, a place where she belonged. But that sense of belonging came not so much from the physical structure as from the people with whom one shared it, and by that definition, she'd never truly belonged anywhere. Except here, so long ago.

She wondered if Stephen could possibly feel that, too. That tugging of loneliness deep inside, that need to belong, not so much to a place but to someone. She would have never expected to find that in someone like him. She would have thought he was a man who wanted for nothing.

She looked up to find him watching her thoughtfully and tried to summon up a smile. He really had the most amazing smile. She wondered if he was consciously flirting with her or if he treated all women this way, if his natural inclination was to be polite and utterly disarming; wondered, too, if perhaps it wasn't a way of bringing people close to him but of keeping them away. A false kind of intimacy he used like a shield.

Did anyone ever truly get close to him, she wondered, and found herself wishing that she could. It was unsettling—to be so taken with him already, having spent so little time with him, to be so caught up in what she suspected was a flirtatious bit of nothing to him.

She was simply out of practice with the way things were between men and women. She'd been alone too long. The last few years had been busy, working her way through school, trying to take care of her mother. There hadn't been time for casual flirtations. Maybe that was why it felt so oddly sweet to be with him, why she was reluctant to let the moment end.

"So," Stephen said. "You never told me. What are you going to do with the house?"

"I haven't decided. It's one of the reasons I came back."

"What else brought you back?"

"I miss my father, I suppose. And my sister," she said, then admitted, "I don't even know why Megan ran away."

"What did your mother tell you?"

"It's so odd," she said, searching her memory, as she'd done a million times before. "I don't remember. Not exactly. I knew something was wrong that day we found her gone, but I didn't know what happened at first. My mother woke me up early and sent me to a neighbor's house. I think she must have worried about frightening me, because she was so frightened herself. She always tried to protect me."

Which was another way of saying she never told Allie much of anything.

"Megan didn't say anything to you before she left?" Stephen asked. "She didn't seem upset or angry?"

"My sister was always quiet and a little shy." At least, that's what Allie recalled. She looked up at Stephen. "You must remember her so much better than I do. You were... what? Eighteen? The summer she disappeared?"

"Nineteen," he said, carefully setting his coffee mug on the counter. "You're right. Megan was quiet. Serious. A little shy. I'd watched her grow up, and it was hard for me to think of her as anything but a little girl, which is not something a sixteen-year-old girl wants to hear from a boy. I'm afraid I hurt her feelings that summer."

"So the two of you were never... involved?"

"No." He laughed a bit. "Nothing more than friends."

She couldn't help but ask, "Did you ever want to be more than friends?"

Stephen went to the window and looked out into the rain once again. "I wish," he said carefully, "that I'd been a better friend to her."

"Why?"

"She ran away, Allie, and she never made it back. Whatever was going on with her that summer, it must have been bad for her to just take off like that. She must have felt so alone, like she didn't have anyone to turn to. I wish she'd come to me. Or to anyone who could have helped her."

Which made perfect sense. She imagined there must be dozens of people in town who knew Megan and felt the same way. And surely there was someone who did know what went so wrong for her sister that summer, someone who could tell Allie. Someone who might know why someone was looking for information about Megan's accident after all this time.

"It was just a car accident, wasn't it?" Allie asked. "You never heard anything else, except that she was involved in a car accident?"

"No. Allie, what's going on?"

"I don't know. I—I've just always had all of these questions, and none of the answers."

He took her hand in his. "You've lost too many people."

Yes, she had. Allie had to turn her face away, because all of a sudden the urge to cry was nearly overwhelming. Stephen pulled her to her feet, his hands running up and down her arms. They stood facing each other, watching the rain through the flickering light of a half-dozen candles. Allie was feeling cold and lonely and frustrated. She wanted the man who made her laugh over dinner to come back, wanted him to chase away the shadows a little longer and help her remember some of the good times she had while living in this house. So she wouldn't have to think about the bad just yet, about all the people she'd lost.

"I know what it's like to feel alone, Allie," he said softly, then looked honestly as surprised by his own admission as she was.

"You?"

He nodded, that sense of unease covered in a flash with the barest hint of a smile.

"You've lived in this town your whole life," she said. "Your whole family's here—"

"They are," he conceded.

"But... What? You're not close?"

"We have our differences," he said, like a born diplomat.

"Still, your family's wealthy. I'm sure you're successful, that you love having your own company—"

"I do."

"And that it keeps you busy."

"It does."

"And you're... You're..." she stammered, then blushed.

"What?" he said, the teasing tone back, the near-blinding smile.

"You know what you are," she said, irritated now. He was going to make her say it.

"You tell me," he prompted. "What am I, Allie?"

"Gorgeous," she shot back. "Charming. Confident. What more does a man need?"

He threw back his head and laughed, beautifully, and she found she wasn't cold at all, not anymore. And he still had hold of her arms.

"You want to know what else a man needs?" he said seductively.

"No," she said, a hint of self-preservation surfacing too late to save her. He really was beautiful.

"He needs not to feel so alone when he's sitting in his house late at night. Or even worse, when he has a woman in his arms—the wrong woman."

"You spend a lot of time with the wrong kind of woman?"

"Not anymore," he claimed.

"Oh? I suppose you're just sitting at home alone every night?"

He nodded. Sure, he was.

"Poor little rich boy," she teased. "And what exactly would be the wrong kind of woman?"

"You want a list—"

"Go through a lot of them, do you?"

"Not anymore," he repeated.

"Tell me, Stephen."

"The wrong woman is the kind who wants to be with me because of my bank balance or because my last name is Whittaker. Because she thinks she knows who I am and what's important to me, when she doesn't have a clue."

Oh, damn, she thought. He was either very, very good at this, or she truly had been alone much too long. She wanted to believe everything he said.

"What's important to you? Give me a hint."

"I may do that before we're through." He grinned again, his gaze narrowing in on her. "How long are you going to be in town?"

"I'm not sure." She'd be here as long as it took to find the answers she needed.

"I think we're going to have to see each other again," he said.

Allie blushed. "Just like that?"

"Just like that."

"You hit on all your neighbors?"

"I'm not hitting on you. Believe me, when I do, you'll know it."

She laughed herself and tried not to let the sadness creep in. He was leaving, and she didn't want to let him go.

"What is it?" he said softly, his hand warm along the side of her face.

"I don't remember the last time I laughed like this."

He turned serious, as well. "Allie?"

"Yes." She dipped her head so he couldn't see her face, the moment too intense, too touching, too personal.

"You don't have to be alone. Not while you're here."

Ridiculous tears flooded her eyes, and she was touched by the words. He was a stranger, and yet he wasn't. She could have sworn he truly cared about her, which was ridiculous given the fact that she'd spent maybe an hour and a half with him.

"You're a dangerous man," she said, finding the courage to look him in the eye once again.

"No, I'm not."

He tugged her to him, pulling her into a loose embrace. She fought the urge to snuggle against him, to bury her nose in the warm skin at that place where his neck melded into his shoulder. He was warm and solid and his mere presence reassured her like nothing had in years.

He most definitely was dangerous. He seemed to see right down to the lonely depths of her soul, and as much as she liked him, she truly had to back away, to remind herself she didn't know him. Not well enough that she should ever feel this close to him so quickly or tell him so many personal things about herself.

She was a cautious person, after all. A person who always thought things through carefully, who wanted always to do the right thing. She'd always feared that one little misstep might lead to out-and-out disaster, to utter chaos. She'd seen it happen, after all. She'd watched life as she'd once known it simply fall apart. And it could easily happen all over again.