Becoming His (34 page)

The next week passes quickly as we get used to the routine of classes and a schedule for the first time in a few months.

I
find myself at the track the following Saturday, still unable to sleep past six. I insert my earbuds and set off, working my muscles and disappearing into an existence of breathing and soft melodies.

Finishing, I gather my belongings and rest my hands on my head to open my lungs for more air.

“You keep quite the pace.” I turn my head slightly, my eyes still trained down, and see the familiar neon green and black tennis shoes I’ve seen nearly every morning the past couple of weeks. My eyes travel up to his face where he wears a giant grin that displays a single dimple on his right cheek and perfect white teeth. He’s undoubtedly attractive, with a golden tan and eyes that are nearly as dark as mine, and for some reason he seems a bit familiar, but I can’t place him.

“Sorry?” I don’t know why I just apologized, I heard what he said.

“You’re fast,” he says, running a hand over his hair in a movement too similar to Max to go unnoticed. I smile casually and sling my bag over my shoulder to indicate my departure. He’s fast too, though I have no intention of admitting that to him.

“So, I heard there’s a coffee shop around the corner. They’re supposed to have killer bagels. You want to check it out?”

I tighten my grip on my backpack and take a step back. “Sorry, I have plans with my boyfriend.”

“Alright, well I’ll see you later,” he says. The grin on his face doesn’t falter at the mention of boyfriend. I nod once and turn on my heel and head back to my apartment.

“I
don’t want to look like I’m heading to prom,” I instruct Kendall as she begins setting to work on my hair in preparation of a black and white themed party we’re attending tonight. Kendall grins and begins twisting and pinning sections of hair as she asks about how things are going, and I start discussing my favorite subject: Max.

Kendall shares about Jameson, and then the subject of classes comes up as she’s curling her hair into large waves. I’d told her about Nate being in my Philosophy class and had listened to her psychoanalyze Max’s response to finding out. It’s not surprising when she asks for an update on how things have been going with Nate.

I shrug nonchalantly; there isn’t much to report.

“You know you don’t have to hate Nate because I do.” Kendall starts out slowly. “I mean, we both know he’s a total douche, but you don’t have to hate him for me. If you want to tell Max the history there, it’s fine.”

I nod. “I know,” I reply quietly, fiddling with a makeup brush to prevent admitting Max already knows. I think most everyone we went to school with knows that Kendall and Nate hooked up and that he dumped her the following day.

“Hey you want to go shopping tomorrow? I need some new running shoes. This morning my right one started making a terrible popping sound.”

“You went running on a Saturday?” she asks, her face twisting into a frown as her forehead creases. “Were you the only person out there?”

I laugh at her disgust and watch as she sprays another wave into place. “One of the very few. I think a guy was trying to hit on me. He was kind of hot. I was thinking I could get his name for Shelby since I know she hasn’t dated anyone since she and Emilio broke up.”

“Ace, you don’t set someone up with a guy that hits on you. It’s weird.” I laugh at her expression and shrug.

“It’s not like we have a history. He asked me for bagels.”

“Yeah, but obviously he was interested in you, so imagine if he does begin dating her and the two of them hang out with us. Wouldn’t that be weird? I can’t imagine Max taking it well.”

I almost mention that Jameson had shown interest in me when he had first met me, but opt not to knowing she’s likely right.

“C
an you zip me?” I ask, holding my dress in place with my arm tightly locked around my midsection as I head into my bathroom where Kendall faces the mirror with her mouth popped open, carefully applying her makeup.

She puts down her brush and zips me then slaps my backside, letting out a loud cheer that echoes off of the walls, making me laugh. I turn around glancing at my reflection. My dress is black and strapless with a straight neckline that cuts across my chest, allowing only the hint of cleavage, but snug enough I can move freely and be safe from having any wardrobe malfunctions, or “nip dips” as Kendall so eloquently puts it. The dress goes down to my mid-thigh with a slit that goes up my right.

“Will you do my makeup?” I run my fingers along the compacts lining the counter. I wear makeup enough that I do a decent job, but I always wear makeup to enhance and conceal. Kendall does makeup as a statement and tonight I want something bold.

“You really are crazy about him, aren’t you?” she asks opening a small bottle.

“It’s a little ridiculous.”

“M
y God!” Kendall growls, looking at her phone once again. “Why doesn’t he put a god dammed ankle bracelet on me so he can track my every move? I told him we were on our way!”

I carefully navigate around some double parked cars and pause in front of a house that has the front door agape with people filing in and out. “It’s been over an hour since we said we’d be here. He’s just worried.” I glance around for parking, “Your feet are going to hate you in a couple of hours. Why don’t you get out, and I’ll park.”

“Ace, I’m not leaving you. It’s late, it’s dark, we don’t know the area, you’re in heels, and you forgot your phone … we have all the ingredients for a horror movie here. Jameson said he’ll meet us in the yard. I guess the house is packed,” Kendall explains as we follow the music and loud voices spilling down the block from where we parked.

We reach the driveway where more people stream through the open door, and I catch sight of Jameson standing like a pillar on the grass, searching for Kendall. His eyes grow wide, and his smile deepens as he sees her.

“Wow, you guys look amazing!” he says without even turning to see me. She beams and leans forward, pressing her lips to his.

“Thanks, so do you.” She runs a hand down his black button-down shirt and white tie.

“Where’s Max?” I ask, peering around Jameson at the horde of people filling up the room behind him.

“Inside. I’m under strict orders to bring you to him.” His eyes settle on my face, giving me a knowing smile. He nods his head to the side, instructing us to follow him as we step out of the way of more people trying to get in. “He thought you were ignoring him and got a little worked up. He’s fine now. Landon and Wes gave him a couple of drinks and now they’re looking for Wes’s mystery girl.” I raise my eyebrows and he shakes his head. I shrug as he takes Kendall’s hand and leads us into the house.

The place is packed. Loud music penetrates the air as bodies adorned in black and white move and sway in every direction. We’re swallowed into the monochromatic color scheme where it’s difficult to see where one ends and the next begins. Bright colored lights flashing highlight people’s faces and hands. I scan the crowds, tightly gripping Kendall’s hand so I don’t lose her.

A few stray hands grope at me as we make it further into the house; it’s difficult to know whether any of them are actually intending to do so. With everyone so tightly crammed in here, it’s very possible I’m simply a casualty.

Practically all of the furniture has been removed so it’s hard to tell what room we’re in. Eventually Kendall squeezes my hand and I look up from the web of arms and hands I’m working to avoid and see Max striding toward me, a heart gripping smile on his lips.

I release her hand as he grabs me in his arms, hugging me tightly to his chest, as his warm, familiar scent engulfs me before his mouth meets mine in a consuming kiss. His breath lingers against my mouth with the faint taste of beer.

He takes a step back, holding my hands as his eyes shine with a smile. “You look fucking incredible!”

“Kendall made me over.”

His eyes travel over my body several times before his head shakes. “It’s not the makeup or the hair. It’s just you.” My heart hammers painfully in my chest at his words.

“You look pretty amazing yourself!” And he does, dressed in a black dress shirt and black tie that make his eyes look a more intense blue.

“Come here, I want you to meet Wes,” Max yells over the noise. Tightening his grip on my hand and wrapping the other around my waist, he guides me forward.

I see Landon first, looking relaxed. His head tilted back as he laughs. Max’s hands tighten and I turn, catching his smile spread across his clean-shaven face. I glance back to Landon and see the owner of the neon green and black track shoes; his brown eyes alight with alcohol and laughter until he notices me. I watch his stance straighten as the same smile I’d seen this morning suddenly falters.

“Ace, this is my good friend Wes. Wes, this is my girlfriend, Ace,” Max says, gesturing between us. “I told you she’s the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen.”

“Actually—” I begin in an attempt to explain that we’d briefly met this morning, sans the breakfast invite.

“Get this, babe, he’s been stalking a chick at the track and this morning he finally got the balls to talk to her, and she blew off his playboy ass because she has a boyfriend. He thinks he’s going to sweep her off her feet and steal her from the poor sap.” Max laughs, obviously amused by this, and my heart staggers with nerves.

I look over to Kendall and can see that she’s connected the two of us as she gives a slight shake of her head, telling me to not say anything.

I lean further into Max and clear my throat. “Sounds like a losing battle.”

Max leans down, kissing me right below my ear. “Let’s dance,” he whispers, his lips still close enough they tickle my skin. I nod happy to have an excuse to step away while I process this situation.

Max leads us into the sea of people before stopping and pulling me close. I place both of my hands on his chest, where they travel around to his back as I kiss him playfully, pushing my body along his. Max’s hands run down my sides, resting on my hips as I turn around and begin moving with the music and Max. We dance for several songs, lost in our own world.

“M
iller!” I look up to see a couple of guys approach us with bright smiles. Max’s face lights up, and they greet one another in a half hug. Max introduces me to David and Eli, more baseball friends. I smile politely as they catch up, but eventually stop listening when I hear them discussing different women they’re looking to sleep with.

Thankfully, I catch sight of some friends and motion to Max where I’m going. He scans the crowd and then gives me a lingering kiss before I turn and make my way through the bodies to hug my friend Amanda. I look over my shoulder when she releases me and see Max engaged in conversation with his friends, his eyes focused on me.

I continue to feel his eyes until dancing bodies seem to push more space between us. After a while I head back to find Max and discover a small swarm of girls surrounding them. Some are dancing, others pawing, all fighting for their attention. I battle my initial impulse to escape and take a deep breath, carefully sliding between two girls. I’m thankful to notice the bored expression on Max’s face as his friends flirt back with the girls.

Max’s lips turn up in a relieved smile, and I watch him place his hand to a girl’s shoulder and mutter “Excuse me,” as he carefully moves to stand beside me. He greets me by pressing his lips to mine and a hand to my lower back. I thread my arms around his neck, pulling myself closer as his tongue slides against mine. My body bows, arching to press further against his chest. The kiss ends as we’re jostled by a group of people being too rowdy. Max releases a soft growl against my ear in protest and presses a trail of kisses along my jaw to my ear before he pulls back when one of his friends asks a question.

I turn my attention to the crowd still dancing around us. It’s a few hours into the party and a good number of people are already inebriated, while several more hang on the cusp of being so. Most people are having a good time, laughing and talking loudly, flirting as they dance and drink, but as alcohol creates fun for some, it’s also starting to cause drama as I notice a few girls trying to wipe makeup and tears from their faces and couples fighting publicly, not sober enough to care about their surroundings.

Max must realize I’m not paying attention to their conversation because he says a quick goodbye and grabs my hand, pulling me back in the direction we’d been dancing.

We begin dancing again. The music and Max invade my senses, intoxicating me as his hands slide up and down the curves of my body, making my nerves ultra-sensitive with the anticipation of feeling the warmth and pressure of his fingers. His pelvis presses against me, and his lips glide up and down my neck in hot lingering trails.

It all becomes too much. I snake my hand under Max’s shirt and watch his eyes darken and his mouth go a little slack as he reaches his breaking point as well.

“Let’s go.” His voice comes out deep and husky, and I close my eyes and nod. Max grips my sides, allowing me to navigate through the still packed house, continuing to gently squeeze my sides while lightly tracing along the line of my hips.