Authors: Abby Gordon
I believe that dreams come true, that there are such things as soul mates and that there is a crazy little thing called love.
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One look is all it takes for Enzo Saldana to crave her. One touch on the dance floor is all it takes for lust to blaze red-hot. His heart follows and he makes plans to spend the rest of his life with his English Rose—until she betrays him in the cruelest way possible.
Lexi Mayfield is best friends with heartache.
They’ve kept constant company since a bad decision and the resulting accident shattered her life and four others. Even Enzo walked out on her without explanation, forcing her to hang up her salsa skirt and flee the horrific nightmare her life had become.
One year later, Fate brings Lexi face-to-face with Enzo in LA, and one look rekindles their fiery lust. One explicit text message seals the deal. No talk of the past, no plans for the future – just no holds barred, soul-searing sex.
But when old threats resurface, can their passion withstand the burden of survivor’s guilt, the dark secret haunting her very existence, or Lexi’s desire to publicly shed her “prude” label once and for all?
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“C’mon, ladies, bottoms up!”
“Bottoms up? The way you’re going, it’ll be bottoms
out
before the hour’s up!” Lexi Mayfield shouted over the din of pumping music to her friend and bachelorette party honoree, Cara Saldana.
“That’s fine by me. I have a very nice ass, so if it wants to hang out, I just might let it.” The statuesque brunette rose, planted red-tipped fingers on the table, and performed an exquisite little wriggle with said ass, earning several appreciative whistles from the guys at a nearby bar. Fiona and Sally, the other two girls forming their quartet, giggled and joined in the dance. One sported a cheeky veil and the other a red halo. The catcalls grew louder, and Lexi watched the girls, buoyed by countless cosmopolitans, start an impromptu conga line around the table.
Friday night, and
Manjaro’s
, the latest “in” club on the London social scene, was packed to the rafters. From their center booth, Lexi observed the beautiful and not-so-beautiful drink, dance, and flirt, wishing she’d gone with her original suggestion of a spa weekend to treat her soon-to-be married friend.
Nightclubs weren’t her thing, especially the headache-inducing strobe lights and deafening electric noise that passed for music.
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paunches—performed improbable gymnastics to the throbbing music, alongside women in barely-there outfits. She grimaced, looked away, and shuddered as the short, comb-over guy at the next table gave her a lecherous once-over. Give her a salsa club with soft lights and sensual Latin music any day. Or better yet, the serene atmosphere of her favorite spa, which is where she planned to celebrate her own bachelorette party in a month’s time.
The now much longer conga line approached.
Cara whooped and swayed in front, leading ardent followers between the tables.
“Come on, Lexi.” She made a grab for her as they passed by the table.
“No, thanks. I’d rather sit here and watch you.” Lexi hated making a spectacle of herself and joining the conga line clad in the short, tight black mini skirt Cara had all but forced her into was definitely out of the question.
She cringed as Cara stopped, planted her hands on her hips, and glared at her. “You promised, Lexi.
You promised me a fantastic time tonight. These are my last days of freedom, for Chrissakes! The least you can do is help me enjoy myself.” Lexi refrained from reminding her semi-inebriated friend that she didn’t need anyone to have a good time. Cara could have a full-blown party in a padded cell all by herself.
Instead, she put down her mineral water and let herself be pulled up, her protests ignored as Cara forced her in front of the line.
“Now wriggle that ass and show me what makes my brother so hot for you!” she commanded.
“Cara!”
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it you English say? Don’t be such a big girl’s blouse?
Now move!”
Pushed from behind by the restless line, Lexi moved forward, going with the sway of bodies. She opened her mouth to explain that the expression was normally reserved for wimpy men not women, but stopped as she felt Cara’s warm breath tease her ear.
“Don’t think I haven’t heard you and Enzo going at it like crazed monkeys. You don’t fool me for a second with that Mary Poppins facade. Underneath those don’t-touch-me clothes, you’re a sexy little vixen.”
Lexi turned shocked eyes to her friend, frantically trying to recall when Cara could have heard her with Enzo. It must’ve been—
“The night of your birthday party last month,” Cara supplied helpfully. “You probably thought I’d left. I’d crashed in the back room. Your screams woke me up. For such a prude, you’re very...vocal in bed, aren’t you? Or was it your brand new status as my brother’s fiancée that got you so hot?” Her crude chuckle grated on Lexi’s nerves.
“Sorry if the noise woke you...” She flinched as the hand around her waist tightened almost painfully.
“If that’s your thing, then go for it, I say. But do you think you’re doing the right thing?”
“I beg your pardon?” The loud music made her think she’d misheard, but when she glanced over her shoulder, the look in Cara’s eyes told a different story. Lexi tried not to react to the mild venom she saw there.
“It’s easy to confuse great sex with love. And as much as I love him, Enzo can be a jerk sometimes. I mean, he’s not exactly the homebody type. He works really long hours. Hell, sometimes he doesn't come home at all, just sleeps at his club. You sure you 227
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want to put up with that?”
Lexi frowned. “Should you talk about your brother that way?” She tried to pull away.
Cara stayed right behind her. “He's my brother; I'm stuck with him.” She paused a beat. “But there's no reason why you should be.”
Lexi missed a step and stumbled as the restless dancers pushed the conga line forward. “Are you trying to tell me something?” Were the fears she’d harbored since becoming engaged to Enzo real? Did Cara hate the thought of her marrying her precious brother?
The younger woman gave a shrug. “I just think all this happened too fast. Maybe you need to think about it some more before you rush into a mistake you’ll regret.”
“The
same
way
you
rushed
into
your
engagement to Ian after only three weeks?” Her hands dropped from Lexi's waist and she stopped in the middle of the dance floor. “You think I'm making a mistake? Or are you jealous because Ian asked
me
to marry him even though you dated him first?”
“I’m not jealous and I never said you were making a mistake, but obviously you think
I
am by marrying
your
brother.”
Cara’s lips turned downward. “Maybe I'm giving you advice that I hope my own brother would give me if he thought I was making a mistake.”
“And does he?”
“No, he knows I'm happy with Ian.”
“And I'm happy with your brother, so let's drop this, shall we?” For several seconds, the mutinous look remained in Cara’s eyes. “Cara?”
“Come on, keep the conga movin'!” someone shouted from behind.
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malice accompanied the words and Lexi’s heart sank even further.
“Gee thanks, but I don’t think twenty-nine qualifies me for the recycling dump just yet.” Cara flicked back her hair, shameless at her insult. “You know what I mean.”
“No, I don’t. And I don’t think I want to know.” When Cara tried to force Lexi to resume the conga, she pulled away. “I think I'll go and sit down now.” Heart pounding, she returned to the table and swallowed a mouthful of mineral water. It wet her throat, but she wished it was something stronger. As designated driver, however, she had no choice but to stick to water. Unfortunately, it did nothing to stop the anxious emotions rampaging through her.
She placed the glass on the table and paused as she caught sight of her engagement ring.
Enzo.
Warmth calmed her anxiety.
Enzo, the love of her life. Her other half. Her soul mate.
She hadn’t believed such intense feelings could exist between two human beings until she met Enzo.
Four weeks ago, after only three months of dating, he’d asked her to marry him, and all her dreams had come true. Eastwell Manor was booked, courtesy of a last-minute cancellation, and her fairytale dress now hung in her closet. In two months’ time, she’d walk down the aisle, join her life with Lorenzo Saldana’s, live happily ever after, and make gorgeous babies.
A smile broke over her face. All of a sudden, she couldn’t wait to get back home, coax him round to her apartment, and have monkey sex with him.
God bless the day Sally had talked her into joining her salsa class.
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brooding figure in the corner of the main bar.
Having already met him and received his frosty reception at the house she’d showed to him and his sister that morning, she’d been reluctant to approach him again, even though his eyes seemed pinned on her. She’d watched surreptitiously as he rebuffed all attempts from the women in the class to seduce him onto the dance floor.
Tall, sleekly-muscled, clad in jeans and a tight black T-shirt, the word
smoldering
seemed to sum up the raven-haired hunk who’d watched with lazy amusement as she attempted the complicated salsa moves.
In the end, she suspected that he’d taken over her practice out of pity as she’d tortured the dance steps.
But all it’d taken was one touch, one look into his deep, green eyes, and she’d lost her heart. Well that, and him molding her to his body halfway through a particularly sensual move, fisting one strong hand in her hair and whispering hotly in her ear, “I’m gonna fuck the hell out of you tonight.” Of course, she’d slept with him that night, swept away by feelings so strong, Mount Vesuvius at full rage couldn’t have stopped her from claiming him as hers.
That he felt the same made heaven a truly wonderful, glorious place to be.
Except for the snake in paradise.
From the start of her relationship with Enzo, Lexi had felt Cara’s mild disapproval. She couldn’t pinpoint the problem because they’d seem to hit it off after being introduced by Lexi’s childhood friend, Sally. Cara hero-worshiped her brother, so her blessing meant so much to Lexi.
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Cara’s blessing. But why did she hate the idea of her marrying Enzo so much? Couldn’t she see how happy she made Enzo, and vice versa?
Lexi’s solitaire ring glinted in the strobe lights of the club, and her warm glow receded as she recalled how disastrous her previous relationships had been.
Take Ian, for instance. Contrary to Cara’s inference that she was jealous, she’d felt nothing but relief when Ian had turned his attentions to someone else. Although they’d dated for a while, Lexi had never felt he was
the one.
And frankly by the time she broke things off, Ian’s intensity had scared her a little.
Cara had struck a nerve, calling her a prude. Or at least that’d been the label hung on her before Enzo had showed her that gentle loving could also be red-hot. Her experience with Ian had left a bad taste in her mouth. But with Enzo, she’d discovered the true meaning of
making love.
A tingle shimmered through her and her nipples puckered as she recalled his hands on her just this afternoon. The dramatic cut of her blue silk halter-top had meant no bra tonight and the material chafed with a delicious pleasure-pain sensation, which caused her to bite her lip. Warmth flooded Lexi’s face as she acknowledged that no matter how often she made love with him, she always yearned for his touch. And as she’d come to realize, there would be no relief until she received what she craved—him between her legs.
She shifted in her seat, desperate to ease the swirling heat in her pelvis. The seam of her thong pressed against her clit, the damp material causing delicious friction. A moan escaped, but the sound was thankfully swallowed by the loud music. Eyes shut, she took a deep, restorative breath. Another hour, give or take, and she’d be with Enzo. He’d ease 231