Beauty and the Werewolf (22 page)

“Oh.” Bella thought about this for a long time. Elena waited patiently.

“You wouldn't be telling me this now unless you saw a potential for a bad outcome. Well…what story am I being forced into?” she wanted to know, after a very long moment while she sorted through
the hundreds of questions she wanted to ask. “No, wait. Let me guess.
The Monster in the Labyrinth?
”

“No, although that is a good guess. Sebastian would be both the magician that created the maze, and the Monster. But no…we think, and by ‘we' I mean a number of Godmothers and I, that you are being forced into one you might never have heard of. It's a tale of a nobleman transformed into a hideous beast until a girl agrees to marry him of her own free will. Very popular in some Kingdoms.”

Bella snorted. “I very much doubt that
you
haven't already tried having a young woman agree to marry Sebastian. You may be many things, Godmother Elena, but stupid is not one of them.”

“Thank you for the vote of confidence,” Elena replied, dryly.

“You're welcome,” Bella said, just as dryly.

Elena scowled at her. “You want to watch that sense of humor, young woman, or you might find yourself apprenticed to a Godmother. Yes, of course, that was one of the first things we tried. So whatever it was that turned him into a werewolf, it was
not
The Tradition. The Tradition might be making use of him to put
you
through hoops and over hurdles, but does not seem to have a lot of interest in Sebastian.”

“Isn't that comforting,” Bella replied sourly.

Elena's scowl deepened. “It should be. There is no place in the Maid-and-Monster story for the Maid to turn into the Monster herself. None.”

“Oh—” Bella replied, then “Oh!” as the import of what the Godmother had just told her struck her.

“Exactly. The Tradition will turn itself inside out to keep you from changing. Even if Sebastian had been infected by the common sort of werewolf,
you
are not in danger of being infected in turn.”

The news struck her like a blow, but one that brought joy instead of pain.

“In fact, I am going to advise that they not even bother to lock you up tonight, or at least, not in one of the cells.” Elena frowned. “I would rather you weren't anywhere near him, in fact. I am very much afraid that if they do lock you up near him…Sebastian will be goaded into more activity than usual. You may not be in any danger of turning into a monster, but you
are
in danger of being eaten—or at least, having your throat ripped out.”

“Oh…” Bella gulped. “Is that the story about how the werewolf always kills the ones—”

“Sebastian knows that one, too, which is why I am sure he is trying very hard not to like you too much.” Elena sighed. “Where are you in that mausoleum they call a Manor?”

“I'm down at the end of a murder-corridor with two other suites, both empty,” she told the Godmother.

“Pick up the mirror and take it out the door, and point it where I ask you to, would you?” Bella realized at once that the Godmother wanted to look for something, and obeyed without question.

To both their satisfaction, Elena located the trigger for lowering and raising a very stout grate of iron bars at the end of the corridor. “Drop that before moonrise tonight,” the Godmother ordered. “Just in case. I doubt he'll get free, but there's no harm in making sure you have an extra defense besides the door in place. Back to your room now. I have the salve, and there are a few other things I want to caution you about.”

Watching the Godmother push the jar of ointment through the mirror wasn't as unnerving as Bella had thought it would be. She wondered if a similar sort of magic connected the boxes that sent her letters to her father and his to her.

“Tell Sebastian that you know about The Tradition now, and that I told you. He knows, of course. Most magicians who are allies of Godmothers do.”

“So Granny—” she began, then blinked. “Wait. You mean I'm your ally?”

“Very much so.” The Godmother nodded. “Your value to me just rose by quite a bit. Now, just because you know about The Tradition, that doesn't mean you're immune from it. Far from it. You may not have the sort of power coming to bear on you that—oh, say, a seventh son or a Princess does, but now that you've gotten tangled up with Sebastian, you've definitely gotten its attention. The fact that you can see magic and you are coming into your power decades early tells me that. The one good thing about this situation is that there are so many different Paths this could take. The Tradition is probably very confused right now. So, I want you to be extremely careful and use these new abilities of yours, and practice the seeing of magic as much as you can. I suspect you'll be able to feel a buildup of Traditional pressure, or see the magic, when you're in a situation that's going to give it a Path to put you on. And if—more likely when—that happens, before you do anything, remember to think—try to remember if what is happening to you at that moment, or what could happen to you if you do something, resembles a story. And then, if it does, remember just how that story ended. Then decide if that's the way you want things to turn out—because they probably will.”

Bella rubbed her temple. “This is not at all comforting.”

“Would you rather I hadn't told you?” the Godmother demanded.

Bella shook her head.

“I thought not. All right, use that ointment, go tell Sebastian about our discussion, tell your servants you are taking supper in your room and lock that miniature portcullis down before sunset turns to dusk.” The Godmother nodded. “And tell your servants that the Godmother says you needn't be locked up with him. The
best thing you can do right now is keep The Tradition as confused as possible.”

Not at all comforting, Godmother,
Bella thought, as the image faded out.
Not at all comforting.

 

It had been an interesting lesson, the more so as Sebastian—with visible relief—had been able to relate much of what he had been teaching her to how the magic was used to steer matters with, or around, The Tradition. She realized as she listened to him, how this subject—The Tradition—had been what her father used to call “the dead cat in the parlor”—something that you knew was there, something you were going to have to make all manner of devices to avoid, but something of which you dared not speak.

Now they could speak of it, and if they couldn't exactly dispose of said dead cat, they could at least deal with it more efficiently.

She wished desperately, as he kindly but firmly sent her back to her rooms, that this had not been a full-moon night. She wanted to keep the conversation going. She had at least three dozen questions, observations, things she just wanted to say before she forgot any of them, and there was no time before sunset….

She explained what the Godmother wanted her to do and offered to do without Sapphire's help so that the Elemental Spirit would not be locked in with her—spirit or no, she had noticed that the servants couldn't pass through closed doors, nor walls, and once that grate came down, there would be no going in or out until she raised it again. But Sapphire wrote a very firm
“No”
on her slate, and Bella lowered the grate as soon as one of the others came with her supper tray.

And there was no doubt when the moon rose, because once again the halls echoed with the distant howls that sounded uncannily as if Sebastian was also sobbing as he howled.

THE THREE DAYS THAT SEBASTIAN SPENT IN SECLUSION
were not going to be as quiet as she would have expected. Since she had comported herself to Eric's satisfaction, he had ordered her servants to find all of Sebastian's outgrown clothing and deliver it to her. This she discovered when she woke after a not-very-restful night of listening to Sebastian howl, to find Sapphire putting it in her closet with the air of someone who would really rather have been doing anything else. And that the clothing itself was offensive to her sensibilities. How Sapphire managed to convey this, although she herself was invisible, was really remarkable. The clothing rose slowly in the air, dangling by the smallest possible pinch of fabric. It was then wafted hastily to the closet, and tucked up as far into the back as possible.

All except for one outfit of gray wool and moleskin, which was laid out for her to put on. Sapphire touched as little of it as possible. It made Bella want to giggle.

When she came down to breakfast, Sebastian was not there—which she had expected—but Eric was—which she had not.

“Huh. Whatever you put on your face, I'd like to get some,” he
said, regarding her thoughtfully. “The marks are barely pink. You look knackered, though.”

“Sebastian spent the night singing,” she said dryly.

Eric chuckled. “He's been known to do that, which is why I live in the gatehouse,” the Gamekeeper said, a little heartlessly. “Well, you'd better stay awake for a few hours, because I'm teaching you how to actually use that crossbow. And a knife. Not that you did badly, grabbing the arrow, but if you're going to come out to help me, I want you better trained, because clearly my reputation isn't enough to keep the riffraff out of the forest. I'll drop some hints in the city that I'm training an assistant—we won't need to worry about you being seen. I can promise you, there are plenty of eyes out there. If they think there are two of us patrolling, they won't be as bold as they've been.”

Bella was so astonished by this that she didn't even object to his high-handed assumption that she
wanted
to go riding out with him.

Not that she didn't…

After all, there was only so much potion-making that she could do, at least until the new supplies that the Godmother had promised her arrived, and only so much dancing without feeling guilty she was pulling the servants away from their duties.

She ate her breakfast as quickly as he ate his. And she noted the faint approval in his expression when she pushed away from the table at the same time as he did.

Like anything else, using the crossbow properly was a matter of practice, and a great deal of it, it seemed. Even at short range she was woeful with it. But at least, over time, she did get better. When Eric finally called a halt—“For now,” he said—she was finally hitting the target most of the time, as opposed to bouncing the arrow off the ground, sending it over the target or whizzing by to either side.

Her efforts with the knife were a bit more successful, perhaps because in the wake of being a victim of an attack herself, she was not particularly eager to be a target again. And if she went at this with more enthusiasm and energy than skill, well, that was only to be expected. He taught her how to hold the knife so as to prevent it from being turned back on her, how to get at it when her arms were pinned, when to slash and when to stab. He promised to set up a dummy for her to practice on. “I am not teaching you how to throw a knife,” he said, “so don't ask. There is no point in it. Learning to throw knives properly can take a lifetime—and all you would ever accomplish, except for the odd, lucky hit, would be to give your attacker another weapon by throwing it at him.”

Nor was Eric done with her for the day. After dinner, he took her back outside and put her on one of the horses. The real horses, and not her mule.

“You're going to learn to ride a proper horse,” he told her. “Properly astride. When you come out with me, I want you to be able to keep up.”

She nodded, remembering how her shorter mule had struggled to keep pace with his longer-limbed horse. She waited, bundled up in that warm coat, hat and gloves, while he went into the stable. He must have told the Spirit Elementals which horses to get ready, for they were out in a very short length of time.

She tried not to be alarmed, but it was difficult. When it all came down to it, she was, after all, a woman of the city, who walked nearly everywhere.

The beast Eric led out to her in the courtyard towered over her. She watched him lead it up to her with growing apprehension; it was a dark brown with a black mane and tail, and she thought it was looking at her with utter contempt, as if it knew exactly how bad a rider she was.

He tied it up to a stone pillar with a ring in it—evidently there for just that purpose—and laced his hands together. “Put your left foot there,” he ordered. “I'll boost you up into the saddle.”

Nervously, she got a good grip on the pommel with both hands and did as she was told—and in the next moment found herself flying upward. Somehow she managed to get her leg over the saddle before she fell off on the other side. It took a few more moments of fumbling with her feet for the stirrups before she could find them. The horse was not only tall, it was very, very wide. Much wider than her little mule, or the few “lady's horses” she had ever ridden. Already her legs were starting to hurt a little and she knew that she was going to need a hot soak very badly when this was over.

Eric puttered about both sides of the horse, actually grabbing her feet and moving them to where he wanted them, shortening the stirrups a little—which helped her legs—and pulling the belt that went around the middle of the horse a little tighter. Finally, he seemed satisfied, and took a long line that had been tied to his belt and fastened it to the horse's bridle. “Take up the reins,” he said, backing up. “You remember this from when you first learned to ride, yes?”

He eyed her critically. “All right. Here we go.” He clucked to the horse, and it moved out in a walk and then just as she grew accustomed to the pace, into a trot.

She was terrified she was going to get bounced off, and the horse seemed to be having a wicked good time at her expense, but she tried to do everything Eric said, and slowly, it all started to come together. The jouncing wasn't as bad…in fact, it slowly stopped being jouncing as she and the saddle stopped meeting painfully in the middle.

She heard him cluck to the horse again, and the beast stretched out his legs and went into a canter, which was both a relief, and ter
rifying. A relief, because it was an infinitely easier gait! But terrifying, because the horse was going so
fast!

Three times around, with Eric turning elegantly on his heel as he kept the horse moving on the end of the line, and it started to be less terrifying and more exciting. She hadn't fallen! And the speed—so amazing—

“All right, that's enough for now!” he called, and the horse slowed—slowed quite quickly, in fact, no more than a couple of paces at the trot before he was walking again. And then stopped.

Eric coiled up the line, walking toward her, then held the horse at the bit. He looked up at her with a faint smile on his face. He didn't look nearly as intimidating with that expression on his face, and with her looking down on him. “Not bad. At least whoever instructed you the first time didn't give you any bad habits.”

She didn't answer; she just swung her leg over the pommel of the saddle and slid—a bit painfully—down to the ground.

“Here.” He had pulled the reins over the horse's head; now he thrust them into her hands again. “Walk him cool—it won't take long. A good rider never lets his horse stand after he's broken a sweat until he's cooled down naturally. It'll help you work out some of those cramps, too.”

So she limped around the courtyard under his critical eye, until he judged the horse ready to go back to the stable. Then he whistled, and one of the Spirit Elementals came to take reins and horse from her.

She started to head back into the Manor, and noticed he wasn't following. “Aren't you coming?” she asked.

“It's a full-moon night so I'll be out for most of it. Sebastian and his servants are seeing to it that he's locked up, but if he breaks free again, we can't afford to take the risk of someone else being attacked. The next person might not be as lucky as you were.” He
shrugged. “You'd better get inside, though, and tell the servants to give you supper in your room. Preferably in a hot bath. Oh, and congratulations on not growing hair and fangs last night. Looks like you'll only be our guest for three moons, after all.”

“Erm…thank you,” she said awkwardly, and turned to go inside. When she paused at the door to look back, he was already gone from the courtyard.

It would definitely be an early supper, but she was ready for it, and was thinking quite strongly of trying to sleep early, as well. If she could, with the howling. She wrote her letter to her father and tucked it in the box before she let Sapphire lead her to the bathroom. By that time, she had begun to stiffen up. Supper in the bath had been a very, very good idea. Even better was the rather tall flagon of mulled wine that Sapphire brought her. The servant seemed to have resigned herself to Bella's male attire; she had taken it away with none of the theatrics she had evidenced when she had laid it out.

One of her own jars of liniment came floating into the bathroom as she got out of the bath. Wryly, she thought how glad she was now she had made so many…though she certainly had been thinking of the horses, and not herself, when she had!

With the liniment rubbed into her sore, sore legs—and the Godmother's ointment applied to her face—she climbed into her warmed bed, feeling just slightly muzzy from the mulled wine. The last light of sunset was fading from the sky, and Sapphire came to pull the curtains shut over the windows, and light the candles in the headboard of her bed. She had settled in with a book that Sebastian had given her to read yesterday, when she noticed that Sapphire was still there, holding a ball of what looked like beeswax.

“Wax?” she said, puzzled, taking it.

The slate rose.
“Ears,”
Sapphire wrote.

For a moment, she stared at the word, puzzled. Then it dawned on her what Sapphire meant. “All right, I'll try it,” she agreed, and rolled the lump of wax in her hand until it was soft, then divided it in two and stuffed it in her ears.

When the howling began, she could still hear it…but it was muffled, and she could even pretend to herself that it was far, far distant—the howl of something out in the woods, on the other side of the walls. Some wild thing, and not a man she knew, trapped in the mind and form of a beast… The intense relief she felt that she was
not
going to be suffering the same fate was tempered with pity for him, now that she could afford it. Two more months, and she could go home! But he would still be trapped here, a prisoner three days of the month—and right now, a prisoner every other day, as well, by his own decision.

Hmm. We'll see about that.

The book caught her attention immediately, however, and soon she was too engrossed in it to think much about poor Sebastian—because it was about The Tradition. It went into much more detail than Sebastian had, though that detail was more along the lines of how Traditional power worked in the world, with examples, and possible solutions to common problems. She noted that it must have been written for magicians, not Godmothers, because more than once the solution to a problem stated simply “call on a Godmother.”

She had to work very hard not to get too angry at this faceless thing that they called The Tradition, because of all things, she detested being manipulated, and this was manipulation on the grand scale.

Though if she was going to be honest, she would have to admit that she hated being manipulated in part because she did so much manipulation herself.
Pot calling the kettle black,
she noted wryly. Still…she'd never manipulated anyone but Genevieve and the twins,
and that had been to keep peace in the household. Someone had to, or Genevieve all by herself would wreak the havoc of confusion—not to mention shatter the monthly budget. And…well, she more or less manipulated the rest of the household. She called it “managing,” but there was some manipulation, too. But wasn't that what a good household head was supposed to do? You couldn't just order people to get along and expect that they would do it. You had to make them want to.

Oh, yes, there is another excuse. It's all “for their own good.”
Sapphire brought her another flagon of mulled wine, and she took a sip to take the nasty taste of truth out of her mouth. And another, because she knew very well when she got home she wasn't going to
stop
manipulating them.

Ugh.
Truth was not fun. And often not pretty.

But this Tradition is already manipulating them. I'm just trying to counter it….
And that was true—it was right here in black and white. When Stepmothers weren't Wicked, or downright Murderous, they were generally Vain, Petty and Vindictive. And Stepsisters were perpetually Jealous, just as Petty and Vain, and Greedy. All by herself, without even knowing what she was doing, she had mitigated all of that, so the worst that could be said of Genevieve was that she was lazy and vain, not even Vain with the capital
V.
And the twins were entirely sweet-natured and well-intentioned. Well, all right, she hadn't known she was doing all that before now, but now that she knew about the blasted Tradition, she could be more careful about what she did and how she did it.
Only for real good, not for my good, and certainly not telling myself that it's for their good.
It was going to be a very hard vow to keep, but she knew she was going to have to do just that.