Battleship Destroyer (65 page)

"Ok this won't do at all."
Jack pulled his arm out from under the Ensign as he crawled over her to let the Ensign sleep only to have her reach up and pull him down against her body, her legs wrapping around him.

She worked him into herself
with his cooperation, kissing his lips and cheek and working over to his ear. "Look all you want love, but if you touch I will kill you."

All Jack was looking at was the Ensigns flaming body
as he pumped away. Her breasts shaking around in time to his thrusts as fire flowed through her veins. Until she said something and he noticed the woman was again playing with herself and was getting into it but she was a dull energy source compared to the Ensign as her body went nova under him getting his entire attention The Ensign won out hands down. Jack did not even glance at the other dull woman again in his excitement as he finish. They both lit up the cabin like a flare for half a minute, so bright it hurt his eyes as he marveled at her, hoping the cabin was sound proof but not really caring.

She lay sprawled across the bunk passed out with no room for company as Jack slid off of her and onto the deck. Pulling up the blanket he kissed her sweetly on the cheek then
turned to his bunk and laid down pulling the blanket over himself and fluffing up the pillow. Laying on his side with a hand under his head on the pillow looking at the Ensign flagged out across from him. His body was dead and he wanted to sleep but could not, as his gaze started wondering.

S
eeing the electrical power and comm lines running around and through the cabins bulkheads, overhead and deck. He started noticing other things outside their cabin. Marveling at the people he could see around him on that deck and the decks below and above. The longer he looked the farther he could see. A person using the head on the deck above him grossed him out while the gals showering farther down made him smile. He could not help noticing people all over the decks alone in the privacy of their bunks copying the crewmen in the cabins next door or sleeping or simply playing games with others from around the deck. And then he realized that by concentrating he would zoom in on anything not too far away.

About the time he saw
the Ensign move he realized that his eyes were killing him from the unusual strain. Focusing on her he watched her swing her vain and nerve streaked legs as muscles moved under a ghost body off the bunk, letting her blanket fall away not revealing anything new. He suddenly remembered see it all when he was small as he looked at her in all her glory but found all he wanted was to hold her in his arms. Her radiating body stood up and lightly stepped over to Jack as he lifted his blanket, he slid against the bulkhead. She lay on her side next to him as she rolled half onto him laying her head on his shoulder with one  breasts across his stomach, draping her leg across his thighs and kissed his cheek and then his lips as he turned his head "Good night love." She said.

Jack slid his arm around her holding her
glowing body against him as he pulled the blanket around them both. "Night love."

"The morning alarm went off and Jack's eyes sprang open. Blinking
he looked around seeing the entire ship from the bow torpedo tubes to the rear engine tubes and every deck between with the waking and duty crews going about their mornings as well as the life energy pulsing through the ship. Staying away from the heads he started checking out places he had not managed to go when the cabin's lights suddenly flared on, blinding him for several seconds. "Godstar! Warn me next time. That hurt. Oh ouch. I was seeing all over the damn ship! Do you believe that?"

Chuckling the Ensign kissed him as she got up. "No.
Not a word. I am the one that was trying to make you remember and see, remember?" She stepped to the head in the corner.

With the lights
blaring Jack suddenly could only see the cabin. "Hey? What happened? I can't see anymore."

"Regular light is over powering your eyes right now. In time your eyes will get used to the other wave lengths allowing you to
kind of see a little threw the light if you want to." She said from the little booth with the head.

Jack suddenly realized he needed to go too and crossed his legs. As soon as he could he pushed past her still naked body getting a quick peck and hit the head.

Finally relaxing he started relieving himself then looked around the corner of the booth to see the Ensign looking at him. Suddenly embarrassed he turned red and everything stopped. "Ah. Please. I am trying to do something here. Don't you have to get dressed, put on makeup or something? Do you have to sit there naked looking at me while I…."

"Love
. I don't use make up and I have been watching you sleep most of my life. That includes going to the head as well as masturbating."

"What? I never master…" Jack slid the heads door shut. "I never did anything like that."

The Ensign smiled. "I used to strip in bed getting naked when I saw you start looking at your dirty pictures and playing with myself as you got hard and when you came I pretended I was in bed with you beating you to a bloody pulp as I came with you."

"
Godstar that is not a good mental picture." Then smiling. "You? A girl, masturbates?"

Chuckling. "Girls have needs too. What
was hell was when you would get involved with a new game or project and go for a week or two without and I would be ready to kill half my family and friends by the time you would get horny again so I could relieve myself with you. The only time I could for some stupid reason after I was raped. So tell you what. Just be glad I am not wrapping myself around you even while you shit, I want to touch you so bad all the time right now to make up for the years of hating you that I can't stand myself, instead of just looking at you. So feel relieved I am just looking at you in the head.  It is no big deal to me watching you in the flesh doing something I have been watching your body energy do for years. Not that I have a fetish but I just missed and hated you so much I just had to settle for just watching you when I could, no matter what you were doing."

"Oh shit! How long have you been watching me? You saw everything I have done?"

"No, watching is the wrong way to put it. Actually most of the time I was not watching you as like seeing and being aware of every detail you were doing.  I mostly just saw you as being there. Of all the people on board the ship, I just knew exactly where you were all the time without actually having to pay attention to you. Does that make any sense?  I am just so overwhelmed right now with emotions being with you.   Especially now that I can see and hear you in person. See you as a beautiful soft skin beautiful flesh colored person and not the flaming heartbeat, blood and nerves pulsing inside of your entire body. I just cannot keep my eyes off of your beautiful body with pale skin and your blue eyes and brownish blond hair love. I just want to drink in every detail of you right now. Even when you are on the stupid head."

"
Sorry but I am not used to being with anyone. I like being alone.  Especially when I am in the head or alone in my cabin playing the game. You saw everything all the time."

"
No love. I had better things to do than watch you 24-7 but when I was not doing anything or late at night especially after I was raped." She looked away from Jack. "When I was lonely I could not help myself. My eyes would wonder over to you no matter where you were and I did see a lot. Yes love. Even your girlfriends and when you slept with them I wanted to kill them especially the one that was sleeping with half the guys she met anytime even when she was seeing you. And when they broke up with you I wanted to kill them for hurting you while hugging them for hurting you. But what hurt me the most was how your family kept treating you. Especially your brother. I cannot believe or understand the lies I kept hearing about you though I started to believe some of them myself. I wish this sight was not silent pictures so I would have heard the lies and abuse. I just wish now I had forced myself to tolerate your family and especially your brother." Her voice dripped venomous hate as she said those last words. "At least long enough to be with you, to talk with you but I could not force myself to even step on your families deck even to see you." Tears started dripping down her cheeks.

Jack flushed and stepped out of the head closing the
slide door behind him. "You may want to let that air out for a while." After washing his hands he sat down on the edge of the bunk opposite her not seeing her reach for him as he walked past her, he frowned as he pulled the blanket around hiding his privates as he tried not to star at her naked body and huge breasts and shaved smooth slit with nothing to hide it between her slightly parted legs. "I am sorry but I am not sure about anything right now. I want you but I feel real uncomfortable being around you. No not you. I mean anyone all the time. I. I don’t know what I want. I just don’t. Ah. I want to touch you. Be with you. But I don't. I want to run back to my family but I don't. I am just used to sleeping alone, well with 3 other guys in a cabin but all we ever did was play games and talk about girls." Jack looked at her and then away, embarrassed. "But I just don't understand or believe what is going on. I thought you hated me for years and now there is so much I just don't understand." Jack continued looking around the cabin trying not to stare at her. "Can we slow things down just a little or something? I don't know?"  He picked at a corner of the bunk to stare at and did not see the terror crossing the Ensigns face. In time he would be able to feel that terror but not now.

Jumping up the Ensign started dressing.
"I am starving. Get…Ah...” She stopped for a second taking a deep breath then continued hurriedly dressing.

Jack watched her
back for a few seconds and started dressing as well. "I still can't believe what I was seeing last night and a few minutes ago." Pulling on his shorts he opened his locker pulling clothes out and slowly dressing. "I kind of remember a little about seeing things when I... We were kids. But it is so faint or more of an impression.” Shutting his locker. “You really have been seeing like that all along? All these years? "

The Ensign finished dressing and paused at the hatch. "Yes. For all these years." She bit her lip as she started to open the hatch then stopped. Turning she looked at Jack for
a second as he put on his shirt then started to leave but stopped again and looked over her shoulder tight lipped. Turning she stepped up to Jack, turned his head toward her and kissed him on the lips then as she walked out of the hatch she said. "See you at breakfast love. I am starving."

As the hatch closed she leaned back onto it and started bawling, tears running down her face. "Stup
id! Stupid! Stupid damn it!" An officer walked past her giving her a strange look but kept going. "I knew better than to rush him but I just did not stop to think. Damn stupid! Damn it!" She pounded her head on the hatch along with her closed fists.  The last thing she wanted to do was eat or for that matter go to the Officers mess full of lecherous ass holes that would flare up into beacons impossible to ignore at the sight of her stupid fracking boobs. Fact is, all she wanted to do was go and hide in the lowest darkest bilge hole in the ship with the fear that Jack would reject her totally because of her stupidity. Glancing over her shoulder she saw Jack almost dressed. Panicking she rushed down the passageway before he could come out and see her crying.

A few minutes before
, Jack had turned hurriedly pulling on his shirt to catch up to her and hearing a pounding he glanced at the hatch. Looking hard he realized that he could see the Ensign on the other side leaning with her back up against it facing away so she could not possibly be looking in at him. Smiling he turned back to finish dressing. Taking his time now as he relaxed knowing she was their waiting. He did not have to rush to catch up with her. The pressure was off not feeling like he had to hurry he started feeling more comfortable being around her. To enjoy having her there nearby without worrying about doing something wrong with her right next to him watching every move he made, everything he said, scared of doing something wrong. Finally ready to leave he stepped to the hatch, wanting to be with her again only she was gone. Turning he looked for her but with the bright passageway lights he could not see anything beyond the bulkhead and hatch.  Stepping out he started down the passageway as an officer came out of a cabin down from his.

"Oh Mr. Turner. How are you doing this morning?"

Jack was taken by surprise. He could not remember the officer but he was being nice and friendly and for the first time he did not feel threatened. Though most of his mind was still on the night before and the Ensign and not worrying about saying the wrong thing or caring if he did, so he slowed to talk with him for a couple of minutes while they walked.

The Ensign sto
pped at the hatch to the Officer's mess. Catching her breath she turned to look behind her to see Jack talking to someone in the birthing deck passageway. "What? That is not like him." She watched him walk with the officer down the passageway making small talk of no importance by the look of their expressions until the woman that had been in the cabin next to them the night before masturbating, came down the passageway and stopped to talk to Jack, again making small talk. Then the man continued on as the woman put her hand on Jack's arm and smiled stopping him from following the other officer, isolating him. "That bitch! How dare she!" Turning away she bit her lip clenching her fists battling back the tears. "No! It is good for him to be with others. He is coming out of his shell. Realizing he does not have to be scared all the time. Becoming his own man, finding his own life. That is good according to the books. But will it include being with her.