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I
kissed the tip of her nose. “Okay, angel, go ahead. I’ll think I’ll use the
bathroom across the hall and shower there so we can go to bed together,” I
said, and she leaned in and kissed me.

“Thanks,
babe. I won’t be long, I promise,” she said, and immediately grabbed a robe and
a towel from the dresser and headed toward the bathroom.

“Take
your time. Oh yeah, the tee shirt I brought is lying next to your purse by the
door,” I said and I turned to head across the hall, grabbing the spare robe and
towel on my way out. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the lights and quickly
turned on the shower head. The water didn’t take long to get warm. I jumped
into the shower and washed myself quickly. In less than two minutes, I was
clean, stepped out onto the mat and dried myself off. Slipping on my robe, I
turned off the lights in the bathroom and walked back across the hall to my
bedroom. I shut the bedroom door and locked. I walked over to the large bay
window that overlooked the ocean and opened it, feeling the coolness of the sea
breeze touch my skin. I then walked to the bed and pulled the duvet back.
Slipping out of my robe, I placed it on the chair beside the bed and slid under
the sheets completely naked. I didn’t have an extra pair of shorts to sleep in,
but it didn’t matter because I didn’t plan on either of us wearing clothes for
the whole night.

After
about ten minutes of listening to the waves crashing outside, I was starting to
feel sleepy from the relaxing sound of it when the bathroom door opened. I
expected Rory to step out wearing her robe or my tee shirt, but instead I saw
her walking slowly out of the bathroom completely naked with her damp hair
clinging to her skin. All thoughts of sleep suddenly were out the window as she
turned off the bathroom light and sauntered toward me. My dick went from soft
to painfully hard in no time as she closed the distance between us and slid
onto the bed next to me. “Hey,” she said, snuggling against me and wrapping her
arm around my chest, “are you tired?”

“Not
at all,” I groaned, and I pulled her lips to mine and kissed her deeply. I slid
my tongue past her lips and she opened her mouth to me, letting me in. Her soft
moans as my tongue explored her mouth made me even harder. I moved my hand down
her face past her neck and down to her shoulders. Her soft skin stared to
tighten and she had goose bumps as my fingers grazed the side of her breast and
down her sides to rest on her hip. I moved my mouth from hers and my lips began
to trace everywhere my fingers had just been.

She
rolled onto her back once I kissed her hip and I parted her legs as I settled
between them, nipping at her hip bone with my teeth. “God, Liam,” she moaned,
gently tugging at my hair as I moved my mouth closer to her heat.

“You
smell so delicious,” I whispered, my warm breath causing her to shiver.

She
bucked her hips up, and begged, “Please, Liam. Oh God, please.” I loved when
she would beg me, but I wasn’t going to tease her this time. She’d been through
too much tonight, and all I wanted to do was make her forget it all. I moved my
mouth to her clit and I lightly traced it with my tongue. She inhaled sharply
and cried out, “Yes, baby, that feels so good.”

“You
are so sweet, I could taste you forever,” I said, moving my tongue around her
most sensitive area. She grinded her hips into my mouth, and I started to suck
harder. I wanted her to come apart right there. I eased two fingers into her
dampness, her body clenching and drawing me in. I swirled my fingers around while
I continued to lick and suck hard until she was shaking and pulling my hair.
Her inner walls began to tighten, and she moaned, “Don’t stop, baby, I’m so
close.” I continued my rhythm with my tongue and fingers until she lifted her
hips off the bed. I withdrew my fingers and held onto her hips to keep her in
place as her body rocked hard with her orgasm. I kept my mouth on her clit,
gently nipping and licking to prolong her release. When she finally came down
from her euphoric high, she sat up and gently urged me on my back.

Neither
of us said a word as she leaned up and kissed me, her arousal still fresh on my
lips. Our tongues danced together for a moment before she started to kiss down
my body until she reached my throbbing cock. She took it in both of her hands
and began to stroke me up and down. “So big,” she whispered, and I could feel her
breath on the head of my dick, causing me to shiver. I felt her thumb rub
across the head of my dick and wipe away the bead of moisture that was seeping
from the top. I watched with wild, hungry eyes as she lifted her thumb to her
mouth and licked it.

“God,
that was hot. You make me so fucking hard,” I moaned, and she quickly moved her
head down and took my length into her mouth, causing me to inhale loudly. I
twisted the sheets in my hands for a moment before I placed my hands on the
back of her head and guided her. She took me in as far as she could until I hit
the back of her throat, and I swear it took everything in me to not come right
then. I had never done that with her before and I didn’t want to fire off into
her mouth and her not be okay with it. I gently lifted her head and she was
forced to release me, her mouth making a soft popping sound as she let me go.

“Babe,
what’s wrong?” she asked, her brows furrowed. “Did that not feel good for you?”

“Oh,
baby, that felt fucking amazing,” I said, and she relaxed. “If I’m being
honest, I was about to come in your mouth and I didn’t want to do that.”

“You
could have done that, I don’t mind,” she said softly. “You are the only one I
would do it for. I already know you taste good too from what little bit I’ve
had so far,” she said, and that statement alone almost made me come hard all
over the bed.

“Well,
we can definitely try that next time, but right now I want, no, I
need
to be inside you, Rory,” I said, and I laid her back on the bed. Her body
looked so beautiful in the moonlight lying against the white sheets. She parted
her legs for me, telling me she was ready. I covered her body with mine and,
holding my engorged length in my hand, was about to slide into her heat when I
suddenly stopped. “Shit,” I murmured, “I forgot to grab a condom.” I heard her
sigh as I reached for my wallet that was on the bedside table. I opened it, and
felt around for a foil packet…and it was empty.
Fuck!

“What
is it, Liam?” Rory asked me, wriggling on the bed in sexual frustration.

I
looked back at her. “I’m out of condoms. Fuck, I thought I had more,” I said. I
had never been this hard in my life, and I couldn’t believe my luck.

She
leaned up to meet me at eye level, and whispered, “Baby, it’s okay. I want you
to make love to me, and I’m willing to risk it if you are.”

My
eyes searched into the depths of hers, trying to understand if she was being
serious. “Rory, we just got engaged. I don’t want to risk you becoming a mother
before you become my wife, especially since you don’t even know if you are
ready for it.”

“I
know my cycle, and I’m pretty sure we are going to be okay, but I’ve been
thinking about what you said earlier. I do want to be a mother whether it’s now
or in ten years…I’m not scared anymore. When you said all that stuff to me on
the beach about having kids, I pictured myself with a belly under that ACDC tee
shirt, and having your child growing inside me. You made my heart melt with
that image, Liam, and I just want you to know that I want that too…to have our
baby. But, if you don’t want that or you’re scared or you think it’s too soon,
I understand, and we can just wait…” her voice trailing off. She looked down
and began playing with the sheets with her hands.

My
chest suddenly felt tight, and warmth spread through me. I most definitely
wasn’t scared of having a baby with this beautiful woman. I swallowed the lump
rapidly forming in my throat after hearing her say she wanted to be pregnant
with
my
child. She wanted to give birth to
our
baby. For her to
even consider that after what she’d been through, I knew that she absolutely
meant it. I lifted her chin so she was forced to look into my eyes. “Baby, I am
most definitely not scared. I was only thinking of you,” I said.

“And
I love you for that, but it’s really okay. I’m not afraid anymore,” she
whispered. “Let’s jump.”

“Jump?”

“Jump.
Together,” she said, and she placed her hands on my cheeks. “Make love to me,
Liam.” We both moved together until I was lying on top of her and she parted
her long legs again. My dick, which was still so hard it was hurting, found its
way to her entrance.

“You
ready?” I whispered.

She
nodded and licked her lips. “Ready.” In one swift move, I slid into her and I
felt like I’d died and gone to heaven. I have never in my life had sex without
protection before, and it felt
fucking incredible
. She gasped loudly,
and her eyes went wide. “Oh my God, baby! That feels…so…a-m-azing,” she moaned,
and I saw a tear form in the corner of her eye.

“You’ve
n-never done it like this b-fore eith-either?” I asked, my words barely making
sense from the sheer pleasure.

She
shook her head, and stayed quiet, knowing that we were probably thinking the
same thing about how she got pregnant before…the condom must have broken. This
was yet another new experience Rory and I were sharing together, and I know
that if I died in that moment, I would have died a happy fucking man. We moved
together in perfect sync, both overwhelmed by the intense feeling of being
together with nothing between us. She felt so amazing around me, and every time
she would move her muscles would clench and it would pull me in that much
deeper into her. It’s like her body didn’t want to let me go, and I wasn’t
about to let it. I don’t know how long we moved and swayed together, because
for me, time stood still. I was making love to my fiancé, completely bare, and
there was a slight chance that this might be the beginning of our family. Life
could not have been more perfect.

She
started to shake, and I knew that she was definitely close, so I moved my
fingers down and massaged her clit, guaranteeing a mind blowing orgasm for her.
It didn’t take long and she completely shattered around me. I could feel the
wetness of her release flooding her entrance, and that sensation sent me
straight into my own, and I came hard inside her. When my body was emptying
inside her, she moaned loudly, and I could still feel her body shaking. Her
orgasm was pretty powerful because we both came down from them at the same
time. My body was utterly spent…that was the single most incredible feeling I
had ever felt. I felt like I couldn’t move, but I didn’t want to crush her so I
lazily moved off of her and onto my back. I pulled her toward me and wrapped
her into my arms, completely sated and satisfied. “Oh god, Rory. That was…”

“Beautiful,”
she answered, finishing my sentence. “It was so beautiful.” I kissed her
forehead, and she giggled.

“What
is it, baby?”

“I
was just thinking if I am not pregnant after that, I am most definitely going
on the pill because we are never using condoms
again
,” she said, and I
barked out a laugh.

“I
fully support that decision,” I said, and she snuggled into me. “I love you,
beautiful.”

“I
love you too, handsome,” she said, sleepily, and we both fell asleep with her
lying in my arms.

I
awoke to the sun beaming in on us the next morning and the smell of the salty
sea air drifting in through the large bay window. I felt completely relaxed. I
went to stretch and felt Rory still sleeping against me, her long leg
intertwined with mine. We were still in the same position we fell asleep in. I
smiled because while I should feel stiff for not moving the whole time I was
asleep, I felt totally rested and I hadn’t slept that well in a long time. I
leaned my face down to kiss Rory’s forehead, and when I did, she stirred. Her
eyes fluttered open and she looked at me and smiled. “Mmm, good morning,” she
said.

“Good
morning, angel. I’m sorry I woke you,” I said.

She
shook her head. “No, it’s okay. I love waking up with you.”

“I
do too. How did you sleep?”

“Like
a baby,” she said, and we looked at each other and smiled. Just then I heard
her stomach growl, followed by the sound of mine.

“Looks
like we both need to get up and eat. Especially you,” I said.

“Oh
really? Why is that?” she grinned.

“Well,
we might have made a baby last night, so it’s never too early to start eating
right,” I said, and she smiled at me.

“Yes
sir. What time is it anyway?” Rory asked.

I
reached out and looked at the display on my cell phone. “It’s eight thirty. I
bet Mom has an amazing breakfast waiting for everyone downstairs.”

“Okay,
well, let’s get up and get dressed. I don’t want to keep her waiting,” Rory
said, and she slowly moved off me and rose up out of the bed. She walked over
to the chair by the door where her blue dress laid about to head into the
bathroom to get dressed when we heard a knock at the door. She froze and ran to
the bathroom. “Liam, get the door! I’m kind of naked!” she whispered loudly and
she shut the door behind her. I smiled and slid on my boxers and opened the
door. The maid was standing there holding a neatly folded pile of clothes.