Authors: Emma Darcy
“You made these?”
Her lashes lifted. “Yes.” She stood very still, her eyes alert, reminding him of a cat's, watching what his next move would be.
He smiled. “Your own designs?”
“Yes.” No smile in response. A waiting tension emanating from her. “Are you interested in buying?”
She wanted him gone, which seemed so perverse it intrigued Jared even more. “You must have had training,” he remarked.
She shrugged. “I am now self-employed. Do you wish to buy?”
“You come from Brazil, I'm told. Perhaps you worked with H. Stern in Rio de Janeiro?”
More tension. A flat-eyed stare. “Why are you inquiring about me? Who are you?”
“Jared King. I head the Picard Pearl Company here in Broome. I've been looking for someone. Someone special. Youâ¦I think.”
A flare of alarmâ¦recoil in her eyes.
The personal element was backfiring on him. He instantly slid into business. “I want a unique range of jewellery designed, featuring our pearls. I think you might be the right person to do it.”
No hesitation, not the slightest pause or flicker of interest. “I am not the person you want, Mr. King.”
“I think I should be the judge of what I want,” he dryly returned.
“And
I
the judge of what
I
want,” came the sharp retort.
“It could be worth your while⦔
“No,” she cut in firmly. “I am self-employed. I like it that way. Now, if you're not interested in purchasing⦔
“I'll take the lot.”
That startled her. But after the initial shocked flash of disbelief came a hard-eyed challenge. “It will not buy you anything but this jewellery, Mr. King.”
“I didn't imagine it would, Missâ¦?”
Her mouth visibly thinned, wanting to hold it back from him, but her own intelligence told her it was too easily learnt from others here. “Valdez,” she answered tersely.
He fished out his wallet. “How much?”
She noted down the prices as she wrapped each piece in individual sheets of tissue paper, then added up the total and showed him so he could check it himself.
As he paid her, he also handed her a business card. “I am seriously interested in your talent as a designer,” he pressed quietly. “Pleaseâ¦think it over. Check my credentials. My contact numbers are on that card.”
“Thank you,” she said stiffly and gave him nothing more than the plastic bag in which she'd placed the tissue packets.
Having been comprehensively dismissed, he knew nothing would be gained by staying, but he left determined to seek her out again if she didn't come to him.
Two weeks he gave her, more than enough time to check him out and consider the possibilities and advantages in the situation. Not the slightest nibble of interest from her. Nothing.
He
did the pursuing and every meeting he managed was fraught with tension, her determination not to form any connection with him conflicting with the pull of an attraction she struggled to deny. It took a month of persistent angling and negotiation to get her to agree to submit designs that he could buy from her as he wished. Even then she kept her involvement with him strictly professional, continually blocking any encroachment on her private life.
Dancing with her at Nathan's weddingâ¦the intense pleasure of finally holding her in his arms, though not nearly as intimately as he wanted, her hands pressing a resistance to full body contact.
“Are you enjoying your visit to King's Eden?”
She smiled, relaxing but still maintaining a wary distance. “Very much. It is what one might call a revelation. A world unto itself.”
For once, her beautiful face was lit with fascinating animation as she listed her impressions of what she'd seen and felt throughout this outback experience. The flow of glowingly positive comments fuelled Jared's hope that she could be drawn into his life, could be happy belonging to it.
“And now you've met all my family,” he prompted, wanting some hint of how she felt about them.
An enigmatic smile. “Yes. Your mother must be very proud of her three sons. And pleased with Nathan's marriage.”
It was more an objective observation than a personal comment, frustrating Jared's purpose again. “What of your own family, Christabel?”
A slight twist to her smile. “I do not belong to anyone but my daughter.” A gleam of warning in her eyes. “It suits me that way.”
“You could have brought her with you this weekend.” In fact, it was strange she had not, given how watchful and protective she was of the child.
A slight shake of her head. “The family she is staying with is safe. I know them from the markets. Good people. Longtime local residents of Broome.”
“So you
wanted
to come alone.”
A mocking gleam. “I simply wanted my curiosity satisfied, Jared. Don't make any more of it than that.”
“And is your curiosityâ¦completely satisfied?” he challenged, acutely aware of his own burning need for all she withheld from him.
She shrugged. “How can I fully know a legend I haven't lived? The Kings of the Kimberlyâ¦a hundred years of building what you have here and in Broome. I cannot expect to grasp more than a glimmering of what it comprehends.”
The evasive answer pushed him into asking, “Do you find the idea of long roots inhibiting?”
She raised her eyebrows. “Have you found it inhibiting?”
“No.”
“It is very much part of you, isn't it?” More a statement than a question.
“Yes.”
“So you should stay happy with your life.”
The wry resignation in her voice stirred a deep well of frustration. Why was she keeping herself separate from him? Why couldn't she let the attraction between them follow its natural course?
“Is anyone completely happy without a partner to share their life with?” he demanded tersely, nodding to the bride and groom dancing together, just a few metres away from them. “Look at Miranda. Look at Nathan.
That is happiness
, Christabel! Can you not imagine thatâ¦want thatâ¦for yourself?”
He caught a glimpse of raw yearning on her face as she looked at his brother and the woman he had just married. For several moments an air of sadness hovered around her. Then she turned her gaze back to him and her eyes were flat, hard. “I've been married, Jared. My husband is dead but I still live with him. I will always live with him.”
“He's dead, Christabel. Dead is dead,” he countered harshly, unable to stop himself, feeling her vibrant vitality, the pulsing sexuality that aroused his so strongly.
“Believe me⦔ Her eyes bitterly derided his claim. “â¦you would not want to live in his shadow.”
He didn't believe her.
She wasn't a woman in grief.
He'd witnessed his mother's grief after his father's death. Christabel Valdez did not want her husband back. She wanted
him
, and be damned if he'd be driven away by a shadow.
Jared wiped the few remaining bits of shaving cream from his face and grimaced at the hard ruthlessness in the eyes reflected in the mirror. He'd been thinking,
Nothing was going to come between him and Christabel Valdez tonight!
But, of course, she would have her daughter with her, the daughter of the man she'd married.
He'd used the child.
Christabel may very well use her, too.
But he did have Vikki Chan on his side.
He smiled as he tossed the towel aside and picked up the bottle of cologneâPlatinum Egoiste by Chanel. He might as well use every bit of ammunition he had in this war, because war it was. And he was sick to death of fighting shadows. He wanted hands-on combat. Action.
His body stirred in anticipation.
Vikki was right.
He
would
keep at it until he won.
C
HRISTABEL PARKED HER
four-wheel drive Cherokee at the end of the street that ran parallel to the old Picard property. There was no road in front of it, nothing to disturb the view it commanded over Roebuck Bay. The house itself was considered a historic landmark, built by Captain Trevor Picard in 1919, the owner of forty pearling luggersâso she'd read in the museum records.
This was where Jared lived.
He was in there waiting for her.
Christabel's fingers stayed tightly curled around the steering wheel as she tried to steady her nerves. Ever since she'd accepted his invitation she'd been defying all the things she'd forbidden herself, wanting what he wanted, wanting to show him she did. She was twenty-seven years old and she'd never had a lover, only a husband who'd only ever cared about his own pleasure, never hers. She was sure Jared would be different.
“Is this it, Mummy?”
“Yes.” This was definitely
it
, Christabel decided as she answered her daughter.
“Then why aren't we getting out?”
“Getting out now,” she answered.
Alighting from the driver's seat and rounding the Cherokee to the passenger side, Christabel found her gaze drawn to the house where Jared chose to live. It was a big, solid old place. Other people with the accumulated wealth of the King Picard family might have torn it down and built something grander, more modern and impressive, and it would have meant nothing but a symbol of wealth.
Like the majestic old homestead she'd seen at King's Eden, this house seemed to stand for endurance, for something lasting beyond any one person's life and death.
It had been caringly maintainedâthe building, the garden. Caringâ¦everywhere she lookedâ¦the precise paintwork on the house, the neatly trimmed bougainvillea, the lustrous clumps of ferns and tropical foliageâ¦and the sharp realisation came that what was in front of her stood for things she could never share with Jared and what she was setting out to do was wrong.
Too wrong to go on with.
She shouldn't have accepted this invitation, shouldn't be here. Jared King was too good a man to be used and left, as though he was not worth more than a strictly lustful affair. Maybe that would be enough for himâ¦but what if it wasn't?
She stopped by the passenger door. Alicia was making an impatient face at her through the window. Should she get back in the Cherokee and drive away? How could she explain that to her daughterâsuch bad manners? Impossible. Yet to go ahead, dressed as she wasâ¦it was a tease, a deliberate sexual tease, meant to signal her willingness to end the torment of wanting. Jared would notice.
And she'd burn with embarrassment at the rampant wantonness that had led her into presenting such a provocative invitation to satisfy every physical desire they'd stirred in each other.
Alicia knocked on the window. “Come on, Mummy.”
She'd have to minimise the effect. Somehow. And leave as soon as she decently could. It had been wrong to give in to thisâ¦this raging temptation. She must never do it again. It wasn't fair to him. He was wasting his time with her, time better spent looking for a woman who could embrace all that his life meant to him.
Best to break the connection after tonight. Or limit it more than she already had, make Jared understand it was not to be. Maybe she could lead into that this evening.
Taking a deep breath to calm the inner flood of agitation, she opened the door and released Alicia from her seat belt, glad she had her daughter to come between her and Jared and determined now not to accept any offer of a bed for Alicia when eight o'clock came. No time alone with him. She couldn't risk it.
“Big trees, aren't they, Mummy?” Alicia commented, looking up at them as Christabel lifted her out of the vehicle.
“Older than any others in Broome, I'd imagine,” she replied, struggling for an air of normality as she, too, looked up at them.
The native gum trees had been planted in a row along this side of the house, just within the white picket fence that surrounded the property. The width of their huge white and grey trunks and the spread of the branches testified to the number of years they had stood, while undoubtedly other such trees had been cut down in the past to provide building materials for the township. They were also a testament to a family who looked after what they had, who valued deep roots, who were given to
long-term commitment
as naturally as they breathed.
“I like this place,” Alicia declared, happily taking Christabel's hand for the walk around to the front gate.
Her little face beamed excited anticipation and excess energy poured into an occasional skip to her step, making Christabel smile over the uninhibited pleasure being so naturally expressed. Alicia looked very cute in a lime green shift she'd selected herself from a hanging rack at the markets, and simple little sandals with seashells sewn on the straps. To Christabel's mind, it was much better for her daughter not to be a designer-clad little miss, filled with a pompous sense of her own importance.
She wished her own appearance was as artless, acutely aware that the cotton-knit weave of her dress clung to her curves before flaring into a flirty little skirt that ended mid-thigh. It was definitely a sexy garment, sleeveless, its low round neckline dipping to the swell of her breasts. She wore no bra and only a minimal G-string, not wanting to break the slinky feel of the soft fabric. Its dark red colour hid the nakedness underneath, but the obvious shape of her breasts and the smooth line of hip and thigh suggested it.
Despite the heat, she had left her hair down, readily touchable, rippling around her shoulders in a loose fall to her waist. Her bare feet were slipped into black strappy sandals, easily slipped out of, as well. On a black leather thong around her neck hung a copper sun disk, split in two and joined by a crescent moon from which dangled uneven strings of trianglesâall in copper, which had swirls of dark red through its polished surface. It was her own design and she liked the elemental nature of it.
She had been feeling very elemental as she had chosen what to wearâ¦
and not wear
. It was what she had wanted to feel, a woman meeting a man, intent on revelling in the most basic level there was between them. Totally pagan and primitive, she'd told herself on a wave of mad exultation, indulging the wicked sense of throwing all caution to the winds and having what she wanted, regardless of consequences.