ARROGANT BRIT (A BRITISH BAD BOY ROMANCE) (24 page)

STEPBROTHER
FIXATION

A BAD BOY STEPBROTHER
ROMANCE

“I can’t do this,” I told her. “I
can’t pretend like last night never happened. I need you, Madison, and not in
the way that a brother needs his stepsister.”

 
I began lifting up the hem, revealing the
creamy white tops of her thighs inch by inch until finally, I caught a glimpse
of her underwear. I pulled my cock out and nestled it against her crotch. I
felt my balls seize and I snarled in her ear. “I could blow my load right here,
Maddy. I could soak these panties before dinner, and your mother and my father
wouldn’t know a thing. You’d spend the whole night with my cum staining your
panties... That’s what you do to me. You make me want to do the nastiest fucking
things to you.”

Maddy shivered and looked up at me
with hooded eyes. “Preston… Jesus, we can’t. What we did last night was wrong.
I wanted it… We wanted it… But you know it can’t happen again.”

I pulled her panties open, letting the tip of my dick violate the space
between them and her sweet, soaking wet lips. I thrust, overwhelmed by the
sensation of being so near to her, of feeling my bulging head slip around in
her honeyed nectar. “It has to,” I whispered. “Every time I look at you, all I
want to do is get inside you again.”

I was so close. But Madison gently, yet firmly took me by the wrist. I
could see lust in her eyes, but there was something else too. Maybe it was
self-restraint…

“We can’t,” she repeated, and this time there was no “maybe” in her tone.
I withdrew and she let her fingers brush mine. “I’m sorry, Preston, but think
of what could happen if we got caught…”

I nodded. As frustrated as I was, she made sense. But dammit, I didn’t
want her to make sense! All I wanted was to throw caution to the wind and bury
myself in my darling little stepsister.

She fixed her skirt and helped tuck my cock back inside my pants, her
hand lingering on its straining girth longer than she needed to.

“Let’s hope there’s wine tonight,” I said as her fingertips left me, her
graceful body moving around the car and sliding into the passenger seat.

“I think I’m going to need it,” Maddy replied, trying to avoid my gaze as
I sat down beside her. We didn’t say another word as her hand found its way to
my thigh, giving me a reassuring squeeze.

A drink was definitely going to be required. Maybe a little buzz would
help me forget, but as we drove, all I could do was try to ignore the heat
radiating from her fingertips. My mind drifted, traveling back to the day she
ran into me on the street with those big beautiful tears in her eyes… So
perfect… So broken…

One month
earlier…

“Madison
, lunch was over two minutes ago.”

I looked up from microwavable meal. It was a small plastic
bowl of steamed rice and veggies, but the shitty microwave in the break room
had only heated things up on one side, leaving me with broccoli stalks with
freezer burn still clinging to them.

My gaze fixed on Miguel Herrera, the general manager of the
small rental company I worked for. He reminded me of a man who had once done
greater things, but had since been exiled to the dredges of monotony that
corporate life entailed. Maybe he’d been military, or maybe he’d once been a
little higher up the food chain where commands weren’t questioned and his iron
fist ruled all. Either way, it was painfully clear that a man like Miguel was
never meant for a company like ExecuSpace.

ExecuSpace itself was an interesting animal. Instead of
renting tangible things like cars, homes, or office buildings, they rented out
virtual
office space. I sat behind a
desk answering a multi-line phone system where each line represented a
different suite supposedly housed in the six-story building I worked in. A
prompt would pop up on my computer with each call, reminding me to answer for
“Lindsey’s Lawn Service” or “Jack Vogler, Esquire.” Then I’d place the caller
on hold and transfer them to the client’s voice mailbox, their cell phone, or
even their home phone where they
really
worked.

Basically, ExecuSpace rented nothing at all—nothing but the
illusion that their clients were more important than they really were. It was
brilliantly deceptive, and it worked like a charm.

That meant the phones were busy. That meant that sometimes I
didn’t get to take a lunch break, and when I did, running sixty seconds past
the mark would earn me a visit from Miguel’s dark, scowling face.

“You left your desk at half past noon, didn’t you?” he asked,
raising one of his charcoal eyebrows. I shuffled the food in her bowl and
nodded, taking another bite.

“I did, but I got stopped in the hall by Mr. Franklin, who
wanted me to run back to my desk and put a parcel into the outgoing mail. Then
when I got back there, Lacy got a phone call from her ex and ran outside to
take it, so I had to wait for her to get back before I could leave again. After
that, Ms. Harris asked for a physical list of the calls she’d received today,
even though they’re all logged on her voicemail, and ten minutes later I
finally got to heat up my lunch and sit down here.

“So,” I continued, glancing up at the clock over my shoulder,
“I’m not two minutes late. I’m actually just sitting down to eat, so I’ve got
about twenty-five minutes left.”

Normally I wouldn’t have spoken to Miguel—or anyone at
ExecuSpace—that way. That was because I desperately needed this job, or I’d be
completely screwed in the way of keeping a roof over my head. That meant
putting up with grueling twelve- to fourteen-hour shifts, even if I had to
clock out at five p.m. like everybody else, enduring the abuse of my colleagues
and the incompetence of my supposed assistant, and above all else, not stepping
away from my desk unless I needed to use the restroom or had some other
emergency.

But today was different. Today, after four long, arduous
years without so much as a pay bump or a pat on the back, I was not in the
mood.

I had bills to pay, and they were mounting quickly. I’d been
hired in at a measly ten dollars an hour and that hadn’t changed, even though
my responsibilities had. I was no longer the receptionist answering the phones,
opening mail, and sending off a few e-mails every day—not that my job had ever
only
entailed that, despite what they’d
told me during my interview. I was the personal assistant to pretty much
everyone on the floor, as well as the office manager for when nobody else
wanted to deal with the bullshit that sauntered up to the front desk every day.
I could—and had—run the entire operation by myself on many occasions. So why
was I still being treated and paid like Lacy, the girl with no education, no
computer skills, no ambition, and no desire to be here?

Lacy also happened to be my “assistant,” but she was an awful
lot like my burden. She rarely lifted a finger to answer a call before I got to
it and yet she still had her job and half the office tripping over themselves
to take care of things for her. That usually involved passing her work off to
me while she skipped out on some obscure “errand” or spent an hour in Miguel’s
office with the door shut. She was young and pretty and she knew it, and I
supposed that was what got a woman ahead in this place more than anything else.

Miguel appraised me, putting his hands on his waist in a way
that spread apart his blazer to reveal his paunchy belly. I made sure to
tightly cinch my legs together under the table, though the violet pencil skirt
I was wearing hugged my thighs enough that I was sure he could use his
imagination as to what was between them. I didn’t want him to do that, of
course, but there was no stopping Miguel Herrera when he decided he wanted
something.

When his gaze finally dragged back up to meet mine, I
realized what he wanted was for me to toss away my lunch and go back to my
desk. I held his stare, trying not to let my mouth twitch or my knee shake,
trying not even to blink. I didn’t want to make any move that might be
perceived as a sign of weakness, because today, after a shitty annual review
and yet another thirteen-hour shift the day before, I was taking my goddamn
lunch break.

Eight hours. That’s what I get paid
for,
I reminded
myself, a low heat rising in the pit of my empty stomach.
Lunch is supposed to be an hour. Lacy gets an hour. So do Ross and Ben.
Miguel himself takes as long as he likes. I’m entitled to sit and eat once a
day, thank you.

“Okay. You just sit there, then, while there’s a crisis up
front,” Miguel growled, waving a hand dismissively in my direction. He looked
utterly disgusted with me. “I’m sure the rest of us can manage your job for
you.”

I ignored his tantrum. It wasn’t easy—I could feel my cheeks
beginning to scald and my throat tighten. “What sort of crisis?” I managed as I
took in another deliberate mouthful of rice. I tried not to wince as my tooth
sunk into a shard of carrot.

“One of last month’s interviewees showed up,” he answered,
and I could tell by the tone in his voice exactly which one it was. “Again.”

I finally looked away, heaving a sigh through my nose. Last
month, Miguel had wanted to hire a few more salespeople and had put out an open
call on Craigslist. We’d received hundreds of applications, and he and Ross,
our staffing manager, had decided on group interviews being the most efficient
way to separate the wheat from the chaff, as it were. Unfortunately in their
enthusiasm, they’d made promises they couldn’t keep, and some of the
prospective hires had to be told they either weren’t good fits (mostly due to
some background check revelations) or that there simply wasn’t enough room for
them on the team.

Except that Ross refused to tell them that. He just dodged
their calls, allowing each and every one to go to his voicemail and directing
me to say he wasn’t in the office. Miguel had declared the matter was “beneath
him” and that Ross would just have to deal with it.

But when Ross didn’t deal with it, it suddenly became my
problem. Suddenly I had to let someone down regarding a decision I hadn’t even
been a part of. Suddenly I had to bear the brunt of their anger and
frustration. Me, the woman who was constantly reminded that she was “only” an
administrative assistant and
not
a
manager.

“Isn’t Ross around?” I asked, though I was sure I already
knew the answer.

“He’s at lunch. And you
are
our front desk girl, so this seems like it falls under your purview.”

I narrowed my eyes. “You know what he’s here about, don’t
you? It’s been a month, and Ross hasn’t returned his calls. He’s probably
furious.”

Miguel shrugged. “Part of your job, Madison, is to handle
customer service issues. If you can’t hack it, well, then…”

He trailed off as he always did. He never actually said he’d
fired me or that I should look for some other job, but the threat was always
there hanging in the silence. He knew it. I knew it. But he didn’t have the
guts to utter the words out loud. He was
that
type of asshole, the one who did everything in his power not to do his own
dirty work, not to seem like the dick that he really was. If I went to HR to
complain now and said, “He made me feel as though my job was in jeopardy,”
Miguel could come right back and say, “I never said that.” And it would be
true. The bastard sure knew how to wiggle.

“I’m entitled to a lunch break,” I reminded him, but I knew I
was losing the fight. There was no point, really. We both knew he wasn’t going
to make Lacy take care of it. When it came to reminding people about the nature
of their job, I was the sole target.

“Like I said, you’re two minutes over.” Miguel’s gaze flicked
to the clock. “Five, now. You’d better get back to your desk and take care of
this before it becomes a payroll issue.”

I slammed my plastic fork down onto my tray and stood, making
sure to scrape my chair all the way back across the floor. I tossed the tray
hard into the garbage can, maybe too hard, because as I passed Miguel he
stepped directly in my way.

“And stow the attitude,” he said, a smugness lifting the
corners of his lips.

I stared at him for a moment, and in that time, something
just… snapped. I was sure this was a bad idea. I was almost certain I would
lose my job. But in that one exhausted, frustrated, hungry moment, I lost my
temper and brushed past him, thumping my shoulder into his as I careened down
the main hall.

“Hey!” he called after me. I could hear and feel his
footsteps pounding the carpet behind me. “Madison! Don’t you
dare
walk away from me when I’m talking
to you!”

I ignored him, continuing on my path. As I passed Ross’
office, I could hear the soft sound of his Pandora station and see a light on
from under the door. I tried the handle. It was locked.

“Ross!” I said, banging hard enough for one of our clients to
poke his head out further down the hall. “Ross, you have Mr. Davies here to see
you!”

“I’m not in,” he said. I could practically taste the
cowardice in his tone.

“You’re a manager,” I said, for once reminding my so-called
betters of their positions rather than the other way around. “And you’ve been
ignoring his calls for a month. Just come out and tell him he hasn’t been
hired. It’s not that big a deal!”

Ross didn’t answer, and by now, Miguel was catching up. I
shook my head, snorted, and strode toward the front desk again. Even in heels,
I was quicker than Miguel’s fat ass.

“Maddy,” Lacy said as I came into view around the corner. She
was texting while Mr. Davies sat in one of the reception area chairs. She
brushed a dark lock of hair from her face and tried to pretend like I hadn’t
just caught her slacking off once again at work. “Mr. Davies is here for…”

“For Mr. Culling,” I finished, smiling at Mr. Davies. That
smile felt wrong and wild, but the momentum of my anger was thrusting me
forward now. I couldn’t stop. “I’m Madison Hearst. We’ve spoken on the phone.”
I extended my hand for his.

Mr. Davies stood up and hesitated a moment. My eyes fell to
his left hand, the one that was shriveled and tucked against his side. Some
kind of accident, I’d been told. But I didn’t need that one. I only needed his
right.